I wasn’t sure exactly what was happening in my dream, but it felt nice. I was in this warm, hazy place. I couldn't really focus on my surroundings though. All I could focus on was the burning heat between my legs and the pleasure it sent through my body. I heard my name being murmured by a raspy voice.
Anna.
The hazy dream world started to vanish around me. As I opened my eyes, I was met with darkness. Slowly, I remembered where I was. I was back in the canopy bed in Mr. Weston's room. However, the pleasure between my legs was still there and getting stronger. I felt something hard pressing against my thigh.
"Anna,” the voice murmured again.
This time, I recognized it. It was Mr. Weston. The shock woke me completely. Blush filled my cheeks as I realized what was happening. He was still sleeping deeply. So deeply he, apparently, wasn't aware that he was touching my body.
The heat between my legs was from his hand that had slid under the skirt of my lingerie and begun to rub me. And the hard thing against my thigh? Well, it wasn't too hard to figure that out. He called out to me again.
"Anna.”
The sound of his lust-filled voice didn't help to quench the fire I felt growing inside of me. If he was doing this in his sleep, then what the hell was he doing in his dreams? His other hand slid across my body and cupped my breast over the lacy material. I tried to muffle the gasp that left my lips.
What should I do? Should I wake him? He wasn't doing anything intentionally, but what was I supposed to do? I didn't really have a chance to decide.
The hand on my breast slipped below the lingerie and made contact with my skin. His hand felt so hot against me. As his fingers rubbed against my nipple I could feel myself becoming more aroused.
This was wrong. I should stop him. I tried turning around to shake him, but all this did was press his hardness further into my thigh. He let out a low moan and began pawing more furiously between my legs. I moaned softly, the sensation was becoming too much. If I couldn't wake him, I'd just get out of bed.
I tried to sit up but he was holding me down too firmly. Maybe I could crawl to the edge of the bed. I slowly tried to spread my body across the bed and pull myself to the edge. However, as I did this his body reacted and tried again to pull me closer. His strong arms pulled me forcefully back to him and in the process, his fingers slipped below my panties.
"Anna," he moaned.
The desperate sound of my name on his lips made me shiver. His fingers began to explore the new region they’d discovered. I blushed at the embarrassment of the situation, but more so at how I was reacting to it.
As his fingers explored my lower lips I could hear the sounds of its wetness. The shame and the pleasure were such a strange combination. I couldn't help but wish for more. He was happy to help. His fingers brushed against my clit and a desperate moan escaped my lips. He responded. His fingers began moving quicker as if they were begging to hear me again. I pressed a pillow to my face and bit it as the pathetic whimpers refused to stay in my mouth.
This only made him try harder. I could hear the sweet wet sounds his fingers made as they moved against me. I didn't realize I'd begun to rock my hips against his hand until his body started to match my movements. His hips moved in time with mine pressing his hardness into me more and more. By this time, pleasure had overtaken my reason. I longed for his hardness to press into me, to fill me, to stop the ache of emptiness I felt deep inside. I heard ragged breaths escape his lips as he called out to me again.
"Anna, Anna." His voice was desperate.
The warmth between my legs grew as he rubbed my clit greedily, begging for more. I felt like I would explode at any moment. I felt his hardness move from my thigh to my panties. As he thrust quickly against me I could just feel the tip pressing my lips, teasing them. It was too much. The heat that had been building inside me suddenly burst through my body.
The waves of pleasure made me buck my hips furiously. As my wild movements pressed his hardness further into my panties I heard his moans grow. A moment later he held me tightly to him. I couldn't move. He pressed himself against me one more time before crying out in ecstasy.
After a moment, his grip loosened and his fingers slid from my panties. Only the ragged sound of our breathing remained. A short while later, his breathing steadied and became deep and peaceful again. I turned and looked at him. He was sleeping soundly, a faint smile on his lips.
As the rest of the heat faded from my body, I stared up at the bed’s canopy, dumbstruck. Well, that was certainly unexpected. Did he do this kind of thing often?
I doubted it. After all, how often did he really have the opportunity to share his bed with someone? Thomas didn’t mention anything about it specifically, but it sounded like Mr. Weston usually slept alone. Meaning I had no way of knowing how often something like this might happen. Was it just a one-off thing?
Honestly, that might be for the best. I was his caretaker. Or supposed to be anyway. I highly doubted this was the kind of thing I was being trained to “take care of.” Thomas would explode if he found out what happened here tonight. At me, if I was unlucky. It was probably better for everyone if I pretended tonight never happened.
Except I didn’t want to. I mean, I’d done things like this with some boyfriends before, but this was indescribable. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d been this excited in bed. Was it because he was asleep?
Wait, was he asleep? I turned towards him. It looked like he was asleep, but that whole experience seemed a little too intense for him to have slept through the whole thing. Pair that with the intimate way he’d been treating me all day and it seemed a little suspicious. Was this some kind of trick? I didn’t really know Mr. Weston that well. Was he actually some kind of devious pervert?
No. He wasn’t. I rolled my eyes and shook my head, turning back to my side. I felt ridiculous for even questioning him. The man barely knew how to interact with me as a person today. Let alone as a sex partner. Did I really think he somehow had the cunning to fake something like this? As crazy as the situation sounded, he didn’t seem like that good of an actor.
From somewhere in the distance, I heard an old clock chiming. I didn’t pay enough attention to count the chimes, but it was definitely more than a couple. I needed to get back to sleep if I wanted to wake up on time tomorrow. Whenever “on time” was. Something to ask Thomas about later.
I made myself comfortable under the blankets. It would be better to create some kind of barrier between us in the future to prevent these kinds of incidents. Then again, I wasn’t really sure I wanted to. I glanced back at Mr. Weston one more time. I felt a gentle tingling between my legs as I remembered the way he touched me. I couldn’t help smiling a bit. Maybe this job wouldn't be so bad after all.
A gentle shaking woke me from my sleep. I opened my eyes to see Thomas standing over me. He looked concerned. Memories of last night came rushing to me. I tried to leap up, but he pressed me to the bed by my shoulders. A wave of fear filled me.He must have seen the fear in my eyes because he raised one hand and put a finger to his lips, a signal for me to be silent. He pointed over my shoulder. It was at that moment I realized Mr. Weston was sleeping with his arm still around me.Thomas leaned in close to me and whispered, "Try not to wake Mr. Weston unnecessarily when you get up. Consider this the beginning of your training. Come downstairs when you are dressed and ready. You have much to learn today."With that Thomas released my shoulders and quietly left. In the silence, I became all too clearly reminded of wha
Mr. Weston stared at Thomas and me for a moment. His face gave nothing away. Who was he today? Did he remember us? Did he remember me? Did he remember what happened last night? A smile slowly filled his face."Good morning, Thomas. Ms. Walton. I’m happy to see you’re still here. Thomas, what have I missed so far?”“Nothing, Sir. You haven’t left us yet, actually,” Thomas replied."Really? That’s great!” Mr. Weston turned to look at me. “Well, that being the case, we should probably have breakfast sooner rather than later. I know how hard Thomas works the trainees and you’ll need your energy, Ms. Walton. Let’s eat.”
A short time later, the door to the kitchen swung open. The chef appeared with a large serving cart carrying more silver trays. He spent several minutes laying the spread of food and drinks in front of us before excusing himself back to the kitchen.Mr. Weston was right. I did need my energy today and right now, I was beyond starving. I hadn't eaten anything since my lunch on the plane the day before. I was absolutely famished and the food looked far too tempting.But, again, the fear of “etiquette” came to mind. Were there rules for this kind of thing? Should I wait until Mr. Weston started eating? Was there an “appropriate amount” of food to take? Was there a system for the silverware? The questions were swimming around in my head, but my body betrayed me. A loud growl echoed from my stomach. Mr. Weston looked at me with a mixture of s
I followed him into the garden. The place we first met. The scene was just as beautiful as the day before, but I could hardly focus on it now. He sat on the same stone bench as before. He looked my way and motioned for me to sit with him. We stayed silent for a while, watching as the morning sun rose higher into the sky.As much as I wanted to know the truth, I didn’t want to push my luck. At least, not any more than I already had. I sat silently, hoping he would work up the nerve to answer my question. Not that I would be surprised if he didn’t. After all, I knew just as well as he did how embarrassing this whole situation was. I was about to give up and tell him to forget about it when I heard him sigh.He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. "Anna, what I'm about to say will probably be the single most humiliating speec
I couldn’t even begin to explain the pleasure that coursed through my body at that moment. I’d barely touched myself, but the feeling was already intense. I grabbed a pillow and bit it, trying to stifle the involuntary moan that exited my lips.Pain followed pleasure. My lower lips were still sore from Mr. Weston's touch, but with that pain came the sweet memories of what he had done to me. It only increased my desire. I ached. I ached so badly for his touch. To feel the sweet mixture of shame and pleasure as he touched me however he pleased and called out my name in ecstasy. Anna. Anna. I felt as if those words would echo in my head forever.The ache of emptiness was becoming too much. I remembered the way his hand had slipped below my panties. Though he touched
It was the longest lunch of my life. Despite the food being delicious, I can't say I had much of an appetite. It had been less than twenty-four hours since I arrived at Weston Manor and so far I’d already:1) Allowed my boss to unintentionally get me off while he sleptAnd2) Walked in on him masturbating in the bathroom.If there was a way to have a worse first day at work, I'd like to know it. Mr. Weston and I actively avoided eye contact with each other. Thomas, blissfully unaware of what was happening, was our safety net. Lunch had actually finished a couple of hours ago, but we’d been doing everything in our power to draw out our conversation with him, hoping to delay being alone together for as long as possible
His face turned to one of shocked horror. He stared at me as if he couldn’t believe what I said.“Wh-what are you talking about?” He asked.“I’m sorry, Mr. Weston, but I’m afraid I can’t be your caretaker,” I repeated. “Don’t worry, I promise this has nothing to do with any of these so-called ‘incidents’ we’ve had. I have some personal reason for leaving. I’m very sorry to have wasted your time. I hope you and Thomas will find someone suited for the position very soon.”I stood and walked out before he had a chance to speak. My will to leave was already weak, and I didn't need him blaming himself, making promises, or begging me to stay. I needed this job, sure, but that didn’t matter anymore. Thomas was right. In th
Was telling him about all this a good idea? Probably not, if I was being honest. He’d probably be shocked, he’d definitely think it was unprofessional, and he might even be a little disturbed. After all, having a dream you had no control over? Out of his hands. But what was my excuse for not waking him? Masturbating in the privacy of his own bathroom? Him and half the other people in the world. But what was my excuse for watching him?My behavior these past twenty-four hours had been completely inappropriate, bordering on crazy even. I feared it would only get worse from here if I stayed. I was hoping I’d never have to admit any of it to him, but if it helped to finally put his mind at ease, then it was worth it. His
Silence filled the air again. We sat there for a while watching the flames crackle in the fireplace. I wasn’t sure how long we stayed like that. However, I did start to notice as his hand loosened and slowly began to slip from my side. As I glanced over, I noticed his glass beginning to tip dangerously in his hand. I gasped, catching it right before it fell."Jack!" I cried, checking to make sure it didn't spill.He jumped as if I'd startled him. I glanced over, he looked confused. Had he fallen asleep? I snickered and set his glass on the table."I think it might be time for bed,” I suggested"No, no. I was just resting my eyes," he grumbled sleepily."Well, then let's rest them in bed," I insisted, standing. I t
I think I finally understood how Arthur felt when I forced him to eat. I shoved down bite after bite, wondering how many I'd have to eat to safely be considered “done.” After a minute, I set my fork down, watching Jack out of the corner of my eye to see how he’d react. When I didn’t see any noticeable changes I finally pushed my plate away."What do you think? Should we head to bed now?" I asked, wiping my mouth."Absolutely not!" He cried indignantly. “I only have a few precious hours left with you and you already know the chances of me waking up as myself again are slim. The last thing I'm going to do is waste one second we have together sleeping."He reached over and grabbed my hand, bringing it to his lips. He pressed my palm to his cheek. His eyes held a tinge of sadness as he look
Despite his insistence that we should get out of the bath, Jack still clung to me like a lovestruck schoolboy. His hands always seemed to be on me in one way or another. Drying me with a towel, playing with my hair, holding my hand. A series of small, sweet gestures that never failed to make my heart flutter. Sadly, I wasn’t able to enjoy the feeling for long. A horrifying revelation suddenly came to me. I gasped and immediately grabbed my clothes off the floor, scrambling to get dressed. He watched me, confused. "Is something wrong?" "I forgot to meet the cleaners," I said, exasperated. "I’m already super late. I have to go. I'll meet you downstairs for dinner." I rushed out
Tell him what I did with Victor? I could feel myself blushing just thinking about it. Don’t get me wrong, I could understand why Jack wanted to know, but that still didn’t make me any more comfortable with the idea. I shook my head, setting my wine glass on the edge of the bath.He sighed softly. “I understand. As I said, I certainly won’t force you to tell me anything.”I could feel my body starting to relax as he said this. At least, until his teeth grazed against my neck. I shivered a bit at the feeling. He pressed a couple more soft kisses to it.“However,” he teased, “I don’t necessarily
My heart was still racing, as he closed the door behind us. However, I didn’t have much time to dwell on this. He didn’t waste another second before he pulled me close and pressed his lips to mine.Kissing Jack always made me feel dizzy. Like my body was losing all its strength. I had to lean against him to support myself. As he pulled away he kept my body close so I wouldn't collapse. His fingers played with my hair."You know what sounds good after walking around in that hot sun all afternoon? A nice, relaxing bath,” he commented.My mind was still hazy from his kiss. I barely even registered what he was saying. It was like my brain auto-piloted right back into my caretaker role."Should I draw one for you, Sir?" I asked.
I saw a couple of the housekeepers scurrying around as we came back. They didn’t even seem to notice us as we walked past them. I guess I could understand why they acted that way though. After all, they were here to clean, not look after us. That was my job.The cleaners might not have been the best companions, but something about just knowing they were around made the house feel a little more lively. I wondered how lonely it would feel tomorrow. Just the two of us.Although considering his earlier request, I might not mind having some privacy tomorrow. I blushed a bit as I remembered the husky tone of his voice.As if he could read my mind, he suddenly leaned in and kissed me. I pulled away nervously. My face felt hot."Mr. Weston, the cleaners!" I reminded
As always, the garden looked beautiful. It was just too bad that I couldn't enjoy it. I hated my mind. The moment we stepped outside the dream I had last night popped back into my head.I didn't want to feel anxious in the garden. I loved the garden. It was the place where Victor and I had walked before, where Arthur and I took photos, where Jack and I first met.Yet as I looked around, all I could remember were the hundreds and hundreds of agonized faces that had surrounded me. All of them crying out, begging me to choose them. I almost shuddered just thinking of it. Would I ever feel comfortable here again?"Are you alright, Anna?" Jack asked suddenly.I sighed. I felt like I was getting that question a lot lately. How did I somehow manage to make
I felt the warmth of his body as it pressed against mine. His fingers kept inching closer and closer towards my aching clit. My mind was a mess. Fulfill his request? For my body?My stomach was a flutter of nerves at the idea, but I wasn’t sure why. After all, hadn’t we done this all before? I'd already seen his body, and we’d definitely done more than just some light petting by now. So why did I feel so nervous about doing it again?It was stupid to ask that question. I already knew the answer. It was because this would be my first real time doing something like this with Jack.Different men in the same body. I understood that now better than ever. Jack wasn’t Victor, and Victor wasn’t Jack. The way they spoke to me, the way they teased me, the way they touched my body. The
I said before that I liked how kind and gentle Jack was, but there was another thing I really liked about him. His patience. I was taking a long time to answer, I knew I was, but he never once tried to rush me. He just stood there, patiently waiting for me to respond.I swallowed a few times, trying to clear the lump from my throat. I took a shaky breath and finally forced the words out of my mouth."Not yet.”"Alright, good. And do you feel the same way about the others?" He asked. I nodded. "Then that's all there is to it.Anna, I said I wasn’t going to make you choose between us and I meant it. Your relationships are your relationships. It wouldn’t be f