Chapter 25 The next plan

Jackson's POV

Any man would feel terrible seeing what belongs to him with another man, and I was not different. Each time I imagined Amanda living or leaving with that Gama, I felt a poke in my heart.

There is always regret waiting at the end of every bad decision or a horrible mistake. It was now clear and obvious that Amanda wanted nothing to do with me. I could not get Amanda to come with me, I could not take my pups too. I was devastated. I felt dozens of emotions, regret and pain washed over me. I kept wishing that I had done things differently.

I had gone to the human society to look for Amanda to ensure she was safe after my men told me she got away. But I was met with disappointment. Maybe her words were to pay me back, to make me feel horrible, or she was just saying those things out of the remnants of the pain from the past.

I now know and feel what rejection looks like. Even though I was devastated and regretted my past actions, I could not help but think that I deserved th