"So, like, what's going on with us now? And I am specifically referring to what you and Blaze are right now. Aside from the fact that I am considering you to be clandestine make-out buddies, what else is there between you two in the real world? Is it some kind of relationship between you two now? Does this mean that you are not just believing in me but also accepting the fact that he is our mate?"
I made the choice to go for an early morning stroll because all I wanted to do was get away from thinking about exactly the things that Eris is asking me now. However, as always, my wolf had other ideas, because she started to question me as soon as I was enjoying myself in tranquility.
Once more, she grumbled into my thoughts, "Don't pretend to be deaf, Snow; I know you heard me. But to be honest, though, I know you are confused about this, and I am also as baffled
After having been able to pacify the two ladies that were engaged in an argument that turned physical, and after Blaze confronted Snow, the two of them quickly headed back to their home office. Once inside, Quen furiously exclaimed, "What the fucking hell was that?" to Blaze. Blaze responded with a flippant tone, "What do you mean, what was that?" making a concerted effort to tune out whatever it was that Quen was trying to say to him. "Why do you seem so surprised with what I did? I merely called out Snow for her behavior; in essence, there really is no issue here. Much like Cleo, she doesn't have the right to behave as though she is the owner of the house when in fact she is only an unwanted guest." "Bullshit!" said Quen, narrowing his eyes at him. "I am baffled by just how awful you are! You really are a piece of crap. Do you have a sudden loss of vision?
Over the last two days, Blaze and I have grown more distant and alienated from each other. He even lacked the nerve to explain and tell me why he did what he did, particularly why he chose to side with Cleo. And that action has truly pained me so much because I thought that I could depend on him. I'm not sure if he is genuinely trying to find a way for me to leave or if he is simply acting like the stupid fool that he is and believing what his girlfriend has said about me instigating things. I don't know what to make of it anymore, and the only thing that occurred to me was to pack up and leave without waiting for the full moon. Eris and I have not been able to find the strength to defend ourselves for the past two days. We gave up and conceded the loss to Cleo, and we are more than willing to walk away from a fight that we are sure we won't be winning. I've
At his warehouse office, Blaze has been consuming copious amounts of booze once more. After that awful day of confrontation he had with Snow in front of Cleo, this has been an ongoing situation for him. He has been staying here ever since, wanting to have the peace that he badly needed at this time. It is to be expected that Snow has been avoiding him in the same manner that he is avoiding her, and his heart is breaking with that reality. How can something so beautiful end so abruptly? Why is it that he has to be stupid to destroy something that gives him peace? He has made an effort to distance himself from Snow ever since he learned that he got Cleo pregnant, and that was the hardest thing that he had to do. But while it may be difficult, he knows that he has to do the right thing. Although it was not in his pl
"Snow, are you completely sure about this?" A nod of her head confirms her answer. "But why? What's the matter?" Needless to say, Blythe was not prepared when she found out that her conversation with Snow would be centered on her friend's impending departure from their home. "I mean, no one is asking you to leave, is it? I mean, forcing you to leave and go home?" A shake of her head answers her friend's next question. "Then why do you have to make this sudden decision? What's really happening? Is it Blaze, or is it Cleo again? Tell me, Snow." She wants to avoid adding to the already complicated situation, and she especially doesn't want Blythe to be caught between her and Blaze or with her and Cleo. Blythe has been nothing but a good friend, almost like a sister to her, and she could never put her in a difficult situation of choosing between her and Blaze whe
"Where the hell do you think you are going, Snow?" Blaze blurted out to me as soon as we went for an evening stroll outdoors to talk about things. Though I had no desire to talk to him in the first place, I can't tell him that directly, not with Blythe witnessing how he barged into our conversation earlier. "Who told you that you could leave?" Though I'm not sure if it is directed at me or someone else entirely, I get the impression that he is making an effort to restrain his anger. But I am not one to stand down from this. I am no longer the weak and fragile woman he thought I was. And for the record, for all that has been happening and all that he has done to me, I am just as furious with him as he is with me. With a stronger voice this time, he demanded an answer again: "Have you suddenly become mute again? Aren't you hearing me? Where the fucking hell are
I've found my mate. My second chance, mate. Once again, out of nowhere, the moon has disregarded my pleas not to show me the truth. Who would have predicted that I would one day have another opportunity to find my mate after having been turned down by the future Alpha of Sky River pack? I am a rejected she-wolf. I am a rejected warrior, but right now the tables have turned and I have another mate. I feel like the Moon Goddess is playing tricks on me; therefore, I don't even want to think of myself as fortunate. How can I feel lucky when I have this overwhelming confusion in my head? Is it a natural and moral thing for me to be in the arms of yet another man when I know deep down that I am still tied to Phoenix? I never actually heard of anyone having a second chance mate when the bond between the first mate hasn't completely disintegrated yet. Do I have a good feeling about this? To be really honest, no. I should be delighted about this, I know, but I can't help but dwell over what
Cleo is pregnant. I heard that very loud and clear, and I was just wide-eyed, staring at Blaze. I know I heard him correctly, and thus I was waiting for an explanation, but then nothing came out of him.That outburst from me was the last to be heard, as it was immediately followed by silence in the room. I am so furious that I wanted to smack Blaze right there and then wait for him to give me an explanation, but it seems that he never plans to.I am doing everything in my power to keep my furious outburst under control, but it can be really challenging and difficult because I can feel and hear Eris whimpering inside of me.My wolf is in pain. I can feel how disheartened she is after hearing the truth from our supposed mate. It is like history is repeating itself for us once more. But I do understand Eris's plight, b
"Blaze, damn! Blaze! Dammit! What could possibly have happened to you?" Quen lashed out in panic as his friend lay motionless on the bed. "Blaze, bullshit! You're scaring me! Wake up!" Damn! Everyone was on edge, searching for any indication as to what had happened with Blaze, especially when the underboss was the one who found out about the status of their boss. Doctors were called immediately, but none of them could say what really happened or what was wrong with their leader. Quen yelled again, directing his men, "What the hell happened in here? How stupid all of you can be not to know what took place in here! Who was with him? Damn all of you! I need fucking answers!" It was to be expected that the underboss would be incensed after witnessing their boss unconscious in his own room at the warehouse. There is n
And just like that, Snow was gone. Without saying anything further to him or any other explanations regarding her actions, she left him again. He did not want her to go, but he was powerless to do anything to stop her. He saw how determined Snow is in leaving, and because he eventually allowed her to go, especially to be with her original mate, Blaze despises himself even more.But can he really do something about that? He hates the fact that he doesn't know as much as he needs to about this fucking pack that she keeps on mentioning. He is even more agitated that even though he is a wolf, his level of understanding about what he truly is doesn't even come close for him to genuinely understand his kind."Fuck it!" he grumbled viciously. ""he left me to be with him, and I just let them. This is bullshit! What a total moron am I!"
Blaze's initial remarks after bringing Snow into his room have been, "What exactly in the hell was that? Who the hell does he think he is, and why the fucking hell are you kissing him?! And are you even real to stop me from killing that asshole?!"Blaze's impulses have become unrestrained after everything that he has witnessed. He doesn't fully understand what was happening, but all he knew was that he was losing his damn control and his mind because someone was taking ownership of what was supposed to be his.And he hates feeling this way. He hates the fact that his heart is aching like this. The primary explanation for why he never wanted to fall in love in the first place was basically because of this. Love is an intricate emotion that merely causes upheaval and confusion.He was better before because he never in
Blaze finds it hard to believe what he's actually witnessing. He left Snow earlier because of some urgent matters that he needed to attend to, but when he came back, this scene was actually what made him seethe in anger. He cannot, for the life of him, let any man take what is his, but right at this moment that asshole is actually taking what is his.He had completely forgotten the need to wait for an explanation as soon as he saw the man's lips connect to Snow's. He wanted one thing, and that is to kill the asshole. With Quen behind him and getting ready to take action as well, he charged at the man and then delivered him the most powerful shove he could. "You will die, jerk!"Snow yelled back at him, "Blaze! Stop!" after which she attempted to block his way so he wouldn't get too close to the guy she was smooching with.
If she had been taken aback by Phoenix's sudden appearance in the human world, she is now completely dumbfounded by what she has heard him say to her. It seems that this man has a habit of shocking her each and every time they meet.The words he said kept repeating over and over in her head, and even her wolf popped up to rejoice in that declaration, despite the fact that she had previously accepted that they were already destined for their second chance mate, Blaze.She glared, letting Phoenix know that she had no intention of listening to whatever he was attempting to say. How can he change so dramatically after rejecting her? What actually happened between him and Maddie to make him want her this much after everything that he did to destroy her self-worth? What kind of game is he playing right now with her?
To say that Snow was taken aback to see Phoenix again after he rejected her would be considered an understatement. And if that was not enough of a surprise for her, seeing him in human territory is another big shock. But what was even more unexpected for her was when he introduced himself to Blythe as her fiancé.Is he out of his damn mind? How can he even consider himself her fiancé when he outright rejected her when he realized that she was his mate? A lot of questions are going on in her mind as she stares incredulously at the two men in front of her."What are you two doing here?" She asked in disbelief. She is doing her best to act nonchalant so she can prevent Blythe from asking questions, but her tone in questioning Phoenix was admittedly in utter shock."Fiancé? You are Snow's fiancé? Since when?" Blythe ask
It's early in the morning, and Snow is trying her best not to wake anyone up in the house as she goes to the kitchen. Blaze and Quen left early that day, so she was left to herself. He promised, though, that he wouldn't be out too long and that he'd be back for breakfast, and that is the reason why she is planning to prepare a meal for him.Indeed, everything between her and Blaze changed. They spend more time together now than ever, as if Blaze is terrified of losing her again. Well, with Cleo out of the picture, that won't be necessary anymore. She has taken her rightful place as his mate, and the only thing left for them is to complete the mating ritual and explain to Balze's family and gang what they truly are."Gotcha!" A voice blurted out behind her. "I don't know where Blaze kept you or where you've been hiding the past few days, but that is over now."
This was what I wanted. Although I am still not prepared for the entire mating ritual, as Eris mentioned earlier, I nevertheless desire him. There is nothing that can stop me from lusting over Blaze, since I wanted him as much as he wanted me.To make our bond stronger, and in order for my bond with Phoenix to weaken, we simply have to complete the mating, but that can be a discussion for another time. After all, the mating will have to happen on the full moon. Right now, I need him. I need him to be inside of me.He is my mate. In the same way as I am his, he is mine, and when I'm in his arms, any uncertainty I had about the uneasiness that's still present in my being vanishes. His kisses are enough for me to give him my full attention.I am now ready to give in to my desires. I may be confused about a lot of thing
She had not seen Blaze or Cleo after her dispute with the woman. And for several hours now, her train of thoughts, with each passing instant, is making her feel even more anxious than before. A lot of questions and what-ifs are going on in her mind, even if she doesn't want to. She is feeling very scared at the moment of the possibility that, in the end, everything will not turn out to be what she wanted.But this is so wrong. She knew that this wasn't how it was supposed to be. As Quen earlier pointed out, they have already found out that Cleo is lying about the pregnancy. The baby and everything are all a product of Cleo's wild imaginations and her made-up stories; therefore, she shouldn't be feeling this way. The reports that Quen and his men managed to get will take care of Blaze and her troubles all by themselves, right? It should be, but why is it that there is anxiety inside of her?
Blaze snapped at Cleo, his booming voice reverberating in the room. "How dare you! You are such a liar!" He is trying his best to control himself to no avail, but what he learned just a few minutes ago is making him react this way.Quen arrived just to stop him from sending Cleo home when she was ready to depart and his friend gave him the most amazing news: Cleo is not pregnant with his child; in fact, she is not pregnant at all. And everything she just said is a made-up story.He had waited for this validation for so long. Cleo definitely prepared well for her lies, but consequently, not too well to keep his men from knowing the truth. Yes, the news is fantastic, but he can't help but feel enraged with the woman in front of him, who appears to be too shocked to even respond to him.He notices that Cleo is frighten