Exhausted from spoiling myself, I arrived at the Cantavalle Estate, hearing some grunts from the training grounds.
"You can go ahead," I told Anita.
"Yes, my lady." She curtsied before me while the butlers took the stuff I purchased in the town.
I took my strides toward the training grounds and saw Ingram having some vigorous sword and agility training along with his henchmen arranged by Papa. It felt nostalgic that I got to see this again.
I regressed two years ago. I confirmed it when I woke up after Eric and Jude told me I had slaughtered Hudson Roly, the Alpha of the Dusk Moon pack. It meant that I was 24 right now and would be turning 25 soon. Ingram, however, the last time I knew, he was 15. He was probably 13 this time around.
"Impressive," I said and clapped my hands as soon as Ingram finished his training.
Ingram gasped and turned his head in my direction. "Domi!" he called happily.
I approached them while his henchmen bowed their heads before me. Ingram immediately dismissed them before he greeted me with his beaming smile.
"It has been a while, my adorable Ingram." I softened and gently tapped his back when he hugged my waist. "You missed me that much?"
He broke the hug and nodded, frowning. "I heard that you have arrived from your mission but you did not show yourself in the dining hall this morning... I am looking forward to seeing you again, sister. You have been gone for three months..." he said dejectedly.
That earned me a smile. Ingram has been really attached to me ever since. However, he was never attached to Caroline since she despised him. Ingram was more loved by their mother, Josephine, since he was a son who could bring Cantavalle, unlike Caroline.
Ah, yes. Caroline... Ingram's sister... Though they were siblings, since I helped Ingram, his loyalty was reserved only for me. I could assure that since whatever I said, Ingram had wanted to fulfill them even though it was not necessary.
"While I was away for my mission, I purchased something only for you. I thought you might like it, Ingram." I diverted the topic since it was really my choice this time that I wouldn't dine with them.
Not right now. I was not ready to face the people who tormented my life, especially Caroline. I was certain that other siblings of mine wanted to see my downfall but not today. I needed to prepare my mental capacity for this.
"Really? What is it?" Ingram looked thrilled that I had brought him something.
"Well, it is in my chamber. Would you mind having tea with me once you change your attire?"
Ingram beamed more. "Hmm! I shall do that, sister!"
I waved my hand at him before I turned to his henchmen. "How's Ingram and his skills?"
"He is improving a lot, Lady Dominixe. We are training Lord Ingram according to your instruction," Asil said.
"Micah, your assessment?" I turned at him.
Micah smiled and bowed his head. "Lord Ingram is a fast learner, my lady. We thank you for your guidance."
"Good." I nodded before I sighed in relief. That was a huge relief Ingram was improving since Papa belittled him the last time I remembered. He failed his first mission when he was 12 years old. He failed to kill the Alpha he was assigned to.
Lambert was with him to witness his first killing. But he was also ridiculed by our 3rd brother when Lambert was the one who finished Ingram's first assignment. I remembered that he had become a laughing stock, but I did not laugh there.
However, I remembered that Ingram managed to be in the top four seats as the heir candidates of the House of Cantavalle and became one of the most important heirs with my guidance. I was working him as a tough Alpha slayer in the shadows.
As promised, I bestowed what I brought something for my only student and youngest half-sibling.
"Jade stone tassel?" Ingram's hazel-green eyes sparkled when he held it.
"I thought you were missing something in your sword, so I have come to purchase that while I was away. The notorious craftsman makes that tassel, so that item is high-quality. I obtained that just for you. Did you like it?" I sipped on my tea, wanting to see his reaction.
Ingram sniffed, nodding. "I am, Domi. I like it... I really like it!" he beamed. "I am happy you remembered me while you were on your mission."
"I am glad you like it, Ingram. For our youngest sibling, of course, I would remember you..." You would help me begin my mission to bring this household where we lived and started learning to a crestfallen state. Also, how I wished that Caroline was as genuine as him. "Where's Caroline, by the way? Is she on a mission, too?"
The moment I asked about her, his smile briskly vanished. He averted his gaze but did not set aside the tassel I bestowed on him.
"No. She is out to participate in tea parties," he said nonchalantly.
I arched my eyebrow. "She is supposed to train, isn't she?" Now, that I remember. I used to be resilient when it came to her. I only thought that she wanted to enjoy her youth even though she was way past the age of participating with young noble ladies. But come to think of it, she might be doing this by gathering allies. "Is Papa furious?"
Ingram shook his head. "Papa sees her as a beautiful trophy since Caroline can use her features to gather more information about the target he wants to assign to one of us."
"As expected..." I muttered. With her gentle and kind personality, no one would suspect that she was a devil in disguise. She was not a saint nor an angel.
Caroline was a witch. A conniving bitch.
And I failed to see that since we grew up together, and she was always there for me.
I would make sure that she would suffer here. I would make her unable to trust Papa.
Ingram and I enjoyed spending time together before he asked me to take a stroll. However, when we were in the garden, Maria arrived to destroy my favorite flower, hyacinth.
"Ingram..." I halted him when he was about to growl and barked at Maria.
"But..." I shook my head and watched Maria ruin them while we were in a distance where she couldn't see us in a blind spot.
"Let her. She thinks that we are not here," I said calmly, but on the inside, I was boiling already. I wanted to tackle her down.
That stupid little brat... I was kind enough back then not to say anything about her nasty behavior since most of my siblings were spoiling her. I was even coerced to like whatever she was doing, but all she did was be a pester in my life.
But since I returned from the past, I was not going to stay here and remained blind. I must discipline this spoiled brat.
I decided to watch silently until my garden was ruined completely. "Stay here and watch me, Ingram." I winced his hair and stepped forward when Maria happily stepped on them. I even crossed my arms over my chest, masking a deadpan expression.
"Ha! Let's see if Dominixe will be able to mad about this!" She was smiling from ear to ear. Her eyes were even glowing from the lust of ruining everything. The Dominixe she knew would learn to condone her, but not on this second timeline. "The maidservants shall be suffered after this. Dominixe will never know that it was—" Maria gasped when her eyes met mine as soon as she felt my presence. "D-Dominixe...!"
"Are you done playing, Maria?" I asked as I stretched out a brilliant smile.
Maria was rendered speechless. Her eyes were wandering around as if she wanted to avoid me. "T-The maidservants destroy this. I... I just happened to pass by, 1st sister."
I halted in front of her. She averted her gaze while I was looking down at her.
Ah... Maria was 16 years old on this timeline. She did not get much attention from Papa, so she kept creating some ruckus here and there. She was messy to be with, to be honest.
"Oh?" I lowered my head so we would be on the same level. Maria stiffened. I could even hear the loud pounding of her heart, knowing that I had caught her. "I was wondering. You must suppose to summon some servants to tend this if they really destroyed my favorite flower so you can punish them. But instead, you did not do anything. Am I right, Maria Ruth Cantavalle?"
Maria flinched when I uttered her full name. It was the habit of Papa that whenever he was furious with any of us, he would deliberately say our full name.
It was why I wanted to do the same thing to this 5th sister of mine, who was also the second to the youngest. I wanted to apply what I had learned from Papa to see if this half-sibling of mine would dare to listen.
Maria's eyes twitched as she stepped backward. "I-I shall summon them at the moment, s-sister." She smiled wryly and bitterly before she turned her back to leave.
However, in a split second, Maria fished out her dagger, hiding in her boots and began to assault me. A sly smile appeared on my lips when I was quick enough to point a dagger under her chin before she could even move.
"Tsk!" Maria glared at me while her dagger did not even hit or scratch me since I caught her off guard.
I slightly forward the tip of the dagger, enough to graze her chin which she hissed. "Maria, it seems you are underestimating your oldest sister. Such a petty trick..." I smirked to annoy her more and triumphed, seeing how her face darkened. I revolved the dagger in my hand and briskly sliced her cheek.
"Damn you!" Maria stepped backward and held her cheek, which was bleeding slightly. I almost forgot that my dagger was coated with wolfsbane, so it would really affect and hurt her flesh. Ah... Being a werewolf was a wonderful thing. "Why did you do that?!" She was on the verge of crying.
I kept the bright smile before I became earnest and looked at her frigidly. "I wouldn't hesitate to kill you, Maria. Do that again to my hyacinth flowers, and you shall realize that messing up with me is a wrong choice." I stepped forward and stretched out a menacing smile. "If you die, Papa shall not mind you. After all, he doesn't care about you, remember?"
What I said was below the belt, but Maria needed to learn her lessons, not dishevel what was related to me. I had had enough of her brattish attitude.
Maria bit her lower lip, glaring at me. I knew it hurt her since Papa never paid attention to her anymore since she became a failure in his eyes. "I am going to tell this to Mother!" With that, she skedaddled.
When she was gone, I had this gushing feeling wash over me. There was this sense of... relief. It made me teary-eyed.
"If I only knew that this is easy to frighten Maria, I should have done this back then..." I muttered as I placed my hand on my left chest.
My heart was hammering, enthralling that in this second life, I was granted not to tolerate things I had endured in my first life.
"Wow, Domi... I cannot believe you did that!"
I almost jumped to my feet when I realized that Ingram was watching. I turned at him, who was looking at me with so much admiration.
"I wish to be like you, sister..." he said dreamily.
That made me glad but still... "If possible, you shall make your way to abscond from being oppressed, Ingram." I held his chin to coerce him to look at me. "You can do it. You can be stronger than me. Who knows... You might be the next patriarch of the House of Cantavalle."
Ingram shook my head. "It would be better if you were the next head of the Cantavalle family, Domi. Please remember that I shall always be here for you since you took care of me."
His words made me happy. I was certain now that Ingram would put his trust in his first sister. He wouldn't betray me so easily as he always looked up to me.
Right... My dear youngest brother, you would be one of my pawns to bring down this legacy Papa built from scratch.
And I would make our father pay for his sins.
After avoiding them for the whole day, I decided to show myself for supper. I made sure that I was dressed well enough for everyone to look for my attention."Lady Dominixe has arrived," Orion announced and opened the door for me.I held my chin high as I entered. There, the four wives of Papa named, Zoey, Aurora, Natalie, and Josephine were present. As for my siblings, all of them were present except Arthur, 1st brother, Jethro, 4th brother, Raphael, 5th brother, and Britanny, 2nd sister."Oh, my. It has been a while, 1st sister," Natasha said as I sat next to her."Indeed. How about the others? Are they on a mission, Natasha?"Natasha chuckled softly. "Arthur, Jethro, and Raphael are in the Sundercoln Woods for hunting. Papa dispatched them."I was about to answer that I got it now but Lambert leaned forward to his table. "I heard your mission is successful, Domi. As expected..." He was smiling brightly as always, like his twin sister, Natasha.At this timeline, they were 21 years o
In the past, I went to Solacia for a vacation, not to Calaren.That town was known as the Hunting Capital because of Savanach Mountain, where we could hunt different wild animals.At that time, I happened to know that was where Valerian resided with his pack, the Nocturnal Crest pack. We accidentally met there while I was hunting.As for Calaren, the town was known for merchants. We could bargain there and purchase some valuable items that hadn't been available elsewhere.That was also the town where Britanny had gone back then before she met that man who became her toy which I couldn't remember him. But I was certain that was the town where she had her mission after a month Valerian died.I was planning to investigate there. I wanted to know if there was such a person from that pack which I could hardly remember now. It seemed like my memories of that person had started to slip from my mind. That was why I must do something to know whether that person existed. I must know his name.
A few days passed, I decided to go out again after locking myself in the inn I was renting at. I had lost my cool. Those simple words hurt me badly. There seemed to be thousands of arrows had pricked my heart when I kept it recalling Valerian's words inside my head. "I hope I do not get to see him..." It was strange that he was here. A few days after I arrived, Valerian and I were supposed to meet there in the Solacia. It should be like our second meeting there but... why did we meet here in the Calaren? Was the Moon Goddess like to play antics on me? That was it? Why was his agenda here in this town when that was not supposed to happen? I did not know what was happening, but this gave me goosebumps. To distract myself, I was far from the borders of the Sunset Crown pack with a monocular in my hands to count the pack warriors guarding each wing of the borders of this pack. After a careful investigation, tonight was the night I was going to secretly infiltrate this pack to confir
The tavern was enveloped with silence.Perhaps, they were flabbergasted that a handsome, good-looking man had come to chime in and enter this cheerful place. I would also be mesmerized since Valerian was not wearing expensive clothing but some cheap clothes just like me.I guess he dressed simply so no one would notice that he came from a noble family. So others would mistake him for a commoner, an Omega, or a rogue."If you are frightened, you should have chosen to return to your packs instead of drinking here," Valerian said as he strode towards the counter and asked for a drink."W-We know that... We are really planning to go home..." the other one said."Yes! I... I agree! We should definitely go home!""Then, go home if you wish to keep your families alive," he said I silently watched the people who started murmuring, wanting to know who this person was who suddenly entered. I was fully aware of his scent that reached my nostrils as I saw the side view of his face.That contour
I tried to spot Gavin in the Sunset Crown pack one more time, but there was no sign that the person was there.So, to find an excuse, I went to the front gates of their pack."What are you doing here?" one of the pack warriors asked cautiously from the watch tower."I have come to look for the young Lord Lorenzo," I said politely.He creased his forehead. "What do you mean? Are you his acquaintance?""I am indeed." I must act that I was.The other person he was with exchanged glances. "State your name. And we shall see if Lord Gavin shall allow you to get in."I nodded. "I am Dahlia Josephine. An acquaintance from the royal academy," I introduced.I did a careful investigation of this pack and got to know that he was studying in the royal academy of our kingdom. I even got to know his acquaintances. And he returned to their pack for a two-week academic break.Also, tomorrow was his departure to return."Lady Josephine.""Yes?""Lord Gavin said that he has no business with you. You may
The next day, Valerian made me hyperventilate as soon as he showed up at the door, just as I was about to plan to abscond from him."How did you know that I am in this room?" I asked, frowning. I couldn't stop my heart from beating so fast since I had been thinking about him for the whole night while crying silently."Asking your innkeeper is a great help." He wriggled his eyebrows. I almost slapped myself for the obvious question I asked him. "Of course, the innkeeper..." I rolled my eyes while he was following me when we were outside my inn. "Let's grab some breakfast," he said.I glanced at him. I wanted to refuse him, but I felt he would pester me until I agreed. "Fine. Lead the way." This was really my karma that my attitude was like Valerian's before.He had a sheepish smile. "That is good to hear then. Please follow me, my lady." He gestured his hand as if he was an escort or what. I only nodded and silently followed him. I silently adored his well-chiseled back. How I wante
I was still horrified from the moment he said those words. For some reason, I felt like running away but no."Why would you even choose that as an endearment?" I chuckled nervously to hide what rattled me. I even had to ignore those meaningful words he uttered.I was supposed to be the one who should think about that endearment. Why is he the one who thought that word? Why did it seem like he also came from the past? "Have you heard that somewhere?" I added. I was being cautious.Could that be the reason? Did he also have a memory of the past, just like me?Did the Moon Goddess also grant him a second life to change his fate? Was this the reason why we met in the Calaren instead of Solacia?Was Valerian following me? Was that why?"Yes." I snapped back to look at him with a furtive smile. "I heard from somewhere. I think it suits both of us to use that as our endearment, right, honeydew?"I had chills down my spine when he started to call me that. Was this what he experienced back in
I was spacing out when I returned to my inn as soon as I got the incantation from the divine priest. His Eminence, Priest Acaly's words, kept lingering in my head. I felt troubled since I did not expect that he would utter something unusual which could make me alarmed. "Perhaps, I must refrain from seeing any divine priest or priestess..." I stroked my chin, wondering if that was the right decision. But it would be great to know the person I was looking for, right?Now, that I remembered... That man who was with me before I closed my eyes. I knew that he was calling out to someone. "A woman..." I muttered and kept staring at the ceiling, lying on my bed. "A woman arrived at that time... that looked like... me?" I creased my forehead, perplexed that it came out of my mouth. I hissed. My memories were getting fuzzy at that moment I had been struggling to breathe. But I was certain that the woman I saw then looked like me. "Dameta..." I muttered again. That was the word I heard fro
"Hudson Roly... Alpha of the Dusk Moon pack..." I stated the name of the next Alpha I was about to kill. I returned my gaze to my father, who looked at me with that frigid stare. "This should consider as done, Papa." I smiled, an empty one before I curtsied before him.No emotions.We, the Cantavalle children, were not supposed to have that.Having emotions would make someone weak."I am expecting good news after 90 days, Dominixe. Now, scoot.""Failure is never in my vocabulary, Papa. You have taught me well." I curtsied before him. I raised my head, seeing that he was pleased with my words.After a few days, I was dispatched now to go to where the Dusk Moon pack was. But before my departure, I had come to meet Aurora, Britanny and Maria's mother. She was one of Papa's four wives."Why can't you just die already?" she asked in a bitter tone. She had this ridiculous stare that lingered all over her face."I shall try to do that, Mother Aurora." I bowed my head before her."Mother? You
"Behold to the newlyweds, Duke Valerian Leveaux and Duchess Dominixe Lilith Cantavalle-Leaveux!"The words from High Priest Redgrave kept echoing in my head like a broken record.I was smiling from ear to ear, looking at the purple sapphire wedding ring Valerian bestowed to me on the day we married each other eight years ago. Now I had three rings on my ring finger on my left hand in my care.The promise metal ring, amethyst engagement ring, and purple sapphire wedding ring...They fit perfectly on my ring finger.Valerian really made sure that the engagement ring and wedding ring gemstones' color was purple. He was really considerate of my favorite color.I chuckled before looking up and gasped. "Demetrius, darling, fix your posture when you are holding your sword." I immediately approached Valerian and I's seven-year-old son, Demetrius."Like this, Mother?" Demetrius asked as he fixed his posture by relaxing his shoulders."Yes, that's right, darling." I nodded in approval.Demetriu
"Goddess Elixane?" I parroted, bewildered.Rachelle and the woman in her mid-40s nodded at the same time. "She is our sister. Well, the sixth daughter of Mother." My eyes widened. "And she is from another timeline where the other Dominixe, other Valerian, and Demetrius are.""Huh?" I was getting confused by what she said. "Is this the business you are talking about? And how did you go to another timeline just to... see her." I glanced at Elixane, who was looking at me with longing. Her gaze made me uncomfortable, but she smiled and stepped forward."I have come to the celestial realm as Mother's orders, or I shall say, part of Ragriel's plans," she explained before she looked behind me, where the three of them were still reuniting and discoursing. "And I have come to take Dominixe and Valerian's souls to this timeline so they can reunite with my nephew. I apologize for taking your souls from your bodies, Dameta, Valerian." She bowed her head with her hands clasping together. "This is
"F-Father...?" Demetrius coughed again with blood before slowly turning his head and meeting Valerian's cold expression."Let go," Valerian said, with his tone as cold as the first break of spring. "Val..." I halted him while I was panting heavily. I clung more to Demetrius, feeling like my vision was gradually blurry. "Stop..."But Valerian did not listen to me. Instead, Demetrius shouted in pain when Valerian must have probably gripped his heart. "I am not going to hesitate to kill you, Demetrius. Do not make me say it twice."I slowly heaved out a sigh. The way Demetrius clung to my organs was enough to make me feel the pain. I could handle it somehow. But if he dared to remove his hand, I must do something to stop the bleeding in my stomach by stopping the time of it. Or I could just let it since I would get to heal anyway.But, I felt a burning sensation inside me, and I believed that Demetrius risked his fist to bathe his hand with wolfsbane. It was a high-concentration one,
I knew that She was disappointed, but seeing Her, as the Moon Goddess, slapping a mortal, who happened to be Her mate, was so surprising that I found myself speechless. Even Papa had the same reaction.|I told you to love our Dameta, yet what did you do, Harchier Cantavalle?|I felt this immense chill crawling behind me upon mentioning Papa's full name. It suddenly made me remember when Papa used to call our names whenever he was emphasizing that he was furious while having that frigid tone."Lunaria..." Papa gulped and was about to touch her hand, but Mother jerked it away.I flinched when Mother raised Her head. |Go and finish your business in the mundane realm, Dameta. I am going to handle everything here with your father.| In an instant, Mother was already in front of me before She raised her hand to wipe something off my cheek. |I shall take it from here, my beloved daughter.| She nodded, urging me to go now.I glanced at Papa behind Her and saw his gaze was on the ground. What s
I remained silent at his words, wanting to let him know that silence meant yes. I met his cognac eyes that I inherited from him. In my previous life, I couldn't even dare look into his eyes because of how frightened I was.But at this moment, I failed to see that meeting his eyes was supposed to be the best thing ever. Meeting that filthy gaze of his was enough to bloom the flower of detestation. "I knew you would come, Papa." I wiped the blood that besmirched my hand on my skirt before cocking my head from side to side. Then I curtsied before him.Papa clenched his hand. "Since when did you learn..." He did not continue his words, looking like he was trying to find the proper term for it."You mean if I met Mother already." He flinched upon the mere mention of Mother.Rachelle was right... It seemed like Papa was desperate to see Mother again. However, would he have the same reason as Rachelle's father, who wanted to kill our mother, not wanting to reunite with Her?"You met Her...?
To begin our plans, we would first begin by separating the strongest heir candidates, Arthur and Britanny.Papa dispatched them, as Ismael reported a few days before I imposed that I would attack the mansion. However, Arthur and Britanny would return soon, so I had to handle everything in the Cantavalle mansion before they arrived and Caroline, who was also dispatched for her mission.Also, the rest of my siblings, who opposed the idea of being the object of this household, had raised their swords and started wreaking havoc on this stunning night."What is the meaning of this, Dominixe?! How dare you raise your sword on us?!"It was Zoe, and my blade almost pressed into her delicate skin. Aurora, Natalie, and Josephine were becoming wary since I gathered them in one of the drawing rooms after ruining their night tea party."Do you think that Harchier can even let you go for doing this to us?" Aurora snarled, clenching her hands, wanting to fight back, but as soon as she saw my eyes gl
"Remind me again why you are also tagging along, honeydew."Eyeing myself wearing an all black clothing while looking in the whole body mirror had kept my chest tightly like the laundress squeezed the washed clothing. I could almost convince Valerian I could do this alone, but he wouldn't back down and kept arguing."It is because this is not your battle alone. I am with you, you hardheaded woman," Valerian said, glancing over his shoulder while he had just finished polishing my dagger since he volunteered.I approached him and smiled sheepishly, seeing him frowning. I tiptoed about to kiss his cheek, but Valerian, as mischievous as he was, turned his head in my direction. My lips, which were supposed to land on his cheek, planted on his luscious, crimson lips."Val!" I stepped back, shielding my lips immediately, feeling my cheeks promptly ripening. My wolf squirmed at his action while I had to calm my heart from hammering inside my chest.This time, it was Valerian's turn to smile s
"Huh? What?" Rachelle was the first one who spoke out of nowhere. "It contains the events of the near future?" she parroted."Yes." Valerian nodded. "She listed all the events that were about to happen as long as we followed the course of events." "It means what happened as of this moment is predetermined under Dameta's will," Henry added."Because you have to follow it...?" I concluded, even though Valerian already said it earlier. The two of them nodded at the same time. "Can I see them?" Henry stiffened before he looked at Valerian, who was not saying anything. "Am I not allowed to see it?"The dejected tone caused Valerian to panic when he saw my expression. "Um... Dameta strictly included in her letter that you are not allowed to see it, Lilith...""Why?" I did not know why, but I felt betrayed now that they were the only ones who only knew the course of events I was unaware of."The two of you should coexist by you not being aware and would experience the events and her as she