Alpha Gunner
The fresh blood of my kills covering my fur is now rancid, forcing me to shift into my human form. It's been ages since I've shifted that I now feel like a stranger in my furless body.
I wash the blood from my skin, eager to reverse into my wolf form.
I stopped changing into my human form, for it too died when I lost both the love of my life and my only child.
I want it to remain the same: never changing back into it ever again.
Stepping out of the shower, I grab a towel.
After drying my face, I hesitated to see an unfamiliar face staring back at me in the mirror. A face I haven't seen in quite a while, aged over the past nine years. I was in my early twenties when I decided never to turn into my human form; now I'm 32.
My hair, once lowly cut, now reached my neck, and my previously clean-shaven face was no longer free from facial hair. It felt like I was gazing at someone else, far more mature, but the scar on my left eye, a reminder of the pain inflicted by my toxic father, proves that I wasn't, and it was me.
"It's a pity that with a desirable body like yours, you're cursed to be forever alone and never to feel a she-wolf touch," Strega, the red-headed witch, appeared out of thin air behind me, running a hand across my chest.
Disgusted by her touch, my claw emerged, and I swiftly spun around to grab her by the neck.
My hand effortlessly passed through her, as if she were a mere shadow.
She was using another trick.
She laughed.
"Why so eager to kill? Has being alone for so long forced you to become so cold?" She mocked me, encircling me as if she hadn't been the one to do so.
Taken over by rage, I growled loudly, and she vanished.
I shifted into my wolf, immediately fleeing from the bathroom.
"The witch was in my house," I yelled at Sadie as I approached her.
Sadie is my witch, whom I hired to assist me in locating Strega, the witch who cursed me to lose all my mates.
Fear consumed her. She knew she had made a mistake in allowing the witch to enter my house.
"I sensed her dark magic: astral projection, and I immediately set a force around the house so she can never appear again," Sadie responded.
The idea that she'd recently considered doing so infuriated me. I leaped on her, sending her falling onto the floor onto her back.
She quivered as I pressed my two front paws into her chest, preventing her from moving.
"You could have made her hurt my sister," I growl, sinking my claw into her.
She groaned in pain.
"Please forgive me, Alpha," she begged, her breath ragged.
"I promise to never fail you again."
"You already did." Before she could make a sound, I drew my mouth to her neck and tore it off.
Her apprentice shook terrifyingly in the corner.
"You're in charge now; fail me and you'll face the same end as her."
She nodded vigorously and ran to the altar, flipping through the spellbook.
"Get rid of a body in the witch chambers," I ordered one of my men as I headed to my office.
"Yes sir," he hastily ran.
The scent of sandalwood fused with tea trees made it known that Astral Galbraith was inside waiting for me. He is the third person I trust in the pack, and he's also the Beta.
I went in to see him standing at the window looking out; he turned around when he sensed I was there.
As always, I've picked up anger and disappointment from him.
"What now are you here to lament about?" I asked as if I didn't know.
"You didn't have to slaughter those rogues," he protested as he came close.
"Why shouldn't I? I did give them a choice to live, and they chose death in refusing to be a part of my pack."
"Forcing them to be a part of your pack isn't a choice," he argued.
"Unlike them, you're free to leave my pack alive. I'm not forcing you to stay here." I walked over to the window.
From there, I can see both my fighter base and the enslaved rogues. My attention paused at the rogues' area. The area was filled with old, dilapidated wooden shed houses.
It serves as the ideal home for a group of robbers and lowlifes.
"Why feel pity for those rogues? Remember, one of them raped and murdered your mate," I reminded him as I turned around.
Astral clenched both of his hands into a tight fist, filled with rage, reminded of that painful memory.
"I won't hate all rogues because of one who took the love of my life from me, and I know Dove wouldn't want me to do that as well," pain laced his voice.
"Some rogues are good, and they escape from their old pack because of their wicked alpha," he mentioned.
I faced the window, knowing he was referring to me.
"You're a fool for thinking such a way," I disagreed.
"If I have to toss my anger at everyone to get my revenge on that one person for taking everything from me, I'll do so," I said through gritted teeth.
Astral walked angrily through the door, slamming it.
My sensitive ears flicked at the ear-piercing sound.
"I will not cease to get my revenge," I said out loud.
I spot my commander grabbing his mate by the waist, forcing me to remember the passionate moments I had with my mates—now only sad memories—knowing I'll never get to experience them again. Before their lips could touch, I angrily left the window.
The shed where I and eleven she-wolves were placed. Inside was small and bedless. We lay on the boarded floor side by side.They gave us supper, a piece of bread, and a cup of water, before sending us into the shed.The cool night wind came in from the glassless window. Cold, I curled into a ball. Very slender for a she-wolf, I was susceptible to getting cold easily."Aren't you going to eat that?" A she-wolf near me asked, spotting my uneaten bread next to my untouched water.I shook my head, and she quickly stretched across me to take it.I turned my head to watch her, sitting up, and devouring it hungrily."I'm Rhena, by the way," with her mouth stuffed with bread, she introduced herself."What's your name?" she then asked."Nobody," I say, reverting my back toward her.Seeing I was not in any mood to talk, she said nothing else. It was better that way.For years, I've treated everyone who tries to talk to me coldly. The more unfriendly I am, the safer they are from my curse.The so
Alpha GunnerHearing from the commander what Astral had done to one of the pack members- almost ended him. I tracked his scent.I ceased beneath a tree, refusing to go any further to see where he was--the cemetery.From a distance, I watched him lay a bouquet of red roses on his mate's grave, and I remembered that today was their anniversary: the day they first met each other before knowing they were mates. Astral had been bringing her a bouquet of red roses, her favorite flower since they'd known each other, and even though she was dead, he continued to do so, leaving me to feel guilty.I left the area, aware that the same cemetery held the graves of both my mate and my pup.Like Astral, I never once visited their graves to leave their favorite roses or my firstborn's favorite toy on his grave, nor did I attend their funerals.Countless times I wished I could turn back time to be there for them. I felt like I disrespected them by not showing up, but the sight of their once-full-of-li
We had two she-wolf fighters assigned to us. I suspected it was the Beta's idea.I feel a mixture of emotions: I wish he would stop caring about me, as I don't deserve it, and I'm pleased with this new change for the other she-wolves; at least they won't be sexually assaulted by those body-hungry men anymore."Hey, where are you going? Take your musty self straight to the river!" exclaimed one of the new heads.The river was a short walk from the base, encircled by abundant thicket and wild blue flowers. The sight was breathtaking; it made me forget my emotional pain. The lives I'd taken and my curse, admiring its beauty. It felt like all the blood I'd shed never did happen until the heads ordering us to remove our clothes and get into the river quickly made me conscious that I did take the lives of the ones who only loved and trusted me.The intolerable emotional pain immediately reappeared, and the view of the river no longer fascinated me or looked the same; instead, I felt the over
Alpha GunnerI rest atop a hill, looking down at a cottage amidst the wide, green land.Proceeding along its steep incline, I spot the first wolf I'd trust sitting on his porch.He wore dark glasses with both hands resting on his cane."I never thought I'd be alive to see you again," he said, turning his head toward me."I thought you were blind," I replied."You still have a dry humor," he chuckled.Though he could not see, his beastly senses were sharp enough to replace his lost sight.It had been years since I last visited him. The last time I saw him was at my second mate's inauguration: a ceremony to introduce the new Luna to the pack. At that time, I was in my early twenties.Luckmeil was once my father's advisor and his closest friend. He was like a father to me and the one who named me Gunner.A midwife once revealed to me that my father had planned to name me Pain upon my birth, as I had taken away his first mate. However, Luckmeil changed my name."I heard from your daughter
"The shortest time any of his lady maids had spent alive in his house is an hour. I doubt a rogue like you will last a minute," one of the she-wolf fighters said as she tossed a spoonful of mush into my bowl.I winced as it splashed into my face, almost reaching into my eyes, and took up a cup of the only drink they served us, water, taking my time back to the shed.What the fighter had said back there didn't frighten me; I must do this not only as a punishment for my evildoings but also to die by the one that I should have felt the safest with, my fated mate.Pain grew in my heart knowing that no matter how irksome I wanted my death to be by Alpha Gunner. My death will never be the same as those I've killed.I did more than simply end their lives. I first tore open their hearts that only showed me love by breaking their trust.Sitting next to the window outside the shed, tears stream down at the aching thought, and I wish my death to be more gruesome than theirs ever was.I heard som
Seeing the Beta in the driver seat of a red van approaching the Rogue base. I rose to my feet, watching as he parked the vehicle at the gate and got out, leaving the door open.As I walked towards him, a sense of unease overcame me. I knew he was here to take me to the one who would put a stop to my pain and end my curse.I passed through the gate, and the Beta appeared before me, causing me to halt.Upset, he looked down at me."Before I take you to the Alpha's home, I want you to see something," he said and held my hand, pulling me to his car.He helped me get in, walked around to his side, climbed in, and slammed the door.My body jolted at the loud slam of the door.Nervously and silently, I sat in the car as he sped along the road. He made a left turn into the wood, and I spotted a large sign that read "Cesspool: A waste area."He stopped a short distance from a large metal tank grounded into the earth. I quickly covered my nose at the stench of it."Look what is happening over t
Alpha GunnerAstral decided to interrupt us just as I was about to order one of my men to lower a male wolf that we had captured, tie his feet, and place above a tank of water."You will not kill her!" he yelled as he got out of his van, slamming the door and marching towards me."I have many wolves to kill shortly. You'll have to be specific as to whom not to kill," I said, spinning around and getting back to what I was doing."Or probably she may be dead in the few I just killed not long ago," I joked."Lower him in," I ordered my men again.While they were doing so, the intruder cried for us to stop.As the tip of his dyed green hair touches the water, I command them to cease, once more interrupted by Astral."Whatever you have to say, can't you wait until I'm done?" I asked as he now stood in front of me."I've never asked you for anything; please spare that new ladymaid life for me," Astral begged earnestly."You sure are fond of this rogue," I respond in an attempt to mock him.
The interior is as opulent as I would expect a castle-like home to be: ivory walls, shiny glazed tiles, and stairs that go up and split off on both sides."Follow me, please," instructed the deputy butler.He led me upstairs, and I found it difficult not to admire the glowing crystal chandelier hanging above the stairs. It's like being surrounded by the rays of the shining sun.The deputy butler turned left at the top of the stairs, leading me through a series of rooms with a black mahogany door. I looked up at the stairs that continued above us and at the countless other rooms."Our stop ends here," the butler said, causing me to lower my gaze at him.I was startled to see him holding the door of a room open.I moved closer to peer inside. The room holds a queen-sized bed sheeted in white linen with a glossy brown bedhead to the south of it. Beside the bed was a matching brown bedside table, and across the room stood a vanity with a round mirror and a large closet to the right."This
I followed him, disheartened by his decision to spare me rather than harm me. I thought he was the merciless and stone-hearted alpha for a reason--sparing no one's lives.I came here to be tortured every second of my life by him until I was no more. Not to be shown mercy for a wolf like me doesn't deserve any.He stopped at a double entry door. I ceased watching as he pushed it open with his snout, letting himself in. As he did, I'm curious why he'd choose to remain in his beast form, never harking back into his human form as any normal werewolf would.Probably he wasn't a normal werewolf, based on his unusual size, I thought. The normal size for a werewolf was 7 feet long, but Alpha Gunner was far bigger and the largest werewolf I'd come across; even his stature was threatening.As soon as he realized I wasn't following him, he snarled, prompting me to snap out of my thoughts.My eyes scan the inside. It was not an ordinary office. To the south of it stood a stone throne. He leaped o
The interior is as opulent as I would expect a castle-like home to be: ivory walls, shiny glazed tiles, and stairs that go up and split off on both sides."Follow me, please," instructed the deputy butler.He led me upstairs, and I found it difficult not to admire the glowing crystal chandelier hanging above the stairs. It's like being surrounded by the rays of the shining sun.The deputy butler turned left at the top of the stairs, leading me through a series of rooms with a black mahogany door. I looked up at the stairs that continued above us and at the countless other rooms."Our stop ends here," the butler said, causing me to lower my gaze at him.I was startled to see him holding the door of a room open.I moved closer to peer inside. The room holds a queen-sized bed sheeted in white linen with a glossy brown bedhead to the south of it. Beside the bed was a matching brown bedside table, and across the room stood a vanity with a round mirror and a large closet to the right."This
Alpha GunnerAstral decided to interrupt us just as I was about to order one of my men to lower a male wolf that we had captured, tie his feet, and place above a tank of water."You will not kill her!" he yelled as he got out of his van, slamming the door and marching towards me."I have many wolves to kill shortly. You'll have to be specific as to whom not to kill," I said, spinning around and getting back to what I was doing."Or probably she may be dead in the few I just killed not long ago," I joked."Lower him in," I ordered my men again.While they were doing so, the intruder cried for us to stop.As the tip of his dyed green hair touches the water, I command them to cease, once more interrupted by Astral."Whatever you have to say, can't you wait until I'm done?" I asked as he now stood in front of me."I've never asked you for anything; please spare that new ladymaid life for me," Astral begged earnestly."You sure are fond of this rogue," I respond in an attempt to mock him.
Seeing the Beta in the driver seat of a red van approaching the Rogue base. I rose to my feet, watching as he parked the vehicle at the gate and got out, leaving the door open.As I walked towards him, a sense of unease overcame me. I knew he was here to take me to the one who would put a stop to my pain and end my curse.I passed through the gate, and the Beta appeared before me, causing me to halt.Upset, he looked down at me."Before I take you to the Alpha's home, I want you to see something," he said and held my hand, pulling me to his car.He helped me get in, walked around to his side, climbed in, and slammed the door.My body jolted at the loud slam of the door.Nervously and silently, I sat in the car as he sped along the road. He made a left turn into the wood, and I spotted a large sign that read "Cesspool: A waste area."He stopped a short distance from a large metal tank grounded into the earth. I quickly covered my nose at the stench of it."Look what is happening over t
"The shortest time any of his lady maids had spent alive in his house is an hour. I doubt a rogue like you will last a minute," one of the she-wolf fighters said as she tossed a spoonful of mush into my bowl.I winced as it splashed into my face, almost reaching into my eyes, and took up a cup of the only drink they served us, water, taking my time back to the shed.What the fighter had said back there didn't frighten me; I must do this not only as a punishment for my evildoings but also to die by the one that I should have felt the safest with, my fated mate.Pain grew in my heart knowing that no matter how irksome I wanted my death to be by Alpha Gunner. My death will never be the same as those I've killed.I did more than simply end their lives. I first tore open their hearts that only showed me love by breaking their trust.Sitting next to the window outside the shed, tears stream down at the aching thought, and I wish my death to be more gruesome than theirs ever was.I heard som
Alpha GunnerI rest atop a hill, looking down at a cottage amidst the wide, green land.Proceeding along its steep incline, I spot the first wolf I'd trust sitting on his porch.He wore dark glasses with both hands resting on his cane."I never thought I'd be alive to see you again," he said, turning his head toward me."I thought you were blind," I replied."You still have a dry humor," he chuckled.Though he could not see, his beastly senses were sharp enough to replace his lost sight.It had been years since I last visited him. The last time I saw him was at my second mate's inauguration: a ceremony to introduce the new Luna to the pack. At that time, I was in my early twenties.Luckmeil was once my father's advisor and his closest friend. He was like a father to me and the one who named me Gunner.A midwife once revealed to me that my father had planned to name me Pain upon my birth, as I had taken away his first mate. However, Luckmeil changed my name."I heard from your daughter
We had two she-wolf fighters assigned to us. I suspected it was the Beta's idea.I feel a mixture of emotions: I wish he would stop caring about me, as I don't deserve it, and I'm pleased with this new change for the other she-wolves; at least they won't be sexually assaulted by those body-hungry men anymore."Hey, where are you going? Take your musty self straight to the river!" exclaimed one of the new heads.The river was a short walk from the base, encircled by abundant thicket and wild blue flowers. The sight was breathtaking; it made me forget my emotional pain. The lives I'd taken and my curse, admiring its beauty. It felt like all the blood I'd shed never did happen until the heads ordering us to remove our clothes and get into the river quickly made me conscious that I did take the lives of the ones who only loved and trusted me.The intolerable emotional pain immediately reappeared, and the view of the river no longer fascinated me or looked the same; instead, I felt the over
Alpha GunnerHearing from the commander what Astral had done to one of the pack members- almost ended him. I tracked his scent.I ceased beneath a tree, refusing to go any further to see where he was--the cemetery.From a distance, I watched him lay a bouquet of red roses on his mate's grave, and I remembered that today was their anniversary: the day they first met each other before knowing they were mates. Astral had been bringing her a bouquet of red roses, her favorite flower since they'd known each other, and even though she was dead, he continued to do so, leaving me to feel guilty.I left the area, aware that the same cemetery held the graves of both my mate and my pup.Like Astral, I never once visited their graves to leave their favorite roses or my firstborn's favorite toy on his grave, nor did I attend their funerals.Countless times I wished I could turn back time to be there for them. I felt like I disrespected them by not showing up, but the sight of their once-full-of-li
The shed where I and eleven she-wolves were placed. Inside was small and bedless. We lay on the boarded floor side by side.They gave us supper, a piece of bread, and a cup of water, before sending us into the shed.The cool night wind came in from the glassless window. Cold, I curled into a ball. Very slender for a she-wolf, I was susceptible to getting cold easily."Aren't you going to eat that?" A she-wolf near me asked, spotting my uneaten bread next to my untouched water.I shook my head, and she quickly stretched across me to take it.I turned my head to watch her, sitting up, and devouring it hungrily."I'm Rhena, by the way," with her mouth stuffed with bread, she introduced herself."What's your name?" she then asked."Nobody," I say, reverting my back toward her.Seeing I was not in any mood to talk, she said nothing else. It was better that way.For years, I've treated everyone who tries to talk to me coldly. The more unfriendly I am, the safer they are from my curse.The so