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28. Do You Want Me To Kill You?
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The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 29. You Are Mine, Lucy
Lucy’s POV"That's not a good question. Are you thinking that I killed your dad?" he asked with a soft laugh. "Be thankful that I didn't kill anyone in your family. What happened to him was all his fault." Then, with his angry lips pursed, he pushed me into his car. I wiped away the tears that were falling down my cheeks. Remembering my father brought back a flood of memories, and I couldn't help but cry quietly. Even the thought of him makes me cry because I miss him so immensely. I looked over at Arman, and as he heard my quiet sob, his jaw clenched. He then said, "I don't know why girls get so upset. Their favorite things to do are cry, whine, and, even worse, blame men for their emotional distress." "Because this wouldn't happen if my dad didn't owe you something. I lost everything...." And I burst into a cry as I said, "My feelings are valid!" He exhales gently, "I understand, so no worries. Let it all out, sob it all, because you'll feel better afterward."“Do you think so?
Last Updated : 2024-03-26The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 30. Hurts Like Hell
Lucy’s POVAs he froze, a look of utter disbelief washed across his face; it was as if the weight of reality had just crushed him.Before he pulled it out of me, his member twitched and stretched my whole body. "Are you... okay?" he whispered as he fixed his quivering gaze on me. As I stare at him with burning feelings, tears fall down my face. I fold my legs together and sob softly because the feeling in the middle hurts. He looked down at the bloodstain on my legs and wiped it off with a white paper towel. He then left me in the bathroom. I thought he wasn't going to come back, but he did. He gave me a new T-shirt that was too big for me and some underwear. "Put this on..." he said.He appears sober now that he seems ashamed of his actions against me. I donned underwear and a T-shirt, but he carried me like a bride as soon as I tried to walk. “W–What are you doing? Put me down.” I said. "I'm sorry about what happened." That wasn't what I meant to do. To be honest, I had no idea
Last Updated : 2024-03-28The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 31. Harsh Sex
Lucy’s POVAs he led me to the chamber that was off-limits to everyone else, I inhaled in surprise. He madly shoved me to the point where I felt overwhelmed and had to go with the flow. "Here, no one would ever disturb us...," he murmured as he hoisted me up over the long table. He spread my legs apart and raised the bottom of my dress to get a better look at my body. He then pressed his body to mine and demanded, “Kiss me.” “H–Huh?” "I said, kiss me," he whispered while patiently waiting for my first move. I put my hand on the back of his neck and slowly pulled him close. When my lips touched him, it tasted like magic. I gently planted my lips on his, caressing them until he could no longer bear it—he started to kiss me intensely. He drew me in so tightly that I could feel his hand on every inch of my body.With each kiss he planted on my lips, I let out a soft moan until I could feel his fingers removing my clothing and placing it on the floor. "Are you sure you want to do thi
Last Updated : 2024-04-03The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 32. Run Save Yourself
Lucy’s POVArman sighed, "Edward, Camila is here. You know what to do." Edward reluctantly said, "I don't work for you, man." "Yes, you are." After giving each other heated looks, Edward glanced at me and considered, "Sure. But I am doing this for your wife. I know Camila won't stop until she gets her revenge for what you have done, Arman." "You are just the head of the council and I am your boss. So, do your job." He clicked his tongue and sneered, "This is not my f*cking job. But yeah, whatever." Camila had just stepped foot in the room when I turned around to see her. When she saw me with Arman, her sweet smile went away. Arman sat down next to me and stared at me softly. I felt terrible about letting what had happened between us happen, but he looked so pleased with himself. I downed the entire bottle of wine and averted my gaze from him, but he still managed to say, "You look so beautiful tonight." "Yeah, I know. Edward told me that already." “Really?” his expression al
Last Updated : 2024-04-04The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 33. The Betrayal
Lucy’s POVI kept running until I merely didn't know where to go. The terrifying sensation that someone was closing in on me caused my heart to race with pain. Until a strong hand grabbed mine and put a hand over my mouth. It was Edward, and I couldn't believe my eyes when he murmured, "Let's go." He led me to his car, and I didn't think twice about going with him. The only thing on my mind was escaping this pit of misery.I inhaled deeply as we were now well away from Arman's place. Suddenly, I broke down in tears as I thought about what had happened to my dad and all the people Arman had killed in front of me and behind my back. I glanced at Edward and said, “Edward… just dropped me here.” Even though he was a bit hesitant, he remained silent and eventually pulled over the car. "Why do you really want to be by yourself? You don't want my help?" “Thank you. I think you should stay out of my problem." He touched my hand and said, “But where are you going now?” "Somewhere, far a
Last Updated : 2024-04-05The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 34. Heartbeat
Arman’s POV It made my heart skip a beat when I saw her lips shaking so much that her eyes were almost in tears. Then she walked upstairs while holding her chest. I was confused, so I followed her upstairs to find out what was going on. Moments later, someone grabbed her, and I knew it was my enemy's son. He was about to shoot her with a silencer, but I pulled out my gun and shot the man in front of Lucy. I know it will shock and traumatize her, but I have to do it to save her. “Calm down!” She looked at me like I was a monster and said in panic, “Get away from me!” I tried to calm her down and hold her together, “Lucy, it’s me, Arman!” “I know who you are! So stay away from me!” she gritted her teeth angrily and disgustedly pushed me away. She ran away from me. I tried to catch up to her, but she was already in the crowd. Camila saw me coming and called out, "Arman! Get your act together, because the cops are on their way!" I looked all over but couldn't find her. I cal
Last Updated : 2024-04-06The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 35. Seven Months
LUCY'S POV"Seven months…" The doctor answered while he took my vital signs and wrote something on his paper. “W–What?” Finally, he looked over at me and said, "Yes, you've been in a coma for seven months."Looking at him with bated breath, he smiled and said, "Don't worry, I already called your husband to come check you out." He then left the room.I shut my eyes and remember the horrible night they tried to kill me. Even now, I can feel the bullets going through my body and hear their laughter echoing in my head.I yelled out in a shaky voice. "N--No..." I grabbed the bed sheet in fear, and when the door opened, I saw Arman standing in front of me. My eyes went wide, and my mouth fell open. Having both hands in his pockets, he observed me looking at him and frowning angrily. “Arman….” “Lucy…” “Seven months?” He nodded his head, “Yes, seven months.” I wiped away my tears, “Oh…” "I know you're mad at me. You hate me and how much you want to hurt me." he said in a deep voice.
Last Updated : 2024-04-07The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 36. You Want Me Too
Lucy’s POVArman was a little confused about what I just said to him, so he leaned forward and asked, "I beg your pardon—I'm afraid I didn't catch what you just said to me." I smiled derisively as I said, "Well, As much as I want you to suffer, I still owe my life to you—you saved me from death." "Lucy, seven months ago, the doctors were about to give up on you, but I didn't. Go ahead and hurt me because of what I did to your family if you want to. I am certain that my actions were justified.""Why didn't you just let me die?" I asked through tears."Because, technically, you are my wife. I have to keep you alive until the deal ends. Stop thinking that I care for you." He gave a straight answer.“I hate you.” “The feeling is mutual, Lucy.” With an angry look on his face, he walked ferociously upstairs, turning away from me. I took my eyes off him and grabbed the water glass to drink. Then I thought, "Why does he have to make me hate him so much?"Suppressing my wrath, I inhaled de
Last Updated : 2024-04-10
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The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 95. Help Loretta
Arman’s POV"Loretta is here; she wanted to talk to you." Ray said as he sat on the couch, playing with his gun.Even though it's crystal clear that I don't want her or want to see her, this woman is continuously trying to force herself on me. I let out a soft sigh and walked to the door. When I opened it, I saw her in her pajamas. Her feet were so dirty that it looked like she had run away from home and come here to see me.I asked with narrowed eyes, "What are you doing here?""H—Help me. My father wants to kill me, and you're the only person I can trust." She said it with a voice full of fear. She looked around, and as she did, her tears began to roll back into her cheeks. I need your help; if he finds out I'm here, he'll kill me.She pushed her way in, which shocked me. Even Ray looked at her in shock and confusion at what she was doing in my house. Ray got up and said, "She left her house. I think Mr. Patani has a bad temper. Are you okay, Loretta?" "Please don't tell him I'm he
The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 94. Like A Sister
Lucy’s POV"Yes, Grandma." I said, lowering my head, trying not to shed tears this time. "But I guess Jane needs you the most now. She just lost her child and it must be painful for her to lose two people important in her life."Grandma sighed in remorse, her voice mixed with pain as she said, "I didn't know that we were being too considerate with Jane but not with you, my dear."I smiled. "It's okay; life is like that. I have to go."I glanced at Uncle Robert, who looked so worried about Jane's condition, and Aunt Cecille ran outside to call the nurse and doctor. My heart felt like it was wrenched a thousand times because Jane still has parents who love her truly, but I am here, feeling like a lost daughter.Aunt Cecille glanced at me as I turned my back on them; she said nothing, but the look of unfathomable guilt was written all over her face. As I made my way outside, I noticed the two bodyguards still standing there. To be honest, I wasn't used to having security. But if my life
The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 93. The Hysterical Jane
Lucy’s POV"What's wrong?" It looked like he didn't want to talk about it again. So I blocked his way and asked, "Say something." "I guess someone hired him to kill you. But no one still knows who that guy was. Why don't you forget about it so you don't have to worry about it anymore?" "How can I forget about it if my life has been in danger and people have tried to kill me ever since my father died?" I asked with disdain. He touched my face and whispered, "You need not be afraid anymore. Please know that I am here for you and will protect you as long as you are with me."I felt a pang, a bitter ache in my heart as I stared at him. He says the same things that Arman always told me, and I can't help but think about the good old times with Arman. Looking at him, though, brought back a memory. I remember another smile, one that completely captivated me. It was Arman's smile, the one that never failed to make my heart race and flutter. “Are you alright?” Hugo asked as he scanned my f
The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 92. She's My Responsibility Now
Lucy’s POVI'm out here in the street, shivering from the cold and the agony in my heart from my feelings for Arman, and it's raining again. It's been hard for me to forget about him, but now I'm crying again because of him. I took a deep breath and hailed a cab. When I got inside, I saw a suspicious-looking knife and a rope. I retreated and said, "I think I forgot something. Sorry." I then closed the car door and ran away in fear.But the taxi followed in the street, I frowned and muttered in panic, “What’s wrong with him?” Even though it was pouring rain, I kept running until I tripped and looked like I couldn't go on. The cab driver stopped in front of me. As I tried to crawl, he got out of his car and smiled at me. He had a deep scar on his face. "So, you're Lucy Hansley? You've been on my radar, Lucy...""Who are you?! What do you want from me?" I yelled in fear and then grabbed a rock to throw at him. As I stood up, I groaned in pain and tried to run as fast as I could, even
The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 91. His Longing Eyes
Lucy’s POVI pushed him away, desperately trying to escape from his grasp. "Arman, I can't! I am dating Hugo now... I can't bear the thought of betraying him!""No, you belong to me. You felt sorry for him, that's why you gave him a chance! I know you still love me—"I slapped his face, my tears slowly rolling down on my cheeks. My heart throbbed in pain as I said, "And after this, what?! You're going to leave me again! How can you kiss me, want to make love to me, and in the end, you're still going to leave me like nothing happened between us?!""Lucy…" Silence engulfed the room as he watched my tears trace paths down my cheeks. Just as I turned to leave, a deafening crack of thunder split the sky, and a blinding bolt of lightning illuminated the downpour that drenched the place in an instant. I stumbled back, only to find myself enveloped in his warm embrace. His arms wrapped around me, and as I looked up, his gaze held me captive, and I whispered, "A-Arman..." "I'm sorry..." he
The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 90. Kiss Me Back
Arman’s POV"Delayed?!" I growled angrily, my voice a rumble that sent shivers down the spines of my men lined up before me. They all lowered their heads as I barked into the phone, "What do you mean by delayed? It's been three damn days that shipment's been floating in that damn ocean!"Ray answered, "Port security's been doing thorough inspections, and we can't afford to lose another shipment. So, we asked the captain to hold standby.""Ray..." I sighed, my anger simmering. "You better handle this. No more delays by tomorrow, or else we lose the Pattani deal."Looking up, I met my men's eyes and issued a command: "Request an extension from Pattani. I want one of you to dig deeper into Hugo Ricci. I want a comprehensive report on him.""Yes, boss." Then they started marching out.I stepped outside while my chest pounded angrily just thinking about the shipments. Then, my thoughts drifted back to Lucy and Hugo again. I sighed as I saw Loretta, Pattani's daughter. She waved and smiled
The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 89. Say Hello To Satan
Lucy’s POV"Lucy," he said gently, drawing me back to the conversation. But I didn't know what to say to him; my mind was a tangled mess. How could I respond to his question? Part of me feared rejecting him, but another larger part was that I couldn't ignore the growing unease in my gut. Ever since his relentless pursuit began, his true colors had started to show. He didn't just give up so easily; he tried to make me happy again, which made me reluctant to ignore his feelings. Before Alicia could spot us, I dragged Hugo into my office and locked the door. Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm my nerves. He waited patiently, his gaze fixed on me. Then I turned to face him and bit my lower lip. "Hugo..." He smiled."How can you forget him if you don't want to try dating me?" he asked, suggesting a relationship.I took another soft breath and let out a nervous chuckle. "What? What are you talking about? I have already moved on and am trying to make myself happy again. See? I'm happy
The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 88. Can you be my girl?
Lucy’s POVHugo arrived, his gaze lingering on me as if he longed to offer comfort but held himself back. He watched silently as my sobs wracked my body.Wiping away tears and sniffling, I forced out the words, "I think..." I paused softly and expressed, "I think it's best if you distance yourself from me." "Why?" He reached out a hand hesitantly, then stopped before making contact. "I know I must seem like a stranger, but seeing your pain... It hurts me too. I can't bear to see you cry because of him. I know you don't understand me doing this to you, but trust me, I don't know either." "I know you're trying your best, but seeing you reminds me of him too much."His eyes clouded with sadness as he took a step back. "Well, Lucy," he said softly, "If that's what you want, I can't argue. But remember, whenever you're ready to face the world again, I'm just right here for you, okay?" I nodded, offering a weak smile of apology as I slowly closed the door. Left alone, I sank to the floor
The Ruthless Mafia Lord's Regret 87. You Left Me, Arman
Lucy’s POV"Why would I kill myself just for him?" I asked him with a laugh and added, "That's not who I am." He didn't say anything; he just looked at me as if he had something on his mind that he couldn't say. I met his gaze head-on, "Hugo, I'm fine. Do yourself a favor and go home." His hand went into his pocket as he stood up, his face a mask of concern. "Are you sure you'll be okay by yourself here?" he asked."Hugo, why do you care so much about me? Watching people die is probably nothing new to you," I said, my voice tinged with bitterness. A flicker of pain written on his face and he replied with clenched jaw, "You don't know anything about me. Yes, Arman and I are the same people who grew up in that world. But I am not ruthless like him." I watched him walk to the door. Before he opened it, he glanced back at me and said, "I know you think I'm a bad person, but I'm still human. And when I care for someone, Lucy, I don't fake it. Remember that."And he left me with a hea
