I was hungry and tired, I was worn out. There was a lot going on in such a short time these days.
- Tell me soon, what are you going to do with me? - I say tired looking at him with his back to me- What did Mr. Corfin been doing for the last 14 years? - deadpan question- Playing with dolls.- Is the fun over? - Exclaims raising his voice demonstrating his irritation- I spoke the truth, playing with dolls. In this case, the dolls would be the tenths and helians.- What makes tenths different from helians?- Why do you think I'm going to keep talking to you? She just said she wants to kill me along with the others, so fuck you.Who does he think he is?- Admit it, you want your friends to get out of there. Don't you think their death would be the best way to end their suffering?- No! Don't even try to influence me to accept that. - I exclaim irritated and a brief dizzinessPov Patrick- And for the love of the Goddess, do not enter another territory, I mean, do not leave ours. They can destroy any vampire in here. Did they escape? Let go. Do you understand? - Everyone nods and I let them go.After giving information and orders to my men I returned home.My lands are a mess with idiot vampires testing my patience. I can't even get them right because they make fun of me by going to mundane territory knowing we can't enter/invade to break their necks.Yes, I really will go bald before 40 from so much stress, at least bald if I have good genetics.Vampires mocking my wolves and enticing us to play tag, the disappearance of Mathias, enemies who entered my territory to do as they pleased and disappearing like smoke, the departure of Alison, who will probably not return, several werewolves pressing me for changes and improvements, deals, alliances, paperwork. It was all so suffocating and worrying, frustrating.What a fuc
- This is where the fun begins - The unknown throws the black box away seeing Daniel go to him, both are disputing strength and exchanging punches.- You love to complicate and make the mission more complex and difficult, wouldn't it be better to just delete both quickly? - Another man appears, this one had gray hair, unlike the first one who has golden hair, and wore a mask that covered half of his face.- Don't tell me you're the next to try to catch me? - I said, getting up and straightening up while paying attention to the scene in front of me. - I'm tired of it, already warning. - And who are you? - The masked man asks and soon I smell another individual, I wasn't sure where.The smell came in waves of fluctuating temperature, as if something was trying to stop its movements.I looked at the confrontation that was going on and saw Daniel take the knife from before, the one that hurt me in the pack. I ran over there
Pov PatrickAlison hadn't been missing that long, just a few days, but I felt my body die a little more whenever I noticed her absence. Worrying about my beta didn't help matters.Betas were usually used as substitutes for their alphas, so many died in their place. To get to the alpha, the beta has to be dead, they always give their lives to protect their alpha or half of him, their luna. I don't think I could do that, on the contrary, Mathias is one of the only ones I would give my life to protect, I would die happy like that. It doesn't have that, "You're my beta, so you'll have to die for me." He is my beta, my brother, not a golden soldier and confidant. He is part of my heart.Also Alison.I couldn't deny it anymore, at least not with her, I needed both of them here to stop the restlessness of my being. Cease fear, longing, frustration, emptiness. The investigator I sent over 2 or 3 days ago found a trace of her, just a trace, and he was working on it.Deep down I just wanted h
It had been a while since they put me in this cell.I'm always stuck, it's not news to me anymore.I was sitting on a brick bench and, staring into space, I was reflecting on everything I had said and heard during my encounter with Daniel. I didn't know what paternal love was, I've heard of it, but I've never seen it. Not here, not there. I never witnessed a paternal relationship.- What happened? Why didn't you find Mathias? - I look to the side to see Sabrina grip the steel bars.- A lot of things - I say low - Many people.- I am fine. Send a meal here - She tells a guard behind her and I realize, just now, the incredible hunger that possessed me.- Thanks, I'm starving - I say and see her open the cell gate and enter.Only now could I notice and wonder at her incredible confidence in me, how she treated me differently compared to others. She never offended me, twisted the worst for me, or treated me badly. She's been generous to me since she first laid eyes on me.What was it all
Pov Patrick- Yeah, it's for the silver guard. (...) A lieutenant and two recruits. (...) No, I don't exactly know their current work, I only provided my lands to be temporarily allocated, but their continuation requires an authorization and knowledge of Supreme Dominic. (...) Life or death? No. (...) All right, I'll explain to them. Thanks - I ended the connection with a secretary of the Supreme Court and threw myself into the chair, relaxing my shoulders.In three days he or the beta would be in touch to be consulted, until then the silver wolves could abuse their stay. He didn't care about that, his jobs were honorable, but he didn't have the face to face San.What am I saying? He shouldn't have the face to face me and Sabrina. No, he should be ashamed of himself and confront us. He was wrong, not me. He should be a man and face the consequences of his actions.He was always childish, a tomboy.How am I supposed to feel about this? I didn't know what I was feeling. Anger, sadness,
"- I don't love. (...) I don't let myself be loved, everything I've ever loved has died or been destroyed. I also made a promise a long time ago that I wouldn't let love overcome me for nothing. Loving is like killing, it always involves death.""- Everything dies. And if you love something that is going to die, this thing will take a part of you with it, a part of you will die in that moment. (...) You will wish you were dead when you lost your love. Yes, love is death.""- Do you like to kill? - I said without blinking, wanting his most sincere answer.- No, but sometimes it's ideal...- You don't love to kill, but you kill because you love.- Who told you that? - He said furrowing his eyebrows.- I don't know but I feel the weight of words.- You're contradicting yourself. If you don't love, why kill then? Or are your threats to my men wander?"I do not love.Love is death.You don't love to kill, but you kill because you love.If you don't love, why kill then?Why do I kill?W
The sun was almost up as Patrick and I made our way carefully to his pack. The same felt someone in the vicinity, an unusual smell for him, making us walk cautiously so as not to attract attention.- Can you let go of my arm? - I told him to stay in front of me.- You'll slow us down.- I'm tired, I can't keep up with your pace anymore. - He ignored me continuing to force me to keep pace with him.Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed a river passing nearby and at that moment I didn't give a shit what he wanted. Pushing his arm down with my other hand, I walked over to that water source.- Crap. Alison. -She mumbled down.- I'll ignore you now.I go into the river with my clothes on and dip my head in to drink water. I looked back seeing Patrick frowning and I smile throwing water at him.- You are so serious.- Apparently you're renewed, let's go.- Wait a little longer. - I turned my back to him and took the excess water from my face and hair, then he enters the water and stops be
- You're not going to take this seriously, are you?- Of course I will, I won blessing to be the leader of the precinct, I'll enjoy it. And that suited me, he planned to leave with something of mine, my knives! -Her face showed clear anger but deep down there was hurt, she could see it-You're a disgraceful cow.- Super offended. Misfortune pursues me... - I whispered low to myself. I shook my head and stretched out on the mattress - If my body is no longer a deadly weapon I would need weapons, your knives are the best in this bed, as far as I know. Friends aren't for that? Help and share?- Now I'm your friend? Don't tell me you were just going to grab my things for a little walk and then come back? - Said with contempt - Friends talk, discuss, warn and say goodbye. They think of others.I sat up sharply in disbelief.- You think I wanted that? Did you want to be in that state and situation? That I prefer to pick up bladed weapons instead of destroying my enemies and adversaries