Bonnie POV
“Do you want anything to drink?” My dad asks, and I shake my head. I am biting my nail, something I haven’t done since I was a child. I don’t know how things got so complicated lately, but I know there’s one person behind all of this. Peter.
“Sorry, the press wouldn’t let me pass,” Jude says as he sits next to me after shaking my dad’s hand. He rests one hand on my leg and I look up at him. As soon as his hand touches my body, I feel safer, feel like anything is possible.
“What did the PR team say?” I ask, and Dad takes a deep breath.
“Well, they told us to stay quiet and not say anything until Conrad and Caroline take care of the legal side of the NDA,” Dad says and I nod as Jude leans back on the couch and undoes the button from his jacket.
“I am sorry, who’s Caroline?” Jude asks as he sits back on the couch and holds my hand in his. I love
Bonnie POVAfter leaving my parents’ house and pretending that everything was okay, I can’t stop thinking of the possibility. I could be pregnant. I take the pill every day, without failing, so I should’ve had my period. Two weeks ago. I shake my head, trying to push away the thought from my head. No, it can’t be. Not right now…I never really thought about kids. Well, I did, but I always thought that I would put my career first, settle, get married, and then I would think about that, so this is completely the opposite of what I wanted. I turn on the bed and Jude is sleeping deeply. His breathing is steady and without making too much noise, I get out of the bed and walk into the living room.I cuddle up with a blanket on the corner of the couch and close my eyes. I rest one hand over my stomach and the possibility of having a tiny human being growing inside of me is making my head spin. I shake my head, as I can’t help but sm
Bonnie POVI open the door and Carly storms inside as she holds her umbrella. “It’s raining cats and dogs outside. I hate this weather,” she complains as she removes her raincoat and gives it to me. I place everything in its rightful place as Carly passes her fingers through her hair, detangling it.“Did you bring it?” I ask as I can’t wait any longer. Her eyes meet mine, and she nods as she opens her bag and takes out four different tests.“I didn’t know what you wanted, so I asked the woman and she said these are the best ones,” Carly says and I nod. I look at the four boxes and she raises an eyebrow, looking at me.“Are we going to stand here or are you going to pee on the stick?” She asks and I look at her and nod.“Yes, yeah, I need some sort of container to pee,” I say and she shakes her head as she scrunches her nose.“That is absolutely disgusting. It
Jude POV“Julie,” I let out through the intercom and no response comes from the other side. Argh. I raise my head from the laptop and move my neck from side to side as I straighten my back. It’s almost time to go home.Where the hell is she? I walk out of my office to find Julie sitting in her chair with her face between her hands while she cries. God, I hate seeing women cry. It’s extremely awkward and I don’t know what to do or say.I walk into the kitchen area and pour some water into a glass and bring it to her desk. I put the glass in front of her and her eyes dart to mine as she fidgets on her chair and clears her face with the back of her hands.“Sorry,” she says, and I shake my head.“That’s fine, go home,” I say, and she shakes her head, pulling herself closer to the desk and looking at me. “What do you need?” She asks.“I can sort it out. Go home, Julie.
Jude POV“What time is the appointment?” I ask as I do the knot for my tie. Bonnie raises her head and looks at me.“Three,” she says, going back to her newspaper. She’s been obsessed with everything that is happening to her. I can understand why, but this is not healthy. She’s collecting articles and not sleeping properly.“I’ll come pick you up and we’ll go together,” I say and she nods as if not really paying attention to what I am saying. Suddenly she shifts positions on the bed and sits on her feet, lifting the newspaper.“What the fuck?” She lets out and I walk to her, peaking over her shoulder at the article she is reading. It’s about Meredith and I close my eyes for a few seconds before I turn my back and sit on the end of the bed, putting my shoes on.“Did you know about this?” She asks, putting the newspaper down and standing in front of me. How did
Bonnie POV“You are around six to seven weeks pregnant,” the doctor says and I look at Jude that has his eyes glued to the screen while he holds my hand. I squeeze it gently and his eyes move to mine. He smiles and looks back at the screen. I wish I could read his mind. I wish I knew what was going through his head right now.“Do you have any questions?” The doctor asks after I get dressed and we are back in her office. Jude sitting next to me with his hand on my leg.“Vitamins, what are the best ones? And Bonnie has been having morning sickness. Is there anything I can do to help her with that?” Jude asks, and I look at him as he waits for the response from the doctor. She smiles and looks at me, locking her fingers together as she rests her hands on the desk.“I will give you the name of some pre-natal vitamins, and how bad is the morning sickness?” The doctor asks and I shrug.“I don’t
Bonnie POV“I really don’t know how to ask him,” I say, and Carly shakes her head slightly.“Okay, this is crazy, you need to sit down with him and tell him you want to know who the father is, not that you tell that excuse of a man he is the father, in case he is, but you need to know all the genetic issues the baby might have,” Carly says and I nod.“I know. It’s been three days since the appointment and I can’t bring myself to say anything. It’s almost Christmas, and I am trying to figure out how to ask Jude to do this. I shake my head, pushing away the thought of uncertainty that I am feeling right now.“You need to do it sooner rather than later. Being like this is not good for you,” she tells me and I nod.“How’s your mom?” she asks me and I shake my head.“She’s okay. She’s navigating this new wave of being called a whore. She’s
Bonnie POV“Hey babe,” Jude says as soon as I answer the phone. I have been staying in Benny’s house because until I figure out a way of getting my words out to ask Jude to do the paternity test. I will hide here with the excuse that I don’t want to be touched and I want my bed. I am blaming the pregnancy hormones and he is a saint.“Hey,” I let out as I yawn.“Did I wake you up? It’s nearly eight. Have you had dinner?” He bombards me with questions. He messages me around ten times every day, reminding me of my supplements, and checking on me, making sure I am eating and drinking. I know he cares, but I think it’s too much.“No, I was awake, and I am cooking dinner as we speak,” I say as I look at the frozen pizza in front of me. I smile as I turn the oven on.“Please don’t tell me you’re eating frozen pizza again. Bonnie, you need to eat proper food, vegetabl
Jude POVAs I walk out of my office, Julie is sitting next to the new girl she hired. She is young and seems to be competent, otherwise, Julia wouldn’t have hired her. She barely makes eye contact with me and I like that. I don’t need another person trying to meddle in my life. I need Julie to keep my schedule working and the new girl that I don’t even know the name to do her job without disturbing any of us.“Don’t forget you have a meeting in fifteen minutes,” Julie says as I walk past her. I nod my head as I grab my phone and put the alarm on. I just need to get some fresh air because my head is about to explode. I have been dealing with Bonnie’s craziness for the past couple of days, and her hormones are really playing up.I look at the messages she sent and I can’t help but chuckle as the elevator door close and I am alone. “Can we please have a hamster?” It’s her question. I roll my eyes as