Ryder walked straight up to me in the middle of the field and started asking, "So where were you last night again, Snow?" Being this curious at this hour was unprecedented for him. I knew he wouldn't just let me off the hook easily.
I decided to start my warm-up stretches and decided to ask him back, rather than answer him, "Isn't it a great day to start the workout rather than just me answering your question? I kept telling you that I was merely out there at the backyard gates, trying to enjoy the chilly air, preparing myself for the full moon. You know how excited I am to meet my mate?"
He began his own series of stretches and then said, "I won't easily be misled, Snow. I know you so well. We looked all around for you, but we couldn't find you anywhere near the back gates."
"You were just not diligent enough in your search for me, but I was there."
"You were definitely not. Soon you'll tell me the truth."
"Want to spar?" I said snarkily as I gestured to the empty space. "If you come out on top, I'll give you the cold, hard facts that you wanted; if you lose, you tell me who that guy was from last night."
Before Ryder could give an answer to my offer, my father approached the training grounds, accompanied by the beta and a bunch of other hefty guys who I later realized were the visitors from last night. And just seeing them bores me to death. Whatever announcement my father has today will just be another list of orders and rules.
Then, the very same guy I collided with walked into the field, and I instantly became as still as I had been during our previous evening's encounter. Because of his domineering posture, I kept thinking about who he might be. He speaks of authority but seems still too young to handle and lead a pack. Eris ruminated in my mind, "He is still here." She adds, "Our mate is here again," and I'm able to sense her pleasure and excitement.
I could not really fully comprehend how Eris could believe that the guy was our mate when all I ever feel when he is close to me is that my heart will beat faster than normal, and there is an indescribable scent that always lingers. But as Eris kept insisting that the man was our mate, I also wanted to believe that he really was, and whatever this is that I am feeling is the mate bond.
As he sniffed the air once more, I noticed him casting a sidelong glance in an apparent attempt to look for something or someone. And then, as soon as our eyes connected, he froze, and I once again experienced that fluttering and tingling sensation in my stomach. All I could do when he fixed his eyes on me was to return his gaze.
I would not have had the resolve to end the staring match if it hadn't been for my father clearing his throat to start his mini speech. The man and I were completely blown away by each other. Everyone seemed to listen as my father continued, "This represents a coalition between our packs. As part of this accord, we will be helping each other solidify our forces. For the next few weeks, Phoenix's squad will be available to aid you and guide you with training."
I lost the thread of what my father said after that, because all I was thinking about was that my supposed mate was here with us for the next few weeks. I would turn twenty by then, followed by the full moon, and I could find my mate surely. Would he still be here by that time? I hoped he would be, in order for me to find out if he really is my mate.
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"Goodness gracious, Snow! Congratulations on turning twenty! Bestie, you're going to need to find your mate now, and I am so excited for you!" Maddie exclaimed as she entered my room, causing loud squeals that woke me up.
I grudgingly opened my eyes to witness her elation as I told her the words, "I think I've found him already, Mads."
"What?!" She shrieked with excitement once more and hugged me in the process. "Who? What? How? When? Tell me all the details! I've just been gone for a few weeks, and then you found your mate even before you turned twenty?!"
Maddie is my best friend, and the two of us used to hang out constantly, but as I started to join the pack's warriors and she chose to focus on touring the world in order to find her mate, we rarely had these conversations. And due to the divergent routes we chose for ourselves, every time we find time to just bond, she has always been eager to learn about my life, especially about me finding my mate.
"How come you recently found yours and I haven't even discovered mine? I mean, I'm older than you, and I've gone through like three full moons already, and I've never even had the chance to locate him."
"Perhaps you might need to start hanging out with our pack on full moons to find out whether your mate is one of ours," I told her.
She scowled at me, obviously not even slightly amused by the prospect. "I told you it just wasn't possible. I really do not want my mate to be some low-class omega or maybe even a warrior. I honestly believe I'm destined to be a Luna someday." Maddie had always liked to think she would be a Luna, which was the exact opposite of what I really wanted to be.
I tried to talk sense into her, "Mads, you know that you can't go against who the Moon Goddess gave you. The mate bond is something special."
I was stunned to hear her declare, "I can and I will if I need to. We are entitled to also have our chosen mate, Snow. And if I discovered that my fated mate was not an alpha material, I would be forced to reject him and find myself a chosen mate who would someday make me his luna." How is it even possible for her to contemplate such a thing just because of her dream to be a Luna?
At times, I don't even understand exactly how we became friends. "You know that's dangerous, Mads. You may die if either one of the fated mates rejects the other. It is better to accept who the Moon Goddess gave you."
I'm exactly at the other end of the spectrum from Maddie. She is more feminine, whereas I decided to be a little more rugged. She desired to be Luna, whereas I did not. But it's not like I'm unable to understand where she is coming from or why she is aspiring to be something more than what she is. Maddie's parents aren't even close to being at the top of the ranks. And she has to work a little harder on the things she wants to have. But regardless of our differences, even if they are in the middle of the hierarchy, when we first met, we just connected.
"Let us just talk about your mate, though, rather than me today." Then, she strives to deflect the conversation by asking, "Who would be this lucky man then?"
I simply said, "Phoenix," and she looked at me in shock.
"Phoenix?" I nodded in agreement. "You are referring to the visiting pack's lead warrior when you said Phoenix, right?" Another nod from me. "But you just turned twenty and have not been able to witness another full moon yet, so how do you even know that this person is your mate?"
I already knew that, so I don't really want to believe Eris's assertion that he is our mate. I do, however, start to believe it the more Eris insists on it. Our wolves can't be mistaken about something like this, after all. "Eris believes so, but I'm still not sure—at least not until the full moon, of course. But there is really something that is making me think so too."
As she crossed her arms over her chest and peered at me, Maddie frowned. "Are you saying that you believe in Eris then?"
I sighed heavily and then said, "I do. The pull every time I see him is impossible to describe. And I really do want to believe that it is him. But he does not seem to like the idea. I mean, every time I am anywhere around him, aside from his constant sniffing in the air and his continuous glare at me whenever I am near Ryder, he is almost always irritated at me for reasons I don't really know."
Maddie was then so preoccupied with her thoughts that she even tipped her head dramatically, as if attempting to come up with an idea. Then she paused to consider, and then she finally blurted out, "I'll help you."
"What?!"
"I'll help you with wooing your mate over. If he is indeed your mate, he needs to be here on the next full moon, and if he doesn't seem to like you—I mean, doesn't seem to like you yet—we must win him over before the full moon."
"You'd do it for me?"
"Of course, Snow. I'll be content even if I don't find mine as long as you do. After all, we are the best of friends."
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I walked into the Alpha's office as soon as Maddie left, inquiring, "You called for me, Alpha?" My mother and father have requested that I come here, but I'm not sure why.
My father gestured to the seat in front of him and said, "Snow, take your seat."
My mother immediately brought into question, "How was your day? Did you have fun, sweetie?" In our pack, turning twenty was not all that extraordinary. It was just like any other day. The only thing that differentiates this for us is that when we reach that age, we will be closer to finding our perfect mate. Well, hopefully a perfect mate who accepts us for who we are. But everything simply goes by just like any other day until we finally meet our fated mate on the next full moon.
I smiled and replied, "Good. Nothing spectacular, but nevertheless nice. It was nice having Maddie around." I sat down and asked them back, "How was your day?"
My mother is as absolutely stunning and ideal as Luna as ever, saying, "Good, sweetie." In nearly every outfit, she radiates regal elegance, something far from what I actually am.
"Is there a reason why I was summoned here, Alpha?" Every time we are in the workplace, I always address my parents by their titles.
It goes without saying that the Alpha always speaks with a certain air of authority. He cast a quick glance at my mother, who appeared to be on the verge of a breakdown over something but still chose to keep still. "We have determined that it is now appropriate for you to assume a new role for the pack because you are of legal age."
I threw a casual glance towards the Alpha and Luna, confused by what they were trying to tell me. But learning that my father has entrusted me with the pack fills me with pride. Does he now regard me as a capable leader? "I'm listening intently to the things you have to say, Alpha, so tell me what you're talking about."
He stated matter-of-factly, "You will be betrothed to the future Alpha of the Sky River pack and become his Luna. Your engagement will be announced on the next full moon."
Without even bothering to think, I shouted, "No! I can't!" My hopes of finding my perfect mate on the next full moon have now been entirely shattered by what my father said. Even though I am aware that I should never have answered him back, I can't just accept something like this. "I will only be married to my fated mate, and I will not marry or be mated to anybody else."
The files were propelled into the air by my father's forceful fist slamming on his table. He roared, "Snow! How dare you defy my commands?" As my mother works to calm him, I can already see his wrath toward me. "You'll follow my orders and do as I say," he added.
"No!" I exclaimed as I hunched over to face my mother. I'm on the edge of tears now. "Luna Sierra, I can't. Please tell him that I can't do that." How do they even feel about me? For crying out loud, I am their daughter and not someone they can just force into doing something that they want. "I will only marry my mate and no one else. Please, Luna, tell the Alpha."
"Don't be too self-centered in thinking only about yourself, Snow, for as I've already said, you are destined to be a Luna who will assist our pack in forging an alliance." Everything my father says makes me want to strike him. Although he may be our pack's leader, he has no power to exercise control over my own life.
"I swear I won't do that. I won't follow you."
"Snow, stop this nonsense. Whether you want it or not, you will become the Sky River Pack's Luna in the future. Additionally, that union will provide a lot of opportunities for our own pack. Do not be selfish. Your engagement will happen on the next full moon, and that is final!"
While we were out for a stroll, Eris tried to reassure me, saying, "Snow, it's alright. They'll come around. I just truly believe that everything will work out for the both of us. We just have to continue to hang on to that hope that our mate will find us tonight." How can I be hopeful when there has been no sign of my mate up to this point, despite the fact that tonight is the full moon, and other than the fact that my engagement will be announced within the next hour?If Eris and I don't get to meet our mate before the announcement, then I am sure that we won't be able to meet him anymore. And I am now beginning to lose all optimism that I will still be able to have a chance to meet him before the news of my marriage to whomever is revealed.How screwed up is my life really? Just about everything for me appears to be going south. Phoenix, who Eris strongly believed to be our mate, is trying to make it look even more emotionally detached from me, despite the fact that Maddie has said
I could hear the voices around me as I gained consciousness. They are actually muffled noises that I can't even comprehend. I am still forcing myself to stay awake after passing out not too long ago. I can't even open my eyes to see the people around me. But still, I am extremely grateful that I did pass out earlier, causing the rogues to actually leave me.I can no longer bear the pain earlier, and I really thought that I had died from the attack. Or am I already dead at this point? Am I just hallucinating that I am still alive? I tried to move my hands, but I am not finding the strength to do so. I can’t even move no matter how hard I try. And despite my best efforts, it appears that my mind can no longer control my body.Then someone around me started to ask, "What ended up happening to her? Is she still alive and breathing?" He asked, and this time I was able to understand the words he said.But it's really extremely difficult for me to open my eyes and look at the person who is tr
"Argh! My head fucking hurts so much." Regardless of the fact that I am still drowsy and hazy, I made a conscious effort to open my eyes and scan my surroundings. I have not really kept track of how long I was unconscious and out of my wits, but the last thing that I can remember is hearing voices around me arguing whether to help me or not.As I scan the place that I am in, I realize I am inside what seems to be a bedroom. And as such, I am assuming that the guys who were arguing about me had been successful in helping me get out of the woods and keeping me alive.There are a lot of things I need to take into account right now, aside from the fact that I know the reason that I am still breathing. But the most important of all of those is that I have to make absolutely sure that my wolf is okay. "Eris, are you perfectly alright in there? I haven't heard from you in days, and I am worried as hell." The fear in me is enormous, as I can't afford to let anything happen to her. Aside from t
Eris's questions echoed in my mind, trying to stop me in my stride as I was working on a plan. "What exactly is it that you have been doing again, Snow? Do you really think that this is the right thing to do? Stop this stupidity before we end up in serious danger again because of your obstinacy and your failed plans."I chose to respond, pretending to be innocent about what I was actually intending to do. "What is all the fuss about, Eris? What are you accusing me of doing again? I am just trying to restore myself here. I managed to gain some of my strength back, and it is enough for me to further heal myself. What do you think I am doing for you to say such a thing to me?"She sneered at me again, clearly showing her dissatisfaction and annoyance at me, saying, "We both know that that is not precisely what you intend to try to do and achieve. Are you trying to forget that I am somewhere inside you? Did it slip your mind that I'm actually able to feel anything that you are radiating an
I quickly and quietly get out of bed and prepare to take action as soon as the woman who came to check on me leaves, exactly as I had planned for this to happen tonight. We can't afford to waste any more time right now. Before the men came back to question me further, Eris and I needed to leave without a doubt.Eris, of course, has never been the life of my party, who could easily accept things as I say them. She had always been my greatest opponent at whatever I wanted to do, which is ironic considering that, as my wolf, she should stand by my beliefs as well. After our earlier conversation, she had already made multiple attempts to dissuade me, including more than once trying to warn me that what I was doing was a recipe for disaster.However, I have stopped paying attention to her resistance at this juncture. She is completely helpless and powerless to go against my will because I have already made the decision, and it is evident that I am aware of all the consequences that come wit
"She is gone. Blaze, the woman is missing. She is nowhere to be found in her room." Blythe's voice echoes throughout the hallway from the second floor, trying to inform everyone in the mansion of what she had just discovered.The boss's sister had just tried checking on the woman that is staying with them, but as she had said, she was nowhere to be found by now. She immediately thought that she was just in the restroom, so she waited for her, but a couple of minutes passed, and she never came out, prompting her to open the bathroom door and see that, in fact, no one was there.She once more screamed at the top of her lungs, "Blaze, come right here this instant. I don't know where she is."Hearing Blythe's summons from upstairs, Blaze and Quen leaped out of their chairs at the breakfast table. If they heard it correctly, the woman is missing. And the only question that is running through their minds is, "How?" and "Why?" Without saying a single word to each other, they stared at each ot
As I expected, Eris is once again berating me for the course of action that I decided to take. "I told you we should never have left that house. I told you that it was just not yet the time to leave, but of course, you have always been the imprudent warrior that you are. You liked to think that this was the smartest choice, even if you knew all along that it wasn't, and now look at where it got us! Nowhere! We're like a kind of lost soul wandering into nonexistence." She made a point of saying it sarcastically to me.She had really not been able to keep her mouth shut even for just a few minutes, and now she is here again, starting to overwhelm me with her lectures and taunting me with her accusatory attitude. What does she even want me to do—know in an instant where we are going? How will I be able to do just that when we are in unfamiliar territory?I said indignantly, "You just can't simply stop pointing that one out, can you? Yes, this may not be the best decision to make at this j
My heart starts to race rapidly as I find myself in yet another messed-up, desperate situation. Why in the world am I always in this predicament? And this encounter with these humans is not something I am really looking forward to.I really wanted to regret my hasty decision to leave that household now. Those humans who actually saved us from dying are better than these two that I am face-to-face with. And as much as I hate to admit it, Eris has indeed been entirely correct right from the beginning. I should have listened to her, and I should not have let my fear and distrust decide for me. And admittedly, it's usually me and my stubborn attitude that get us into trouble."Why that look, hottie? Are you scared? You don't need to be afraid of us because we promise you that you'll have the best time of your life." The man stated this again as they started making their way towards me.I took a step back but looked at them disdainfully. I am hoping to demonstrate to them that they are not
"Ryder!""What? What do you want?""What? Are you out of your mind? Are you seriously addressing me that way? Is this exactly how you are expected to speak to me? Are you forgetting something around here? And really, are you using that tone of voice with me? I can banish you from here if I want to!"Ryder was compelled to change his stance and lower his head in obedience, and with a heave of his breath, he said, "Luna.""Luna, what, Ryder? What is so hard about it that you're finding it difficult to address me properly? Can't accept the fact that our lives are interchanged now?" Ryder can only grip his knuckles tightly, trying to control the irritation he is feeling. "I am waiting, Ryder."With another heave of his breath, he
Alpha Cohen is unable to determine how long he had been out of consciousness, but when he regained awareness, the first thing he came across was the knowledge that he was iron-chained to the walls. He is still feeling dizzy and lightheaded, so he is refraining from making any drastic moves.He is sure that whatever he is feeling at this point is an effect from the wolfsbane that has been injected into him. That poison might have been the cause of why he fell unconscious, but still it is fortunate for him that he was able to withstand the effects due to him being an alpha.The situation he is in is really difficult and dangerous, as he doesn't really know who to trust anymore. A lot of his pack members have turned against him and shifted to Ronan, and that is something that he can't understand why. He is furious about what is happening, but he is being careful a
"Alpha Phoenix, Luna Snow, I truly apologize for the disturbance that I am making right now, but there is something that you should know," Tank said apologetically. "There is someone who wants to see you."Phoenix and Snow are taking time off from their pack duties in order to have a special quiet moment together, as spending time with each other is essential for them to further nurture their bond, but the manner in which Tank spoke explicitly suggests that something critical has come up, and as the alpha and luna, they need to take time to listen to what he has to say and prioritize the pack."What is it, Tank? What's the matter?" Alpha Phoenix asks his beta. "Is something wrong? Who wanted to see us?""Alpha, Luna Sierra, and Beta Mark of the Black Knight Pack are here. They wanted to talk to you and Luna Snow."
Alpha Cohen has been continuously feeling giddy for quite a while now, but he has been trying to dismiss the negative thoughts and morbid scenes playing in his mind, even though that is so hard to do. Something just doesn't feel right for him, but he can't really pinpoint where his anxiousness is coming from.He and his beta, Mark, were just talking about how they could get far ahead of Ronan's schemes, so there is really no point in becoming uneasy at this point. He had already made plans with his beta on how they could derail Ronan's attacks, and it's even a good thing that Phoenix's father is still blissfully unaware that his daughter has returned and has officially become Phoenix's mate.Time is of the essence for all of them, so he is also aware that their big secret, that Snow and Phoenix are mates, will not be kept for so long, so they need to be prepare
"Did everything go well?" Alpha Cohen Saunders questioned Ryder as soon as the Black Knight pack's fighter arrived at his office. "Is Snow alright in there? Do we need to send in people from our pack to ensure my daughter's safety? I don't want to take any chances at all, Ryder. We must ensure Snow's safety at all costs.""No need to worry about anything at all, Alpha. Sky River Pack accepted Snow as their Luna wholeheartedly. She is doing alright and is, in fact, enjoying being welcomed by the whole pack. The festivity is still ongoing as we speak, and she seems to be enjoying every moment of it," Ryder stated. "Phoenix has been with her all throughout the announcement, ensuring that Snow is okay, so there is really nothing to be concerned about."Ryder recently returned from the Sky River Pack to make sure that Snow has had no issues with Phoenix's pack. When
"Luna, it's about time." As Phoenix called out these words to me, my heart started to pound hard in my chest. I felt somewhat anxious about what was about to happen next. And as if he's reading what was in my thoughts again, he said, "Hey, everything's going to be fine, my love," in a whisper, wrapping his arms around my waist and trailing his lips on my neck all the way through my mark. "They'll like you. Trust me that they won't have any violent reactions when they meet you.""I don't know. I don't want to feel this way, but I am really feeling a bit scared right now." And this is me forgetting that I am a warrior because I am admitting to myself and to my mate my fear at the moment. "What if they don't accept me as their luna?"My mate smiled at me as he caressed my cheeks in an attempt to pacify me. "They'll like you, Snow. And they've been excited to meet
The entire area was so silent that even the sound of a pin dropping was likely to be overheard. There have been no words spoken, and all they can do is stare at one another in silence. All of them are in deep thought about the reality that was about to change everything for them.Everyone struggled to find the right words, uncertain about how to handle the situation as it was. Nobody expected the truth to be this way; nevertheless, it is, and no spoken words were sufficient to justify the emotions they are experiencing. Who would have thought that they would come face to face with this kind of truth? Quen and Blythe are not ready for anything like this.It had been several days since Blaze awoke from his coma, and after that, numerous procedures followed. It was necessary for them to know the boss's condition. After ensuring that he was already doing well and r
Snow gasped out to her wolf all of a sudden, "He's in pain and he's dying. I don't know what's happening to him." She has been feeling uneasy since earlier; she has even tried to disregard the negative thoughts that come with the fear that is building inside of her, but at this moment, she can no longer put it behind her because her sense of anxiety is becoming stronger over time. "We need to see him. We need to know what's happening."Even without speaking names, her wolf recognizes who she is making reference to. And Eris is adamant about agreeing with her, simply because she is aware it will get them into trouble again, not just with the pack, but especially with their alpha mate."I don't feel anything anymore, Snow; whatever attachment I used to have with him vanished after our alpha mate marked us." Eris is trying to break it to her gently that she won't
"Argh! Bullshit! Ouch! What the hell is this?" Blaze's tormented voice reverberated throughout the room. What could possibly be happening to him again? "Quen! Fuck it! I'm in so much pain!"He has no idea what is happening to him again; nevertheless, he feels as if he is about to die any minute now. But in this moment of distress, all he can think about is Snow, his mate. The pain he feels right now is far greater than the pain that he felt when Snow told him that he had been rejected. He doesn't want to think about it, but is this somewhat related to the woman he loves? Is what happening to him because of Snow again?"Quen! Blythe!" He cried out again. He requires help since he is gradually losing himself in the pit of darkness that is slowly engulfing him as an effect of his distress. "Help! Somebody help me!"He