- Hello Mr. Knight. – she said softly, entering the room carefully, before closing the door behind her – Devon told me you were in trouble...
To her surprise, instead of sitting behind his massive desk or in some far corner of the large, upscale office, obviously trying to put as much space between himself and her as possible, Logan was standing at the side of the desk, His back to her, the absurdly tall, broad and imposing figure taking over the room as he looked out at the landscape outside the large glass wall that allowed him to see the entire bustling city outside. As he approached slowly, she expected him to move away, to avoid getting so close to her, but instead he remained as still as a rock, not looking at her or answering her, his shoulders visibly tense under his suit. , but still extremely close to where she would have to stand to fix whatever was wrong with the computer.
- My computer. – he suddenly growled harshly, almost making her jump in fright, still with her eyes fixed on the landscape on the other side of the window – I can't find my files.
- Oh... - she breathed softly, giving a friendly smile, even though she knew he wouldn't see it; and, to be honest, he certainly didn't care either - I'm sure it's a simple thing to fix. she stated, moving to her leather chair so she could sit down and find out what was wrong with the computer.
And, as usual, she waited for him to pull away. However, to her complete surprise, he actually remained where he was, now looking more tense than ever, but also completely silent. As she sat up, she thought she heard him take a sharp gulp of air, but as she skimmed through the files in front of her, the thought left her mind. Within seconds, she realized that Logan couldn't find his documents because they were in the trash instead of their original folders. Restoring them with just a few clicks, Missy remembered something that made her curious, and when quickly typing a name into the search bar, she was surprised to find nothing.
- Mr. Knight… – she began, fearfully, while still trying to find what she was looking for-I'm sorry, but…
- Logan.
- There is? – she questioned automatically, raising her neck to face him, since he was more than 30cm taller than her, perplexed not only by what he had said, but mainly because, for the first time since she had known him, his deep voice and deep didn't sound harsh or angry...
She might be going crazy, but she could also have sworn he sounded almost…sweet?
Yes, no doubt she was going crazy.
But as she looked at him, she realized that, in fact, for perhaps the first time in two years, his green eyes, usually cold and troubled, were warm when Logan spoke again, though his expression remained serious, almost drawn.
- Call me Logan. he asked again, still using that beautiful, smooth tone that was so out of character for him that Missy had to wonder again if he was delusional or something.
- Uh... Well... Logan... - she stammered, trying to organize her thoughts in front of the surprise of hearing him say that; did he want her to call him by name? Was he sick or something? Maybe he was the one delusional and not her... Wait, what were they even talking about? - Has anyone touched your computer since yesterday? – She asked, still trying to recover from her daze - Because I had installed a great antivirus on it and now it's gone...
- I don't know. – he replied simply, still not growling.
'Hmmm…' She swallowed hard, deciding it was best to remain professional and even friendly. If he had stopped being nasty, even if just for that short moment, then it was better that she just enjoy a few moments without being hated, right? - Okay then, I can install again. – She gave a nervous smile and saw his jaw clench, while a vein in her neck jumped, but he still remained impassive-Are you in a hurry? It will only take a minute.
- Stay as long as you like. – he spoke quickly and turned his eyes again to the outside of the glass, apparently ignoring her again.
However, as she looked for the program again to d******d it, Missy couldn't help but notice, through her peripheral vision, that he was watching her. At first, she thought that maybe it could just be an impression, but when she looked away and found those intensely green irises focused completely on her, she realized that it wasn't.
There really was something different about Logan that late afternoon...
She just hoped it was a good change.
In a few minutes, the d******d of the program started and, unsure of what her should do as waited, Missy dropped her eyes to her feet, disconcertingly staring with great interest at the many prints of “Adventure Time” characters on their pink all-stars. Those were her favorite sneakers... And she wished she could wear them to dinner that night, but she knew that, as much as she loved them, they would certainly arouse comments that perhaps she didn't have enough self-esteem to listen to at the moment. Especially if her mother decided to attend...
She wanted to shiver just thinking about what Victoria would say.
- Just a minute and it'll be installed. – Missy decided to speak again and, still feeling the intensity of his gaze on her, decided to keep her attention on the computer screen.
Several more minutes of deep silence passed and she confirmed that, whether or not Logan was improving his attitude around her, Logan didn't like talking to her one bit, that was a fact. Finally, the d******d completed and she began the necessary steps to install the program, thinking that the best thing for both of them would be for her to leave soon. After all, even though she'd never done anything to offend him, it was clear that her presence wasn't one of that poor man's favorite things. Surely he must be praying that she would get out of there as soon as possible.
- Excuse me. – he said suddenly, catching her so off guard that her fingers froze on the keyboard, such was the shock; With her mouth wide open, she turned her attention to him, but Logan was only staring at the computer screen, although the space between his eyebrows was deeply furrowed. - I know I call you here a lot. It must be extremely tiring.
Oh, so that was what he was apologizing about. Still, it was shocking.
- No, no... It's okay. – she stammered nervously, going back to work to start installing the program – I'm here for this, after all. - Shrugging, she threw a shy smile in his direction, which made his eyes stray to her face for a microsecond, before returning his attention to the screen again, as his expression became impossibly more livid and he swallowed hard. Taking that as a sign to hurry up, Missy finally started installing the program, which unfortunately led to yet another awkward moment of pure silence.
However, surprisingly, Logan took a few steps closer to her, staying beside her as the progress bar of the antivirus progressed.
That certainly was the official day of unexpected things.
Biting her lip, Missy wondered if she should try to strike up a conversation again since, for once, her brother-in-law's brother seemed... Nice? No, that wasn't the right word... Maybe... A little more approachable? Yes, perhaps that would be a better definition. I mean, it would be wonderful if they finally got along, wouldn't it? Megan still held a grudge for the way Logan had treated her and it was obvious that even Devon had changed his relationship with his brother. And all this, indirectly, because of her. If there was really any chance that the situation could finally be eased once and for all, then Missy was totally willing to try to be Logan's friend. If he was willing too, of course. Megan and Devon were married and madly in love, after all. Whether Logan wanted it or not, he and she would live in the same environments for the rest of their lives. So why not try some small approximation at the same time? There could always be the possibility that he was just shy, like her.
Shy and angry, of course.
Well, her father used to tell her that the first step was always the hardest, but also the most important. If you're not willing to give it, darling, then you can't be sad about other people who aren't willing either, Jonathan used to say. Taking a deep breath, Missy turned her head and ran her eyes over the tall, imposing figure, wondering how best to strike up a friendly conversation without ending up infuriating him as usual, until she came across the bandage wrapped around most of her body. of your right hand.
- How's your hand? - She questioned softly, smiling gently when his gaze returned to her face, looking almost dumbfounded - Megan told me you cut her yesterday. she explained quickly, not wanting to seem intrusive.
For a few long seconds, Logan didn't speak a single word and Missy feared she'd blown her opportunity to try to start getting along with him, but just as she was about to ask him to ignore that question, Logan fearfully answered it, but luckily without seeming upset.
- I had a... Glass accident yesterday. But is all right now. He turned his attention to the bandage around his own hand for a moment, before looking up at her again and, incredibly, the green eyes looked warm again. Thank you…for worrying.
- Uh… – she blinked, momentarily disconcerted – No need to thank me. And... I'm glad you're okay. – she smiled nervously, turning around again to check the installation of the program, which until that moment had already passed a little 50%.
-So… – stunned, she heard him continue the conversation, looking almost awkward, as if she didn't know what to talk about either – How's your project going?
- Oh... - The astonishment in realizing that, apparently, he also wanted to talk to her made her digress for a moment, but soon Missy found herself smiling, happy and relieved with that proof that Logan really seemed to be wanting to change his attitude. – It's all very well. I'm almost done. With luck, in less than a month of work, it will be completely ready.
- Are you going to start overtime later that night, to finish faster? - His question, spoken in a natural way, confused her for a moment. Did he know that she had already worked overtime on other days? Missy had always thought he wasn't even aware of her existence…well, except when they were forced to be in the same room together.
- Oh, no… – she explained, with a small smile, knowing that he certainly didn't know anything about Lauren's event – My mother-in-law is having a very important party tonight. I will be there. And I invited Megan and Devon and some of my friends too.
- Oh... - his calm expression suddenly fell, becoming somber, although he seemed to be trying to hide it, as he said, with a cold voice - I thought this party would never happen again.
Wait... did he know about the party?
- Why? she asked in surprise. - Nothing. – Logan growled, shaking his head gently, as if he wanted to get some idea out of his head, before turning his attention to her again and shrugging, his voice acquiring a casual tone again – I forgot your sister mentioned today's date when you talked about it. I just thought this party had already happened a long time ago. Megan had spoken to Logan about the party? Weird... - So... – her confused thoughts were interrupted when he continued to speak, almost fearfully – It's at seven, isn't it? I was thinking of catching a ride with Devon and Megan since I don't know exactly where Mrs. Newton... - You go? The question, spoken with nothing but sheer bewilderment, escaped her lips before she could stop herself. Logan was going to Lauren's party? But why? It wasn't an event that directly involved the Knights. Of course, she had invited the whole Devon family, because she loved them too and, considering them part of her own family, would love for
To her immense relief, as soon as she opened the door, Missy saw that Lucy Sinclair, Emily Gray and Angela Harris were standing in front of Simon's desk, talking animatedly with him. The four waved as soon as they saw her for her to come over, which Missy did immediately. Her friends were always the best company and if she wanted to dispel those disturbing thoughts, they would certainly help her a lot. - And then? Knight asked you to turn his entire office into a computer so he could work an extra 28 hours a day? Lucy asked with a mocking laugh as she approached. - I hope not. – Simon sighed, running his hands through his dark hair – Or that means I'm going to have to work too, if I want to keep his schedule organized. - I don't know why they criticize so much the fact that Mr. Knight being a workaholic. – Angela laughed – It could be worse: he could force us to be too. - Oh, come on... Was he more Miranda Priestly or the demon from the Conjuring today? - Lucy encouraged Missy to s
It was odd because she didn't feel like she should apologize, but if he was that pissed off, maybe, who knows, she shouldn't? Her relationship with Liam had always been pretty smooth and, after that first fight, Missy was a little unsure of how she should proceed. Normally, she would ask Megan, but the thought of telling her sister that her first attempt at sex had turned into such a disaster made Missy feel her face burn with embarrassment. And then there was the fact that Megan would certainly be pissed to learn how badly Liam had reacted and especially about the horrible things he'd said to her. Not that Missy hadn't been pretty hurt too, and even a little angry, after the shock of seeing him scream like that had worn off, but it was normal for couples to fight, right? It would be silly of her to want everything to always be a bed of roses and for them to never have conflicts. After all, her entire relationship with Liam had been pretty smooth up until that point. Of course, it was
In a hurry, Missy ran to get her purse from her office and hail a car to take her to her apartment, which, thankfully, didn't take as long as she feared. On the way, she checked her messages again and, although she wasn't surprised, it was inevitable not to feel sadly disappointed when she realized that, again, Liam had viewed and not replied to any of her messages, including the ones where she told him that she had met with Suzan and left the car for them. And even though she knew it would be pointless, she sent one more message, asking if they could have a chat after Lauren's party was over. As usual, even when she finally set foot in her condo on the elevator on her way home, there was still no response. In fact, there wasn't even a preview this time. Of course, he must have been working at that time, but still... That situation was becoming untenable. She knew he was upset, but… didn't he like her enough to want to make amends? Fortunately, her turbulent thoughts were interrupt
- I can't believe you came dressed like that! Taken aback, Missy jumped a little in fright at her mother-in-law's furious exclamation, who lunged at her as soon as Missy walked through the door, appraising her clothes with obvious annoyance. Surprised, Missy noticed that Lauren Newton was wearing a long gown, similar to an evening dress, although it was easily identifiable that it was a rental dress, as some parts were quite worn, especially the hem and sleeves. The relief Missy had felt upon seeing her car parked in the driveway, and realizing that Liam had already arrived at his mother's house, dissipated somewhat when she wondered why her mother-in-law was dressed so formally, especially with the addition of that heavy makeup. , as if she was about to go to a wedding. - But didn't I say a thousand times that this party would be classy? How could you come dressed like you were going to the park for ice cream? her mother-in-law snapped, stomping her feet hard on the ground as soon a
As she turned, she saw the Knight twins standing a few feet away, both with haggard, almost tortured expressions, as Mrs. Newton was gesturing excitedly about something. In fact, they looked like they were literally cornered by her, as they were standing together and huddled in one corner of the room, with Lauren standing so close to the two of them that she was blocking any exit they might have. - Oh, no... - Missy lamented, knowing that surely her mother-in-law was taking advantage of that moment to talk about luxury, fortune and all those other subjects that she loved so much, especially when it came to talking to two consecrated names in the modeling industry . "I think I'll go there..." - Save them. - Lucy amended. - Hmmm... I'll just ask where are the dumplings I made. – She tried to explain herself, even though she knew Lucy was right. Lauren could be quite exasperating at times, that was a fact, and if the Knights were here, obviously forcing themselves to endure a monologue
All the horrible things he'd said… They didn't make it seem like Liam was in love with her. In fact, they made it seem almost as if he'd been spending all that time with her just waiting for the moment when they would have sex… Which was why her refusal had infuriated him so much. As if she had taken away from him the only good thing he could ever have with her. But if he wanted to get married, then had she got it all wrong? He had reacted that way, hurt her that way… Why was he nervous about the marriage proposal? However, the main reason the floor seemed to disappear from under her feet was that... She wasn't prepared. She wanted to try to work things out with Liam and move forward with their relationship. Maybe, in time, she could come to want him the way he wanted so much. Perhaps she even could tell that she was in love with him. Or even that she loved him. But not at that moment. Not that night. She I still didn't feel any of that, after all. And she couldn't say yes to him.
Logan Knight was there. She had completely forgotten that he had said he would come. But why was he standing in the Newtons' back garden instead of inside at the party? - Missy? Are you okay? he asked, looking worried, still keeping his arms around her, although it was obvious that there was no longer any risk of her falling. Blushing, Missy swallowed, nervously trying to look away from his eyes, which seemed to almost glow in the moonlight. Heavens, the way the man was handsome was almost crippling at times. - I... I'm fine. she stammered, shyly squirming within his embrace. Perhaps it was good that he had stopped her in her mindless flight. She needed to breathe some fresh air and calm down enough to be able to get back to Liam and Lauren and make them understand that she didn't feel ready for a step as big as a wedding. They certainly should be furious with her, maybe even with some reason, but... Eventually they would understand she couldn't accept something of the magnitude