Is this how love feels like?
We pulled away and rested our foreheads against each other as we tried to catch up our breaths.
"What a surprise." He said and my cheeks started to burn. He got away and looked at my bandage. He pushed my hair back and caressed it through his fingers.
"It hurts, right?" He asked and I nodded. Hiding from him will be of no use since he can see through me easily. I wish I could see through him the same way.
This mating thing is just so beautiful.
He slowly bent down and planted a kiss on the bandage. When I first met him, he was just a selfish, arrogant, and cold jerk but look at him now. This side of him which he only shows
"A deal to destroy the Scars," Tiago said.My eyes widened and I snapped my gaze towards Sebastian who was stuffing his mouth with his meal. I can bet he was keeping a calm posture but deep down he is tense as hell."Where is he?" I asked as I turned my gaze back to Tiago."He didn't come. He sent one of his men." Tiago said. As expected from a coward like him. I feel like banging my head on the wall by getting played by that bastard. I almost fell for his trap but Sebastian somehow caught me at the right time."Come down to my office when you're done." He said while looking at Sebastian and left the terrace right away. Sebastian kept his focus on his meal. He was eating aggressively. 
IT'S A TIE.We both took a deep sigh of relief."Thank goodness. Oh God, if they keep acting this way I might die of hysteria." I said and Noel chuckled."You sound like a mom." He said and I immediately stood up while clearing my throat. "Next time, My sword will clash against yours," I said and Noel's eyes sparkled in joy."We have less time, get ready, the final war is around the corner," I said and he nodded. "What are we waiting for? Let's do it, now." He said and I nodded.I turned towards the maid standing beside me and told her to bring my sword from my room. I shall get myself used to it. She nodded and immediately left.
I paced around the room since sleep was nowhere around me. I wasn't calm. I kept overthinking about the war. The last time it happened caused many lives including our parents.I can't afford to lose anyone. Just thinking about it is enough to send a waver through my body.What would I do if I lost someone? Someone dear to me? Oh no, don't think about it. You have to be strong. Look at Tiago and Sebastian. They are so calm. As if calm before the storm.I sat down on the bed and stood up again. Don't overthink the situation, everything will be alright. Suddenly I remembered that dream of mine. That dream...where I felt myself dying. Everything around me was a mess and Sebastian was seriously injured too. I wonder who died? Who was I talking about? Could it be that
"Was this the reason your family didn't accept you?" I asked and his pupils dilated. All of a sudden he pushed me forward, his lips were touching my ear. I could feel his hot breath roaming on my neck and ear."Yes." He said and my face was suddenly saddened. Just because he couldn't control his wolf, his parents did so badly to him. I shouldn't say that but some people don't deserve to have children.Just what has he gone through to end up being a rogue? He is clearly stronger than his older brother, but his parents rejected him because he couldn't control his wolf. Instead of helping him out, they made things even worse for him."My wolf likes you a lot." He said and my eyes widened. "He doesn't like anyone but you." He said and my eyes widened even more. Suddenly an
I awkwardly stuffed the pancake in my mouth as I peeked up at Sebastian through my lashes. I slightly flinched when Noel hit his elbow on mine. I turned to look at him and found him passing me a 'are you okay look. I nodded at him and diverted my gaze back to my plate. We were having lunch. I missed my breakfast because I was sleeping.Night incident kept flashing in my mind, making me tighten my legs together.He completely took over me and I couldn't do anything but just tremble under him. My private area is still numb and I can barely walk. Stupid man.I can still feel his touch. I experienced something very different and so did he.At night...before we fell asleep he told me everything about hi
The cold breeze caressed my cheek and danced with my ponytail. The Silence was there but the wind wasn't calm. The war was here but the blood was yet to be shed. Some were scared and some were determined. We were far from civilization.I held my sword tightly as my eyes were fixed on him. Spencer was standing far from us with his army and an extraordinary giant man was standing beside him. I assume he is the threat Tiago was talking about.I turned my head to the right where my eyes found Sebastian standing. Beside him was Nolan. Spencer's own brother. I still don't know what made him go against his brother. Maybe because he couldn't handle his sinful brother.Tiago and Sebastian stepped forward.I took
I can't afford to lose them.I tightly grabbed Noel by his waist. He was coughing harshly and I couldn't think of anything. My mind went downright blank. What should I do? My family and my people are falling apart.What should I do?Even the mask they were wearing was of no use against the gas.If this keeps going on then we are done for nothing.Noel's weight completely shifted on mine. Darn it! Can this gas kill them? My eyes widened when I saw a man running towards us and...he was having a whip in his hand.Huh?
Is that...Sebastian's wolf?I gulped and raised my sight as I looked around. Some were fighting while half-conscious and some had already fallen apart. Tears blurred the edge of my eyes and I tightly clenched onto Noel. Where is brother Tiago? Is he even alright?Sebastian...he is in his wolf form. A wolf he can't control. Maybe, this gas was the reason which made him do this.I can only protect Noel, my body is giving up on me, even though I haven't fought properly at all. Tears fell from my eyes and I snuggled my head face in his hair."I'm sorry," I whispered.What kind of a Silver Eagle am I? A silver eagle who can't even protect her people.
There it is.Just the way I wanted.Sebastian shifted his pack to the location I suggested and everyone loved their new land. It was better than their building, now they had their own.Nothing can change the fact that Sebastian is a rogue and more upon that he is my mate. Many people will be against it but many will stand behind us too.Led a wolf pack as a human and mated to a royal who is a rogue. I broke every damn rule which was made by some wicked people. I ended each rule which caused my parent's death.Not only was my pack strong but everyone was scared of Sebastian's wrath.
I ruffled my hair in exhaustion and put my head on the table as I stared at the door in front of me.I was desperate.It's been more than a month.I haven't seen him.I don't know but it feels like we are drowning away from each other and just the mere thought of him going away from me forever, makes everything worse.I sent him the location beside our territory three times but got no response from him. There is no communication. The five-minute talk we used to have seems so hard now. One message won't hurt.I still message him but get no response from him, heck, he doesn't even look at my messages
I took a deep breath to calm my nerves and turned my head to the right to look at Noel. He looked weaker than ever. Of course, this kind of outcome was expected.Today we finally gave Tiago and Nolan along with our other people to the soil. They have left us and we have to face it. Running away from reality and crying won't lead us anywhere.I looked to my right and saw Sebastian standing. He looked down at me and smiled. A smile of assurance. I have to say...this man wraps up pretty quick and I want to be just like him...I want to be just like my brother.Right now we were standing in front of the huge gate and on the other side were the people of Silver eagles. Surely, everyone is shocked and deeply saddened by Tiago's sudden departure.We were here to make an announcement.Our next leader will be Noel.When I told this him, he didn't react much as it was kinda expected this way.I nodded at the man and
Impossible.I refuse to believe that.No, it's can't be.My unbeatable brother who can rise scars on the scars leader can't die just like that.Whatever they said isn't true.I limped through the corridor while grabbing onto my stomach. My steps were fast which enlighten the pain in my stomach once again but non of them matters right now.I need to see him.He is in his room.Noel tried to hold me back but Sebastian didn't let him because he knew I won't stop after listening to whatever I've heard.Even though their leaders are dead. One by my hands and the other one by my mates hands.They grouped against him when the gas was spreaded through the area. He was half unconscious and they grouped against him. Of course he couldn't fight. I couldn't save him. I couldn't do anything.My unbeatable brother can't be beaten.Maybe that was the reason why Sebastian lost to both of them, he m
Here it ends.All the sufferings we went through..here it ends.We lost many people...some were near our hearts like Nolan.This light...I'm running towards it without stopping and without any second thought.I can hear their voices.My parents voice...they are calling me.I wanna embrace them.I wanna thank them for their sacrifice for me. I wasn't of good use but I tried my best.The voices are getting louder.
"SPENCER."I yelled his name, making him snap his head towards me. He was badly beaten up by Nolan too. My chest heaved up and down as I struggled to breathe, my whole body was giving up on me but I felt like my heart was on fire from all the rage residing in me.I will be the one who will end him.I rushed towards him and raised my sword but he dodged my hit. I wasn't thinking properly. My mind was blank by the rage. "Oh, heyoo," he said and I snickered at him."Asshole." I cursed him and continued to attack him while he kept dodging. I'm already weak, he is dodging to make me even weaker. He thinks that he can play with me just because I'm angry.I stoppe
I...wasn't confident about our victory because the one against us was once successful to trick me. I think about everything I can. I won't say I'm smart but...at least I was sane. He even played with me. This time he went far away from my predictions. I won't lie but he is unpredictable, he always was.He...is a devil, I can't fight."Stopp," I yelled as tears blurred my sight. I don't want this. Sebastian...he was already injured and dizzy from the gas and now he is fighting with two powerful leaders. He is barely copying up. I can't look at this anymore.As soon as I yelled Spencer snapped his head towards me. "Huh, ...you used to cry for me like this...why him now?" He asked and landed another punch on Sebastian's face.
Is that...Sebastian's wolf?I gulped and raised my sight as I looked around. Some were fighting while half-conscious and some had already fallen apart. Tears blurred the edge of my eyes and I tightly clenched onto Noel. Where is brother Tiago? Is he even alright?Sebastian...he is in his wolf form. A wolf he can't control. Maybe, this gas was the reason which made him do this.I can only protect Noel, my body is giving up on me, even though I haven't fought properly at all. Tears fell from my eyes and I snuggled my head face in his hair."I'm sorry," I whispered.What kind of a Silver Eagle am I? A silver eagle who can't even protect her people.
I can't afford to lose them.I tightly grabbed Noel by his waist. He was coughing harshly and I couldn't think of anything. My mind went downright blank. What should I do? My family and my people are falling apart.What should I do?Even the mask they were wearing was of no use against the gas.If this keeps going on then we are done for nothing.Noel's weight completely shifted on mine. Darn it! Can this gas kill them? My eyes widened when I saw a man running towards us and...he was having a whip in his hand.Huh?