In the middle of the night, Bethany was tossing and turning in bed, out of respect, Ciro left the master bedroom for her alone, while he moved into a guest room. The woman was attacked by what seemed to be nightmares. A pair of black orbs that looked at her in a solemn darkness and hands that squeezed her thin neck. She struggled to survive, although she was slowly losing consciousness. Finally, she woke up startled when in her nightmares she fell to the floor.
She sat up, breathing heavily, looking around. She turned on the lamp on the side table, recognizing the room she was in. Her memory was still ineffective, and it was disturbing. She stepped onto the floor, barefoot, and approached the door, opened it, and poked her head out; everything seemed to be in order: it was quiet and dark, normal considering the late hour of the night. She went back into the room and locked the door, also the one to the balcony. She went back to bed and fell asleep more peacefully.
As dawn came, the sun's rays caressed her face, warning her that it was time to get up. She got into the shower and was in no hurry to get out. She slowly slid the soap over her entire body, impregnating her skin with its exquisite floral fragrance. When she reached her abdominal area, she couldn't ignore a scar that stretched almost from one end to the other. Dr. Vitto had told her that the surgical interventions had only been performed on her skull, and the rest of her body had been healed with stitches and bandages, and it didn't seem to be recent. She shook her head to clear away bad thoughts, and continued showering without giving it any further thought.
On her way out, she searched the wardrobe and sifted through the men's clothes until she found the ones that were supposed to be hers. She opted for a pair of royal blue ankle-hugging jeans and a white tank top and let her reddish locks blow in the wind to dry. She walked down the ivory stairs without touching the glass railing, which she thought looked very fragile.
-Miss Carter. - A woman from the domestic service asked her. When she had her attention, she continued: -Come with me, please. Mr. Tonali is waiting for you. - And she led her through the house to the back garden that had a pool and jacuzzi. She saw Ciro sitting in a wooden chair, in front of a small matching table, reading the newspaper and enjoying a coffee. He greeted her with a radiant smile that filled Bethany with embarrassment, causing her to bow her head.
-Good morning, my dear. - Said Ciro, watching her sit in front of him.
-Hi. -Bethany said briefly, avoiding the call with her eyes closed. Her fiancé could see her justified shyness; he was still a stranger to her.
An employee dressed as a waiter brought them each a plate of waffles and a cold lemonade to counteract the heat.
-Bon appetit. -Ciro wished as he began to cut up his food.
-Breakfast outdoors. Is that what we usually do? - Bethany said, emulating him. Ciro shook his head as he finished chewing.
-I can promise you that this is new for me too. -He said after swallowing. -We didn't usually share many meals together. I admit that it's my fault. I put myself into work too much, leaving aside what really matters to me.
-You're a man dedicated to your profession. -Bethany deduced, getting an idea of who she was engaged to.
-Crime doesn't rest, neither does justice. -Ciro snapped, taking another bite of food. He didn't finish swallowing it when he added: -But I promised myself I would change that if you ever recovered. Now I will spend more time on us and less on the criminals.
As she listened, Bethany detailed the ring on her left ring finger. A white gold band lined with diamonds.
-Is this our engagement ring? -she said in a low voice. The man glanced briefly at the accessory on her finger.
-Yeah.
-Where's mine? -Ciro stopped to look at it.
-I don't know. You weren't wearing it the day of your accident. -He replied, distorting the confidence in his voice and frowning as if he had some suspicion. Bethany shifted uncomfortably under his accusatory gaze. Ciro forced himself to calm down, and with a less rigid demeanor, said: -Maybe the paramedics kept it. Its value was close to twelve million Euros. Don't worry, I'll order one just like the one you had.
They finished breakfast and were pampered with a little ice cream dessert that the cooks had prepared as a surprise. The high temperatures consumed the ice cream faster than Ciro and Bethany could taste it, and in a while they would have to finish it without a spoon and in sips.
-How long have we been together?
-We met ten years ago in the lobby of a hotel in Rome. I was sitting at the bar and you suddenly approached me and offered me a drink. Three years later we decided to change our friendship into a relationship, and six months ago we got engaged. -Ciro explained patiently.
There was much more to tell. During those ten years there had been betrayal, lies, deceit, and even infidelity, all on both sides. But naturally, Ciro was in no hurry to reveal everything in one conversation. He had taken his accident as a second chance to make their relationship work in the best way, and he would take it one step at a time.
-Mr. Tonali, Ms. Caitlin and Mr. Red have arrived. - One of the employees reported, leaving immediately.
-That's true, I had forgotten. -Ciro said, reproaching himself for his lack of memory. -My dear, I called your parents, they were anxious to come and see you. You can't imagine how upset they were when I told them that you had been discharged yesterday and I didn't notify them right away.
-My parents? -She repeated, not so cheerful.
-If you don't think you're ready to see them, I can tell them to come back another day. They'll have to understand. -Ciro suggested, thinking only of her well-being.
-It's okay, I can do it. - Bethany said, encouraging herself, hoping that her parents would revive memories that her fiancé couldn't. It had to be better, she thought, after all she had literally known them all her life, while she had only known Ciro for ten years.
They went into the parlor. The gentlemen who had been waiting there stood up to greet them. And the woman rushed to Bethany and hugged her in her arms, overwhelmed with happiness.
-Honey, we were so worried. -Caitlin said, without letting go of her.
-When your boyfriend told us what had happened, we took the first flight from Washington to Italy. - Her father replied, more distant. Bethany's back straightened as she felt her fiancé's strong hand rest on hers.
-I'll give you privacy. -Ciro said, leaving the place and closing the sliding doors.
Bethany was immediately disappointed when she did not recognize the gentlemen in front of her, who seemed to appreciate her greatly.
-How have you been feeling? -His father's arid voice echoed again.
- Fine, although a little confused and scared. Not knowing who I am is so strange. - She said, leaning on a bookshelf full of Dante Alighieri's literature.
-You don't remember anything at all? Not even your childhood or adolescence? -This time it was her mother who spoke.
If she tried hard enough, she could visualize little fragments of her life. Running barefoot on the green grass chasing a red ball with three other children, or a pink room decorated with butterflies and flowers. It had a bunk bed and a single bed.
-Do I have siblings? -Bethany asked. She watched her parents exchange knowing glances.
-You had one, but he passed away twenty years ago. -Red said. -The thought of losing you horrified us too.
-What have you found about your life so far? Has your boyfriend treated you well? - Caitlin inquired.
-Ciro seems like a good man. -Bethany acknowledged.
The morning passed between platitudes and anecdotes, some of which made Bethany laugh. There was nothing in them that made her remember any detail of her life, but she had no doubt that she had had a good childhood. From what she knew, she had been very close to Simon, her brother. She would have loved to meet him. When it was time to say goodbye, Mr. and Mrs. Carter showered their daughter with kisses and cuddles, even Red, whose first impression was that of a cold and rigid man.
Red and Caitlin left the visiting room where they left their daughter, they didn't need a guide, they knew the house like the back of their hand.
-Are you leaving so soon? -Ciro asked when he saw his in-laws walking past his office. The Italian was sitting behind his desk typing on a laptop.
-Yes, sir. -Red said, turning around and stepping just inches into the room. Caitlin was at his side.
-Please call me Ciro. It's time to smooth things over between us. The occasion calls for it, don't you think?
-Of course. -Red said again, unconvinced.
-Don't go too far away, I'll need you in the next few days. -He asked lastly without keeping them any longer.
He continued with his work, taking notes and sending emails to his employees. Cursing Brahim via text message when he noticed a mistake. He, being the firstborn, was responsible for the company inherited from his father, the intimidating Sandro Tonali, however, the goods produced in said company were profitable for both brothers, so Ciro handed over some responsibilities to Brahim, who clumsily took charge. He knew him and knew that he would not commit himself one hundred percent to the company.
He was thrilled to see his fiancée walking into his office, it was the kind of confidence he expected from her. Bethany sat on the other end of the room from her fiancé.
-How did everything turn out with your parents?
- Pretty good. - It was brief. - I noticed that they mentioned you as my boyfriend. Don't they know about the engagement?
-I guess not. You hadn't talked much to them before the accident and I remember hearing you say that you would wait to travel to the United States to tell them in person. -Ciro explained.
-I should have made that clear to him. -He blamed himself.
-Calm down, there will be time to tell them. -There was a pause.
It was Bethany's first time entering her fiancé's office, so she scanned her surroundings carefully, noticing several photos of the Tonali brothers together. At first glance, they seemed like a strong sisterly bond.
On the desk was a small silver frame that protected a photo of the brothers standing next to each other, posing for the camera. Bethany focused more on Brahim than on Ciro, remembering the feeling that had come over her when she met him yesterday, which was the same feeling she had felt in her nightmare.
-I was thinking about going out to dinner tonight. What do you think? - He said, freeing Bethany from the trance she had been in when she noticed the photograph.
-That would be fine. Yes, I would like to. - She accepted, a smile spreading across the man's face.
Unwilling to continue tormenting herself with Brahim's photo, she got up and left the office. Ciro took advantage and booked a table at Barrafina, the most elegant restaurant in Florence. He had to pay a little more than the stipulated price to ensure the best view. It would be like when they were going through the dating stage, where he had to surprise her and of course he would.
Back at his laptop, he opened a file folder using a four-digit code, entering the database of Anne Johnson, a woman of singular beauty, very similar to Bethany, but there were certain traits that set them apart and that was when his fiancée took advantage. Anne had been a very calculating woman who knew how to get to his weak point and break him down. On the other hand, Bethany (his Bethany) was not like that. She was a more cheerful woman, as in love with him as he was with her.
By pressing a single key he removed from his laptop any trace of Anne Johnson who, luckily for him, was already dead.
Bethany's bed was a sea of dresses of all colors and shapes, she couldn't find one that suited the occasion.The plum-colored, strapless, knee-length taffeta dress seemed ordinary to her. She threw a little tantrum and started to take off the tenth dress, when she lowered the neckline she noticed the scar on her abdomen again. The anxiety she had for an explanation was so deep-rooted that her memory combined vague memories of a baby: she held him in her arms and on other occasions she put him to sleep in a crib. Bethany wondered if they were really memories or if her mind was playing dirty and only giving her what she wanted. She made a note to clarify it with Dr. Vitto at the next check-up appointment.Dressed only in her underwear, she went into the wardrobe and took her time selecting one of the umpteen dresses that were there, one more charming than the last. It seemed amazing to her how she couldn't choose one when they were all elegant.-Bethany? - She heard Ciro's voice on the
Early in the morning, Ciro accompanied Bethany to her appointment with Dr. Vitto. They sat in his office at the desk while the doctor looked for the results of X-rays and other tests.Bethany had been reluctant to speak to Dr. Vitto about the dreams and visions that had recently plagued her. She was reluctant to do so in front of Ciro, who never left their side.-Is there a problem? -Bethany asked, noticing that Ciro's attention was focused on his cell phone that wouldn't stop ringing.-Nothing about life or death. It's my job. - He barely took his attention off the device.-If you have to go, I would understand.-Not yet. There's something I'd like to show you when we get out of here. - Ciro said.Dr. Vitto entered, looking through the papers in his hands. It was difficult to decipher his austere face.-Everything seems to be in order. - The doctor said, finishing with a smile.-Yes, that's how I felt. - The woman confirmed. C
She settled into bed and tried to get back to her books, but found it impossible. The encounter she had with her brother-in-law had unsettled her. The way he looked at her and the woman he spoke of. Not knowing the details that others knew put her at a disadvantage, and she disliked it. She squeezed her eyes shut in a vain attempt to remember something, but all her mind offered were the visions she had already experienced with bitter feelings accompanying them.Why did work bring back so many memories? She thought. Joining his company was a sigh of relief, and she longed to experience more of that, but it was almost an illusion. She looked at the house she lived in for just under ten years and it was unknown to her. Also the man she once loved, although she couldn't deny that she felt safe with him. Ciro was a good man, attentive and respectful, who made it clear to everyone how much he loved her. She s
The flight was leaving shortly before noon, so Ciro took advantage of the morning to run some errands and put his business in order. He did not have much faith in Brahim, who throughout his life had shown him to be an irresponsible and unfulfilling man. There was a good chance that, when he returned from his vacation, the companies would be, if not bankrupt, on the verge of ruin.The machines were working properly. He stopped in front of the conveyor belt and took one of the cans they were making, with a good imitation of the baby formula label he ran his finger over it, making sure of the quality, that the ink wouldn't run. He returned it to the conveyor belt to continue its journey, at the end it would be filled with the white powder. He got on the elevator to reach the last room where the employees finished giving the last details to the cans, subtly identifying which were genuine and which were imitations, then packing them on pallets. The order that was being prepared would be sen
Bethany's bikini was an indigo blue that left little to the imagination, with fringes that danced from side to side as she walked. She had been tanning by lying on the sand until she felt hot and then decided to enter the sea, which swayed to the rhythm of the waves.He remembered how he had longed to go to that beach. He had seen it in brochures and catalogues, wishing to see himself under its incandescent sun while he rolled on the sand and the crystal-clear water wet his skin. It was Eden on earth.She came out of the sea and approached her fiancé who was covered by an awning, sporting expensive sunglasses, sitting in a folding chair. He had not taken his eyes off his beloved for a moment.-Nothing?-Bethany asked, settling into the folding chair next to him and drying her locks with a towel.-Yes, although I don't feel like it right now. - The Italian refused, taking off his glasses. He wasn't a big fan of being in the crowd. It was the reason he had refused to take her to the beach
Calmer, he returned to the beach and its unpleasant crowd. He appeared before his fiancée with a smile that would wipe the bitterness from her face.-I'm sorry for the delay, I was... - He tried to think of a pretext, but his mind was ineffective at doing so.-Someone from the hotel informed me that the spa is ready. -Bethany said, not so smiling.-I forgot. -he said, uttering a curse. He planned to surprise her. Once again he allowed his work to distract him from what was important. They made their way to the hotel where they were led by a couple of masseuses to a private room. They were shown a second room where they could shed their clothes. They were in the mood to become a married couple so they were both led to the same room. Had they consulted, Bethany would have opted for one for herself.-Don't worry, I won't see anything. -Ciro consoled her, knowing her so well. And
Bethany's eyelids jerked up. The bad dreams continued to disturb her rest. A chase and gunshots, her running, escaping death. Visions that made her heart rate spike. It was torturous.She turned around in bed, feeling alone. Ciro wasn't there. She left the bed wearing a blue silk robe with white stripes. She left the bedroom quietly, her lack of shoes making her stealthy. She didn't have to walk far to find her fiancé who was in the living room, sitting in front of a laptop that she didn't even know how he got. He was holding a cell phone to his ear, which he assumed wasn't his, since it had flown into hundreds of pieces against the stones.-Stop production. The Russian police must be investigating its origin right now. We must keep a low profile. Cancel business phone numbers, emails or any other means of contact. -Bethany heard despite the careful tone in which she spoke.-...-Forget them. They knew the risks of the job.-...-That
She reached out with one of her hands to slide the alarm clock and glance at the time: 1:00 p.m. Bethany had been in bed for a long time without being able to fall asleep.She put on some fuzzy slippers and left the room. She knew what was wrong with her rest. One night sleeping next to Ciro was enough for her body to remember the essence of sleeping next to the warm shelter of another body.He walked through the hallways and came to the room where Ciro slept. The door was ajar so he entered without warning. There was no one there. The bed was unmade and Ciro's already familiar laptop was resting on it. He was seriously a workaholic. He crawled from under the bed to reach the device that was on the pillows. And when his fingers brushed the computer, he felt a second hand take his own. With one pull, Ciro lifted her up and kissed her.-What are you doing up? - the Italian asked against her lips.-I could ask you the same question. -Bethany replied. The second kiss was her initiative. T
In the three hours (and a bit more) that Ciro had been investigating Derek, he had found absolutely nothing about him, he was a ghost. He was somewhat relieved to know that he didn't belong to any police force, but there was still the lurking possibility that he was a member of some organized crime gang. Perhaps he was a lackey of Voslov's who had sent him to investigate his precious Bethany further and she could have unburdened her sorrows to him, possibly even told him the truth in an attempt to help him.He slammed the lid of his laptop shut and pushed that catastrophic thought out of his mind. Voslov couldn't be such an idiot as to challenge the Tonali brothers; starting with life.-Ciro. - His wife called from the entrance to his office. The man looked up at her. - Can I come in? I want to talk to you."Sure, go ahead," the Italian agreed, trying to tone down his temper.Bethany entered the room with a soft step, feeling helpless. In that of
Brahim climbed on top of Karla who was lying on her back on the bed, wearing her underwear while he had his abs exposed. He kissed her fiercely and his hands explored the depths of her body. However, there was a small problem, Brahim could not turn on his libido. The reason: she was not the woman he wanted in his bed. Karla was beautiful and an expert in lustful pleasures, but she was still not enough for the mobster, and she lacked the touch of the forbidden. He did not want pleasure, he wanted Bethany.His brother's wife appeared in his imagination, posing as Karla. It was disappointing for Brahim to open his eyes and not find the redhead under his body, and no matter how hard he tried to enjoy the reality, the fantasy became more provocative. He could feel Bethany's soft skin when his fingers caressed the other's, he could smell her fragrance and taste her lips. Bethany was anchored in his mind.He felt Karla's hands go down to the clasp of his pants, then she grabb
It was the first time in several days that Bethany had walked alone through the streets of Florence. Without any of her brothers looking after her, or at least that's what she assumed.She thought a lot about Brahim; about what happened the night before, wanting to understand why it happened. If it had been Ciro, she would have rejected him for sure. But when it came to Brahim, she didn't hesitate. Alcohol played a very important role, that was clear to her, but there was another reason. With Brahim it was a sexual experience, superficial. On the other hand, Ciro had sworn to make love to her and Bethany couldn't conceive it. As much as her husband claimed to love her, she couldn't believe it definitively. And she didn't want to get to a point where she would forget everything he had done to her, the lies and the deceptions and end up falling in love. Forgiving him was not an option.She arrived at the street called "la dolce far niente", a very pleasant neigh
The sun caressed Bethany's face, prompting her to wake up. The first thing that crossed her mind was the previous night and her "special" meeting with her brother-in-law in her husband's wine cellar. She thought that with the dawn she would also feel remorse, but that was not the case. The only thing she regretted was not having been brave from the beginning to refuse marriage, and the fact is that she had always had doubts about getting married. Her relationship with Ciro was a real farce, at least that was how she felt.She stood up and went straight to the laptop on her desk. Since she learned the truth about the Tonali brothers, she hadn't checked her email again, and it was about time she did. The emails were divided between advertisements and newsletters from subscription sites, but what predominated in her inbox were emails from Lorient who, despite Bethany's obvious lack of interest, did not stop keeping her informed of everything that was h
The glow of a full moon bathed the elegant Florentine city. From the balcony where Bethany was standing, she could see the river in the distance, flowing with an imperturbable calm, enviable for the chaotic soul of the woman who could not calm down.It had been a couple of hours since Ciro left her alone after he ran into old acquaintances and they invited him to their private poker tournament. Bethany considered the idea of staying inside and chatting with someone, she was sure she would find someone who was as lonely as she was, however, she remembered the place she was in, and the people invited. She wouldn't talk to engineers, doctors, much less lawyers, but rather they were mobsters; very powerful criminals. It was enough to decide to isolate herself from the rest, because she wanted to believe that she didn't belong to that shady world and that it was an accident that brought her together with Ciro, despite the fact that he told her that she knew who he was the day she
They arrived at Paste Rich, one of Voslov's properties in Italy. It was a large restaurant with a modern, gothic feel that did not please any diner, except for the superstitious and fervent believers, whose culture could be seen to be challenged by the Lucifer decorations and Stars of David displayed like Picasso paintings. It was an open interpretation of what was going on in the mind of the restaurant owner. The happy couple arrived hand in hand, drawing the attention of many of those present who saw Sandro's firstborn for the first time since he died, being the leader of one of the most feared organisations in Europe. They were debating whether he would be up to his father's level or if the throne had become too big for him.-Bethany, I need you to do something for us: for me, for Brahim and for yourself. –Ciro said, holding his wife's hand tightly. –I need you to forget the hatr
Ciro, sitting on the bottom steps of the ivory staircase, checked the time on his original Rolex every five minutes. It was almost time for dinner and he was starting to get impatient. The sooner they arrived, the sooner they would be back, and Voslov was not good at waiting.He sighed heavily and looked up, expecting to see his wife ready to leave, but it was no more than a hope. He snorted. What he feared most was going up to the bedroom and finding Bethany in a state of anarchy, refusing to go with him. Just like on their wedding day. He felt melancholy every time he thought of that day. He understood that sooner or later Bethany would have to discover some semblance of reality, but he hated that it had been that day of all days.Surrendered to despair, he began to walk upstairs. He did not even notice that his cotton suit had become wrinkled from sitting for so long. He knocked on the door with a racing heart."Bethany?" he said. He felt bad calling her by h
When Ciro arrived at the meeting place with Voslov, the latter was not there, but a retinue of his men was there. The Italian kept his composure and continued on.He waited for the Russian for more than two hours until he finally appeared, arrogant as usual. The hatred that Ciro felt towards him could not be hidden, although the Russian did not care.-My dear partner, you cannot imagine how eager I was to return to tell you how grateful I am for your generous treatment. My business flourishes on your lands. - Voslov said only to irritate his Italian counterpart. Ciro wanted not to pull on that thread and kill the subject before it spread any further. The man in front of him tried to take the life of the woman he loves on her wedding day, that was an unresolved score. So the best and wisest thing to do was to avoid tempers getting heated.-Why did you call me? -Ciro explained the reasons for the meeting quickly.-Because I wanted to hold a celebration in h
Ciro meant it when he told Brahim that he would take care of Bethany whenever he couldn't be with her. That's why, early in the morning, the youngest of the Tonali brothers was at his brother's house."What am I supposed to do?" Brahim asked with obvious discontent as he watched Ciro finish shaving.-Just make sure he doesn't get into trouble, that's all. -He said simply."We're talking about a grown woman, not a child," argued Brahim, who found the idea of taking care of his sister-in-law to be at least stupid.-She's a very curious woman and she has reasons to be. -Ciro said, removing the shaving foam from his face. -Don't worry, you won't have to do much. She'll probably stay in the room most of the time.-And what will you do all this time? -Ciro looked at him seriously.-Voslov is in town and wants to talk to me.-Incredible. He'll threaten to reveal Bethany in exchange for more Italian land. And you, being so stupid, will give i