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Chapter 46

“You feel guilty for being with me?”

“Yes and no. I feel guilty because I know it would have hurt him and I don’t care. I should but I don’t. It wouldn’t have mattered to me if he flung himself at my feet begging me to not see you. I wouldn’t have given in. I feel guilty because I know it would have hurt him.”

She considered his words quietly. “Your inability to reconcile your feelings of guilt aren’t my burden to bear, Royal. They aren’t my emotions to deal with and it’s not fair for you to take it out on me.”

“I know but you also need to know I wouldn’t have let you go, not even if he were alive. You’re too important to me.”

“I am?”

“You are. For the record, I left my meeting early and sent everyone home. I went back to the house to wait for you but then you didn’t come back. I realized I screwed up and I

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