“Mom?” Sirena’s call made me focus my attention on her. She took a glance at her brother who’s quietly eating. “Archer and I will not be going to school tomorrow,” panimula niya. Nangunot ang aking noo sa narinig. “And why is that, Sirena?” Nabaling ang tingin ko kay Archer na ngayon ay sa amin ang tingin, para bang naagaw ang kaniyang atensyon.“It’s because… there’s an event tomorrow with–”“Sirena,” mariin na tawag ni Archer sa kaniyang kapatid. Ayaw nitong ituloy ang sasabihin ng kakambal. “What is it, Sirena? Tell me,” I said in a serious tone. That made Archer look down like he surrendered from stopping her sister. “W-We are having an event tomorrow at school and should come… with a father.” Ramdam ko ang lungkot sa kaniyang huling salita. Para akong tinanggalan ng hininga sa sinabi nito. I felt my chest tightened at their sad faces. Nagbaba ako ng tingin dahil wala akong maibigay na sasabihin. This is not the first time they open up about this. Tinanong nila ako noon kung
"Baby? Why are you still awake?" Nilapitan ko si Archer na nasa couch, nagbabasa ito habang hinihintay ako. He smiled when he saw me. I sat beside him and kissed his forehead. "I wanted to wait for you, Mamá. Sirena is sleeping already. I was with her in her room until she fell asleep, then I came outside to wait for you." I smiled sweetly and caressed his cheek. He's such a sweet little boy. No one knew that but me. Napaka lambing ng batang ito sa akin. I raised him very well. "So you're reading here while waiting for me?" He nodded and showed me the book he's holding. "I'm just advanced reading, Mamá." "You can continue that tomorrow. Let's sleep now. It's getting late." "Did you drink alcohol, Mom?" Natigilan ako at bumaling ang tingin sa kaniya. He was watching me like he was studying me. "It is okay, Mamá. You can enjoy yourself anytime you want. Don't mind us. You can hang out and have fun without us." Sinamahan ko siya sa kaniyang silid at tinabihan ko siya hanggang sa
“Mom, are you okay?” I nodded and smiled at Sirena. “Yes, baby. Don’t worry and enjoy your food.” “Mamá. You look bothered. Is everything alright?” nag-aalalang tanong ni Archer. Pagkatapos ng nangyari kanina. Hindi na ako makapante. I was worried. What if he saw me again? And this time with my kids? Will he tell it to him? Natakot ako sa nangyari. He saw me buying clothes for a little boy. I sighed and watched the two eat. Nawalan ako ng gana kumain. “Mommy. Are we going home na?” I nodded and started the engine of the car. “Yes, baby. I’m sorry. Babawi na lang ulit si Mommy. For now, we need to go home.” She nodded like a good girl. “Okay, Mom.” Nang makarating kami sa bahay, I tried to call Levi but I couldn’t reach him. Nagtungo ako sa room ni Archer. I saw him studying. He’s so focused on what he is doing. Parehong-pareho sila ng ama niya. Napailing ako at nilapitan siya. Niilingon niya ako at agad na inalis ang atensyon doon para ibaling sa akin.“I’m sorry, baby. We didn
I stiffened. I’m really so drunk that I am hearing a familiar voice. I was about to pull away from his arms when his strong arms made me face him. Nabigla ako sa ginawa niya. The place was so dark that I couldn't see his face properly. Dumagdag pa ang hilo ko. But when a light hit his face, I gasped. I felt my knees weakening. My lips parted and stopped from breathing. After so many years. Years that I haven’t seen him. Years that I was trying to forget him. Now that he’s in front of me, I don’t know anymore. I’m not ready. D*mn, I wasn’t even thinking about meeting him again. How did we cross paths again? His darkening and intimidating eyes. His perfect face that my kids have. He became more intimidating and had a strong aura. Pakiramdam ko ay nawala ang kalasingan ko. But maybe I’m just so drunk that I am hallucinating? I just wish I’m right. Tinikom ko ang nakaawang kong bibig. Pinilit kong lumayo sa kaniya. Nagtagumpay ako at mabilis na umalis doon. Agad kong kinuha ang bag ko
Pabagsak akong napaupo sa kama at sinagot ang tawag ni Levi. "How are you, Sadie?" I sighed. "I'm fine…" I lied. "Really? I heard about what happened in the company. He was there, right? What did he do? Did he do something to you?" Sunod-sunod niyang tanong. I massage my temple and shut my eyes. Sumasakit na naman ang ulo ko. "Yes. He was there. And he didn't do anything wrong to me.""Really? Then why is he an investor?"Umirap ako. "I don't know, Levi. You should ask him that, not me." He scoffed. "Sinadya niya 'yan, Sadie. Para mapalapit ulit sa 'yo! Huwag kang magiging marupok d'yan, ah."I shook my head in disbelief. "We don't know that, Levi. Wala na tayong magagawa. Kakausapin ko pa si Mommy. Hindi ako makapaniwala na ginawa ni Mommy 'yon." "Me too. Alam niya naman ang nangyari. But anyways, talk to her. Just call me if anything happens, okay?" "Yes. Thank you. Bye." Hindi ko na pinatagal at tinawagan si Mommy. Hindi siya sumasagot kaya ang sekretarya niya ang tinawaga
"Sadie. He's Niccolo Vasquez. Maybe you know him? He's well-known in our business industry. Sorry if I haven't told you. My husband also wants him to be with us," Elena said. "It's f-fine." She nodded and smiled. Dumating na ang mga food para sa amin. I can feel his intent stares until now. Mula pagdating ko, alam kong kanina pa ang tingin niya sa akin. Hindi ko siya tinapunan ng tingin. I don't want to make eye contact with him.We started eating. But I couldn't digest my food properly. I was just nodding and listening to Elena's words. Ganoon din si Mr. Figueroa kay Accius. He never talked until now and was just staring at me. Hindi ko alam kung nakikinig ba siya sa sinasabi ni Mr. Figueroa. Kinuha ni Elena ang plato na may bitter gourd at kumuha roon para bigyan ako. I bit my lower lip because I'm eating that food. "She doesn't eat that food, Mrs. Figueroa," Accius' baritone deep voice that made Elena stop and shockingly looked at me. She looked at me apologetically. "I'm sorry
Nang umalis siya, hindi ko alam ang gagawin kung hihintayin ba siya o hindi. I heard my phone ring. I answered Elena’s call. She’s already looking for me so I have no choice but to go there already. Nagbaba ang aking tingin sa maputing buhangin. Inalis ko ang slippers ko at hinawakan iyon para madama ang buhangin. I smiled when I felt the sand relaxing. I wish I could take a picture of the beautiful sea and send it to my babies, but my phone is not with me. “Sadie! Here!” Elena’s voice. Lumapit ako sa kanila. Hindi niya kasama ang asawa niya. She’s with her friends I guess. Ang iba roon ay same age sa akin. Hinila niya ako papalapit sa mga babae na kasama niya. The girls seem friendly. They’re smiling at me as they welcomed me. I looked at the lights above me. Ang daming ilaw sa paligid na bagay sa vibe ng dagat. It’s already sunset. They are busy talking so I thought of walking to the seashore. Walang tao roon dahil nagtipon silang lahat dito. The hem of my dress danced because of
I took a half bath and wore a white silk nightgown from Elena. Hanggang gitna ng hita ko lang ito kaya lantad ang aking hita. Pagod akong napaupo sa kama at inayos ang strap ng aking suot. Nahiga na ako sa kama at agad namang nakatulog. My heavy eyes opened when I heard a knock on my door. Tumingin ako sa oras at nakitang alas dos na ng madaling araw. Tumayo ako at binuksan ang pinto. Nagulat ako nang makita si Accius na lasing na lasing. Mukhang uminom pa ito nang matapos akong ihatid. I looked down at his messy hair."What are you doing here, Accius?" Napaiwas ako ng tingin at inayos ang nahuhulog na strap ng aking suot. Bumaba ang tingin niya sa lantad kong mga hita. "Accius. What are you doing here?" ulit ko. He bit his lower lip and didn't answer. I froze when he suddenly entered my room and hugged me so tight. Muntik pa akong mawalan ng balanse dahil lasing siya. His arms automatically wrapped around my waist and buried his face on the side of my neck. "I'm sorry, Doll. I dr