Esmere POV
Three years ago…
“The alpha is coming back!”
Cecilia, the head maiden in the northern castle, dashed through the door of my room. “Madam, the alpha is coming back.”
I placed the book I was reading on the bed and gradually looked at her. “Is it real this time?” I asked with my voice filled with reluctance.
The head maiden smiled at me and replied, “Yes. I believe it’s real this time.”
A smile then appeared on my face. I could not hide it — I was so excited to meet the northern alpha again.
The last time I saw him was six months ago. He went to another continent because of a territorial dispute. Werewolves invade weaker packs to strengthen their number.
I offered to go with him, but he told me that the journey would be very tiring and that I should stay and wait for him to return.
And so I did.
I waited for him every single day for the past six months. Sometimes, there would be news that he would return, only for us to realize that it was false.
But at that time, I could feel it — he was really coming back.
“Finally,” I whispered inside.
I stood up from my bed and told Cecilia, “Let’s prepare the premium meat that the alpha likes.”
The head maiden lowered her head, “Yes, madam.”
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The Northern Pack was the continent’s strongest and most prominent werewolf pack. It was led by Aamon Hardwin, the northern alpha. He took over the position when he reached the age of eighteen — his father died the same year due to war.
After becoming the northern alpha, the influential elders of the pack gave him a proposition — find his mate and mark her as the northern luna or marry me, the daughter of the Western Pack’s alpha.
Our clan, the Western Pack, was relatively smaller and weaker compared to the Northern Pack, but Aamon’s father treated my father as a comrade and an ally.
After two years of having no luck in finding his fated mate, Aamon finally submitted to the elder’s wish — he married and marked me.
Maintaining the Northern Pack’s image as the strongest was Aamon’s priority, and every powerful pack should have its own luna, so he decided to accept me into his life.
He marked me; fortunately, it was not hard for us to get along. Yes, Aamon was aloof and always serious, but he was strong and caring. Although we were not romantically connected, he promised me that he would protect my pack and me from anything, and in return, I should stay with him until the end.
I said yes to him. In a heartbeat, I said yes.
Five years had passed, and we were still together. Although I had no luck conceiving a child, it posed no problem for Aamon. He told me that we would be together for thousands of years and that we all had the time to have a child.
A marriage with friendship as a foundation. What could possibly go wrong?
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My eyes glistened in delight as I looked around and watched the glimmering decorations of the castle.
I clasped my hands in admiration as I whispered, “I cannot wait to see Aamon.”
Although Aamon was infamous for being unfriendly and indifferent, it was a different case for me. In my mind, he was always our protector. I always felt safe whenever he was around.
And his eyes — oh, his eyes were my favorite things in this world. They were the color of the sky when it was about to rain — so gray and full of depth.
Just thinking about Aamon could make me smile. I could literally stand there and stare at his face for eternity.
“Are you so excited to see the alpha that you cannot stop smiling, madam?”
My daydreaming was interrupted when Ophelia, a western wolf who went to serve me when I became the northern luna, appeared in front of me and asked me that question.
I instantly smiled upon looking at her. “Is it too obvious?”
She smiled back and replied, “I think everyone will notice if you smile like that for ten minutes.”
“Stop teasing me,” I said as I gently laughed. Then I saw she was carrying a tray of food from the kitchen. “Let me help you with that.”
“You don’t need to do this, madam. I can handle it.”
“No. Let me help you. I want to do this for Aamon.” I replied as I took the tray from her.
Ophelia awkwardly answered, “All right, madam. If you say so.”
I helped the maids in preparing the table. Cecilia scolded Ophelia at first for letting me help them, but I told her I insisted on doing so.
We were about to finish preparing when Rocco arrived.
Rocco was a beta wolf and Aamon’s right-hand man. He started following the alpha ever since he took over the position.
Upon seeing that Rocco had arrived alone, I instantly asked him, “W- where is Aamon?”
He looked at me, and I could see the apprehension on his face. He answered, “He will be here shortly, madam. I just arrived earlier to prepare for an extra room.”
My eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “What’s the extra room for?”
Rocco’s uneasy expression became intense as he awkwardly avoided my gaze. He said, “I do not want to be the one telling you, madam, but you must be ready when the alpha arrives.”
“W-what do you mean?”
“Sorry, madam, but I need to go now,” answered Rocco as he dashed outside the castle.
I followed him with my eyes as I whispered, “Why is he acting so strange?”
“Madam, are you okay?”
It was Cecilia noticing that I was staring at nothingness.
I gazed at her and smiled. “Yes. I am okay. Are there any more things we need to prepare?”
“No, madam. Everything is ready.”
“I see,” I replied and tried to let out a smile again, although my mind was a mess — thinking about what Rocco had just told me.
What was he talking about?
I tried to brush that thought off my mind — thinking I should be happy I would finally see Aamon again after six long months.
Fifteen minutes later and we heard a car approaching.
Along with the sound of the engine was the alpha’s presence.
Werewolves have sensitive ears and can hear even a slight noise from a distance if they are focused and concentrated. Aside from that, they could feel their alpha’s presence.
“He is here,” Cecilia muttered. “It’s the alpha’s presence.”
“Yes,” I said, but one thing was bothering me — the car.
Aamon was not a fan of riding a car. He instead walks than be confined in that small space.
Suddenly, Rocco’s words flashed in my mind.
“I do not want to be the one telling you, madam, but you must be ready when the alpha arrives.”
Remembering that remark made me uncomfortable.
But once again, I tried to brush off the thought and walked to the entrance to welcome Aamon.
I was standing there with the other northern werewolves when the car finally reached the castle.
Aamon dismounted from it. He wore long black sleeves with two unfastened buttons. He looked tired, nevertheless still handsome.
Our gazes met, and I instantly smiled at him, but…
But he ignored me and faced the car’s door once more.
And what he did next stunned the hell out of me — Aamon assisted a woman in descending from the car.
“A woman?” I whispered.
She was a beautiful woman with brown hair and delicate facial features. She was wearing a light blue dress as well.
Aamon gently took the woman’s hand and walked with her.
“Welcome back, master,” the werewolves and other maids greeted him, but Aamon didn’t answer or even smile. He just continued walking into the castle while still holding the woman’s hand.
Taken aback by his cold-blooded attitude, I tried to call his name. “Aamon?”
He stopped walking yet didn’t even look back at me. He was standing on his back as if waiting for my following words.
“Welcome back,” I said, trying to get a reaction from him.
But it was unsuccessful — Aamon just nodded and continued walking with the woman.
I immediately followed his steps as I called for his name again. “Aamon!”
Aamon stopped walking again, and at that time, he faced me. “What?” he said in a callous tone.
My chest painfully throbbed. I mustered all the courage I had and asked him, “Who is she?”
“She is Elisa,” he said. He heaved a deep sigh as he looked around us and continued. “She is my fated mate.”
Esmere POV “His mate?” Ophelia blurted out in bewilderment. As expected, everyone was shocked upon hearing Aamon’s sudden revelation. His mate. His fated mate. Yes, everyone was astonished to hear such news, but no one could protest since Aamon’s words were the rules. “Stop talking about it in front of madam,” Cecilia warned Ophelia. We were in my room at that time. Upon arriving, Aamon told us that he and his mate were too tired and had to rest for the day; that’s why we were compelled to cancel the welcoming celebration and return to our regular activities. “But isn’t it ridiculous?” Ophelia continued despite Cecilia’s warning. “After being married to our madam for five years, he suddenly found his mate, and of all species, a human mate?” On the other hand, I was quiet the whole time — trying to process the situation. A
Esmere POV And although Aamon’s words implied I should not be worried about him having an intimate relationship with that woman, his actions greatly contradicted them. It has been three days since I last talked to him, and even though we were under the same roof, I haven’t seen him. “The alpha has never gone outside his room since the day he arrived. What could he be doing inside the whole three days?” Ophelia said. We were in the garden outside the castle with Cecilia at that time. Ophelia was right — Aamon has never gone outside his room ever since that day we talked. Rocco was the one who did all the chores he should have been doing. And that right-hand man was too loyal — he refused to answer every question regarding the alpha, even if it was me asking. “Madam, I believe you talked to the alpha the other day?” Cecilia suddenly let out a question. I looke
Esmere POV That night, I was soundly sleeping in my room when suddenly I was awakened by a loud banging on the door. I immediately stood up from the bed when I saw someone had forcefully opened it. That presence. I couldn’t be wrong. My heart almost jumped out of my chest when I saw Aamon emerge from the door and tell me, “I need to talk to you, Esmere.” He told me that in such an angry voice. I looked at him in confusion as I muttered, “What is it you want to talk about this late at night?” Aamon gazed at me in an expression that I couldn’t even read. “I didn’t expect you to do something like that.” I remained to look at him, not knowing what he was talking about. And my whole body froze the moment Aamon raised his voice. “Why did you have to scare Elisa like that?” It was the first time he raised his voice toward me, whi
Esmere POV “The night after tomorrow?” Ophelia blurted out. “The alpha must be kidding. We cannot possibly invite every northern werewolf on the continent on such short notice.” I breathed a heavy sigh as I looked out the big window of my room that night. The full moon shone brilliantly above, and the calm wind caressed my skin. “It’s a full moon,” I whispered. Ophelia gazed at me cluelessly. “Madam, have you heard even a single thing I said?” I glanced back at her and gave her a bitter smile. “Yes. I heard everything you said, but there is nothing I could do but follow his orders, right?” Yes. I could do nothing but agree. I did not want to see that angry expression again from Aamon. “If only Miss Cecilia is here. She can certainly help us with this problem,” Ophelia murmured in a sad voice. I pat Ophelia’s shoulder and answere
Esmere POV Elisa emerged from where Aamon came from — from the top of the stairs. She wore a long white dress that flowed with her every move while she carefully went down the stairs. Every eye on that place was set on her, watching her as if she was the moon goddess descending from heaven. And Aamon… Aamon could not hide even an inch of delight on his face — I knew he was so proud of her. My heart painfully throbbed upon seeing that scene. Aamon used to give me that kind of glance, but at that time, I was just another werewolf standing there. “Her name is Elisa,” Aamon introduced her when they reached each other. “But, Master…” One northern werewolf suddenly talked. “I get you found your mate, but as we already know, we have a Luna now. We already have a northern queen.” And then, all the northern werewolves there suddenl
Esmere POV It had been two days since that night Aamon confronted me, and I still could not get his words off my mind. “She is my mate, and you are someone I marked out of duty. Don’t be confused.” Aamon and I were together for five years, and he never made me feel like I was a stranger in his pack. But that night, it all came out. He revealed his true feelings for me. I gripped my chest when I felt a stinging in my heart. I did not know it could hurt this much — so painful that I could feel it physically. Two days passed, and I never left my room even once. Ophelia was the one who did all the things I should have been doing outside. And… And Aamon never once checked out on me. Maybe he did not even notice my absence. His mind was clouded with the ideas of his lovely mate and the things they should do after not meeting for ma
Esmere POV “Hey, bastards. Tell me how you want to die,” someone’s voice uttered when I was about to be captured by the three attackers. All of us turned our gaze to the direction where the voice came from and saw a silhouette casually walking towards us. The moon shone on the figure, and I realized it was a man wearing a white long-sleeved and a pair of black pants. And I was quite taken aback at seeing his features. He has black hair with gray eyes — just like Aamon’s. “Who are you, punk?” One of the attackers aggressively asked him. The man smiled as if he was not caught in a bad situation. He was chilling while one of his hands was casually in his pocket. “No need for introduction; you are going to die, anyway,” he replied. “What can a pretty boy like you do to us?” the attacker said, mocking the mysterious man. Suddenly, he pulled out a gun and pointed it at the
Esmere POV “Seeing that you are doing nothing and just resting here, I want you to do something for me,” Aamon told me upon seeing that I was on the bed. I immediately stood up and composed myself so he wouldn’t notice that I was sick at that time. “What is it?” “I want you to lead the alteration of the entire castle.” My eyebrows wrinkled upon hearing what he had just said. “What do you mean by changing the castle?” Aamon gave me a sharp gaze and answered, “Elisa was hurt by touching a sword inside. I want you to remove every dangerous weapon in this castle.” Elisa. That one name again. “But those weapons are where they are supposed to be,” I protested. “We need them in case of a sneak attack.” “Oh goodness, Esmere. Do you hear yourself?” he said, and he seemed very annoyed. “We are werewolves. Our claws are the weapons!” And when I heard
Esmere POV: It was still raining that night when I woke up. My whole body hurt as I stood up from where I lay down. “Are you all right?” An older man with white hair and a beard asked me as he sat before a small bonfire. We were in a provisional tent that was poorly made. “W-who are you?” I asked as my entirety shivered. “I am an eastern wolf wandering around the continent. Who are you? And why are those northern werewolves adamant about killing you?” Hearing what he had just said, I automatically held my stomach and felt a sharp pain in there. “M- my child,” I murmured with widened gazes. The older man looked at me with a pitiful countenance. “Sorry, but you were badly injured when I came to you that I thought you were already dead. I could not do anything to save the child inside you.” As soon as I heard him say that, my whole world fell. “No. You are lyin
Chapter 22 Esmere POV My eyes widened, and my mouth almost fell upon seeing the situation in the western mountain. The western castle was burning, and the western werewolves’ burned corpses were lying on the ground. “We have been attacked!” One werewolf with me screamed at the top of his lungs. And out of everything that happened there, two enormous wooden crosses particularly caught my attention. There were two individuals pinned in each of them. My chest pounded as I gradually walked toward them, and I screamed in horror upon recognizing their faces. “Mother! Father!” They were lifeless. Silver daggers were pierced into their hearts and their throats. I instantly fell to the ground because of the shock I felt. “W- what’s happening?” I stuttered as my whole body trembled excessively. “Madam! We
Esmere POV A week passed, and the group of werewolves that the western pack had sent to fetch me from the northern castle arrived. Six western werewolves had come to get me, including Ophelia. She was so overjoyed upon seeing me getting out of the castle. “Madam!” she enthusiastically yelled as she hugged me tightly. “I missed you so much!” I wore an oversized robe at that time. “I missed you, too,” I said while smiling. “It’s never the same without you here.” “Sorry, Madam. I left you alone,” she answered apologetically. “It’s not your fault,” I replied. I wanted to tell her the truth about how Elisa manipulated her to go savage, but I thought it was not the right time to spill it out. The maids were at the entrance, watching me departing from the northern castle. Aamon was not there at that time. He left ear
Esmere POV "I am planning to remove my mark from Esmere!" I clutched my chest so tightly as soon as I heard those words from Aamon. I leaned on the wall so I wouldn't fall because of the shock I felt at that moment. "But removing the mark from her could cost her life. Are you ready to face the consequences?" One of the influential elder werewolves asked him. "Yes," Aamon answered without even hesitating. "Let's be honest here. This is also what you want, right?" Everyone in that room fell silent. No one could even answer. "We all think Esmere is not suitable to be the luna if we want to take this pack to a higher and stronger level. So why not just remove the mark from her? You are all thinking that, right?" Aamon spoke again, and there was a hint of anger in his voice. "You also wanted me to mark the rightful one, right?" "But what about the western pack?" Rocco was th
Esmere POV The aloe vera’s scent circulated in the room and greeted me as I woke up. When I opened my eyes, I saw an older woman with white hair sitting beside me and massaging my legs. As soon as I felt her touching my wound inflicted by the silver chain, I groaned out of pain. “How are you feeling, Madam?” The older woman asked me when she noticed I woke up. “This is a nasty wound.” “Are you the priest-doctor?” I asked. “Yes, Madam. The alpha has called me to check on you,” she answered. “I heard your health is deteriorating.” I tried to stand but couldn’t since my legs were still shivering. I asked her, “What do you mean my health is deteriorating?” The older woman slightly stroked her forehead as she hesitantly answered, “I heard from the alpha that you are getting weak mentally.” “What?” I exclaimed upon hearing what she had told me. “
Esmere POV Realizing that Aamon would not believe in me, I yelled, “Cecilia! Tell the alpha the things you just told me.” But despite calling for her name, Cecilia didn’t come forward. I looked in the direction where she was standing and said, “Please, Cecilia. I need you to tell them the truth.” The resounding voice of Aamon then filled the room. “What are you waiting for, Cecilia? Come forward!” And that’s when Cecilia proceeded to the room. I stared at her as I clasped my hands in anticipation. I wanted everyone to know that Ophelia was innocent and Elisa was behind everything. “What do you know?” Aamon asked the older maid. “What the hell did you say to the luna?” Cecilia’s shoulder shook as she fidgeted with her fingers. “I- I,” she stuttered. “I have no idea what the luna is talking about.” My heart almost fell out of my chest after h
Esmere POV “It’s about the day Ophelia attacked Madam Elisa,” Cecilia muttered. I could see the hesitation in her eyes. “W- what about it?” I stuttered. I didn’t know why, but I felt nervous at that time. Then she reached for her pocket and handed me a small purple flower. “What is this?” I asked as I gazed at the flower in my hand. Cecilia’s shoulders uncontrollably shook as she lowered her head. “That flower is called night howler.” “What does it do? How is it relevant to Ophelia’s situation?” She clasped her hands as she tried to speak. “That flower, Madam, when ingested by werewolves, could make them a ferocious beast that mindlessly attacks humans.” My eyes widened in astonishment. I stammered, “W-what did you say?” Cecilia suddenly kneeled before me and cried, “Madam. I am really sorry. I didn’t mean to do it to Ophelia. I didn’t mean
Esmere POV “Sorry, Madam. But he does not want to talk to you in the meantime,” Rocco told me as I stood in front of Aamon’s room. It was my third attempt to talk to Aamon, and all those efforts went down the drain since he didn’t want to talk to me, let alone see my face. I lowered my head. “Aamon, I know you can hear me even if I whisper as weak as this,” I muttered, hoping he could hear me with his sensitive ears. “I understand you do not want to talk to me now, but I am desperate to see you. I would appreciate it if you could only spare some time to meet me.” But even after I pleaded so much, there was no reply. “Sorry, Madam,” Rocco muttered in a sad voice. I bit my lower lip as I turned around to leave, but suddenly, I heard Aamon’s stern voice. “Let her in.” I instantly looked at Rocco; he nodded as he opened the door. I slowly approache
Esmere POV And, to my sheer horror, I saw Ophelia in her werewolf form as she viciously attacked a frightened Elisa. The maidens earlier were also shifted to their werewolf forms, trying to stop Ophelia. But at that time, she was so strong that no one could defy her. “Ophelia!” I yelled as I ran down to stop her. But as soon as I saw her up close, her appearance made me shiver. Her eyes were so red that they creeped me out. She was drooling so much that it felt like she was an uncontrollable beast. “Ophelia, stop it!” I yelled again, but it seemed she didn’t recognize my voice or face. Three maiden werewolves were holding her, but their combined strength was proven insufficient, as Ophelia managed to free herself from them. And what she did next made everyone scream. She scraped Elisa’s shoulders with her claws.