It’s so dark here, wherever here is.
I don’t know where I am, but I can hear voices calling me to come home. I’m scared because I can’t find my way back. I try to follow the voices, but most of the time, I only recognise one of them – Luther.
He tells me that he loves me and needs me, but I know it’s all in my imagination. Luther doesn’t love me; he doesn’t even want me.
So why would he be calling me to come home?
Do I even have a home?
Sara, I remember Sara offering me a home within Greenrock pack. I wouldn’t be a slave there; I would be there as her friend and little sister. I wanted that so much, but I can’t go
It’s been weeks, and Jenna still hasn’t woken from her slumber.Toby is concerned because he believes Jenna should be well on her way to getting physical therapy underway.I’ve tried talking to Jenna, we all have, but nothing makes a difference. She isn’t healing, and Toby can’t detect Jenna’s wolf. If the wolf dies, then there is no hope for Jenna. She won’t survive without Shadow.However, it doesn’t make sense how Jenna has survived this long in a coma. It’s practically unheard of for a wolf to live longer than two weeks after falling into a deep slumber. Yet here, my Jenna is still sleeping but not waking.A couple of times, Mum delved into Jenna’s mind. She wanted to know if anything was rushing around in there that could help us bring Jenna back. Sadly, all Mum sees i
“How’s she doing?”I turn my head and look at my mother.She smiles while taking a seat beside me and taking my free hand in her own.I hear Lorcan sigh contentedly inside my head, even though I know he didn’t mean for me to hear it. Whenever Mum shows affection towards me, Lorcan feels it, and he relishes it.Mum is the only person Lorcan connects with entirely, and I know that he wants nothing more than to have her hold him when he’s free of me.I smile slightly and shake my head. “There’s been no change.”Mum nods knowingly.“I can’t imagine how hard this has been for you, Luther. Just stay strong; Jenna will come back to you.”I wish I ha
Light penetrates behind my closed eyes, and life penetrates my body. The alinement of bones forces a scream and a howl from my lips. I feel like I’m floating, yet I’m being forced back into place at the same time.Agony fills my body with no reprieve. I twist and shake with the effort to pull away from the hands, holding me down.“It’s okay, Jenna,” I feel a soothing hand stroke my hair back from my forehead. “Everything is okay, baby.”My body jolts in protest.“Let me go!” I scream at the top of my lungs. I don’t know if my eyes are open or closed, but I can’t see anything. “Let me go!” I scream again.Suddenly, I feel light. The pain is gone, and I can breathe easily.Many voices suddenly f
Within seconds, the room is empty of all but Luther and me. A shiver runs through my spine as Luther sits next to me, his knee against my hip, so he’s facing me. He looks at me for a moment; I have to swallow the lump in my throat.I don’t know what to say, and I’m scared my voice won’t come out strong if I try.I bite the inside of my cheek as Luther takes my small hand in his big one. He’s never touched me so gently before. I have to bite my lip to ward off my emotions.“How are you feeling?”I swallow again. “Um, I’m doing better.”“I imagine you’re wondering how you’re sitting here with no injuries.”I nod while holding onto Luther’s hand even tighter. I don’t want him to
“Though I understood why you said and did what you did, you hurt me badly, Luther. I’m not talking about when you had me locked in a prison cell, changed in silver and tortured,”This time, Luther lowers his head in shame.I can’t stop myself from cupping his cheek. The stubble on his jaw tickles my fingertips; it’s coarse but yet soft to touch.“Luther, I’m not trying to hurt you. I’m just trying to explain how I feel. I wanted to reject you because I thought it would be easier for both of us if I did what you so obviously wouldn’t.”“I’m so sorry, Jenna,”I can hear the sincerity in Luther’s words, and it makes my heart sore with love. I bite my lower lip to hide the smile, trying to escape me.
“Wow,”I watch Jenna with a smile on my face as she stares around the room. I’ve never seen her look so awed before.I don’t see what’s so special about the room. There’s a large bed, a walk-in closet, a bathroom, a dresser and many accessories that bring the whole thing together. Sure, it’s opulent, but it’s nothing special to me.‘You’rea moron, Luther. It’s special to Jenna because she slept in a room the size of a box.’Valerian has a point, and I’m stupid for not realising it sooner.“I took the liberty of getting you a few things.”Jenna looks at me wi
I finish showering and quickly dry off. I pull on the boxer briefs I brought into the bathroom with me and then brush my teeth. I then enter the bedroom, still towel drying my hair.My mind is elsewhere while I spray deodorant and brush out my hair. I always leave my hair to air dry; blow-drying takes out the shine and makes it brittle.Yes, I’m vain when it comes to my hair.I look at myself in the dresser mirror. I look tired; my eyes are a little bloodshot. I haven’t slept much in weeks; I couldn’t sleep when Jenna was in a coma. All I wanted was to be near her, and I didn’t sleep; in case she woke up and was frightened.Of course, there were times I fell asleep with my head on her hand, but an hour here and there wasn’t enough for anyone.I was terrified that my mate
“Wow,”“You say ‘Wow’ a lot, do you know that?”I look at Luther and laugh. “Sorry, I’m just not used to being part of such grandiose things.”Luther pulls a face while looking around the bedroom we’re to share here at Greenrock. “It’s just a bedroom, Jenna.”Luther doesn’t see things the way I do because he grew up wealthy. All the banquet halls, festivals, balls, and grand rooms are all my mate knows. He’s Royalty, son of the Alpha King, Alpha of all Alphas around the world.Luther doesn’t realise why this would be shocking to me.The only time I ever walked into rooms like this one was to clean, and never a males room. Luther’s chambers back home – our chambers
“Remember to contact me immediately if I’m needed.”“You won’t be needed, Luther.” Christian mumbles.I grit my teeth.“Look,” He sighs. “You don’t need to repeat yourself over and over. It’s not the first time I’ve been left in charge. Nothing will happen to the pack, I promise.”Christian is right; I know he is.I’ve left the man in charge plenty of times over the past two years. He’s always done great, and I know he’ll be just as good this time.I guess I’m just nervous about seeing Lorcan, and I don’t know why. I have a feeling in the pit of my stomach that something is wrong.Maybe I’m just an overprotective big brother,
Two Years Later “Jenna, do we really need to take all of this stuff?” I roll my eyes and huff at Luther. “Yes, we have to take it all! We have to be prepared for every eventuality.” Luther shakes his head while zipping my suitcase. He’s annoyed with me, and I hate that. I don’t mean to keep being difficult, but I’m scared to death of what the next few weeks will bring. Luther and I are about to visit Lorcan at his pack. No, Lorcan hasn’t found his mate, which is usually the reason a Prince acquires a pack. Orrin could no longer handle Lorcan’s erratic behaviour within the Royal pack, so Orrin sent him on his way. Orrin handed over Silver Paw pack to Lorcan on the understanding he was a good Alpha. No one agre
“How are you feeling?” I ask while tucking Jenna’s hair behind her ear.Jenna smiles.Since Jenna accepted her Goddess powers, she’s seemed lighter somehow. My mate always seemed to have the weight of the world on her shoulders, but now she’s free.“I’m fine, Luther. Please don’t worry about me, sweetheart.”I take Jenna’s face between my hands.“I can’t help but worry, Jenna. I almost lost you today. Do you have any idea what that did to me?”Jenna closes her eyes and nods her head.Tears fall from her eyes, and I feel like a cunt for upsetting her. But I need Jenna to know how hard almost losing has hit me.What happened today w
Sweet fucking freedom!In the middle of Dalgaard forest, I stand with my eyes closed and breathe in the fresh air. My lungs expand, and I’m in fucking heaven.I am alive!I have so much to thank Jenna for; that girl almost lost her life to give me my own. There is nothing I won’t do for Jenna. Anything she needs, and I’ll be there.All my life, I have waited for this moment. Now it’s here; it doesn’t feel real.I pinch my arms and chuckle because it stings. “I’m real,” I mumble to myself.“That you are,”I turn my head with a smile on my face. “What are you doing here?”Jenna walks around me, Luther holding her hand. Both stand in front
"Jenna, I want you to know that I’m sorry for all that you have suffered,”I fold my arms around myself and bite the inside of my cheek.“But there have been times where I’ve intervened in your life. I put the idea in Lorcan’s mind to convince Luther to give you his blood which saved your life. I would have smite those who hurt you, but Luther beat me to it. When your brother came to you, it was because I whispered to his subconscious where you were.“I knew that Slade would tell Jin about you, but I knew that it was time. I realised that I’d robbed you of love, and I hate myself for it.“I may not have been there for you when you needed me, but I didn’t abandon you completely. I won’t abandon you now. You’re coming home with me where you belong, and that’s fina
I’m floating outside my body, wondering if I’m alive or dead. Seeing Lorcan standing in front of Luther, smiles on their faces, happy emotions fill me. It worked; the ritual worked. Lorcan and Luther are finally free, and I couldn’t be happier. Things are going to be okay now for Lorcan and Luther. Luther can finally get through a day without wondering when and if Lorcan will take over his mind and body. The two of them will finally be able to have a conversation face to face. Lorcan is going to live the life he’s always wanted. I just hope that now Lorcan has been given the life he wanted, he won’t waste it being angry. “Jenna?” I turn to face the beautiful honey-haired woman calling my name. She reminds me of Selene and when I saw her in my cell. Apart from the
“Jenna?” Mum draws Jenna’s eye. “I know how scary this must be right now. I also know that you have more questions than your brain can keep up with, but you are my only chance,”Jenna pulls away from me and scrubs her hands over her face. “I know that, Anja, but there is so much to take in,”Jenna walks over to the open fire and stares into it. I want to go to her and tell her that she doesn’t have to do this. I won’t let Jenna think she has to go through with this ritual just to please everyone else.‘She does have to this, Luther! I know she’s your mate, but if the oracle is saying that Jenna can free us, then she has to. Do you want me to beg, is that it?’
“This is crazy!” I stand in front of Serafina’s burning fire with my hands on her head. “What the hell did you just shove inside my head?”“The truth, Jenna.”“Jenna, calm down.” Anja holds out her hand to calm me, but I shake my head vigorously.I don’t want anyone touching me right now; I’m scared the anger will explode out of me and kill someone!The oracle’s cat curls itself around my legs, purring and searching itself against my shin. I nudge it away from me. I love cats, but right now, I don’t want even a cat to touch me.“I know this hard for you to get your head around,”“That’s an understatement. I can’t believe this; how can you honestly believe that I&r
“Are you sure this will work?”Selene nods her head once in my direction.“It will work, Serafina. Have I ever lied to you?”“No,” Selene has never lied to me, though she has steered me wrong once or twice.Not that the Moon Goddess would take any blame for such a thing. Selene makes no mistakes, according to her, and it’s the rest of us who fail.Today, nothing can go wrong, not one thing.In a dream last night, it came to me, the cure to the curse put upon the Dalgaard Prince’s.For almost twenty-six years, I have searched for a way to help the King and Queen. For just as long, I have failed.Of course, all these years have been frustrating. Never once have