Since childhood, I realized that I was different from my siblings. I was outspoken, independent, and mostly did things on my own, even as a toddler. My mother said I didn’t even fuss about a wet diaper—I would take care of myself, changing into a new one.
So, even though I was the youngest, they never gave me the attention a child should receive. The moment I understood that I shouldn't expect it, I stopped expecting it altogether. But one thing I made clear to them—I made my own decisions. My elder sister, Jenny, became a professor at a prestigious university because she didn’t like business. My brother, Sam, chose medicine for the same reason. My second sister, Anne, well, decided to pursue her master’s degree. My parents were disappointed because they wanted them to take over the family business. They devoted all their time to them, hoping they would follow their path. But when I decided to study business, my father finally paid attention to me, praising my ability to handle clients. I didn’t care. I knew I would succeed even without them in the picture. In the world I lived in, the only person whose opinions and suggestions could truly dominate was Knox. " Here it is!" Knox placed the document on the table, the cold paper sliding toward me like a silent threat. His face was unreadable, his posture unnervingly relaxed—but I wasn’t fooled. I reached for it, my fingers barely brushing the edge before I hesitated. Something in my chest twisted, a pulse of unease I couldn’t name. "An agreement for surrogacy?" I asked, assuming it would be nothing more than legal jargon. But when my gaze landed on the bold title, my breath hitched. My grip faltered, the paper nearly slipping from my fingers. Marriage Agreement. The words blurred for a moment before snapping back into sharp focus, cutting through me like glass. I lifted my eyes, scanning the room, searching for some indication that this was a sick joke. My heartbeat roared in my ears. "What… is this?" My voice came out lower than intended, uneven, as if my own body couldn’t decide whether to scream or laugh in disbelief. "This is what it is," Knox said, his tone resolute—but he wasn’t looking at me. His gaze flickered toward the table, his hands tightening into fists. My stomach churned. It felt wrong. Like they were playing with my emotions, and no one had the decency to look me in the eye while they did it. Across from me, Sarah sat comfortably, her posture eerily at ease. Too at ease. "Is this some kind of joke?" I grabbed the document again, my hands shaking as I read the first few paragraphs. My gut twisted, my brain refusing to process the full extent of what was being asked of me. Then it clicked. "You want me to sign this marriage certificate just to ensure the baby is legitimately born? You want me to marry Knox—in his fiancée’s place?" A heavy silence settled over the room. And then—they nodded. Like this was nothing. Like this wasn’t completely insane. A bitter laugh slipped past my lips before I could stop it. "Gosh," I muttered, running a hand down my face. "How does your brain actually work?" I turned toward Sarah, my voice laced with disbelief. "You were just crying about your fiancé cheating on you, and now you’re watching him marry his best friend? What the hell is wrong with you?" Sarah only smiled. Wide. Too wide. It sent a shiver down my spine. "I’m fine with it," she said, her voice disturbingly cheerful. "As long as you give Knox a baby. I can wait for you two to get divorced after a few years." The air in the room turned suffocating. I wasn’t stupid. This wasn’t about surrogacy. The way everyone shifted in their seats, the flickers of unease, the way they avoided looking at me directly—something wasn’t right. I placed the paper down slowly, deliberately, before leaning back in my chair. "This isn’t the real reason, is it?" My voice was calm, too calm. "Sarah suddenly saying she wants to break off the engagement. This marriage agreement appearing out of nowhere. Her enthusiasm for me to take her fiancé when she spent years terrified I’d steal him." I let my gaze drift across the table, taking in the silent exchanges between them. "There’s a hole in this situation." The reaction was instant. My mother rubbed her forehead, Knox’s jaw tightened, and Anne averted her gaze. Sarah and Knox's parents agitated like some criminals. Guilt. Hesitation. Avoidance. "Come on," I scoffed. "Just be straightforward. Someone here is against surrogacy, right? But you still need a kid who’s legitimate. That’s what this is about, isn’t it?" My voice turned colder, sharper. "I’m done being left out of decisions that affect my entire life." A tense beat passed before my mother finally exhaled. "That’s right," she admitted. "Knox’s grandparents hate the idea of an heir being born through surrogacy. Since Sarah’s egg wouldn’t be used, they refuse to accept a child born this way." My brows twitched upward. "And who the hell cares about their opinion?" The room went dead silent. I should have buried my mouth before those words slipped out. But still— "Whatever," I muttered, rolling my eyes. "Let’s just get down to business. This whole back-and-forth just to get the truth out of you is exhausting. You didn't respect me from the beginning. Now it doesn't matter!" I picked up the document again, scanning it more carefully. "So, all I have to do is sign this marriage certificate, get pregnant through artificial insemination, and carry the child. Then, once it’s born, we finalize our divorce and apply for shared custody." No one spoke. They were just sitting like they forgot how to breathe. "Practically, you’re forcing me to pretend to be a married woman when I’m against marriage in the first place. That’s messed up." But what was even more messed up— Was the fact that I wanted to marry Knox. Not like this. Not like some transaction. "What’s your answer?" Knox’s voice was quiet but heavy. I lifted my gaze, meeting his for the first time since reading the contract. "What do you think you would have done if you were in my place?" I asked, my voice void of emotion. Knox didn’t even hesitate. "I would have helped you. If it was your dream." A bitter chuckle left my lips. "That’s funny," I murmured, shaking my head. "Because you just destroyed my dream yesterday for your personal gain." The air turned suffocating. A heavy silence hung between us before my family—excluding Sarah—turned their heads toward me, their expressions suddenly shifting. "What happened?" Anne’s voice was sharp. "What did he do to you?" " Knox! What did you do to her?" They started questioning all together like they used to do when we were close enough before this bullshit. However, right now, Their concern was sudden. Unnatural. They hadn’t cared about my feelings five minutes ago—so why were they suddenly overprotective? Knox frowned, looking genuinely confused. "I don’t know what you’re talking about. I just stopped you from going on a business trip. Your father is handling it." I sighed, standing up. "Never mind. Give me a few days to think. This is a huge deal for me." "Violet!" Knox shot to his feet, his hands trembling slightly. "How about having a drink? Just the two of us." I glanced at him, the distance between us feeling more like a chasm. "Is your fiancée okay with that?" My voice dripped with sarcasm. "Please don’t worry about me!" Sarah chirped, standing up with that same unsettling smile. "I apologize for everything. Feel free to clear the air!" I turned to her, my expression unreadable. Although at first I thought she was some sort of narcissistic or... Hypocrite.. Now I had an uncertain feeling like she was... Fake? Then, I sighed, looking at Knox. "I’ll drive."How long has it been since we drove to our favorite club? Probably ten months ago. He wanted to vent his frustration and called me. That was the last time I met him. The whole car ride had been an absolute rollercoaster of awkwardness and emotional silences. Obviously, I couldn't bring myself to talk to him. I was both betrayed and heartbroken by his actions. The bartender, who had known us since we became regulars, sensed the tension between us as soon as we took our usual seats. He didn't say anything—just served our favorite drinks. The silence stretched between us as neither of us spoke. It felt like an eternal cube of suffocation, trapping us in its hellish stillness. Then he spoke, gently clicking the edge of his glass against mine. His eyes were fixed on the surface of the drink as he said, "I apologize for putting you in this situation. I am really sorry." It felt weird because we never said sorry to each other. It seemed like our friendship had changed. It was no
"Violet! Did Knox come today? He has missed his assignment again. How long are you going to do the assignment alone?" "Sorry, Professor! Knox broke his hand after playing soccer last night," I said awkwardly. "That little brat! Okay. Tell him to come straight to me tomorrow. I will no longer accept this excuse again!" I nodded. "Thank you, Prof." As soon as he left, I rushed to my car, heading directly to the hospital. That jerk knew how to worry me. After buying some medicines the doctor prescribed, I headed to the hospital. Before his parents found out, I was going to take him to our secret place—our cottage. As I stood before the door and reached for the doorknob, my body froze at the sound of laughter behind me. "You two should just get married. Everyone thinks you’re secretly dating!" one of our friends teased. "That's true, Knox. I think you two would be perfect for each other!" I felt my heart thumping loudly against my chest. My face burned as I stood there.
"I am going to get married! This spring!" While shaking the finest wine in his collection, the first thing Knox blurted out was the news of his wedding. It came out of nowhere, like a thunderclap in a clear sky. At first, I thought I might have been drinking too much. But then I realized I hadn’t even finished my first glass of wine. "Getting married? To whom?" My gaze locked onto his as I swirled my glass. "You never mentioned dating someone. What is this? A marriage of convenience?" I tried not to sound bitter, but the news of my first love and best friend of twenty years getting married felt like a slap with thorns. "No! We met a year ago at a business conference. From there—" "A year?" I interrupted him. "You never said anything to me. Any reason for that?" Although my heart was shattered into pieces, what disappointed me most was his silence. Being by his side for twenty years hadn’t made a difference—he still chose not to be honest with me. "Are you disap
Mom had already left by the time I stepped out of the shower. I had been working non-stop for the past two weeks, and finally, I had a two-day break before my next project began. Wanting to unwind, I popped some popcorn and settled in for a rom-com anime. Usually, I preferred action, but tonight, I felt different. I considered a tragedy but dismissed the thought—too cringe. Hugging my knees, I stared at the screen, the popcorn and ice cream remaining untouched. Watching characters find their happy endings while sympathizing with the second lead, who cried over a love never meant to be, felt... stupid. What was the point of crying? Of agonizing? Of regretting? It was already decided that you wouldn’t be the main character in someone else’s story. If you love, you love selflessly—without expectations, without hope, without dreams. The buzzing of my phone went ignored. Talking to people at the end of the day felt exhausting. All I wanted was a moment to sort out my feelings in
The first time I met Knox was during a family vacation. I was quiet, and he was the boy who got smacked a thousand times a day for his mischief. At a BBQ party, I burned my palm trying to grab a piece of meat without realizing it was hot. My parents and his were enjoying themselves, so I decided not to cry. I was only five then. Hiding my burning palm, staring longingly at the meat I couldn’t eat, I felt miserable. That was when Knox spoke to me for the first time. He sat in front of me, silent. Then, without a word, he took my hand and started blowing on it, his touch gentle. “Hold something cold,” he said. “It’ll help.” I was five, but in that moment, I met my knight. Since that day, we were inseparable. His family even moved closer because we couldn’t bear to be apart. --- The morning sun peeked through the curtains—unwelcome yet warm. My flight was at ten, and I needed to leave. I had confirmed my departure in the family chat, just in case anyone thought I’d still be a
I thought after that confrontation, everything would return to normal. Not in the best way, but I was ready to prioritize the self-love and self-respect I had always cherished. However, things took an unexpected turn when all my flights were canceled—by my own father. "Boss! The Chairperson is attending the meeting with the clients instead. He wants you to attend Master Knox's wedding!" Mirah's words made my blood run cold. Dad would handle my project? What the hell was he thinking? I tried calling him, but it went straight to voicemail. Something was off, especially with how they had been excluding me from Knox's wedding—only to now be desperate for me to attend. "Mirah, wrap things up. I will visit my parents' house today." "Okay, Boss!" Grabbing my purse and suit, I left the company soon after. Loving Knox had always been my selfish decision, so I didn’t have the privilege of being upset about him dating someone else. But as his best friend for twenty years, I fel
I used to love love-triangle stories. The silent girl who harbored feelings for the male lead but never confessed. The one who acted cocky, annoying even, because deep inside, she feared losing the friendship she held dear. The one who longed for his attention yet never had the courage to demand it. That girl? That was me. I was bold in everything else, but when it came to love, my consciousness became an obstacle. What if I ruined everything? What if I lost the friendship we had built for years? What if we could never go back? But in the end, it didn't matter. I found myself in the role of the side character, watching as he prioritized someone else. I wasn’t surprised when he fell in love with another woman. But what hurt—what truly tore me apart—was how easily he discarded me. He never spoke to me, never explained, never even met me again. And all because she hated me. I should’ve been angry at him, but I wasn’t. I was angry at myself. I had placed him above everything
"Stop it, Sarah! You don’t have to go this far!" Knox grabbed the knife, his expression unreadable. Everyone stood in panic, watching her lose her mind. For some reason, it felt like I was watching a binge-worthy drama. I couldn’t help but laugh. As a result, all eyes snapped toward me as if I had just slapped them. "What kind of disrespect is this, Violet?!" my mother snapped, showing no signs of understanding. "You’re laughing while everyone here is grieving!" "This is sick!" I stood up, grabbing my suit. "I almost agreed to Auntie’s pleas since I’ve never disrespected her. But Sarah just ruined any chance of that. I refuse to bring a child into a world where someone like her exists!" "What do you mean by that?" Knox asked, irritation flickering in his eyes. I met his gaze without hesitation. "I’m disappointed in you too, Knox. The man I grew up with had the decency to know what kind of woman he should be with. Clearly, she isn’t the one." "Are you jealous or something
"Violet! Did Knox come today? He has missed his assignment again. How long are you going to do the assignment alone?" "Sorry, Professor! Knox broke his hand after playing soccer last night," I said awkwardly. "That little brat! Okay. Tell him to come straight to me tomorrow. I will no longer accept this excuse again!" I nodded. "Thank you, Prof." As soon as he left, I rushed to my car, heading directly to the hospital. That jerk knew how to worry me. After buying some medicines the doctor prescribed, I headed to the hospital. Before his parents found out, I was going to take him to our secret place—our cottage. As I stood before the door and reached for the doorknob, my body froze at the sound of laughter behind me. "You two should just get married. Everyone thinks you’re secretly dating!" one of our friends teased. "That's true, Knox. I think you two would be perfect for each other!" I felt my heart thumping loudly against my chest. My face burned as I stood there.
How long has it been since we drove to our favorite club? Probably ten months ago. He wanted to vent his frustration and called me. That was the last time I met him. The whole car ride had been an absolute rollercoaster of awkwardness and emotional silences. Obviously, I couldn't bring myself to talk to him. I was both betrayed and heartbroken by his actions. The bartender, who had known us since we became regulars, sensed the tension between us as soon as we took our usual seats. He didn't say anything—just served our favorite drinks. The silence stretched between us as neither of us spoke. It felt like an eternal cube of suffocation, trapping us in its hellish stillness. Then he spoke, gently clicking the edge of his glass against mine. His eyes were fixed on the surface of the drink as he said, "I apologize for putting you in this situation. I am really sorry." It felt weird because we never said sorry to each other. It seemed like our friendship had changed. It was no
Since childhood, I realized that I was different from my siblings. I was outspoken, independent, and mostly did things on my own, even as a toddler. My mother said I didn’t even fuss about a wet diaper—I would take care of myself, changing into a new one.So, even though I was the youngest, they never gave me the attention a child should receive. The moment I understood that I shouldn't expect it, I stopped expecting it altogether.But one thing I made clear to them—I made my own decisions. My elder sister, Jenny, became a professor at a prestigious university because she didn’t like business. My brother, Sam, chose medicine for the same reason. My second sister, Anne, well, decided to pursue her master’s degree.My parents were disappointed because they wanted them to take over the family business. They devoted all their time to them, hoping they would follow their path. But when I decided to study business, my father finally paid attention to me, praising my ability to handle client
"Stop it, Sarah! You don’t have to go this far!" Knox grabbed the knife, his expression unreadable. Everyone stood in panic, watching her lose her mind. For some reason, it felt like I was watching a binge-worthy drama. I couldn’t help but laugh. As a result, all eyes snapped toward me as if I had just slapped them. "What kind of disrespect is this, Violet?!" my mother snapped, showing no signs of understanding. "You’re laughing while everyone here is grieving!" "This is sick!" I stood up, grabbing my suit. "I almost agreed to Auntie’s pleas since I’ve never disrespected her. But Sarah just ruined any chance of that. I refuse to bring a child into a world where someone like her exists!" "What do you mean by that?" Knox asked, irritation flickering in his eyes. I met his gaze without hesitation. "I’m disappointed in you too, Knox. The man I grew up with had the decency to know what kind of woman he should be with. Clearly, she isn’t the one." "Are you jealous or something
I used to love love-triangle stories. The silent girl who harbored feelings for the male lead but never confessed. The one who acted cocky, annoying even, because deep inside, she feared losing the friendship she held dear. The one who longed for his attention yet never had the courage to demand it. That girl? That was me. I was bold in everything else, but when it came to love, my consciousness became an obstacle. What if I ruined everything? What if I lost the friendship we had built for years? What if we could never go back? But in the end, it didn't matter. I found myself in the role of the side character, watching as he prioritized someone else. I wasn’t surprised when he fell in love with another woman. But what hurt—what truly tore me apart—was how easily he discarded me. He never spoke to me, never explained, never even met me again. And all because she hated me. I should’ve been angry at him, but I wasn’t. I was angry at myself. I had placed him above everything
I thought after that confrontation, everything would return to normal. Not in the best way, but I was ready to prioritize the self-love and self-respect I had always cherished. However, things took an unexpected turn when all my flights were canceled—by my own father. "Boss! The Chairperson is attending the meeting with the clients instead. He wants you to attend Master Knox's wedding!" Mirah's words made my blood run cold. Dad would handle my project? What the hell was he thinking? I tried calling him, but it went straight to voicemail. Something was off, especially with how they had been excluding me from Knox's wedding—only to now be desperate for me to attend. "Mirah, wrap things up. I will visit my parents' house today." "Okay, Boss!" Grabbing my purse and suit, I left the company soon after. Loving Knox had always been my selfish decision, so I didn’t have the privilege of being upset about him dating someone else. But as his best friend for twenty years, I fel
The first time I met Knox was during a family vacation. I was quiet, and he was the boy who got smacked a thousand times a day for his mischief. At a BBQ party, I burned my palm trying to grab a piece of meat without realizing it was hot. My parents and his were enjoying themselves, so I decided not to cry. I was only five then. Hiding my burning palm, staring longingly at the meat I couldn’t eat, I felt miserable. That was when Knox spoke to me for the first time. He sat in front of me, silent. Then, without a word, he took my hand and started blowing on it, his touch gentle. “Hold something cold,” he said. “It’ll help.” I was five, but in that moment, I met my knight. Since that day, we were inseparable. His family even moved closer because we couldn’t bear to be apart. --- The morning sun peeked through the curtains—unwelcome yet warm. My flight was at ten, and I needed to leave. I had confirmed my departure in the family chat, just in case anyone thought I’d still be a
Mom had already left by the time I stepped out of the shower. I had been working non-stop for the past two weeks, and finally, I had a two-day break before my next project began. Wanting to unwind, I popped some popcorn and settled in for a rom-com anime. Usually, I preferred action, but tonight, I felt different. I considered a tragedy but dismissed the thought—too cringe. Hugging my knees, I stared at the screen, the popcorn and ice cream remaining untouched. Watching characters find their happy endings while sympathizing with the second lead, who cried over a love never meant to be, felt... stupid. What was the point of crying? Of agonizing? Of regretting? It was already decided that you wouldn’t be the main character in someone else’s story. If you love, you love selflessly—without expectations, without hope, without dreams. The buzzing of my phone went ignored. Talking to people at the end of the day felt exhausting. All I wanted was a moment to sort out my feelings in
"I am going to get married! This spring!" While shaking the finest wine in his collection, the first thing Knox blurted out was the news of his wedding. It came out of nowhere, like a thunderclap in a clear sky. At first, I thought I might have been drinking too much. But then I realized I hadn’t even finished my first glass of wine. "Getting married? To whom?" My gaze locked onto his as I swirled my glass. "You never mentioned dating someone. What is this? A marriage of convenience?" I tried not to sound bitter, but the news of my first love and best friend of twenty years getting married felt like a slap with thorns. "No! We met a year ago at a business conference. From there—" "A year?" I interrupted him. "You never said anything to me. Any reason for that?" Although my heart was shattered into pieces, what disappointed me most was his silence. Being by his side for twenty years hadn’t made a difference—he still chose not to be honest with me. "Are you disap