Quinn is arriving in my pack today. The woman I’ve had a crush on for years, long before I turned eighteen and knew she was my mate. Since that day, I’ve been totally, completely, in love with her.
‘We both have,’ Clovis, my wolf purrs in my head.
‘Easy, Clovis. She’s still underage and I have no intention of having a repeat of what happened to Emlyn happen to Quinn.’
‘Well, since we don’t have a witch casting a spell on us, I’m pretty sure we’re okay,’ he says snarkily.
“Emerson, sweetheart, did you need my help with anything? Is Quinn’s room ready for her?” my mom asks, interrupting my conversation with my wolf.
“It is, mom. Thanks.”
“Are you excited, honey? You’ll have three Guardians in your pack.”
“We have more pack members and more sprites, especially since we got the influx of pack members from Shadow Falls pack, so it makes sense that we’d have more Guardians,” I say, matter of factly.
“Always so serious, my son,” my mother says, watching me closely. “Are you at least a little excited to have Quinn here?”
I have to be careful around my mother. She’s extremely intuitive and she’s adept at managing my father. Since I’m a lot like him, she’s pretty good at seeing what’s going on with me and managing me as well.
“Of course I am. But it’s not like it’s her first time here,” I say. Rich had suggested that the Guardians rotate through our three packs. At the time, I thought it was a great idea, not only because I’d get more time with Quinn, but because our warriors benefit from it as well. However, now I know that he did it so that my sister would be in his pack and in his bed more frequently.
“But you’re going to make her your acting Luna, aren’t you?” my mother asks, watching me carefully. I’m never quite sure what it is that alerts her that I’m skirting around an issue, but she always seems to know.
“Yes, of course. I mean, Riley’s my Beta now and since you and dad are officially retired…” Officially is a stretch. My father, who built this pack from the ground up has struggled to let me take it over. It’s been two years, and we still have ‘discussions’ about my decisions. I’m a lot like my father, but I’m not him and some of my decisions are not those that he would make. He still struggles with that.
“Yes, all of those things,” my mother says, her focus on me even more intent than it was a moment ago.
“What are you getting at mother?” I ask, deciding to get to the point. It’s the easiest way to avoid the uncomfortable nuances my mother makes until I breakdown and tell her what she’s wanting to hear.
“Is she your mate, Emerson?” Well, I guess I asked for that.
“Yes.”
“Then why do you seem so glum about her coming here?”
“I’m not glum,” I say testily. “It’s just…after everything that happened between Rich and Emlyn…”
“Who are very different people than you and Quinn," she says.
“I understand that, but if Rich hadn’t been inappropriate with Emlyn…”
“Then we may have never known that Gwen did all those horrible things and Rich might still be mated to her.”
I huff out a breath. “I want her to know that I respect her, that’s all. She’s a beautiful woman, but she’s also a Guardian. I understand what that means.”
“Believe me when I tell you that you don’t,” my father says walking in. “You won’t truly understand it until she puts herself in between you, her Alpha, and danger. Only then will you truly understand what it means that she’s a Guardian,” he says, pulling my mother to him and kissing the side of her head.
“It’s who we are. We can’t fight it,” my mother says.
“But you can find a way to work around it. It takes a lot of trust, on both sides,” he says, looking at my mother with so much love in his eyes.
My mother reaches up and strokes his cheek before lifting up on her toes to kiss him. Before the kiss gets out of hand, I turn to leave.
“Quinn will do well here. The sprites are already excited to have her. They love Lady Guardian Quinn,” my mother says, laughing when my father grunts. He doesn’t have a lot of patience with the sprites, and I don’t blame him. They have no filter and anything they think comes out of their mouths no matter how embarrassing it might be. Not only that, but they ADORE werewolves. It’s created a hybrid baby boom in our pack with wolves mating to the sprites. They actually make good mates, with the werewolves providing the warmth and protection that the sprites crave while the sprites give the wolves the love and adoration they need.
Of course they love Quinn, she’s kind and gentle and fun-loving. I have no idea why the Moon Goddess mated her to me, but I’m thankful that she did, not only because she’s a Guardian, but also because she always makes me feel lighter when I see her. It’s like the weight of being an Alpha becomes bearable when she’s around.
“If I were you, Emerson, I’d tell her. She’s a Guardian. Even if she’s underage, she’s probably feeling the pull of the mate bond to you. It might be better to confirm it sooner rather than later. You don’t want her figuring it out on the battle field if her wolf leaps in front of you and she’s not expecting it,” my mother says.
I sigh. I hadn’t intended to tell her, but my mother is right. If war is coming, she’ll need to know that she’s my Guardian. Even if she’s not eighteen, Minka, her wolf, will feel the pull to protect me.
‘Alpha, Alpha Liam and Guardian Quinn has passed the borders,’ my patrols say in the mind link.
‘Thank you.’
“If you’re coming to greet Uncle Liam and Quinn, they’re here,” I say, not turning to see my parents. I know they’re still kissing.
“Mmmm, be right there,” my father mumbles, making my mother giggle like a young girl as I walk out to greet my mate, my soon-to-be acting Luna, my future official Luna, and her father.
I stand on the top of the stairs at the entrance to the packhouse, watching as Quinn and her father drive up. The moment she steps out of the car, it’s like every other time, it’s as if a weight has just been lifted off my shoulders and there’s nothing I can’t do.
“Hello, Alpha Emerson,” she says formally as she steps out.
“Quinn, how many times have I asked you to call me Emerson?” I love the way my name sounds when she says it. I never knew that something so simple could make waves of pleasure roll down my spine.
She smiles, stepping up to me. Her smile is like the sun breaking through the clouds on a stormy day, taking away the grey and bringing color back into the world. “Hello, Emerson.”
My fingers twitch with my desire to touch her, but I refrain. “It’s good to have you here. I’m planning to have your acting Luna ceremony tonight, is that alright?” I ask her.
“Of course. War is imminent. I need to be prepared to assist you in protecting the pack,” she says courageously. It’s not that she isn’t a strong fighter. I know she is, but I also know that between her father and brothers, neither she, nor her twin have had a lot of experience with fighting.
“Hopefully, it won’t come to that, but we’ll see,” I say, looking up and Uncle Liam. “Uncle Liam, you’re welcome to stay for the ceremony.”
“I would love to, I can't stay more than one night, but I'll stay to watch my daughter become acting Luna. Then I have to return to help watch of Shadow Falls while Rich is in Canyon Ridge back, dropping of Malin.”
He grabs several bags out of the trunk and I walk down the stairs to take them. “I have you in your usual room, Quinn. I hope that’s okay.”
When the Guardians started rotating around the packs, I put Quinn on the Alpha floor with me. I did the same with the others, but I put Quinn in the room right beside mine. I liked knowing that I was sleeping so close to her.
“Of course, Emerson. Thank you,” she says.
“I think it’s me who should be thanking you, Quinn. You’re here to help protect my pack. I appreciate it.”
“I’ll show you to your rooms.”
We walk inside and my sister very loudly announces herself.
“QUINN! It’s about time! Hi, Uncle Liam,” she says, kissing Uncle Liam on the cheek before pulling Quinn away. Damn, I wanted to take her to her room.
“I guess it’s just you and me,” I say, guiding Uncle Liam up the stairs. We drop off Quinn’s bags in the room beside mine with Uncle Liam across the hall. As I turn to head downstairs, Uncle Liam stops me.
“Emerson, I don’t think I have to tell you that I love my daughters very much. They may be Guardians, but they are my life. I expect you to protect my daughter and keep her safe,” he says, making sure that I know how serious he is. He didn’t need to bother. I feel the same way about my sisters.
“Of course, Alpha,” I say, knowing he’s talking to me as a father, not an Alpha.
We walk downstairs and finally see my mother and father.
“Liam, are you staying for dinner?” my mother asks him.
“Hi Grace, Eli. I’m actually staying the night. I want to get Quinn settled in and since I understand we’re going to have an acting Luna ceremony tonight, I figured I’d stay for that as well.”
Being here is making the reality of everything come crashing down on me. By tonight, I’ll be the acting Luna of a pack and I have absolutely no clue how to be a Luna. Add to that, we’re on the brink of a war, and while I know Minka, my wolf, is a Guardian and a good fighter, we’ve never truly been tested.I feel tears prick my eyes, but I won't let them fall. It’s time for me to show that I’m a strong woman, a Guardian, my mother’s daughter. When my best friend came rushing up, throwing her arms around me, I finally feel myself relax.“Finally. It’s so boring around here with Mr. Stuffy Pants,” she says, eyeing her brother.“Riley, he’s your Alpha!” I say, admonishing her. Personally, I’m really hoping to get a peek at what’s underneath that stoic exterior while I’m here.“And I’m his Beta, so what?” she asks, rolling her eyes at her brother.“Technically, Clint is my Beta,” Emerson says behind me.“Technically, Clint is my Beta,” Riley says, lowering her voice and mimicking her broth
Why the fuck hadn’t I figured out how to tell Quinn that I was her mate? Oh, right. I hadn’t planned to tell her at all. I was going to wait until her eighteenth birthday, when she called me mate, and until then, I’d planned to threaten anyone who even looked at her with interest.But after talking to my mother and also seeing how sad she looked at dinner, I want her to know that she’s here for more than just protecting the pack. She’s here for good. I want her to know that she’s mine.Uncle Liam picked up on what I was saying earlier, and he basically threatened me to be a good mate to his daughter. I’d like to say that’s what has me flustered, but it’s not that at all.It’s the absolutely stunning woman in front of me who smells like mandarin oranges. I had walked in, knowing that she’s going to be mine in a couple of months, and all I had wanted to do when I saw her standing there in that gorgeous dress that brought out the color of her eyes was to strip it off of her and make her
Emerson’s my mate! I knew it! Well, I’d hoped that he was my mate. The man I’ve been in love with since I can remember is going to be mine for the rest of my life.I know I have a huge smile on my face as he escorts me to the stage for my acting Luna ceremony. All I can think about is finding a way to get under that tough exterior. I want to know the man underneath and I hope he’ll let me discover all his secrets.‘He won’t have a choice. He’s a mere man, we’re Guardians,’ Minka purrs.‘I take it you intend to find out what’s under Clovis tough exterior too?’ I ask her.‘I don’t think Clovis will give me as much trouble as Emerson will give you, but we’ll see. I love a challenge,’ she says and I nearly laugh out loud. But I restrain myself, as we step onto the stage.I look out over the pack, the pack that will officially be mine in a few months. I see my father smiling proudly at me, Riley, Clint, Uncle Eli and Aunt Grace with various degrees of pride and excitement on their faces, I
My wolf is not happy with me.‘That’s because you’re an idiot,’ he grumbles in our shared mind space. My wolf and I have never disagreed. Until now.‘I’m not an idiot. What was I supposed to do, escort Quinn around the pack? Everyone already knows her.’‘So what? She’s never been a Luna before and she’s OUR Luna, even if she’s only acting Luna. You didn’t even tell that pack that she’s our mate and their true Luna,’ he growls at me.‘Clovis, you’re giving me a headache.’“And let’s not forget the disappointed look on her face when you didn’t even kiss her last night! You told her she’s your mate, made her your Luna, and you couldn’t even be bothered to kiss her? What is wrong with you?’I definitely have a headache. I’m surprised Clovis let me sleep at all last night.I finish getting ready and stop at Quinn’s door to get her for warrior training. When she doesn’t answer, I gently press my mind against hers, in case she’s still sleeping. It would be unusual, but yesterday was a lot for
After breakfast, I realized just how alone I was going to be.First, I said goodbye to my father. He needed to head back since Rich was still in Canyon Ridge and Xander was needed at Holstin Enterprises.“You’re going to be great, sweetheart. But, if for any reason at all you’re not happy, you can always come home. You’re a Guardian. Rich will be thrilled to have you in the pack.”“Thanks, Dad. I’m sure it will be fine.”He had pulled me into a big, dad hug. “I have always wanted better than ‘fine’ for all of my children. I want you to have what your mother and I have, something spectacular, something incredible, something no words can describe. Anything less than that, isn’t good enough. Remember that, my daughter.”“Thanks, Dad.”After that, I’d said goodbye to Riley and Clint. I was truly worried about them. My family, more than any other, knows about the horrors of vampires. My mother’s skin was a constant reminder to us growing up. She’d been a vampire prince’s blood bag for seven
I had no idea how much I was going to miss Quinn when I went to Cohen's pack. I’m used to living without her, but now that she knows she’s mine, now that she’s in my pack for good, I want to be there with her. I want to watch her spread her happiness and sunlight all over my pack. Our pack. I need to remember this pack is as much hers now as it is mine. Which makes me wonder how my father will respond now.After reminding Rich that he has no place to judge me or Cohen for being mated to his sisters, we were finally able to get down to business. Since I’m the one that has heard that there is another Alpha with a vendetta against us and the Guardians beside Alpha Wyatt, I give what little information I have. We need more. We need to know who it is so that we can watch them and not have a sneak attack.After lunch, Emlyn interrupts us to bring Leander in for Rich to feed. The moment she puts their son in his arms, smiling down at the two of them, I feel a yearning like nothing I’ve ever f
I have no idea what happened between our run and our shift that caused Emerson to become so…angry. It felt angry at least. He’s gritting his teeth and frowning at me. I mean, maybe he’s embarrassed that I’m seeing him aroused, but he’s not the first man that I’ve seen like that. When you live in a pack and half the time pack members are naked, you see a lot of erections.Add to that the number of times I’ve walked in on my parents or other wolves having sex in the packhouse or on the pack lands, and it’s not something new.‘But it is something quite large,’ Minka purrs.Yeah, there’s that. I mean, I know he’s an Alpha, and Alpha’s, at least the ones I know, are larger everywhere than other wolves. But Emerson’s erection was….I gulp thinking about that entering my body.‘Minka, how will it even fit?’‘Tightly. He’ll fill us so completely,’ she purrs, rolling over in my head and exposing her belly as if she’s ready to submit to Emerson right now.As concerned as I am about the dynamics o
No one in my life has ever dared to lay a hand on me. My parents never did and no one else would ever hit their future Alpha, so feeling Quinn’s hand across my cheek was unexpected, but it shouldn’t have been. I was way out of line. If she had disrespected one of my sisters like I did to her brother, I would have reacted too.However, I had walked into my packhouse and seen my mate, her perfect ass cheeks hanging out from under that shirt, talking and laughing with my warriors, her long muscular legs on display for them and everyone. I’ve never considered myself a jealous man until that moment, but I had seen red. For the first time in my life, my emotions had overpowered my brain. It hadn’t even been a competition. I had acted without thinking and I had directed that anger on my mate. It was wrong and I shouldn’t have done it, which is why I won’t allow her to apologize publicly. I was as wrong as she was.All of my life, I have strived to remain calm, to be a dutiful, thoughtful, an