The village square was surrounded by torches burning in the winter night. Nobody cared about the cruel cold frosting the thick layer of snow on the streets, and the cleared stone floor of the square around the well. Everybody in the village, myself included, had worn all the warm clothes and cloaks we had to witness the ceremony.
Once a year, two nights before the first full moon of the new year, known as the Wolf Moon, all the single girls in the village, between seventeen and twenty, lined up by the well wearing their best dresses. Then, several wolves in human form showed up to pick the three lucky girls who would leave the village. It was one of the rare occasions when wolves openly showed their human forms, and I think that was the true reason why nobody wanted to miss it.
The chosen girls moved with the wolves to their castle, at the other side of the Dale, and paired up with a young wolf. They lived a long life full of luxury and happiness in exchange for giving birth to a couple of sons with their wolf partners.
A very desirable fate, considering the alternatives were spending the rest of their life confined to the village, or trying their luck in the outside world, where the immortals ruled with blood and fear.
The church bell rang to nine when we heard the horses trotting closer from the south. The girls at the square held hands with nervous giggles. Lily among them, with her friends Aurora and Selene. I was surprised to see Lily’s dress was so plain, like she intended to go unnoticed. She didn’t want to be chosen anymore?
Teah and I were at the southern corner of the square, a little apart from the crowd. My heart beat faster as the wolves rode their horses down the main street. They were the four wolves that always came, three men and one woman: the wolf king and his Luna’s firstborns, in charge of choosing on behalf of the whole pack. They looked young, strong, imposing, with beautiful faces despite their cold attitude.
Teah had told me wolves aren’t immortal, but they lived exceptionally long lives. According to what she knew, the firstborns were about eighty years old, which was like being about twenty-five for a human.
The three males were the pack’s Alpha, the Beta and the Gamma, while their sister was the Beta of the females. Like the rest of the pack, she too answered to the Alpha, who answered to the Luna queen, their mother.
Everybody lowered their heads and they reined in their superb steeds and climb down from their saddles, closing their heavy cloaks over their wealthy clothing to step up all together.
The three princes walked side by side, following their sister, to keep from revealing their true status in the pack.
I observed them as they approached the well. The princess was a strong pale beauty with a thick blond mane, something unusual among wolves, and her face was perfect. The princes looked a lot like her, and it was hard to tell them apart from each other. One of them had grown his black hair longer, and held it back in a loose ponytail. The other two kept their hair very short. The three of them wore neat goatees around their mouths.
So one of the two with short hair was the Alpha. I felt my cheeks burn despite the cold, recalling the naked man under the waterfall. However, recalling how the dreadful black wolf had killed the lion shortly after caused me a chill.
The four of them stopped halfway to the well, and past it, the girls bowed before them.
Then, the prince with the long hair stepped forward with his sister and walked along the line of girls. The other two stayed back, stern and still in their heavy cloaks.
I couldn’t look away from them, trying to figure out which one was the Alpha. Until a sudden fuss caught my attention. Aurora and Selene were hugging. And by them, my sister Lily had fallen to her knees, crying at the princess’ feet. Behind her, I saw a few hunters holding Van back.
The long-haired prince raised his hand but a little, and the only sound breaking the thick silence was Lily’s muffled sobbing.
“On your feet,” the prince said with a deep voice. Very like the one I’d hear at Teah’s, but not the same.
Lily stood up, keeping her head down before the princes.
“You can reject the privilege of being chosen,” the prince said. “As long as another nubile woman from your family takes your place.”
“Nubile?” I asked in a whisper.
“Old enough to bear children,” Teah murmured. “What’s wrong with your sister?”
Lily covered her face with her hands, crying out loud now, and my heart felt like hammering my chest. I refused to think what I was doing. Before Teah could stop me, I brushed my way into the crowd to reach the square. Then I kneeled down in the snow, bending over myself.
“My lords” I called, my voice shaking in fear. “I’m her sister and I’m nubile.”
The four wolves turned to me sharply. The long-haired one and his sister came closer, not hiding their curiosity. The usual insults echoed around the square.
“What are you?” the prince asked when I straightened up, pulling back my hood to show my head.
“Forgive my appearance, my lord,” I said. “I know I’m not worthy of serving you, but if you would allow me to take my sister’s place, I’d be happy to take on any task you were as kind to give me, no matter how humble.”
Insults became yelling.
“Demon! Abomination! Hang her! Kill her!”
A stone hit my back, another one hit my shoulder. I clenched my teeth and didn’t move. The princess raised her hand and the fuss ended.
“Let me see you,” she said, approaching me.
I looked up at her and tears filled my eyes. Because hers were not blue like the eyes of all the other wolves: they had a reddish hue in the light of the torches around us.
“God knows appearances can deceive,” she grunted, looking me up and down. “But how can we know you’re human and we can trust you?”
“Because your father helped her be born.”
Teah’s intervention froze me in surprise. She too brushed and elbowed her way to the square and came to stand right behind me. The murmuring started over until the princess made an irritated sign for people to shut their mouths
“You swear it on your life?” she asked Teah, still staring at me.
“Of course. Joy, show them your pendant.”
I didn’t hesitate to open my cloak, undo the first clasp of my collar and pull out the moonstone crescent hanging from my neck. The princes scowled in disbelief.
“Who give you this, little one?” she demanded.
“Your healer,” Teah replied for me.
The princess finally looked away from me to glare up at Teah.
“You can ask her,” Teah added, unfazed by the threat in her eyes.
“You bet I will,” the princess grunted. She looked down at me again with a quick nod and turned to her brothers. “I approve her.”
The long-haired prince nodded too. The other two didn’t say or do anything. The prince turned his back to my stepsister and strode across the square toward his brothers. The princess stepped away from me to follow him. Lily pretended to faint and her two friends had to hold her up until Van came running to take her in his arms.
“We’ll be meeting the chosen ones tomorrow by sunset at the clearing,” the princess said, mounting her horse.
The four wolves made their horses prance around and galloped away to the south, disappearing into the night.
“Nice show you put on,” Teah scolded me the minute we walked into her place. “Are you crazy? Thank God she intervened in your behalf. Else the whole village would’ve jumped on you!”“The princess,” I murmured. “Her eyes.”“Oh, yes, and her hair. I know. Nothing as blatant as you, but anyway striking for a wolf.” Teah shrugged. “Every now and then one like her is born.”I rubbed my face, still trying to think straight again.“I need to go home. I need to pack.”“Pack what? You hardly own the clothes on your back. Forget it. They will give you anything you may need. And you better stay indoors. All the girls who weren’t chosen would give anything to find you alone. You’ll stay right here until it’s time to go to the clearing. And I’ll walk you there myself.”I couldn’t sleep that night. I lay on my straw mattress by the fire, under the blankets and the bearskin. By the time Teah woke up the next morning, I had already gone to the well and cooked breakfast.At noon, my father came knocki
“Yarrow!”My own cry startled me awake. I was half-sitting, and even though I was still facing the fire, the cold in my chest reminded me I was naked. I lay back down in a hurry, pulling blanket and bearskin up to my nose.I noticed a trace of light from under the edge of the blindfold still covering my eyes. Meaning the other times it’d been night?“Are you well?”The wolf’s whisper startled me again and I curled up under the covers, nodding.“What did you say?”I shook my head, embarrassed.“Say it again.”His whispers now had an edge of authority, the wolf talking to one of his subjects.“Yarrow,” I mumbled.“The flower? What about it?”“You…” I stuttered, trailing off.I heard the rustle of fabric and his next whisper sounded closer to my head, like he’d leaned over me.“Yes?”“You… You smell like yarrow, my lord.”I heard him stiffen up.“Beg your pardon?”He was still talking in whispers, but they lacked any warmth now.“I’m so sorry, my lord. I didn’t mean to. You smell like th
“Silver?” I repeated, puzzled. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, my lord.”“This is how you thank me for saving your life?”He grabbed my shoulders and spun me around. The moment he let go of me, I fell to my knees once again, fighting back my tears.“I have no silver, my lord!” I cried. “I never had anything made of silver!”“Stand up,” he grunted.As I did what he said, I remembered the delicate chain around my neck.“You mean this?” I tried, showing it to him.“That’s white gold. Do you think our healers would give us necklaces made of silver?”Teah had explained to me that silver didn’t kill wolves as many people believed, but it did weaken them, and prevented them from changing, trapping them in their human form and depriving them of all their strength and might.I let go of the pendant, shaking my head. For the life of me, I had no idea why I would smell of silver.He pinched my chin to make me face him. I froze, my heart hammering my chest.“The smell of your fear won’t
*Dale is an old English name for a narrow valleyThe distant sound of galloping hooves disturbed the deep silence of the night on the prairie, where the tall grass rippled in the cold northern wind toward the trees. The forest poured down from the hills enclosing the only access to the narrow valley, ending at the high plain like a wall of darkness under the clouded moon.Two dozen shadows climbed past the last slope to the prairie, staggering as they tried to run toward the woods, their trembling voices trying to encourage each other.“The Red Woods!”“The Dale is right there!”“One last run!”“Don’t stop now!”The fugitives stumbled toward the other end of the prairie, where the shadows of the forest promised shelter. Men and women, even children, they were all dirty and barefoot, injured, eyes wide in terror. The fittest runners sprinted ahead while families tried to stay together, pulling by the hand the weaker and younger ones.Among them, the smith pressed his wife’s hand, as sh
BOOK 1 - WINTERWomen came and went about the square, smiling hi at the old weavers, who had brought their looms out, to work under the pale November sun. Past them, they ignored the compliments from the hunters, having their beer at one of the corners.No boys in sight. Good. Maybe I’d be able to go get water from the well and be back to Teah’s place without incidents. Just in case, I tugged my sleeves further down and tightened the shawl wrapped around my head, to hide my white hair and as much of my pale face and my purple eyes as possible.I breathed deep, eyes ahead on the well, and pressed on. But it didn’t matter how much I covered myself. The voices all around soon turned to hostile whispering. That was why I always tried to come to the well at sunrise, when I didn’t come across anybody. But Teah had used all her water on her tests, and she needed more, so there I was, with her two empty buckets, forced to expose my oddities to the whole village. Like I’d chosen to be as I am,
Minutes went by and nothing happened. I heard the man swimming in the pond, and them the waterfall’s sound changed. Curiosity overcame fear and I peeped through the bush.He was standing right under the waterfall, the water up to his hips, his back turned to me. It slimmed down from his broad shoulders to his slender waist, the muscles in his arms popping up as he washed his face and his dark hair.I stared at him, speechless. Not so much because he was butt naked, but because he had the healthiest, strongest, most beautiful body I’d ever seen. His skin was almost as pale as mine, and it looked as smooth as silk.Then a moonbeam touched the trees and the top of the cliff. And my dirty blood allowed my eyes to see clearer, not only around me, but as far as the man in front of me, a hundred feet away.And my heart skipped a beat when I saw the subtle tattoo covering his back, light lines like drawn with silver ink: a cross and a crescent moon.I muffled a cry, because Teah had told me a
I knew what he was seeing and smelling: the very image of his sworn enemies.Never minding my own tears, I forced my shaky hands to undo the collar of my dress. I pulled it open, closed my eyes and let my head back, offering my throat as the only sign I could think of to show him I knew my life was in his hands.The wolf kept growling for a moment longer. I didn’t move. Then, to my utter surprise, he turned around and leaped away into the woods.Going back to Teah’s place took me forever, because my leg hurt so bad I needed to stop every few steps. At least there were no boys guarding the access to the village.The shortest way took me near my father’s smith workshop, right by the house he shared with his wife and my stepsiblings. There was a big dog laying outside the workshop closed door, and it barked as soon as it smelled me.I hid in the alley across the street and peaked out. I recognize Van’s shepherd dog, and a moment later, Van himself hurried out of the workshop with my step
I didn’t have a choice, so I told Teah what had transpired in the woods. However, I was wise enough to leave out the part about watching the Alpha change and swim in the nude. I knew that if she ever found out, she wouldn’t spare my life like the wolf had done.I think the only thing that spared me any punishment was that I still was in bad shape. And I soon got worse. Looked like my leg wasn’t the only thing I’d messed up during my night adventure. The pond’s cold water, and all the hours I’d spent wearing my soaking-wet clothes, had affected me. That night I was burning in fever, and in the morning I was coughing and struggling to breathe.I lost count of the days I spent lying on the straw mattress before the hearth, shaking and choking, moaning in pain every time I tried to move, because my chest and my leg hurt and burned.Finally, Teah forced her rheumatic bones to crouch down by my side. I wasn’t fully awake, lost in that fevered tossing and turning that filled my head with hot
“Silver?” I repeated, puzzled. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, my lord.”“This is how you thank me for saving your life?”He grabbed my shoulders and spun me around. The moment he let go of me, I fell to my knees once again, fighting back my tears.“I have no silver, my lord!” I cried. “I never had anything made of silver!”“Stand up,” he grunted.As I did what he said, I remembered the delicate chain around my neck.“You mean this?” I tried, showing it to him.“That’s white gold. Do you think our healers would give us necklaces made of silver?”Teah had explained to me that silver didn’t kill wolves as many people believed, but it did weaken them, and prevented them from changing, trapping them in their human form and depriving them of all their strength and might.I let go of the pendant, shaking my head. For the life of me, I had no idea why I would smell of silver.He pinched my chin to make me face him. I froze, my heart hammering my chest.“The smell of your fear won’t
“Yarrow!”My own cry startled me awake. I was half-sitting, and even though I was still facing the fire, the cold in my chest reminded me I was naked. I lay back down in a hurry, pulling blanket and bearskin up to my nose.I noticed a trace of light from under the edge of the blindfold still covering my eyes. Meaning the other times it’d been night?“Are you well?”The wolf’s whisper startled me again and I curled up under the covers, nodding.“What did you say?”I shook my head, embarrassed.“Say it again.”His whispers now had an edge of authority, the wolf talking to one of his subjects.“Yarrow,” I mumbled.“The flower? What about it?”“You…” I stuttered, trailing off.I heard the rustle of fabric and his next whisper sounded closer to my head, like he’d leaned over me.“Yes?”“You… You smell like yarrow, my lord.”I heard him stiffen up.“Beg your pardon?”He was still talking in whispers, but they lacked any warmth now.“I’m so sorry, my lord. I didn’t mean to. You smell like th
“Nice show you put on,” Teah scolded me the minute we walked into her place. “Are you crazy? Thank God she intervened in your behalf. Else the whole village would’ve jumped on you!”“The princess,” I murmured. “Her eyes.”“Oh, yes, and her hair. I know. Nothing as blatant as you, but anyway striking for a wolf.” Teah shrugged. “Every now and then one like her is born.”I rubbed my face, still trying to think straight again.“I need to go home. I need to pack.”“Pack what? You hardly own the clothes on your back. Forget it. They will give you anything you may need. And you better stay indoors. All the girls who weren’t chosen would give anything to find you alone. You’ll stay right here until it’s time to go to the clearing. And I’ll walk you there myself.”I couldn’t sleep that night. I lay on my straw mattress by the fire, under the blankets and the bearskin. By the time Teah woke up the next morning, I had already gone to the well and cooked breakfast.At noon, my father came knocki
The village square was surrounded by torches burning in the winter night. Nobody cared about the cruel cold frosting the thick layer of snow on the streets, and the cleared stone floor of the square around the well. Everybody in the village, myself included, had worn all the warm clothes and cloaks we had to witness the ceremony.Once a year, two nights before the first full moon of the new year, known as the Wolf Moon, all the single girls in the village, between seventeen and twenty, lined up by the well wearing their best dresses. Then, several wolves in human form showed up to pick the three lucky girls who would leave the village. It was one of the rare occasions when wolves openly showed their human forms, and I think that was the true reason why nobody wanted to miss it.The chosen girls moved with the wolves to their castle, at the other side of the Dale, and paired up with a young wolf. They lived a long life full of luxury and happiness in exchange for giving birth to a coup
I didn’t have a choice, so I told Teah what had transpired in the woods. However, I was wise enough to leave out the part about watching the Alpha change and swim in the nude. I knew that if she ever found out, she wouldn’t spare my life like the wolf had done.I think the only thing that spared me any punishment was that I still was in bad shape. And I soon got worse. Looked like my leg wasn’t the only thing I’d messed up during my night adventure. The pond’s cold water, and all the hours I’d spent wearing my soaking-wet clothes, had affected me. That night I was burning in fever, and in the morning I was coughing and struggling to breathe.I lost count of the days I spent lying on the straw mattress before the hearth, shaking and choking, moaning in pain every time I tried to move, because my chest and my leg hurt and burned.Finally, Teah forced her rheumatic bones to crouch down by my side. I wasn’t fully awake, lost in that fevered tossing and turning that filled my head with hot
I knew what he was seeing and smelling: the very image of his sworn enemies.Never minding my own tears, I forced my shaky hands to undo the collar of my dress. I pulled it open, closed my eyes and let my head back, offering my throat as the only sign I could think of to show him I knew my life was in his hands.The wolf kept growling for a moment longer. I didn’t move. Then, to my utter surprise, he turned around and leaped away into the woods.Going back to Teah’s place took me forever, because my leg hurt so bad I needed to stop every few steps. At least there were no boys guarding the access to the village.The shortest way took me near my father’s smith workshop, right by the house he shared with his wife and my stepsiblings. There was a big dog laying outside the workshop closed door, and it barked as soon as it smelled me.I hid in the alley across the street and peaked out. I recognize Van’s shepherd dog, and a moment later, Van himself hurried out of the workshop with my step
Minutes went by and nothing happened. I heard the man swimming in the pond, and them the waterfall’s sound changed. Curiosity overcame fear and I peeped through the bush.He was standing right under the waterfall, the water up to his hips, his back turned to me. It slimmed down from his broad shoulders to his slender waist, the muscles in his arms popping up as he washed his face and his dark hair.I stared at him, speechless. Not so much because he was butt naked, but because he had the healthiest, strongest, most beautiful body I’d ever seen. His skin was almost as pale as mine, and it looked as smooth as silk.Then a moonbeam touched the trees and the top of the cliff. And my dirty blood allowed my eyes to see clearer, not only around me, but as far as the man in front of me, a hundred feet away.And my heart skipped a beat when I saw the subtle tattoo covering his back, light lines like drawn with silver ink: a cross and a crescent moon.I muffled a cry, because Teah had told me a
BOOK 1 - WINTERWomen came and went about the square, smiling hi at the old weavers, who had brought their looms out, to work under the pale November sun. Past them, they ignored the compliments from the hunters, having their beer at one of the corners.No boys in sight. Good. Maybe I’d be able to go get water from the well and be back to Teah’s place without incidents. Just in case, I tugged my sleeves further down and tightened the shawl wrapped around my head, to hide my white hair and as much of my pale face and my purple eyes as possible.I breathed deep, eyes ahead on the well, and pressed on. But it didn’t matter how much I covered myself. The voices all around soon turned to hostile whispering. That was why I always tried to come to the well at sunrise, when I didn’t come across anybody. But Teah had used all her water on her tests, and she needed more, so there I was, with her two empty buckets, forced to expose my oddities to the whole village. Like I’d chosen to be as I am,
*Dale is an old English name for a narrow valleyThe distant sound of galloping hooves disturbed the deep silence of the night on the prairie, where the tall grass rippled in the cold northern wind toward the trees. The forest poured down from the hills enclosing the only access to the narrow valley, ending at the high plain like a wall of darkness under the clouded moon.Two dozen shadows climbed past the last slope to the prairie, staggering as they tried to run toward the woods, their trembling voices trying to encourage each other.“The Red Woods!”“The Dale is right there!”“One last run!”“Don’t stop now!”The fugitives stumbled toward the other end of the prairie, where the shadows of the forest promised shelter. Men and women, even children, they were all dirty and barefoot, injured, eyes wide in terror. The fittest runners sprinted ahead while families tried to stay together, pulling by the hand the weaker and younger ones.Among them, the smith pressed his wife’s hand, as sh