Oh, dang.
This cannot be real.“Oh my god, this is so cool!” The guy says and then he puts the phone back on the bed.“How is this cool?” I ask him, slightly annoyed by his reaction.“I literally lost my memory and I can’t remember anyone or any place; it is not cool, it is terrifying,” I say to him and his smile fades.“Well, yeah, but still kind of cool.” He mumbles.“So do you know where we are, or who I am?” He asks and I smack my forehead with my hand in frustration.“I don’t remember crap,” I tell him and he notices my frustration.“Okay, sorry. I’m Kevin, I have been your roommate since we were in our freshman year.” He informs me.Kevin.It does not click anything in my mind. It is like I am just meeting him. I have no recollection of him in the past.“So we are seniors?” I inquire and Kevin chuckles. “No, no. We are juniors, Ryan.” He says.He seems excited about what is happening, and I feel like I’m in a nightmare that I can’t wake up from no matter how hard I try.“And oh, snap! You have a class in a few minutes!” He says and he rushes to another door in the room and opens it.I watch him enter it and come back out in a few seconds with a toothbrush in his hand.“Didn’t you hear me? You have class, and so do I. It’s philosophy.” Kevin says before putting the toothbrush in his mouth.He then begins to brush his teeth.I guess I should get ready too...or maybe I should go and see a doctor. This is not normal.Did I lose my memory because I am sick? Did I hit my head? Or maybe I’m still sleeping and all this is just a dream that feels too real.Nevertheless, I listen to Kevin and I take a shower and get ready for the class. He is ready also and is staring at me like I am a zoo animal.“Do you remember that you’re male?” He asks me and I can’t help but laugh. “Why are you laughing? Do you?” He beckons me to answer.“Kevin, I know I’m male. For now, it’s only people and places I don’t remember.” I tell him as we exit the room.I have my laptop in my hand and Kevin has him in a black backpack, along with other academic materials.Kevin leads me and we walk through a hallway. I see a lot of people passing by and giving me head nods and smiles, but they all seem like strangers to me.Am I supposed to know them too?We soon enter a huge classroom that reminds me of a theater and we sit at the back. The class begins to get full as students enter from the two entrances of the classroom.“What’s up, man?” A guy sits next to me and speaks. “Uhh..” I struggle to say something.“Yeah, I’m okay, man. How about you?” I finally reply and the guy stares at me with confusion on his face.“You’re ready for the game, right?” The guy tries to ease the awkwardness, but I only stare at him.What game is he talking about?“Oh, Ryan‘s not feeling well today. Pardon his weirdness.” Kevin saves me by joining in the conversation.The guy only nods and he gives me a small punch on the shoulder.“Good morning, class. I hope you are ready for the pop quiz this morning.” A middle-aged guy standing at the front of the class speaks loudly and authoritatively.I believe that he is the professor for this class.Half of the class groans in frustration at the realization of a pop quiz.“Quiet down, everyone. I expect everyone’s quiz results to be like Ryan’s.” He says this with a smile as he looks in my direction; so does the entire classroom.With everyone's eyes on me, I can feel my heart rate climbing, and my breaths getting labored.“Ryan, are you okay there? You look a little pale.” The professor says with a light chuckle.“He’s just a little sick today,” Kevin speaks for me.I can feel the beads of sweat on my forehead. I don’t know why I’m reacting this way. Maybe it’s because a whole room of strangers is staring at me.But I should know these people, and that’s what makes me even more anxious.“When did you start speaking for King?” A blonde-haired guy asks as he smirks.“That’s enough.” The professor says and he eyes me for a few more seconds before resuming.The blonde-haired guy smiles and then he turns his attention back to the front of the class, where the professor is.The professor begins to write on the whiteboard a few questions and to be honest, I can’t do this quiz.I would epically fail if I try.I abruptly wake up from my seat and I take my laptop as I walk out of the class.Kevin tries to stop me, but I ignore him.When I am outside, I see the girl whom I saw in the picture with me. She was the one I was kissing; my presumed girlfriend that I can not remember.I am blown away by how gorgeous she is.I turn in the opposite direction of her and I begin to walk back to my dorm room.“Ryan!” I hear her call me and I stop in my tracks.I let out a sigh and then I turn around towards her. She is walking toward me with a laptop that has stickers in her hand also.“Hey, why are you avoiding me?” She asks as she stares into my eyes.Damn, her eyes are so pretty. They are ocean blue and have me mesmerized.“Who says I’m avoiding you?” I answer smoothly and she squints her eyes at me.“I saw you walk out of the class and then you locked eyes with me and just started walking away. Did I do something wrong?” She asks, with a bit of worry on her face.“No!” I reply to her quickly.“No, you didn’t do anything wrong,” I say much softer this time, earning a smile from her.Kevin says she is my girlfriend, but it feels like this is my first time meeting her.“Then, what’s the problem? And I thought you had class this morning.” She says as she brushes her thumb over my right eyebrow.“I-umm, I just—“ I stutter and no coherent sentence comes out of my mouth.“You’re acting so weird today, you never stutter.” She says and then she places the back of her hand on my forehead, trying to feel my temperature.“Are you sick?” She adds and I wag my head.“I just need time to be alone,” I say to her as I gently remove her hand from me.“Mr. King.” A voice startles us and we both look toward the source.It’s the professor from the class that I walked out of.“A word, please?” His voice is heavy and serious.“Looks like someone is in trouble.” Alice, my presumed girlfriend says and I gulp.This is the most confused I have been in years, the last time I was even relatively confused was when I had not started college yet. I had graduated from high school and I had so many offers. All the colleges I applied to had accepted me and offered me so much more than I expected.I remember I had so many sleepless nights trying to pick which one to go to, I am a perfectionist and that does not mean that I want everything or anyone I meet to be perfect. I just want things to be under control, so sometimes I obsess about things that are not in my control or outside my knowledge.I obviously ended up picking the college that I am in now and I don’t regret it a single bit. I have grown so much mentally and in so many ways. I have people that have challenged me to move out of my comfort zone, and this has been the happiest that I have been.The happiest until now...Losing my memories feels so strange, I feel like I am being either being lied to by anyone I meet or I am being told the tr
The office abruptly got struck by an awkward silence, a silence that could not be broken into. The three of us sat still, wondering what just came out of my mouth. Mr. Wells, staring at the nurse, bit his lips and shook his head as one who has been let down. He then let out a sigh of disappointment. Perhaps, still he doesn't believe a damn thing I say! You know, when everyone around you starts to think you are an idiot, the flow of negative thoughts would just cramp up your head. You see, Kevin told me that Mr. Wells is one person who always rooted for me whenever I played baseball. He was my number one fan. Now that he thinks I'm on drugs, I don't think things are going to be the same anymore. After two minutes of silence, Mr. Wells stood up, threw his left hand in his front pocket, and rolled his right hand through his raven hair. "Kings, you sure you want this?" Mr. Wells says loudly after stroking his head. "Yes, I do. I want my parents right now!" I sit and let the words slip
Ryan couldn't stop thinking about the strange girl he had met at the diner. He found himself constantly replaying their conversation in his head, trying to figure out what it all meant. He had never met anyone like her before - she seemed so confident and sure of herself, and her words had a weight to them that made him think she had experienced things beyond her years.As he walked home from work that evening, Ryan couldn't shake the feeling that he needed to see her again. He didn't even know her name, but he felt drawn to her in a way that he couldn't explain.When he arrived at his apartment, Ryan tossed his keys on the table and collapsed onto the couch. He turned on the TV, but he found that he couldn't concentrate on anything. His mind kept wandering back to the diner and the girl with the blue hair.Finally, Ryan couldn't take it anymore. He grabbed his jacket and headed out the door. He didn't have a plan, but he knew that he had to find her.As he walked the dark streets, Ry
Ryan spent the next few days exploring the town and getting to know the locals. He quickly discovered that the small town was full of interesting characters, each with their own unique story to tell. He spent hours talking to the townspeople and learning about their lives.One day, while walking through the town, Ryan saw a flyer for a local talent show. The show was being held the following week, and Ryan knew he had to enter. He had been playing guitar for years and loved to sing, but had never performed in front of a live audience before.Ryan spent the next week practicing and preparing for the talent show. He worked on his guitar playing, his singing, and even wrote a new song just for the occasion. When the day of the talent show arrived, Ryan was nervous but excited.He arrived at the town hall where the talent show was being held and saw that there was a large crowd gathered. He signed up to perform and waited nervously backstage for his turn.When it was finally his turn, Rya
Ryan lay in his hospital bed, staring at the ceiling. His thoughts were a jumbled mess as he tried to process everything that had happened. He was grateful to be alive, but he couldn't shake the feeling that something was off.As he lay there, his mind drifted back to the night of the accident. He remembered the way his car had swerved out of control, the sickening sound of metal crashing against metal, and the feeling of being trapped inside the wreckage.Suddenly, his thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. He looked up to see his friend Jack walking into the room."Hey man, how are you feeling?" Jack asked, taking a seat next to Ryan's bed.Ryan shrugged. "I'm alive, I guess. But I can't stop thinking about what happened."Jack nodded. "I know, it's been a crazy few days. But you're gonna be okay. You just need to focus on getting better."Ryan nodded, but he knew it wasn't that simple. He couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong, that there was more to the acc
Suddenly, the door opened, and in walked a man wearing a lab coat. He had a friendly face and a warm smile. "Hello, Ryan," he said. "My name is Dr. Patel, and I'm the head of this facility. How are you feeling?"Ryan's heart raced as he tried to process what was happening. He felt confused and disoriented, and he didn't know how to respond to the doctor's question. "I'm not sure," he said. "I don't really remember what happened.""That's understandable," Dr. Patel said. "You were in a serious accident, but you're going to be okay. We're going to take care of you."Ryan felt a sense of relief wash over him as he realized that he was in good hands. He looked around the room and saw that there were medical monitors and equipment all around him. He knew that he was in a hospital, but he didn't know where or why.Dr. Patel noticed the confusion on Ryan's face and explained, "You're in a research facility that specializes in brain injury and rehabilitation. We're here to help you recover fr
Ryan tried to calm his nerves as he walked towards the parking lot. He couldn't believe what had just happened. He felt like he was on top of the world one moment and then everything came crashing down the next.As he approached his car, he noticed a note on the windshield. He hesitated for a moment before picking it up. The note read: "I saw what happened in the meeting. Don't worry, it's not the end of the world. Meet me at the coffee shop on Main St. at 5 pm. -A friend."Ryan felt a glimmer of hope. Maybe there was someone who understood what he was going through. He decided to take a chance and headed to the coffee shop.When he arrived, he looked around the busy coffee shop, trying to spot someone who looked familiar. Suddenly, he heard a voice call out his name."Ryan, over here!"He turned around to see a man waving at him. The man looked familiar, but Ryan couldn't quite place him. As he approached the man, he noticed a friendly smile on his face."Hey, I'm sorry, do I know yo
The next day, Ryan arrived at the coffee shop early in the morning, ready to start his day of work. As he walked in, he saw that the place was already bustling with activity. He was greeted by the familiar sound of the coffee machines and the pleasant aroma of freshly brewed coffee.As he walked towards the counter, he saw that the barista was busy taking orders and making drinks. Ryan took his place behind the counter and started his shift.As the morning progressed, the coffee shop got busier and busier. Ryan was constantly on the move, taking orders, making drinks, and serving customers. Despite the hectic pace, he enjoyed the work and felt a sense of satisfaction in making customers happy.As he was making a latte for a customer, he noticed a woman sitting at a table in the corner, typing away on her laptop. She had a serious expression on her face and seemed to be deeply engrossed in her work.Ryan couldn't help but feel curious about her. He wondered what she was working on and