*Lucas*, Alice growled in contempt.
Laurel’s lips curled in disgust and she sneered at him. This was the coward her father wrote about. Fury filled her. “I would *never* marry you.”Lucas barked a laugh, “Don't be so silly. I’m the best option of the pack! I don’t care that you’re not my mate.”His words struck her in her chest, and for a moment, she saw Basil and Delia, dressed in fine clothing and sneering at her. Her stomach roiled.He smirked, “You’re pretty enough. When I become alpha, you’ll be my luna.”Her nausea heaved and she fought it back with her anger. Who the hell did he think he was? Who the hell had Basil thought he was? Prince or not, he was an arrogant, stupid man. Lucas was nowhere near as attractive, influential, or important.She bared her teeth, “No one wants to be your damn luna!”Lucas licked his lips, his eyes turned heated as he dragged his gaze over her body, sending a fresh wave of nausea through her. “It’s not something you really have to worry about. You could never really be my luna. You can’t even hunt yet!” He laughed. “I don’t need that… you’re more suited to be the cute kitten warming my bed, anyway.”Alice roared as Laurel screamed, grabbing the nearest object and throwing it at him. The barrel burst apart against his chest and soaking him in water. He covered his face with a cry. “What the hell are you doing?!”Laurel screeched at him. Her anger felt so much bigger than it ever had been before, a blazing inferno in place of the small flickers she had felt as Laura. Laura had needed to watch her manners, to control her emotions and behave accordingly, but Laura was dead.Laurel Miller, the daughter of Jack Miller of the Sapphire Lake Pack was just a seventeen-year-old young woman. She could be rude. She could be loud. She could curse and fight and defend herself however she wanted to. She didn’t have to marry a prince or a coward who thought himself important. She didn’t have to take his abuse or put up with a damn thing. Laurel was every bit as free as Laura had always wished. *That’s right!* Alice howled, gleefully. *Show him just what you think of him.*“You're a shameless bastard! A deserter! A c*oward* and thief!” She growled at him, snatching the rabbit from his hands and shoving him away from her door. He stumbled aside with a gasp. “Why would I *ever* marry a lowly creature like *you*? Who would ever marry a thing like you?”She shoved him again, “Get the fuck away from my house, and don’t you ever come near me again, or I swear to the goddess you will *wish* my father came back sooner!”Lucas seemed frozen, staring at her in disbelief. She couldn’t believe how arrogant he was to think that she would just continue to deal with his harassment. He flushed and lifted his hand, “You--”Alice and Laurel growled at him, causing him to go pale and stumble back. The old woman, Amanda, came rushing out of her house next door. She stopped and glared at Lucas, “You! Stay away from Laurel!”Lucas flinched at Amanda’s voice and lowered his hand sheepishly. “Elder Amanda--”Amanda growled at him, her eyes flashed in warning. He ducked his head and scurried away. Amanda didn’t relax until he had disappeared before turning to Laurel with a grin. “Such spark!” Amanda chuckled, “I think I’ll tell your father you’re more than capable of taking care of yourself.”Laurel smiled at her and lifted her head proudly even though her face was warm with embarrassment. She felt good standing up for herself. She didn’t know how or when she had gained the confidence to curse out a would-be suitor, but maybe it meant she was starting to live as Laurel, completely free from at least some of the things that had restrained Laura. She brushed down the fur of the rabbit and offered it to Amanda, “A gift.”Amanda chuckled and waved her away, “You’re still too skinny to be offering me food, child.”She chuckled and nodded before walking back into her house and setting the rabbit on the table. To celebrate, she shifted and went out hunting again for dinner.Alice laughed, *Who knew cursing out arrogant men could work up such an appetite!*********
Lucas didn’t return and Laurel spent her days hunting, writing letters to her father, and helping with the duties in the village. After a few weeks, Amanda had looked at her with a smile. “You’ve put on some weight!” Amanda pinched her cheek, fondly. “You look good. I’m glad.”Laurel hadn’t spent much time paying attention to her appearance, enjoying the freedom from doing so, but when she came home from hunting one day, she took a moment to look. The face she’d seen in the puddle in the forest was still there: long black hair, green eyes, and full lips, but her cheeks had filled out. Her features were reminiscent of Laura’s but younger, more at ease, vibrant, and truly beautiful. Laurel smiled at her reflection, shocked at the beauty looking back at her, unadorned in her plain, patched dress and a bit dirty from tussling in the dirt with her latest kill. She didn’t think there was a dress, silk or satin, or a finely wrought accessory from Laura’s closet that could enhance or even compliment the young woman in the mirror. She didn’t want any of it anyway. Maybe she wouldn’t be remarkable in this life either, but she would be free, happy, and loved, and that was enough for her.The next day, she went hunting for her and Amanda’s lunch. She’d found her prey quickly and killed it just as quickly. As she returned, Amanda rushed to her with a wide smile and full of excitement. “Laurel! The king had defeated the vampires!” Amanda embraced her tightly. “They’ve won! The war is over. The men are returning!”She squealed, embracing Amanda in excitement. Her father would be coming home! She looked down at the patches in her dress and looked up at Amanda, unsure. She wanted to see her father, but would she be able to fool him? Did they have inside jokes? Would her mannerisms give her away?“I’m not sure… in such a shabby dress?” Amanda dragged her next door and shoved a new dress and cloak into her arms.“Amanda…”“Your father has been away for four years. In rags or silk, he’ll want to see you.” Amanda smiled. “Go.”Laurel looked down at the dress and nodded, “You’re right. I should go.”It was a silly fear. It was so unlikely that anyone who was in the Imperial City would be among the caravan of returning men, let alone anyone who may have seen her before. She changed quickly and went with Amanda toward the village center. It seemed that every werewolf of the Sapphire Lake Pack, young or old, had left their work for the day to come and see the returning procession, but they didn’t seem to be staying in the town square. They were heading west. Laurel frowned. “They’re passing through Silver Blade. If we hurry, we can get there before they do!”Silver Blade was a few miles away, but there was no way that Amanda would be able to keep up with the rest of the group at her age. Amanda sighed, “Go without me, Laurel.”Laurel frowned and kneeled, “I’ll carry you.”Amanda seemed hesitant but Laurel huffed, “Come on or we’ll fall behind!”Amanda nodded, climbing on her back and letting Laurel lift her to follow the caravan. She would likely end up at the back because she was carrying Amanda, but they would get there. Mothers carried their younger children. Some pulled carts and rode horses, but everyone focused on the path forward. Amanda tapped her shoulder, “Hurry! Hurry, Laurel, or we’ll miss them!”Laurel chuckled, forcing herself to try and pick up the pace though she was already feeling a bit worn out. She had never seen Amanda so happy. She knew from the neighbors that Amanda had lost her son to a vampire attack over a decade ago.She didn’t think there could ever be better news than the king’s victory for her. Maybe Amanda could put the memory of her son to rest and enjoy the rest of her life with some measure of peace. With the threat of vampires over, it would be safe to travel beyond Sapphire Lake and the other packs’ villages in the area. Maybe she will find her mate at last. Would her father come with her on that search?“Hurry!” Laurel laughed, caught up in Amanda’s excitement, and pushed herself to run faster and faster until she was near the front of the group and the small town rose from behind the hill in the distance and a sign told her that Silver Blade was just ahead. “We made it!”Silver Blade was packed with people chattering excitedly, but it didn’t seem they had come too late as the main road was still lined with people and the crowd was growing. The village was bigger than Sapphire Lake and there seemed to be more men there. Had their men come back earlier, or had they simply had enough to keep some to protect the village still? Were they all cowards like Lucas?Laurel scanned the crowd to find a way to get closer to the main road, but there was barely enough space between people to see through, let alone squeeze through. Mothers with their children on their shoulders and at their sides crowded together with their elders. Young men and women chattered and struggled to get closer. She caught the scent of someone’s perfume and shook her head. Carefully, she lowered Amanda to the ground as others from Sapphire Lake arrived. “Thank you, dear,” Amanda said, patting her back as she panted and bent over, struggling to catch her breath now that she wasn’t just ca
Adolph Raymond breathed in the scent of his kingdom’s lands with great relief. There was no blood, no pain or darkness: no fear. He smiled, guiding his horse in line with the procession as he breathed in the scent of the metalworks that Silver Blade was known for. It was sweeter than he thought it should be. Almost creamy like milk and honey warmed by the sun, sweet and tantalizing. He shook his head. That scent wasn’t the metalworks. Adam growled with contentment. Adolf’s wolf had never felt so at ease. He cast his gaze around searching for the source of the scent.“Your Majesty?”Soon, he found the source of the scent. A young woman, likely younger than his son, was balanced carefully on a tree overlooking the procession. her long black hair gleamed in the sunlight like silk and the hem of her skirt revealing her plain shoes and pale ankles. His lips twitched at her reckless bravery. It could not have been easy to get up there in such a dress, let alone getting down. His heart cl
Laurel felt the tears welling up and spilling down her face before she had fully realized what he said. Her father? Dead? There had to be a mistake. She shook her head, “N-No. you must be mistaken, Your Majesty. I have written him many letters--”“I know,” he said and gestured behind him as he kept his voice calm. “We have kept your letters along with his belongings.”Laurel shook her head as a soldier came forward and offered her a bundle. She recognized her father’s cloak and shoes along with the neatly bound letters she’d written him. Blood stained the cloak still faintly smelling of fire. She knew from her past life that every wolf killed by a vampire was burned to keep them from becoming vampires, yet the absence of his body only made the ache worse.“No…” Her legs gave out and she sank to the ground, staring at the bundle as she tried to hold in her sobbing. “No!”Adolph’s scent enveloped her as his arms pulled her close, stroking her hair. She leaned into him, sobbing as he
Adolph watched her silently. Laurel appreciated the lack of pressure, but his tone and the confidence he wore so boldly grated her nerves. It was like looking at Basil's arrogant face without his smugness. She almost hated him, but it fizzled out as their bond pulsed warm and soothing. “Think on it,” he said after a moment, inclining his head and withdrawing his hand. Alice howled in protest and Laurel barely managed to hold herself in place when Adolph turned to leave. She didn’t watch him, but she listened to every step he took further and further away from her. When she could no longer pick out his footsteps, she went inside and collapsed into a chair, exhausted and anxious. She had planned to live with Jack after the war and enjoy her new life thinking one day she might meet her mate. With his death and meeting Adolph, she didn’t know what to do. Going back to the Imperial City meant going back to dealing with the nobles, Basil, and Delia…But it also meant she may have a cha
When she was Laura, she had only been to the Emerald Twilight Pack’s village and the Imperial City. Traveling with the army’s procession led her through most of the border cities where the schools and hospitals she’s ordered to be built were doing a great amount of good. It warmed her heart, but the whispers among the knights concerned her. “Who knew Adolph the Invincible could be like this?”A knight laughed, “He is only a man.”“Then he should understand why I want to go home as soon as possible!” The man huffed. “A full day’s delay will end up being a near week before I see my wife again.”“Better a week’s delay than never knowing if we would come back…”Laurel frowned. Why had they been delayed? They had lost more and more troops as they went through the towns. The sights of soldiers greeting their loved ones had warmed her heart and she grieved as Adolph delivered parcels of the fallen warriors to each family personally.She gasped as Adolph gave a young wife her husband’s parce
The army traveled at a decent speed towards the Imperial City. As they neared the next city, Laurel realized there was something different about this one, something familiar. The sign declared the next city to be the city of the Golden River Pack, named after the river that seemed to glow gold in the setting sun thanks to the golden silt that formed the river bed. She remembered for her life as Laura that it was one of the kingdom’s most prosperous trading cities as it was the perfect midpoint between the border and the Imperial City. “Look ahead!” Someone near the front called. People were gathered along the sides of the road and a vaguely familiar man stood in front of them all with a large smile that did not reach his eyes. It reminded Laurel of the nobles of the Imperial City.The closer they grew, the more she recognized him. He was the alpha of the Golden River Pack, Daniel. Alpha Daniel greeted them warmly, “Welcome and hail to your victory! A feast is to be held in your hon
Laurel returned to her tent and got ready for bed, but her mind wouldn’t rest. The scent of blood was still lingering in the air. The bonfire had burned out, but the fear the display had evoked in the soldiers remained. She didn’t hear anything outside of her tent beyond the quiet footsteps of the patrol. Her mind kept turning over what she knew, trying to make sense of it. Adolph’s gentle smile and warm words didn’t match the cold fury she’d seen in his eyes. How could he embrace her so gently and use those same hands to kill a vampire slave so quickly and brutally? How could his sweet voice that made her swoon order Daniel’s fingers to be cut off? From fury to tenderness and ruthlessness to tenderness: what made him change for her? Being his mate couldn’t be enough. Was it a real change or just a mask to keep her at his side? How long would it last?Those beautiful women were dragged out of the camp so roughly by the soldiers, the same way that Sarah had been at Basil’s order. She
Adolph rose with the sun, mounted his horse, roused his retinue, and rode into the Golden River to deal with the Golden River pack’s alpha. He’d subdued Daniel for the time being, but his actions spoke to a greater problem that Adolph had to deal with before reaching the Imperial City. Daniel was still being treated for the loss of his fingers, so there was no one around to try to stall for time as he ordered for all the records of the pack’s economic movement, taxes, and every piece of paper detailing Daniel’s policies. It took all of an hour to find proof of Daniel’s greed and corruption: bribery, tax evasion, illegal slave trade, etc. If there was something an alpha should not do, it seemed that Daniel had done it.“Go out among the people and find an honest man to take his place,” Adolph said. “And restrain Daniel for formal sentencing. He is not fit to be alpha.”Soldiers jumped to his command. Chasel busied himself organizing all the records that would need closer attention an
His stomach churned but he nodded, walking into the room. Fear filled him, but as he entered the room he started to relax. “You’re so beautiful… you take after your father.”Laurel lay among the sheets, dressed in a loose gown and cradling the baby to her chest.At the distance, he could only see a tuft of honey blonde hair in the swaddling blanket. The wetnurses bowed and stepped aside as he approached. Laurel smiled up at him, “Want to meet him?”“Him?”Laurel beamed at him, “Him… Nimue told me before, but I wanted it to still be a surprise for you.”Another boy. Adolph sunk onto the bed beside her, kissing her cheek before looking down into her arms. He had Laurel’s nose and hair pattern though the coloring was all his. Maybe when he grew up he’d take after his grandfathers, but he wouldn’t be able to tell that for a while.“Can I hold him?”Laurel nodded, offering the child to him. He smelled like fresh water and clean skin as Adolph took him, and held him close. He was so smal
Nimue took a deep calming breath as Basil let out a mournful sob. The air began to warm slowly around them as the path between their world and the afterlife closed. She should have known when her first evocation yielded nothing that Olivia was going to be another troublesome spirit.She hoped Basil would be able to recover and accept the truth in time.“No… mother…” Nimue’s heart twisted with grief as she calmed her powers and Basil’s hand tightened on her ankle. “Why? She… She lifted it.”“She was prepared to sacrifice you,” she said solemnly.“She lifted the curse, Nimue! You didn’t have to!”Nimue looked down at him, “She only did so to save her existence, Basil. That was the test. It wasn’t about remorse towards what she’d done to your father… it was about what she did to you.”His eyes welled with tears as she set her staff aside, allowing it to hover in the air. “She was never your mother.”She kneeled beside Basil, placing a glowing hand near the dagger in his chest as he fell
Adolph’s voice was sure and even, but Basil couldn’t believe what he was saying. Didn’t he understand that they had no way of knowing how long that would be? A few months? A few days? His father was the strongest man he knew, but he wasn’t indestructible!“But father—”“You’d let Basil be king?” Olivia scoffed and laughed, “You know he’s not ready. He won’t ever be ready!”The twinge of pain that went through him took his breath away. He pushed it aside. This wasn’t the mother he’d imagined his whole life. He expected his father to say those things, not the woman who died giving birth to him. He winced at the thought. She hadn’t died giving birth to him. She’d died giving birth to a curse. There was no other choice to make.“Nimue, end the séance.”Nimue said nothing. Whether that meant she couldn’t or wasn’t going to, he didn’t know.Adolph shook his head, “Your father tried to make that true, but it’s not. Basil isn’t an idiot. He’s young and inexperienced, but that’s fixable. He h
Adolph narrowed his eyes down at Olivia. She was just as pretty as she had been before, but he saw the wicked light in her eyes. “Shouldn’t you be greeting our son whom you’ve never met?” Adolph asked. She smiled at him, poisonous and vicious, “I would never put anyone before you dear husband.”“You are dead,” Adolph said, “Speak to Basil.”“… very well.”Olivia turned her head and looked at Basil. Adolph was about to retract his statement at the hopeful look on Basil’s face, but it was too late. “You asked them to kill the man who raised you,” Olivia said, “You asked for the death penalty.”“Mother, they—”“Don’t call me that!” Olivia hissed at him. “All of them. Murdered and for what? What of your loyalty to me?”Basil’s eyes widened, “To you…?”“After what your father did to me?” Olivia said, “What is a bit of money?”“You… You knew?” Basil asked. “But—”“I love your father,” she said, her eyes glimmering with tears. “But… that wasn’t good enough. My love was never good enough f
Laurel didn’t expect Basil to come quickly, so when the door closed, she was grateful that Nimue made herself a cup of tea and smiled at her. “You were once someone else,” Nimue said. “I am glad that the moon saw fit to bring the white wolf back to us.”Laurel blinked and sat across from her, “You’re… not much like Eden.”Nimue chuckled, “Eden and I have different gifts… He is what we would call an elemental Wiccan. Lightning strikes, fire, flashy shows of power that most associate with real magic. I’m a spiritual mage.”Laurel blinked and made herself a cup of tea, “What… does that mean?”“It means I have a connection to the living and the dead. Hence, I know the body you’re in right now is one you were reborn into. I can only guess how you died, but I assume that Basil knew you in your past life.”Laurel winced, “This… isn’t how I expected this conversation to go.”Nimue shrugged, “You make plans and the spirits laugh, but I’m not concerned about your aura. It’s more than healthy a
Adolph watched Basil leave. Nimue winced.“I… would like a moment to speak with my wife,” Adolph said slowly. Nimue nodded, “I’ll… go after him.”She left wincing. That had been a fucking disaster if she’d ever seen one. As she exited the room, she followed the trembling confusion, fear, and anger down the hall and around the corner. The thing about magical compatibility between fated matches was that it worked like a homing beacon. She found him in a parlor sitting on the couch with his head in his hand. He lifted his head and shot to his feet as she entered. “You—You can’t just say things like that!” Basil said, “You can’t just accuse her if you—You’re a healer! How would you know something like that anyway?”Nimue watched him, his shoulders heaving as he held himself still. “I am a healer,” she said. “But I am not just a healer. Sit down and calm yourself.”“Look me in the eye and tell me the truth,” Basil said, glaring at her. “Tell me you know for sure my mother did it. Tell
Basil had tried to keep his mind focused on the path ahead the next morning, no matter how Nimue’s scent had seemed to take over his senses and make him dizzy with need and desire. She smelled like fresh blooming flowers, fresh earth, and a hint of fresh sweet bread. It was a distracting, comforting, and maddening scent. His wolf growled in contentment and want whenever she grew near, so he took to riding further ahead to try and keep his mind clear. *I hate you*, his wolf huffed and growled. *You and your stupid pride and fear and…**Not now*, Basil thought, stubbornly. *Focus on getting back to the capital, okay?*He huffed, *And your need for distraction instead of facing the truth…*Basil sighed, tuning out his wolf’s whining. This wasn’t the time for thinking about such things. Adolph and Laurel were supposed to be staying at the temple until the baby was born. There was no reason they should have called him back unless the baby was early or something had happened to his father
Taliesin sent the message off with a heavy heart. While his judgment was sound and he knew he wasn’t wrong, the likelihood that it would all go to plan was slim. Curses laid by the dying or the dead were harder to get rid of than living curses and he was not an expert in such dark magics. He had no affinity for creating or breaking them. His late brother and twin, Merlin, had no such limitations, but he had gone into Eternal Repose after his wife, Viviane, had been killed in the war against Morrigan. Merlin could not help them.Taliesin couldn’t blame him. The war had taken so much from all of them and raising the barrier had taxed them both greatly. There was little hope that he would ever wake up, and Taliesin had accepted that centuries ago, focusing on raising Merlin’s daughter as if she were his.“Nimue?” Taliesin called as he returned to the meeting hall. She was seated on the old stone bench, looking up through the canopy of the ancient oak trees that were always in bloom. Hi
Laurel woke up, frozen in terror in bed. The last time she’d had a vision of the moon goddess, she’d been pushed off a cliff. She wasn’t sure if hearing that her husband’s late wife put a curse on him was better or worse. How bad was the curse now? How much longer did they have? Could she break it? If she couldn’t, what would happen to him?Her stomach turned as she turned over to see Adolph sleeping peacefully beside her. The days of his insomnia seemed to have caught up with him all at once. The strain of the days seemed to be gone now as he slept.His scent was just as bloody and lovely as ever, but that blood that she had once found just a bit sexy seemed tainted with danger now. It wasn’t just the scent of someone who had seen a great deal of war, but it was affecting his mind. An alpha werewolf like Adolph could be dangerous if they lost control of their strength. She knew that Adolph was much stronger than the average wolf. Was it anything like going rogue? Would it kill him?