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Chapter 194

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Something in the way I speak reaches her despite her own panic attack. She manages to turn herself so her side is pressed up against my chest. I have one arm across her back and around her side as the other lays across her chest.

To my surprise she has wrapped both her arms around mine, shaking silently as I give her a moment to breathe. She startles hard with a stifled yelp as I move my hand from her side.

“It’s okay Jessa. He’s not going to hurt you.” I speak to her gently as I rub her back.

“I can’t be around. He’s angry. Too many things have happened with angry alphas.” She gets her fear out in a rush.

“I understand. Has he had any of his medication?” She nods silently.

“I was able to get him to take Ativan, Zofran, Effexor and two Advil.”

“Damian is still at the table. How about you go sit and chat with him for a few minutes. Unwind before going home.”

She nods again as I slowly turn both of us towards the hall. I continue to rub her back between her shoulders, patiently wa
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