Door#91.2 "The Odd Savior"

Celine’s POV

Hands behind his back like an old man, Joshua roamed around my apartment. His curious eyes observed each corner as if he's taking a tea time in the museum. He holds no anxiousness, unlike what he had during our last meeting. Then I bet, it was only me who was so agitated to meet him again. However, while I looked at him right now, all of my anxiety went gone. I suddenly remembered those past few days when I worried too much about bumping into him by chance.  A lot of excuse was made or about to make just to avoid our next encounter. Funny enough, they were all futile. Otherwise, I won't be this comfortable while he's present.

'Or maybe I was fooling myself because I'm too nervous?'

They said human body and emotions are mysterious that sometimes, you think opposite of your true feelings? For example, when your adrenaline rushes, it will create a defensive mechanism which will help you win against the hurdle.