My heart was already heavy from the strange, unrelenting pull Ryder and his brothers had over me. I didn’t need more drama, especially after yesterday. Without sparing him a glance, I moved quickly to an empty desk and settled in.
For a moment, I thought I was in the clear—until Alex approached. Alex was kind, gentle, and normal—everything the Blackwood brothers weren’t. He gave me a friendly smile before sliding into the seat next to me without waiting for an invitation. “Hope you don’t mind,” he said, brushing his dark brown hair out of his eyes. “The seat was empty, and you looked like you could use some company.” I gave him a hesitant smile. “I don’t mind.” “I was wondering…” Alex leaned in slightly, lowering his voice so the room’s chatter wouldn’t drown him out. “Do you have a boyfriend? Because if not, I’d like to—” He didn’t get to finish. The classroom door slammed open, crashing against the wall with a force that made everyone jump. Ryder strode in, his jaw clenched, his stormy eyes locked onto us like a predator sizing up prey. The temperature in the room seemed to drop, and the air felt heavy. “Move,” Ryder growled, his voice low and dangerous as he stopped directly in front of our desk. Alex glanced up, confused but not intimidated. “Excuse me?” “You heard me.” Ryder’s eyes burned as they flicked to me, his gaze hard and unrelenting. “Get away from her. Now.” “Ryder, don’t—” I started, my voice trembling slightly. Alex stood his ground, his jaw tightening. “Amara’s not some object you own. If she doesn’t want me here, she can tell me herself.” That was the wrong thing to say. Before I could intervene, Ryder grabbed Alex by the front of his shirt and yanked him up, nearly toppling the desk in the process. Gasps echoed around the classroom, and the teacher froze mid-step at the front of the room. “Stay away from her,” Ryder hissed through gritted teeth. Alex, though visibly shaken, managed to find his voice. “What’s your problem, man? She doesn’t even like you.” Something in Ryder snapped. He shoved Alex backward, sending him sprawling against the neighboring desk. The sound of the impact silenced the room entirely. “Ryder, stop it!” I shouted, rushing to stand between them. But Ryder didn’t listen. He was already closing in on Alex, who stumbled to his feet, his face red with anger and humiliation. “Is this how you impress girls? By throwing tantrums?” Alex spat, his voice shaking but defiant. “You don’t get to talk to her, look at her, or breathe near her,” Ryder snarled, his fists curling at his sides. “You don’t deserve to be in the same room as her.” “Enough!” I yelled, stepping in front of Ryder and placing my hands on his chest to push him back. It was like trying to stop a freight train. His heated gaze snapped to mine, and for a moment, I thought he might turn that rage on me. But instead, his eyes softened—barely—but his breathing remained harsh. “Are you okay?” he asked me, his voice quieter but still laced with tension. I stared at him, stunned by the question. “Am I—? You just attacked someone in the middle of class! What do you think?” Behind me, Alex groaned, pulling himself up with the help of a desk. “You’re insane,” he muttered, glaring at Ryder. Ryder’s eyes darkened again, but before he could move, the teacher finally snapped out of her shock. “Enough, Mr. Blackwood!” she shouted. “Principal’s office, now!” Ryder didn’t move at first, his gaze still locked on me as if daring me to look away. When I didn’t, he exhaled sharply, stepping back. “This isn’t over,” he said quietly, the promise heavy in his tone. He turned and stalked out of the room, leaving a stunned silence in his wake. Alex slumped into the chair, wincing as he rubbed his arm. “What’s his deal, Amara?” I didn’t have an answer. My heart was still racing, my mind spinning from the chaos Ryder had unleashed. And yet, as much as I hated to admit it, a part of me couldn’t forget the way he had looked at me—as though he’d burn the world down just to keep me safe. The classroom remained suffocatingly quiet long after Ryder left. The other students whispered, their voices sharp and accusing. I could feel their eyes on me, their hatred burning through my skin. “She always causes trouble,” one girl muttered. “She’s just a nobody. Why do they care about her?” Their words stung, but I ignored them, focusing instead on Alex. “Are you okay?” I asked, my voice low as I crouched by his desk. “I’ll live,” he muttered, wincing as he rotated his shoulder. “But, Amara, seriously—what’s with him? Why does he act like he owns you?” I didn’t have an answer that would make sense. “It’s…complicated,” I said weakly. “Complicated?” He raised a brow, clearly not buying it. Before I could respond, the bell rang, cutting through the tension in the room. Grateful for the excuse, I grabbed my bag and bolted for the door, leaving Alex and the rest of the class behind. --- I barely made it out to the school courtyard before a hand shot out, grabbing my wrist. I spun around, already knowing who it was. Ryder stood there, his expression a mix of frustration and something darker, something I didn’t want to name. “What do you want?” I snapped, trying to pull my arm free. “You,” he said simply, his voice low and rough. I froze. “Excuse me?” “You heard me,” he said, stepping closer. His presence was overwhelming, and I instinctively backed up until my shoulders hit the cold stone wall of the school building. “Ryder, stop it,” I warned, my voice trembling. “You can’t just—” “Why were you letting him sit with you?” he demanded, cutting me off. His jaw was tight, his eyes blazing. “Why the hell would you let him talk to you like that?” “Because he’s my friend,” I shot back, my voice rising. “Unlike you, he treats me like a human being!” Ryder flinched, but his grip on my wrist didn’t loosen. “He’s not your friend. He’s a distraction. And I don’t like seeing anyone else near you.” “You don’t get a say in who I talk to,” I spat, glaring up at him. “You’re not my boyfriend. You’re not anything to me, Ryder!” His face hardened, and for a moment, I thought I’d gone too far. But then his expression shifted, softening in a way that caught me completely off guard. “Maybe not yet,” he said quietly, his voice like a soft growl. “But you’re mine, Amara. Whether you like it or not.” My heart pounded in my chest, and I hated how his words sent a thrill down my spine. I hated the way my body betrayed me, leaning slightly closer to him despite my better judgment. “You’re insane,” I whispered, my voice trembling. “Maybe.” He smirked, leaning in until his breath brushed against my ear. “But you’ll see, sweetheart. No one else will ever come close to you. Not Alex. Not anyone.” With that, he released my wrist and stepped back, leaving me shaken and furious. --- The rest of the day passed in a blur. I avoided Alex, ignored the whispers in the hallways, and pretended Ryder didn’t exist. But his words lingered, echoing in my mind long after I got home. By the time night fell, I was exhausted—mentally and physically. I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to convince myself that Ryder’s possessive behavior didn’t affect me. But it did. It was past midnight when I heard the sound of my window creaking open. I shot up in bed, my heart racing. “Who’s there?” “It’s me,” came a familiar voice. Ryder. “What the hell are you doing here?” I hissed, scrambling to cover myself with the blanket. He stepped into the room like he belonged there, his tall frame silhouetted by the moonlight. “I needed to see you.” “Have you lost your mind?” I whispered harshly, my voice barely above a whisper. “If anyone finds out you’re here—” “Let them,” he interrupted, his gaze locking onto mine. “I don’t care.” He crossed the room in three quick strides, stopping just short of my bed. His eyes softened, and for the first time, he looked…vulnerable. “I can’t stop thinking about you, Amara,” he admitted, his voice barely audible. “You’re all I see. All I want.” “Ryder…” My voice faltered, my resolve crumbling under the intensity of his gaze. “I know you hate me,” he continued, his jaw tightening. “And I know I’ve done nothing to deserve anything else. But I can’t stay away from you. I won’t.” I stared at him, my heart pounding. Part of me wanted to push him away, to scream at him to leave and never come back. But another part—the part that terrified me—wanted him to stay. “You should go,” I whispered, my voice shaking. But Ryder didn’t move. Instead, he leaned down, his face inches from mine. “Tell me to leave,” he said softly. “Look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t feel it too.” I opened my mouth, but no words came out. Because I couldn’t. And Ryder knew it.The silence between us felt heavier than any words could have. Ryder’s proximity made it impossible to think straight, his scent—a mix of cedarwood and something darker, intoxicating—filling the air. My breath hitched as his gaze roamed my face, lingering on my trembling lips. “Amara,” he whispered, his voice a velvet murmur. “Say it. Tell me you don’t feel this.” “I…” My words caught in my throat. How could I deny it when my heart betrayed me with every erratic beat? “No?” Ryder tilted his head, a ghost of a smirk curling his lips. But there was no humor in his eyes—only a desperate intensity that made me feel exposed. “I hate you,” I finally managed, though even to my ears, the words sounded hollow. “Liar.” He closed the gap between us, his hand brushing my cheek. His touch was electric, sending a shiver down my spine. “If you really hated me, you’d push me away right now.” “Maybe I will,” I shot back, trying to summon strength. “Do it,” he challenged, his thumb grazing my ja
Amara 's POV The moon hung high, its silver glow filtering through my bedroom window as I tossed and turned, restless. A deep growl rumbled within me, low and warning, and I felt my wolf stir for the first time in days. “What is it now?” I asked inwardly, pressing the heels of my palms against my eyes. The bond had been pulling me relentlessly toward Ryder ever since the rejection had backfired, and my wolf’s emotions only made things worse. “You’re fighting what’s meant to be,” she growled. Her voice was firm yet pleading, a mixture of strength and pain. “He’s ours, Amara. Stop running.” “No!” I snapped. “He’s arrogant, controlling, and infuriating. I don’t want anything to do with him!”“You’re lying to yourself,” she accused, pacing within my mind. I could feel her claws digging into the soil of our shared consciousness, her golden eyes blazing with frustration. “Every time he touches us, we feel alive. Every time he’s near, our heart beats faster. You can deny it to yourself,
Ryder's POV The silence that followed her departure was deafening. It hung heavy in the air like a storm cloud, charged with so much unspoken tension that it felt suffocating. I stood there for a moment, paralyzed by my own inability to move, to make things right. The sun had set, the sky now a canvas of dark blues and purples, yet all I could see was her—the way she turned her back on me, walking away like I wasn’t even there.I wanted to scream, to shout at the universe for being so cruel, for making me fall for the one person I had pushed away the hardest. But no matter how much I cursed myself, no matter how much I tried to fight the pain in my chest, it wouldn’t change the fact that she was gone from me. I took a deep breath, my mind swirling in a mess of confusion, anger, and desperation. How could I fix this?I couldn’t just let her slip away like this. I couldn’t let her believe that I didn’t care—because I did. I cared more than I’d ever let myself admit. I had to make her
Ryder's POVI froze. She was standing now, her hands at her sides, her eyes soft but guarded. “I don’t know if I can forgive you. But I’m willing to listen... if you really want to prove it.” I didn’t know what I had expected, but it wasn’t this. I turned back to face her, my heart leaping in my chest. “I’ll do whatever it takes, Amara. You have my word.” And this time, when I said it, I meant it.I stepped closer, the air around us thick with unsaid words. Her eyes flickered to my hand, and for a moment, I thought she might pull away. But she didn’t. Instead, she stood still, her chest rising and falling with each breath, her body frozen like she was trying to decide what to do next. I took the chance. Slowly, I reached for her hand, my fingers brushing against hers, tentative but sincere. She didn’t pull away.I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding and gently laced my fingers through hers, feeling the warmth of her skin against mine. The contact sent a jolt of elect
Ryder's POVThe following days were… different. Not perfect. Not easy. But different. Amara didn’t completely shut me out, and that was enough to keep me moving forward. She wasn’t ready to forgive me yet—not fully—but she wasn’t running away anymore either. It was as though we were walking a tightrope, carefully balancing between what we were and what we could become. This morning, I decided to push my luck. “Amara,” I called out, leaning casually against my car, waiting for her outside the school entrance. Her head snapped up, eyes narrowing as she spotted me, her lips already forming a protest. “Ryder,” she said, her tone sharp as a blade. “What are you doing here?” I smirked, unable to help myself. “Good morning to you too, sweetheart.” “Don’t call me that,” she hissed, walking past me with purposeful strides, her bag slung over her shoulder. But I followed, determined to keep pace with her. “Relax,” I said keeping my tone steady.----The walk back home after our small truc
Ryder's POVThe silence between us was warm, filled with a strange sense of peace I hadn’t felt in years. Amara’s head rested on my shoulder, and I could feel the soft rhythm of her breathing. It felt fragile, like the moment might shatter if I moved too suddenly or said the wrong thing. I broke the silence, my voice quiet. “You know, I used to hate the stars.” She stirred, her head tilting up to look at me. “What? Why?” “They reminded me of all the things I couldn’t reach,” I admitted, keeping my gaze fixed on the sky. “No matter how much I wanted them, they were always too far away. Untouchable.” She was quiet for a moment, her eyes softening. “And now?” I turned to her, my heart aching at the vulnerability in her expression. “Now I think the stars are worth admiring... because they remind me of you.” Her breath caught, and for a second, I thought she might pull away. But instead, she stayed, her gaze dropping to where my arm was still around her shoulders. “Ryder,” she whisp
Amara's POVAs the morning settled into its usual rhythm, I tried to shake the memory of Ryder’s warmth and the quiet moments we had shared. But no matter how hard I tried, the way his voice softened when he spoke to me, the way his hand had lingered in mine—it all lingered in my mind like an echo. I sighed and wandered into the hallway, hoping to distract myself. But as I turned the corner, I nearly ran straight into someone else. “Amara,” Caden said, his deep voice pulling me from my thoughts. I blinked up at him, startled. Caden stood tall, his features softer than Ryder’s but no less striking. His blue eyes shimmered like glaciers, cold yet brimming with hidden emotions. His dark hair was slightly messy, as though he had been running his hands through it all morning. “Caden,” I murmured, stepping back slightly, suddenly all too aware of the proximity between us. “You’ve been avoiding me,” he said, his voice low and filled with an edge of something I couldn’t place. “I’ve bee
Amara's POV The rest of the evening passed in a haze of frustration and confusion. I avoided Ryder and Caden as best I could, retreating to my room where I could finally be alone with my thoughts. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t shake the memory of their expressions—Caden’s quiet regret and Ryder’s burning intensity. It was late when I decided to step outside for some fresh air. The house felt suffocating, and I needed to clear my head. Wrapping a cardigan around my shoulders, I slipped out onto the back porch, letting the cool night air wash over me. I wasn’t expecting to see anyone else there, but of course, fate had other plans. Ryder was leaning against the porch railing, his head tilted back as he stared up at the stars. He looked so different like this—calm, almost vulnerable. The harsh edges I had grown used to seemed to soften under the silver moonlight. He heard me before I could retreat. His head snapped toward me, his piercing eyes locking onto mine.
Amara’s POVThe morning passed in quiet simplicity. Caden stayed close, his hand occasionally brushing mine as if he needed to reassure himself I was still there. We didn’t talk much about the dream or the bond, but his presence was enough to keep my anxieties at bay. As we headed down to breakfast, the house was unusually quiet. Ryder and Jaxon had already left, and for once, I didn’t feel the weight of tension between any of us. Caden and I shared breakfast in companionable silence, a rhythm falling between us as we moved around the kitchen. It felt normal—domestic even—and I found myself savoring the quiet moments, the sound of plates clinking and coffee pouring. After breakfast, Caden leaned against the counter, watching me with a soft intensity that made my stomach flip. “What’s your plan for the day?” I shrugged, wiping my hands on a dish towel. “Probably head to the library. Maybe go for a run later. Why?” A mischievous grin tugged at his lips. “Just making sure you’re not
Amara's POV That night, sleep came to me reluctantly, like a shadow lingering at the edges of my mind. The warmth of my blankets wrapped around me, but my restless thoughts refused to settle. When my eyes finally drifted shut, I was pulled into a world that felt as real as the one I had left behind. I stood in a forest bathed in silvery moonlight, the trees whispering secrets in a language I couldn’t understand. The air felt heavy, alive, and I knew this wasn’t an ordinary dream. My wolf stirred within me, her presence more vivid than ever. "Amara," she whispered, her voice soft yet commanding. "Pay attention. They need us. This bond… it’s more than fate. It’s destiny."Suddenly, the scene shifted, and I saw them Caden, Jaxon, and Ryder—standing apart from each other in the same forest, their expressions tense. They weren’t looking at me; they weren’t even looking at each other. They were surrounded by shadows, a dark mist swirling around them like chains. Ryder’s jaw was clenched
Caden’s POV The room was quiet, bathed in the faint glow of moonlight streaming through the curtains. Amara lay beside me, her head resting on my chest, her fingers drawing soft patterns on my arm. Her touch was calming, but I could feel the tension radiating from her. Something was on her mind, and it was weighing her down. I tilted my head to look at her, brushing a strand of hair away from her face. “What is it, Amara?” I asked softly, my voice barely above a whisper. She hesitated, her fingers pausing their movements before she sighed deeply. “It’s nothing,” she said, but her voice betrayed her. “It’s not nothing,” I said gently, my thumb tracing circles on her shoulder. “Talk to me. Please.” She looked up at me, her eyes filled with a sadness that made my chest ache. For a moment, I thought she might pull away, but then she took a deep breath and began to speak. “My life… before you, before Ryder, Jaxon, and this bond… it wasn’t easy,” she started, her voice trembling. “It
Amara's POV As I sipped my coffee on the porch later that evening, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was shifting between us all. The bond, the tension, the unspoken emotions—it was all coming to a head.I glanced up as Jaxon stepped out, his easy smile making my heart flutter. He sat down beside me, his presence warm and grounding.“You okay?” he asked, nudging me gently.“I’m fine,” I said, my voice soft. “Just… thinking.”“About?”“Everything,” I admitted. “The bond. You, Ryder, Caden. How complicated everything’s become.”Jaxon nodded, his gaze thoughtful. “Yeah, it’s a lot. But we’ll figure it out. Together.”His words, simple yet sincere, brought a sense of calm that I hadn’t felt in days. And as the sun dipped below the horizon, I allowed myself to believe him. To trust that, somehow, we’d find our way through this. Together.---The evening sun was setting, casting a warm orange glow across the room as I sat by the window, lost in thought. Jaxon and Ryder had gone o
Amara’s POV The next morning, I found myself riding to school with Jaxon. It wasn’t planned; it just sort of happened. Ryder had left early for something, and Caden was nowhere to be found, leaving Jaxon waiting in the driveway, casually leaning against his car. “Guess it’s just us today,” he had said with that signature grin of his. And I didn’t argue. The ride was surprisingly sweet. Jaxon, who was usually full of teasing remarks, seemed different today—more thoughtful, more present. We talked about everything and nothing, laughing at stupid jokes and sharing little moments of calm. “You know,” he said as we pulled into the school parking lot, “I don’t think I’ve had a ride this peaceful in months. Usually, Ryder’s barking orders, or Caden’s too lost in his brooding silence to say anything.” I smirked, glancing at him. “So I’m the reason for the peace?” “Absolutely,” he said, turning to me with a wink. “You’re like my secret weapon. Calm the chaos, keep the wolves at bay—liter
Amara’s POVThe rest of the school day felt like it was dragging on forever. Every class, every conversation, every glance from someone—it all felt like it was happening in slow motion, as if the universe was stretching time just to make me more anxious. The tension between me and the triplets seemed to hang in the air, thick and palpable, no matter how hard I tried to ignore it. By the time the final bell rang, I was practically running to the exit, eager to escape the overwhelming feeling of being trapped between them. I knew they were waiting for me—at least I hoped they were. It had taken everything in me to suggest we talk, but I couldn’t avoid it any longer. We needed to figure this out. As I approached the parking lot, I saw them leaning against Ryder’s truck, their expressions a mix of frustration, guilt, and something else I couldn’t quite put my finger on. Ryder was first to straighten when he saw me, his eyes softening immediately. But even with that softness, I could see
Amara's POV The ride to school was oddly quiet. After the moment Ryder and I shared this morning, everything felt... different. The air between us had shifted, like the weight we’d been carrying for weeks had finally been lifted, if only a little. But the tension was still there, lingering in the background, like a storm on the horizon waiting to make its move. Ryder drove in silence, his hands gripping the steering wheel tighter than usual. I could tell he was still processing everything. I was too. The bond, our feelings, the mess we’d all gotten tangled in—it was overwhelming. But for now, in this moment, I didn’t want to think about it. I wanted to enjoy the simple things, like the way the sunlight filtered through the trees, the gentle hum of the engine, and the feeling of Ryder being close. I glanced over at him, his jaw tense, eyes focused on the road. He looked so serious, so distant, like he was somewhere else entirely. "Ryder," I said softly, breaking the silence. He t
Ryder’s POV The smell of coffee and sizzling bacon filled the kitchen, the morning sun streaming through the windows as I sat at the table, watching my brothers and Amara move around. It was oddly peaceful, the first time in weeks that things didn’t feel like they were about to shatter. Jaxon was his usual self, cracking jokes as he piled food onto his plate. “Don’t blame me if there’s no bacon left. You snooze, you lose,” he said with a smirk, earning an eye roll from Caden. “Maybe leave some for the rest of us, oh mighty hog,” Caden retorted, shoving Jaxon lightly as he reached for the coffee pot. Amara laughed softly, the sound like a balm to my frayed nerves. Her smile was small but genuine, and it made something in my chest tighten. She was trying. We all were. We ate together in relative quiet after that, the occasional clatter of silverware breaking the silence. It wasn’t perfect, but it was a start. Once breakfast was over, Jaxon and Caden grabbed their things and
Caden’s POV The laughter faded as the weight of our situation settled back in, quieter this time but still undeniable. The bond wasn’t just a hurdle—it was a storm, tearing through everything we’d built as brothers. But sitting here, with Ryder and Jaxon, I felt something I hadn’t in weeks: hope. Still, I couldn’t ignore the guilt gnawing at me. Ryder might have accepted my apology, but the damage I’d caused wouldn’t disappear overnight. I leaned forward, resting my elbows on my knees, and stared at the beer in my hands. “We need to talk about Amara,” I said, breaking the silence. Ryder tensed, his jaw tightening again, but he nodded. “Go on.” “I don’t know how to explain it,” I admitted, my voice quiet. “When I’m around her, it’s like… nothing else matters. She’s the only thing my wolf wants, and it drives me crazy. But at the same time, I hate what it’s doing to us. I hate that my feelings for her are hurting you two.” Jaxon nodded, his expression serious. “It’s the same