34 - Morning

~Livia's Point of View~

Orion and I had an insanely long shower, and I had another two orgasms. Needless to say he had to carry me to bed, and I’d never been more happily exhausted.

But then, the morning comes. Reality.

I awake with a jolt and its still dark. My mind is programmed to another time zone. I stare at Orion and I have a million thoughts at once. He could give me a good life. I could keep my job and he has his things that he likes to do and stay busy with … I didn’t even know outside of surfing what those things are but I'm sure he has them.

However, in addition to me having Tyson, he would have other lovers. What if I saw him with another woman? What if he got another woman pregnant? Surely Tyson would want us to have children too. Goddess, what a mess!

I stare at the ceiling as a breeze floats in through the door. Damn it, what did I do?

I get out of bed very carefully and gather my things absentmindedly. I think about leaving him a note but decide against it. I h