NICOLAS I have never felt so loved in my entire life I have lived at the Orphanage my entire life and yet I have yet to feel the same way I Felt. At the Orphanage it was everyone for themself even the caretaker they didn't give crap about you, You were left to deal with your problems alone.That's why ever since I have left that horrible place I never went back. That place holds a lot of terrible memories from my childhood which I want to forget.***After a long day of work I went straight to bed to get a little more sleep since I haven't gotten any lately and with my exams coming up I need to rest.It didn't take long for me to fall asleep as soon as my head, came in contact with the mattress I was out.*****"""l didn't know what had happen but the next moment I was sleeping then I walk up to someone saying something to me it was strange but good at the same time.He was the same man who has been visiting me in my dream he had all the features and The same blood shot eye and every
It has been two months and my life have been doing good. Life with my true mate is the best I have ever experienced before, being wife Nicolas and having been seeing my mate each and every night has been amazing. I have gotten where I can be myself even though our sexual life is progressing but not to a point where I want it to be but I can't complain I don't want to force him into something that he is not ready yet.****Every time I am away from him, it's painful since we have formed both or I have formed a bond with him. I want to finish the mating bond but Jasper is too stubborn.That's what happen to a Werewolf when they depend too much time away from their mate after creating a both between them they will start to feel a sense of longing and in their heart they feel like their Is voids that need to be filled.Ever since he had taken that woman he acts like he has been brainwashed. He talks to me when he feels like it's really needed but besides that we will stay quiet for days
NicolasI have been sick for the past three days and I took this time to focus on myself for once. I don't usually spend time doing what I love and come to think of it when was the last time I took a holiday.Maybe I can arrange a one month holiday to go and exploreI told the boss that I will take my holiday days now since I was sick he agreed right away he didn't object to my request. Maybe he felt sorry because I got sick from being overworked by him. He is lucky that I didn't mail him the medical bill since we have free health care I got treated for free they even checked my toes to make sure they are fine.The stranger who has been coming to my bedroom and spending time with me has not stopped either. And since I have been sick he has been coming in my flat frequently maybe to see how his toy is doing. Am not naive I know he is no Samaritan but for sure he is a good company. I told an the hospital that I shouldn't walk unnecessarily and I should avoid wearing shoes to a void mak
The Beta (Cole)I never thought I would see my Alpha Jasper make the biggest mistake of his life.He is my best friend we have grown up together. I have always thought he is smart he make the best decisions for all of us in the pack. We have come a long way to be here today our pack has gone through a lot but we have come out of our problems strong and resilient.What Jasper has been doing lately has really disappointed me I knew nothing good was going to come out of this the moment he chose to make that woman the Luna of our pack.I have tried talking to him about it before he made the decision not to proceed to go after his true mate that young sweet boy. I have had the privilege to see him from after but not in person I could tell he is a sweet boy from afar.They were in a forest at the end of the city where they come to play with Jasper's wolf Max. He was looking so curious to what Max was doing. How could someone not fall for that innocent young man. Why would Jasper let go of th
Alpha JasperI never thought I would be this happy, now I believe I made the right decision in making her my Mate our Packs Luna. She is perfect in every way I don't know why I waisted my time on waiting for that good for nothing gay young man.Carmen and I are in Love we have become inseparable. We go everywhere together she is even good at maintaining the pack our pack members adore her.I have heard a lot of good things about her which makes me even proud to have chosen her in the first place.Although everything is going so well I still have problems with my Wolf not accepting her and his mate as well. I have tried all means to make him see and understand that she is a good person she can be a good mate to him also not only me but still he had refused to see any good in her.I don't know what Is his problem he is the only one I'm my entire pack who see a problem in her who doesn't like her. He has started to dilute me out on everything we no longer do this as a partners no h
Alpha's Wolf We were in the middle of a meeting with our trackers they were informing Me about the footprints they found in the near by forest with our land. Casper had told them to go and check what was going on since we felt a bleach meaning someone has crossed the boundary line on our border.As we were expecting for the people we send to v one back and inform us on what is really going on then it happen.One moment Jasper was talking then the next time I notice was we were failing in the ground his body shut I knew what had happen to us to him it's that time of the year were we go in heat.It was strange at First for us, We had to go in heat the day he welcomed me as his wolf then after a lot of examination it turns out he was fine it was just we are both special which means it comes with disadvantages that's were the heat comes from besides us being special and me having a lot of control on what I can do...I never thought we will experience that embarrassing moment until i
NicolasToday Andrew and I decided to catch up on some animation we hacmve been dreaming to see since we haven't hang out in a while so we decided to meet up at my place this evening.I was in the middle of setting up the the room where we will sit and watch our a back to back animation marathon.Today I figure its the day I will finally introduce my dog Ellie to Andrew and I haven't told him about me owning a dog. If I don't tell him about Ellie he is bound to know about him one way or another as we are friends.I don't know how he will react when he see a giant dog in my flat I hope he won't freak out after seeing him I bet he never saw a dog like him before.Me and Ellie's relationship is better than I could ever imagine he is the seconded best thing that ever happen to me and I love him to death. When we first met I thought I would just keep him for a couple of day then he will return to this owner, Its not had to figure out that he has a owner who feed him to look like the way he
NicolasI didn't know where I was but I was sure I went to bed few hours ago. I remember verything clearly including what I did that same day before bed. My dog and I eat supper together then we played hide and seek which resulted in Ellie winning.I also remember I had a plans with Andrew we wanted to have a film night were we would watch all the Animation back to back but he never showed up he called and said he had some emergency things to do which I responded its alright I understand then I cut the call.I knew very well what emergency he was talking about he went to his boyfriend of him to get down and dirty.Which brought me to my latest situation right now. I have been in this strange place for a while now I don't remember much but I remember a bright light shining in my face which made me open my eyes to eliminate the source of the light...
MaxI didn't mean to do it but it happen without me knowing I was listening to his story, he was telling me about some human who has a crush on him.The fire I had in me had been igniting A few days ago when he was telling me about this new person at his work place. As a wolf I tried to act calm but it was impossible since we can't help but be jealousy of our mate if someone if looking or thinking about then in a different way beyond that friendship line.It's common for us and its in our nature to protect our mate from anyone who is deemed a threat by me and I see that co-worker of his as a threat.I guess listening to the same story for a little period of time made me feel possessive since its my first time I have had this edge to protect what is mine.I have bedded A lot of she wolf but I never experience that but with him it's a whole different experience.I was sitting on the bed next to my mate the next thing I knew I was on top of him with my teeth sinking into his neck gen
JasperWe have been under attack recently I don't know what Is making this to happen. Before we never had any trespassers on our land the rogues didn't dare to enter and they knew what will happen if we caught any whiff of them.Lately Our trackers who are station at our borders have been reporting about rogues near our borders they are sensing then meaning they come close to our borders and they have even get them self known to our trackers at some point in which I find it weird they always stay hidden out of sight afraid but now they are getting bold I wonder why.I have had sleepless nights over this issue trying to figure it out. Why are they showing up near our border, who are they trying to contact and who sent them cause by the looks of it they want something or someone inside this pack and I plan on finding out.I could tell my wolf to help with this while I take a little sleep since I have been busy with this and other pack business that I haven't had time to take a little sh
NicolasUntil today my dog had showed me that he is civilised and well mannered but today he had showed me that he is not the dog I know.What happen was I was in the middle of telling my huge dog about a new employee they hired to help with serving the tables of customers since that whole experience I went through the boss had promised to hire another waiter in order to help with the overload of work.I was so happy when Andrew informed me about the new changed cause it's going to make big different to the restaurant. I can now take day off and focus on my studies.It was after five days of working alongside with the new waiter that I realised that he was acting strange towards me and not in a friendly way.He would make small gestures towards me and treat me like we have known each other forever. My friend and even noticed those small gestures and he confronted me about is I just said I don't know anything because in reality I didn't know anything my self.I came home the other
CarmenI have tried to stay low but that wolf who has the mind off its on noticed me the moment I set up my plan. He figured out my plan the moment he set his eyes on me but thank goddess the Alpha didn't notice anything either.The only thing I have yet to do is to seduce him and produce an heir. Once he has a pup I know he will completely fall in love with me then I can use the child to get everything I ever wanted.Now how am I going to get him to be that close to me without his wolf finding out. I hate that wolf, It's smart. Every time when I am about to make my move he always shows up and ruins it he has foiled most of my plans so far well this time I am not going to let him.
NicolasI didn't know where I was but I was sure I went to bed few hours ago. I remember verything clearly including what I did that same day before bed. My dog and I eat supper together then we played hide and seek which resulted in Ellie winning.I also remember I had a plans with Andrew we wanted to have a film night were we would watch all the Animation back to back but he never showed up he called and said he had some emergency things to do which I responded its alright I understand then I cut the call.I knew very well what emergency he was talking about he went to his boyfriend of him to get down and dirty.Which brought me to my latest situation right now. I have been in this strange place for a while now I don't remember much but I remember a bright light shining in my face which made me open my eyes to eliminate the source of the light...
NicolasToday Andrew and I decided to catch up on some animation we hacmve been dreaming to see since we haven't hang out in a while so we decided to meet up at my place this evening.I was in the middle of setting up the the room where we will sit and watch our a back to back animation marathon.Today I figure its the day I will finally introduce my dog Ellie to Andrew and I haven't told him about me owning a dog. If I don't tell him about Ellie he is bound to know about him one way or another as we are friends.I don't know how he will react when he see a giant dog in my flat I hope he won't freak out after seeing him I bet he never saw a dog like him before.Me and Ellie's relationship is better than I could ever imagine he is the seconded best thing that ever happen to me and I love him to death. When we first met I thought I would just keep him for a couple of day then he will return to this owner, Its not had to figure out that he has a owner who feed him to look like the way he
Alpha's Wolf We were in the middle of a meeting with our trackers they were informing Me about the footprints they found in the near by forest with our land. Casper had told them to go and check what was going on since we felt a bleach meaning someone has crossed the boundary line on our border.As we were expecting for the people we send to v one back and inform us on what is really going on then it happen.One moment Jasper was talking then the next time I notice was we were failing in the ground his body shut I knew what had happen to us to him it's that time of the year were we go in heat.It was strange at First for us, We had to go in heat the day he welcomed me as his wolf then after a lot of examination it turns out he was fine it was just we are both special which means it comes with disadvantages that's were the heat comes from besides us being special and me having a lot of control on what I can do...I never thought we will experience that embarrassing moment until i
Alpha JasperI never thought I would be this happy, now I believe I made the right decision in making her my Mate our Packs Luna. She is perfect in every way I don't know why I waisted my time on waiting for that good for nothing gay young man.Carmen and I are in Love we have become inseparable. We go everywhere together she is even good at maintaining the pack our pack members adore her.I have heard a lot of good things about her which makes me even proud to have chosen her in the first place.Although everything is going so well I still have problems with my Wolf not accepting her and his mate as well. I have tried all means to make him see and understand that she is a good person she can be a good mate to him also not only me but still he had refused to see any good in her.I don't know what Is his problem he is the only one I'm my entire pack who see a problem in her who doesn't like her. He has started to dilute me out on everything we no longer do this as a partners no h
The Beta (Cole)I never thought I would see my Alpha Jasper make the biggest mistake of his life.He is my best friend we have grown up together. I have always thought he is smart he make the best decisions for all of us in the pack. We have come a long way to be here today our pack has gone through a lot but we have come out of our problems strong and resilient.What Jasper has been doing lately has really disappointed me I knew nothing good was going to come out of this the moment he chose to make that woman the Luna of our pack.I have tried talking to him about it before he made the decision not to proceed to go after his true mate that young sweet boy. I have had the privilege to see him from after but not in person I could tell he is a sweet boy from afar.They were in a forest at the end of the city where they come to play with Jasper's wolf Max. He was looking so curious to what Max was doing. How could someone not fall for that innocent young man. Why would Jasper let go of th