I run straight into Sebastian, nearly losing my balance as I let out a huff. Of course, he just happens to be here. He seems to have a habit of roaming the halls at night and being perfectly placed where I can bump into him. "Hera?" he says. "Are you all right?" I'm shaking uncontrollably, but I hide my hands behind me so he can't see. I don't know if I'm ready to share this with anyone yet. Not until I wrap my own head around it. Unfortunately, Sebastian's become good at seeing through me. He pulls my chin up so I'm forced to look at him. "What is it?" he growls. The sound sends a shudder through me, and it isn't from fear. If I wasn't stressed about the information I'd just discovered, I would let myself give in to the heat. But this isn't the time or place."I'm fine," I manage. "Don't lie to me, Hera," he says. For some reason, I find I can't. Or I don't want to. I want to share this with someone, so the burden isn't on me. And Ambrose isn't an option right now
Ambrose is in his study. I'm surprised he's up at such a late hour, but the fire still burns in his room as he reads a book beside the hearth. Sebastian steps inside first, clearing his throat to catch his brother's attention. The king looks up, his expression blank until he sees me. My face must reveal something to him because he frowns. "What is it?" he asks. He closes the book he's reading and stands. "We need to talk," Sebastian says. I close the door behind us and follow the prince. We both take a seat. The warmth from the fire is making me sweat worse than I was before. I expect Sebastian to lead but he glances at me. I take a breath, not sure where to start. How was I going to explain being in Theodore's room in the first place? "You're killing me with suspense, Hera," Ambrose drawls, his golden eyes flaring. "I found my missing dagger," I blurt out. "The one that was still in the arm of our attacker. From that night in town." Ambrose sits down and leans forwar
Sebastian releases me, and without saying a word, takes my hand and starts toward my room. I let him. I don't have anything to say right now, and I'm sure neither does he. We take our time. I enjoy the feeling of his hand entangled with mine but it confuses me, too. How is it possible to feel this way for both Ambrose and Sebastian? The connection with Ambrose feels so powerful, sometimes it scares me. The responses he elicits from me feel otherworldly. He anticipates what I need before I know it, and his touch alone is enough to send me over the edge. And then there's Sebastian. Could I be his mate too? It'd crossed my mind once before but I wrote it off. Maybe what we had didn't sink below the surface, but it didn't feel that way now as he walked beside me. It felt like his presence alone was enough to guard me against everything I didn't want to face. They are so different and yet they complement opposite parts of me. Am I falling in love with both?Sebastian stops in
I can't sleep. I feel like I haven't had a night of rest since I recovered from the ambush.I hate when Althea's mad at me. It doesn't happen often. When we were younger, she used to argue with me about moving from town to town. I hated having to uproot her, but we had to in order to survive. Eventually, she realized this and stopped fighting me about it. After that, it was small things here and there. Our last big fight was about a boy. She'd met this boy when she was at the market. He took an interest in her. So, naturally, I tailed him to see what he was like. It was shortly after I saw him enter a brothel that I forbid her from seeing him, telling her that he wasn't who she thought. She fought with me all night and didn't talk to me for a week. Shortly after, she decided to do her own investigating and saw the same thing: that his three other girlfriends were also receiving flowers and compliments.Althea had returned home, crying and we said our sorry's. But she made m
Despite being exhausted, I'm awake. I'm standing by my desk, the only light in the room coming from the moon outside. I'm not sure what time it is or what I should do to help myself sleep. My mind wanders absently over the case, but I can't seem to focus on any thought or clue. It's all jumbled like I'm completing a puzzle blindfolded. My head snaps up as I hear the lock on the door click open. It's too dark to see who enters, but I sigh as I expect Althea's voice to ask to sleep beside me tonight. "Can't sleep either?" I ask into the dark. I shiver at the male's voice that says my name in response. "Hera," Ambrose says. He closes the door behind him and I can sense as he comes closer. I thought he'd be too upset to speak with me, at least for a while. But if he came looking for comfort, I certainly don't mind providing it. Especially since I think I could use a distraction right now, too. His form approaches me. I turn to face him as he corners me against the desk. I feel h
I can't fall back asleep. I'm not sure I want to after my dream turned nightmare. I swear I can still feel their hands on my skin sending shivers through my body. Althea has fallen asleep. I can hear her heavy breathing. I think about waking her and asking what Theo told her, but then think better of it. Instead, I get up and pace, but then my feet become tired soon after. "Ugh!" I groan. Maybe it was the dream or Althea's words echoing in my head. I feel restless.And all I can think about is Ambrose, his voice from my dream echoing in my head.I sigh. I just need to talk to him. I slip into a robe, tying it tightly around my waist before I start toward his room. It's late, I'd be surprised if he was awake. I tap lightly on his door. This isn't a good idea… There isn't an immediate answer and I consider returning to my room, but then the door cracks open. Ambrose looks at me for a moment before stepping aside to let me pass into his room. I try not to focus on the fact t
I haven't slept this well in a while. When I wake up, the noon sun is streaming in through the window. I blink, adjusting to the brightness. Ambrose's arms are wrapped around me, but he shifts as I wake up. I look up at him. He doesn't look like he's slept a wink. "What is it?" I adjust so I can see his face. He glances at me. "I have to set a hearing date for Theo," he admits. And just like that, reality was pouring back in. I can't lie here and pretend what we faced was going to get any easier. I sit up, sighing. "I should go." He doesn't argue, but watches me as I stand, walking over to my pile of clothes and slipping them on. As I'm about to leave, he stops me. "Hera." He gets up from the bed and walks over to me. He lifts my face with a finger, kissing me. I sigh into his touch, letting him. The idea of leaving was becoming less appealing. I gently break our contact. "I've got to go," I breathe. "I know," he says quietly. I turn the doorknob behind me,
I had no reason to trust Theo's word. In fact, I had no idea what he was trying to tell me. Why wouldn't he give me the facts if he knew the truth? Because he thought I wouldn't believe him? I guess it was a legitimate concern. I had been the one to accuse him in the first place. I'm on my way back from the dungeon when I spot Sebastian. He catches my gaze, his expression blank. He glances down the hall before gesturing with his head to join him in his room. I hesitate. Not a great idea, especially given my lack of self-control around both the king and prince. Despite my pleasure from the night before, seeing the prince makes my body ready to go all over again. My feet carry me toward him without thinking. Sebastian tugs me into his room, shutting the door behind him. I've never been in his bedroom before. It's what I would've predicted for him–dark and moody decor. He pins me against the door, leaning closer but I shove him off. "You left the other night," I say angrily. "
Ambrose wakes me with a kiss, bringing me back to the reality of the day. It's coronation day. Time sped by so fast, the weeks seemed like a blur I can hardly remember. I spent most of my time planning—approving this or denying that so that everything was ready for today. I had a custom gown made with royal colors and jewels to match. I'm not used to it at all, but the tailor was patient as I procrastinated on getting it done. Ambrose chose my crown. He told me it's a surprise, so I haven't seen it yet. I roll over into his arms and he squeezes me tightly against him. "You ready?" he asks in my ear. "No," I mumble. It's true. I'm not. I'm so nervous, I'm scared I might pass out when I'm up there. Since he offered everything to me, it had time to sink in. I'm going to be a queen. Me! The same girl who was an assassin not that long ago. A girl who was struggling to put food on the table for her sister and herself. I can't believe it's happening, and I'm terrified they won't
I rush to Althea's room, pounding on the door. "It's me! Everything is okay!" I shout. She throws open the door, crashing into me with her arms wide. I laugh, spinning her around and squeezing tightly. "Theo?" she asks when I release her. "Waiting for you, I'm sure," I tell her with a grin. She kisses me on the cheek before she takes off down the hall. I smile, happy to see my sister so joyful. I would give anything to keep her in this state. And maybe we could. I make my way back to the king. We shut the bedroom door behind us, and he helps me take my corset off. The armor saved my life more than once and it showed. There were a few holes in the hide that prevented a puncture to my chest. He carefully bandages my shoulder, taking his time with gentle movements. I'm so exhausted, I almost fall asleep as he does. When Ambrose is finally done, he carries me to the bed and lays beside me, wrapping his arms around me. We don't say a word. We don't need to. I know he's awa
"No!" I shriek. "Hush!" Elric hisses behind me, but my voice has done enough. The disruption causes Sebastian to pause, glancing at me. The momentary distraction is enough for Ambrose. He shoves him off with a sudden burst of energy. Sebastian falls back, his focus returning to the fight. Then, they're at it again. I'm not sure how much time passes watching them fight. There are a few moments where I think one of them will finally kill the other, but neither is able to get the upper hand. Their coats are turning red. Ambrose's white fur is stained crimson and I've lost track of how many wounds he has. After what seems like an eternity, the fight shifts. Ambrose can tell his brother is getting tired, so he toys with him. I watch as Sebastian's exhaustion becomes more and more evident. Finally, Ambrose lunges, landing on the prince and pinning him beneath him. Sebastian lets out a roar, attempting to get up. But he can't. He's too tired, his energy is spent. Ambrose sta
Before the prince can make a move, Ambrose takes a step forward. I watch as he lets out a growl so loud and deep, the room seems to vibrate. I almost lose my balance, leaning against the king to catch myself. The room stops. I observe as the fighting stops, all the shifters turning to the king and prince like they have no other choice but to listen. I'm not sure what happened, but I can guess Ambrose used his authority to make them stop. I don't know why. Ambrose shifts, human beside me once again. Sebastian pauses but shifts a second later. "There won't be much of a pack left if we continue fighting, brother," Ambrose says. "Let's finish this. You and me. Whoever wins takes the crown and will be the Alpha." Sebastian glances at his pack, considering. There are already a few dead bodies, I can't tell how many. If they keep at it, everyone will be dead or wounded. Even with Elric, they are evenly matched in strength. "To the death," the prince says. "No," I gasp. "Ambros
It happens in a flash. Ambrose is beside me and then he's shifted, lunging over the table toward his brother. Sebastian meets him in his own wolf form and there's a clash of fur and snarling. I yank the sword from under the table, shoving my chair back and out of the way. When I look back again, the whole hall has shifted. They're tearing at each other's throats, snapping and biting. A moment of pure fear shoots through me. I'm not equipped for this. I don't know who I was kidding. I don't have time to consider options as Elysia stalks toward me, still in her human form. "I've been waiting a long time for this, b*tch," she growls at me. "Why? Because the man you love was in love with me?" I snap back. I figured she was in love with one of the brothers, but she just confirmed which one. "I should've known you were working with him. You were the noble that gave the kill order to Lucas and then imprisoned him. But he was able to escape, and you murdered him, didn't you?"
The time for the banquet arrives. I'm nervous. Despite all my preparation and instinctive skill, I'm worried it's not enough. Althea helps me get ready. She braids my hair and then pins it up on my head. The dress I'm wearing was made specifically for tonight. The corseted top is part of the armor. It stretches up my chest and down my arms, fashionable yet strong. The skirt opens in the front, revealing the tight pants I'm wearing underneath. At my hip is my dagger along with two more knives at each ankle. The back of the skirt is laced with silver and I've hidden additional weapons in the fabric. When the time comes, I can detach the skirt entirely and leave it behind. I look at myself in the mirror. I feel surprisingly comfortable in this outfit like it was crafted to be worn only by me. And in a way, it was. It's an assassin's dress. Mine. I'd come to this palace on a job to assassinate the king. Now, I would work by his side to eliminate the threat of his brother. How? I
Friday arrives faster than I want it to. The banquet is tomorrow night and there's no way to know if Sebastian will come. As Alpha, Ambrose has a way of speaking to his pack without saying a word aloud. The message was sent a few times: The ball at the end of the week is to honor the prince and the true king.A deliberate antagonization that was sure to hit its mark. Although, there's no way to tell if Sebastian was listening and would come. We had to leave that to fate. I haven't forgotten my conversation with Elysia, but she's managed to disappear. When I ask Ambrose about her whereabouts, he frowns, unaware that she is missing. "It doesn't matter," he says, taking my hand. "Hera…I don't want you there tomorrow night." "What?" "It's too dangerous. If he shows, he'll be bringing those that back him, too. There's sure to be a fight. I can't protect you while I'm fighting my brother." I glare at him. "I won't need it, Ambrose. I've taken everything into account by hidin
It's been a week. The shifters can't find him. Every time they get close to where they think the prince may be, he vanishes. I have the theory that he's leaving false clues and we actually don't know at all where he is. Ambrose is starting to believe the same. We spend our time waiting for news. The king reinforces security, paranoid about my safety despite my protest. Even Althea becomes impatient as she waits for Theo to return with news. "This isn't working," I tell him. It's evening as I sit across the table from him. Our dinner has grown cold as neither of us has an appetite. "We need to lure him out." "I'm not sure how you think we will manage that," he responds.I consider that for a moment. If I was determined to kill my mark but they were in hiding, I'd research what could convince them to come out. Usually, it's an event or I would make someone they love appear to be in danger. Neither of those really apply here. Sebastian wouldn't reappear for his brother unless
I lift the dagger and swipe as he strikes out at me. The tip catches his skin and he recoils, hissing in pain. But it isn't enough to deter him. He moves in a flash, coming toward me with his teeth bared. I let my instincts take over, dodging him and slicing at him again. This time, my dagger meets the skin along his arm, blood beading to the surface. The silver does its job, making him pause for a moment."Hera," he growls. He takes a step back staring at me with fury. "I don't want to hurt you."I know he could, too. The silver will cut and hurt him, but he's faster and stronger than me. He could easily kill me and the look on his face is telling me he wouldn't think twice about it. Anything we may have had isn't taking precedence over his mission. "Then don't," I respond. I won't win a physical fight but maybe I can talk him down. "Come with me. We'll go to the king and he will decide your punishment. Ask for forgiveness, Sebastian. Please." Sebastian scoffs at me. "He'll