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41. A Soldier's Dilemma
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2021-12-26 12:10:03He could feel her will to live sleep away as he held his hand over her mouth, but somehow he just couldn't go through with it.
Not yet.
He released her mouth and heard her gasp for air. It was all she could do to recover, for she was still trapped within her deep sleep.
Their eyes came into contact and he snarled at her silver eyes, "Traitor. You will be the ruination of Daan and he should have banished you upon learning that you are his mate. But I will do what he is incapable of doing."
Janna's eyes looked to and fro, but she couldn't scream for help or signal Daan that she was in trouble for their connection was broken as she laid there unable to move or communicate.
She was frozen from her mate and this soldier knew that she was helpless.
He leaned in again and softly whispered, "No one is coming to help you. No one wants you around. You are a traitor to the Toten and to the Schatten and for that you shall die this very evening."
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