Ashley
From the very beginning, it was all a part of their plan. I didn't know how I didn't notice it earlier—how I had been so blinded. How someone once considered a formidable warrior could be so oblivious to such sinister plans. I clutched my head in my hands, feeling the world spinning and spinning around me. The rescue. The raising. Jace’s confession. Amy getting stripped away from me. It was all part of their plan. I was a perfectly played pawn in this chess game, and I was only finding out after I had been swept off the board. How pathetic. “Was our mate bond . . . even real?” I hated the shakiness in my voice, but the inside of me has become cold . . . So very cold. “Or was that part also perfectly orchestrated?” The silence gave me enough answers. I laughed in response, the sound hollow in my ears. “I saw this place as home. I considered you all family, despite everything, despite how many times you all showed me the very opposite of what family should be.” Jace couldn't even look me in the eye. He averted his gaze. Anywhere else was a better sight than I was. So foolish. So hopelessly naive. Lucas' eyes shone with malicious intent. “You should be grateful. You would have never survived on your own as an orphan. We did you a whole world of good. You simply forgot your place.” The corner of his lip curled up. “Wasn't it an honour being raised by the Luna?” He rose from where he sat and came over to my side, leaning over me. “What happened to you was even better than what we initially planned. You don't know how lucky you are.” He turned to Jace. “Imagine if we had executed plan B or C.” He chuckled. “We could have locked you up in the dungeons. Injected you with some wolfsbane and caged you with silver. Or . . . sent you to an even more violent end.” I shut my eyes to keep out the horror of his face as his hands went to my throat, missing the start of his sinister smirk. But still, I could tell that he thoroughly enjoyed seeing me like this. Broken. Empty. He started to squeeze his fingers around my skin, increasing the pressure bit by bit until I was certain I was going to pass out. The one thing I held on to was my dignity. I wasn't going to beg him or anyone to have mercy. “Was this the look on your face when Joseph was almost killing you? Gosh, I can almost imagine the high he must have gotten from it.” Harder, he squeezed. “You used to be so high and mighty. Look at you now . . . With your future in my hands—” “Enough, Lucas.” Jace's voice cut through the air like a knife. Sharp, and absolute. “This is no time for games.” The weight around my throat lessened. Typical. Even years after, Jace's word still managed to bring Lucas to order. Like a dog and its owner. Like the time when Lucas had made me pick herbs in the middle of a storm, but somehow Jace had shown up with a coat and helped me finish up. When I had been told to scrub the floors as a punishment. Jace had stepped in. Lucas, the villian, and Jace, always the hero. The knight in shining armour. What sane woman wouldn’t have fallen for Jace? An Alpha falling for a no-name orphan—it had felt like a fairytale. Too good to be real. But now I saw it clearly. It had all been carefully crafted—just the right mix of kindness and cruelty to sell me the dream of a perfect life that was never real. Lucas moved, and was replaced by someone else. I didn't see him, but I could smell his perfume, which I had often found myself sniffing because of the comfort it brought me. He looked over me, that I was certain of, but I wasn't going to give him the benefit of looking at him. He sighed. “Come on, Ash. Just look at me.” Jace’s fingers found my cheekbones in that gentle way I had grown too comfortable with. By instinct, I almost broke, but then caught myself. I would have moved away, but I was right against a wall with no way to escape from him. “If you won't, then there's no point trying to make you.” He clutched my jaw, and tilted ny head to the side. His breath brushed my neck. “But it'll be in your best interest to be obedient, Ash. I just need you to be a good Luna. That's all I ask.” As soft as his words were, they carried the unmistakable command of an Alpha. They pressed into my mind, trying to force me into submission, but somehow, maybe because of the rage burning like a hot coal inside ny chest, I held on to my will. I opened my eyes, catching his in a sharp, locked-in gaze. His were focused, full of intent. He wanted to finish marking me—a process that would bind me to him in irreparable ways. Once he did it, it was going to be even harder to free myself. If it would even be possible at all. “Stay still, I don't want to hurt you,” he said, bringing his lips closer to the point where my neck met my shoulder. Oh, but he already did. Terribly. And he would never be forgiven. Inches away from my neck, he paused. Something like a charge pased through the air, crashing into three of us all at once. But Jace must have felt it seconds earlier because of his heightened senses. Power. Terror. Desire. Every powerful emotion one could think of combined into one. Jace rose to his feet, seeking out the source just as panicked cries and shouts started to reach us. One of the rogues rushed out into the clearing from the surrounding bushes, eyes wide with palpable fear. “He's here!” With a pained groan, Lucas went stiff, and then fell to his knees. Jace's surrender to the force took more time, but eventually he too, couldn't stop his body from succumbing to the powerful aura filling the atmosphere. The hairs on my skin stood at attention. Gooseflesh erupted. “Im . . . Impossible,” Jace said, focusing on the parting shrubs as a lone figure approached us, different from the rest. Lucas sounded as though air no longer remained in his throat. “It's the Lycan King.”AshleyGrowing up, all that I knew about Lycans and their tribe was the fact that they were incredibly powerful, possessing a strength that even normal werewolves couldn't match. Somehow, they had evolved, becoming a different breed altogether. One that could count us as prey if they wished.Across the battlefield, which had once been loud with sounds of fighting and struggling, silence ensued. The smell of sulfur smoke filled my nostrils, a remnant of the powerful flash of lightning that had announced the Lycan King's arrival.The closer he got, the smaller everything else around me seemed to appear. Inconsequential. Mere nonentities. Power leaked through his very essence telling us who he was more than words ever could.And he was headed straight for me.He stopped right before me, and I drew my gaze upwards, a little desperate to actually look him in the eyes. They were ice blue, almost translucent, and flashed a deeper cyan every now and then, like electrical pulsing.Zane. The Ly
JaceShe had slipped through my fingers like sand, and this time, it didn't look like I was going to get her back.Ashley.Dulled from the power of the Lycan, it took a little more effort than usual to get back on my feet. My whole body ached from the lightning bolt that struck me. If not for the durability that werewolves possessed, I would have been nothing but a charred mess left behind for the vultures to feast upon. Around me, laid my men in various states of pure defeat. The rogues that we had allied with for this very purpose, now looked at me and Lucas with disdain, as though we were the cause of their misfortune. I would have summoned my Alpha Command to silence them, but I couldn't even breathe properly without my body feeling like metal.I picked up Lucas from the floor, irritated by how easy it was for him to be felled. He had always been a coward, hiding behind me as a shield for his cruelty. Looking at him now, I wanted to blame him for Ashley finally getting the live
ZaneI was fully aware of the prophecy that loomed over me, but unlike what people expected from me, it didn't scare or faze me. Instead, I found myself welcoming it with open arms.The lightning that seeped from my fingers and scorched the earth, while appearing like a great blessing to others, was a curse to me.For generations, people with this power died young, because such energy was not to be wielded by a creature of flesh and bones. Somehow, though, the power had found its way into my family, and had been passed on for generations. It was also one of the reasons why our tribe became so wealthy and respected. The worst enemies you could have had weren't strong werewolves, they were an evolved werewolf breed blessed by the skies above with power to manipulate lightning.I refrained from groaning out loud during the journey back to my tribe. One of the strict training sessions that I had been unable to shake off was the one of endurance and silence. No matter how much pain I was
AshleyThe man who had brought me disappeared into another room the moment the handed me over to his Beta. It wasn't like I had much to say, but a part of me had gotten used to his presence, and so his sudden absence felt . . . odd.The Lycan Tribe was just as we had been told, with a few exceptions here and there. But the main things remained evident. The towering structures that exuded wealth, the mighty guards and warriors that I caught glimpses of as we crossed the gates leading to the main holding. They had been stiff and absolute in their submission to their Lycan King, which I expected, but he didn't even need to look at anyone before they knew not to stand in his path. They all feared him. But I could just feel that there was more to him than he let on. For one, how had his powers come about? I had heard about the Lycans’ strength that was so great that normal werewolves couldn't compete. Their powerful empire that put other packs to shame. All of that, but seeing it in pers
AshleyI held my breath. There really was no turning back. Like a common criminal, I was dragged away from the Healing Grove, even though Alicia had tried to diffuse the situation. Her worried pleas had fallen on deaf ears as the general and her men took me away. I was taken down a long corridor that seemed to go on for hours, or maybe I was just too out of my mind to understand orientation anymore. The men that held me didn't seem to care that their hands sunk harshly into my flesh, and I knew that I was going to be badly bruised afterwards. The downsides of the pale skin I possessed.Finally, we entered a large room with ceilings so high that you couldn't reach them no matter how high you jumped. With power-white pillars placed at equal intervals down both sides of the room. Violet drapings clung to the walls, oozing opulence. And right at the end of the room, seated in an ornate chair that looked crafted by gods, was a woman whose aura filled up the large room; steady and firm,
AshleyThe Luna got up from her chair, lifting her arms up into the air and looking like she was about to faint from relief. “Oh, Zane! You're finally awake. Your recovery was swift this time.” She pulled him away from me and touched his face, running her hands over the light shadow of his beard. “How do you feel?”Zane fidgeted a little, shifting out of her tight embrace. “I'm doing better now.” He pointed to me. “And it's because of one of the potions she gave me. She's a healer, and I would like her to work for us here in the tribe.”Potion? What potion?My eyes went wide in confusion, before I realised that he was trying to cover up for me to spare me from more trouble. I adjusted my expression quickly, and nodded in agreement.With a roll of her eyes and an exasperated sigh, Clara came up to me and pulled me to my feet harshly. “I'll take her back.” Why she was suddenly reserving all her comments about me in Zane's presence seemed a little strange. Just a while ago, she was so
AshleyIf everyone hadn't been looking at me before, then they definitely were at that point.Another man joined us. His eyes showed age and experience, and even before I heard his name, I could tell that he was likely the older Healer the Queen had asked of earlier.“Healer Francis, what's the matter with Daisy?” Zane asked, turning to the man and waiting for a response. I could feel the agitation rolling off him in waves, and I wondered if anyone else could feel it. It vibrated in and around me, making me even more aware of his presence. He didn't answer, instead the healer caught sight of me standing beside the bedridden girl and walked up to me. “Who are you?”“She's a healer,” Zane said the exact same time I said, “I'm a healer.”“And what, you think that perhaps you can perform the miracle that we all have been unable to?” His voice was full of annoyance. “We have some of the finest healers here already, and they have all tried their best.”“I can try,” I said calmly. I could
ZaneMany emotions passed through me at once when she was able to help. I didn't know the kind of assurance that made me trust her even when it didn't seem logical. A surge of pride flowed inside of me when my mother and Clara had looked at her with awe on their faces. At least they weren't going to be doubting my judgement anymore.Indeed, something had drawn me to her, and I longed to find out what it truly was.The only issue was, the look on her face when I had asked her what she wanted as a reward. She had seemed so hesitant, different from the sure, confident person that had swiftly found what was wrong with Daisy.The thought of her staying close to my side came to mind, surprising me, but I wasn't displeased with the thought of having her around. She was capable, and the fact that being near her dulled my chronic pains was an added bonus. But her response to what she wanted immediately sunk my spirits. “I want to leave.” The words were like a punch to my gut, but I was used
Ashley“Now that you know all that you do now, I expect that you'll be more cautious, Ashley,” James said once we were out of the pack house’s hidden site. Zane’s cage. Silver moonlight slid through his hair, making him appear like an angel—but I knew better. Eager to get away from him, I nodded. “Yes, I understand now.” The coldness in my chest from Zane's behaviour still lingered, although I tried to tell myself otherwise. I wondered why I still kept holding on to hope that he would open up to me, even when he had shown me differently more than once.Thoughts of Zane abandoned my mind when James moved closer to me, clasping both of my hands protectively in his. It made me all the more aware of how taller he was, and bigger too. His attitude may have been off putting, but he was an undeniably attractive person. And he was very much aware of it from the way he looked at me with heavily-lidded eyes.“I regret to leave your side this evening, but I have important matters to attend to.
AshleyWe went down a familiar darkened path, our footsteps making echoes over the walls. A light chill hung in the air, and I pulled my jacket tighter around me to keep it out. “What are we doing here?” I asked, looking left and right for any sign of people. The path here was too secluded to have been open for just anyone to pass through, so either James had the right to be there, or we were doing something very dangerous.“This is the one place that I'm certain will make you understand just how dangerous your King is.” He glanced it me out of the corner of his sly eyes. “Telling you just wouldn't suffice.”I kept quiet and continued to follow along, wondering what he had to show me and why he was so hellbent on making me see Zane as a bad person.We reached the great silver doors, the same ones that I had followed Bryce to. How did James know about this place, or was it merely a secret amongst the high-ranking pack members?“It is such a shame that the Leventis family would rather
AshleyThe exquisite stone carving must have taken months to complete because its delicate carving was unlike anything I had seen before. It told a story, without having to utter a word. “It's magnificent,” I said, unable to keep myself from running a hand over its surface. “This is the reason for our century old war for power,” said Gamma James, looking up at the statue himself with his hands clasped behind him. He looked regal in his embroidered matching two-piece. “The current Lycan King’s ancestor.”After he had come into the apothecary to see me, he asked to speak with me about something important, and since I'd heard enough about his family and their tendency for cruelty, I thought it better to avoid any issues and simply accept his offer.The first place he had taken me to was the heart of the tribe, which wasn't so far from the Grove. There, a huge statue rose from the centre of a circular platform, reaching for the sky. It was of a man in little clothing, focused on a targe
ZaneThere was a certain kind of pain that came with seeing your own cowardice play out right before your very eyes. For once, I wanted to open up. To get her to see me for what I really was, but when it mattered the most, I clammed up and went silent. It didn't matter that I told myself that it was for the best. It just didn't feel right.On the way out of the Grove, I came across Alicia, who was busy crushing some seeds in a mortar with a pestle outside. She smiled when she looked up and saw me. “Oh, your Highness.”“You're the same age as my mother, Alicia. The honorifics aren't necessary,” I said to her. The muscles of my face felt too stiff for me to even attempt to smile. Alicia had been the healer who attended to me when I was younger, and up until Ashley came. It wasn't a surprise that I had grown to see her as a mother figure, especially during the times that my own mother had been so overcome with grief at my condition that she stayed away.“I can't bear to see you in so m
Ashley“You're an idiot to think he even trusted you,” I muttered to myself.I rushed back home as though being chased by a nightmare, not caring about the dark, or caring about coming across someone who might have seen just how frazzled I was. The throbbing I had been feeling earlier had gone down to an uncomfortable numbness.Once I got back, I first rinsed my hand with cool running water and applied a salve to the places that were most hurt. The coolness of the salve helped me relax, and not long after, I fell asleep.By the next morning, the worst of the wound had been taken care of by the salve, although there were certain wounds that a salve couldn't fix and the fact that I had lost my wolf made my healing slower.Work at the Grove went on as usual—well at least it was until someone came knocking at the door of the apothecary Alicia had placed me in charge of.“Who is it?” I asked, already rising to my feet. I made sure that the bandage around my hand was secure, before pulling
Ashley “Oh no,” I muttered, shutting my eyes and pressing myself to the wall as though that would magically make me disappear. I didn't intend for my gasp to have been so loud, but the surprise had gripped me so powerfully that it slipped out.Bryce and Zane fell very quiet, obviously having heard me. “You heard that too, didn't you?” Came Zane's voice.“Fortunately, yes. You're not going insane,” was Bryce’s sarcastic reply. “I'll go check it out.”The pounding in my chest intensified. This wasn't going to end well. I had barely settled into the Lycan territory and I was about to be discovered for stumbling upon something I clearly shouldn't have.I heard the approaching footsteps and stewed in my silent agony for a few more moments, before finally stepping out of my cover with my hands raised.Bryce was closer than I had anticipated, and so the moment I stepped into his view, his arm struck out like a tail of a scorpion, inches away from my face.We both froze, staring at each ot
AshleyAfter visiting Daisy that evening, I returned to my newfound home, and had a night bothered by thoughts concerning Zane. What Bryce said about his nightly routine fed into those thoughts.Still feeling restless, I managed to fall asleep a couple of hours later.The next day started out on a calm note. I resumed at the Grove, attending to people who needed tinctures and ointments, particularly warriors, when Val, the warrior who had been flirting with me the previous day, burst into the little room I was working and asked me to come and help out with something. “Magic-hands,” he panted, using the nickname I was given for my healing abilities while pulling me to my feet, “there's someone who needs your help.” He didn't even wait for me to respond before he dragged me out to a little shack close to the woods.His frequent visits had made him a popular face in the Grove, but he looked a little worried that morning.“What’s going on?” I asked him, still so confused and a little unc
AshleyInitially, I thought I had taken Zane's offer because of the possibility of being close to Daisy, but the moment I got back to my little room in the Grove, I knew that I was merely lying to myself.I wanted to be close to Zane, too. There was a lot about him I didn't know, and I was eager to uncover every layer of him, piece by piece.The next day, I got up extra early to get prepared to go and see Daisy at the Grove. I quickly made the batch of healing salves and tinctures requested of me by Alicia, and turned them in before setting off.Daisy, as usual, was excited to see me. “Ashley! You really came!” She practically jumped onto me. “Zane said you'd still be coming to see me but I wasn't so sure.”“Why weren't you sure? Don't you trust me?”She nodded, shaking her little blond pigtails. “I do. I just don't have many people that have been coming to see me. My mother stays away because she says that seeing me here makes her sad. And Bryce and Clara are very busy—even Zane too.
ZaneI was furious. My sister almost died for the second time under my watch.I leaned forward and pressed a kiss to her forehead after she had fallen asleep from the sedative Ashley gave her. She had survived one attempt on her life to the other, and was still holding on. She was strong. I just wished she stopped trying so hard to prove what we all already knew.I got up from the bed, turning to Ashley, who was also watching Daisy with sad eyes. She caught me staring and blushed, clearing her throat awkwardly. “Um, I'll be leaving now,” she said, already shuffling towards the exit.“Wait.” I reached out and grabbed her arm, bringing her close once again. The familiar cool, calming sensation that went through my body the moment our skins came in contact hit me, and it instantly dulled the ache in my head. “What is it?” The volume of her voice dropped. Again, her earnest gaze captured me. “I can't thank you enough,” I managed to say. “You saved my sister again. If you hadn't uncover