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Sunday May 12th Pt. 3
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“Please, talk to Cassius. We truly want to help you.” He states calmly as he hands me the phone. “Hello?” I loathe the nervousness I hear in my voice. “I guess he’s right to be concerned. You sound very nervous.” His voice is respectful, patient and kind making it easier for me to talk. “I’m sorry.” Oddly is the only thing I can think of to say. “My name is Cassius but most just call me Cass. I am the leader of the Shadowlands pack. What’s your name?” “I was told my name is Colton Allen Zander.” “Told?” I knew that would come up. “When I woke from the coma, I told Dr. Moore that I didn’t know who I was or why I was afraid. He said I had dissociative amnesia and that it was best if my memory wasn’t triggered until I got to my mate’s pack.” I explain cautiously. “I see. Can you tell me about right now? Your injuries perhaps.” I take several deep breaths before attempting to speak. “I had a brace on my left forearm and wrist when I ran. I chucked when I found a garbage can b
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“This is the highest level of Vicodin that I carry outside the medical wing. I wasn’t certain if I had any 7.5s left. You lucked out that I have two. Hold out your left.” I stretch the arm out cautiously. The severely swollen joint doesn’t escape his gaze. He pours the two pills into my hand before starting on the bottle of water. I’m lost as to why it’s dripping wet until he places it into my right hand. I’m shocked to find that it’s cold, as if it’s been in the fridge but I know he doesn’t have one of those in the back. I toss the two pills into my mouth ignoring the voice that tells me that I have no idea if they are what he claims, chasing them down with the water. He picks another item up off the floor near my feet and quickly unstraps it. Holding it in front of me so I can examine it briefly. It’s long and black with three wide straps going across the top. It’s thickly padded inside with a piece of cloth that spans the top. “Slide your arm inside. I’ll help you with the stra
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(9pm; Deven’s POV) We’ve been on the road about an hour yet we’re not even halfway to Shadowlands. ‘Cass.’ I turn the radio down and link with my best friend and alpha. ‘So now you’re going to use the link?’ He speaks sarcastically with a chuckle behind his voice. ‘I need you to start researching sanctuary laws. This lad needs help.’ ‘That’s why you’re helping him. What else has happened?’ ‘Listen.’ I encourage as Colton whimpers and whines in his sleep. ‘Is that him?’ Cass asks, shocked. ‘He’s sleeping but yes. I’ve already pulled over twice to interrupt his nightmares. He indicated that was why he left the hospital but wouldn’t talk about the dream.’ ‘What do you think is going on?’ ‘As was said before, this isn’t a one time incident. I haven’t met a wolf yet that hasn’t gone feral with the amount of damage this young man is showing me.’ ‘Showing you? Dev please, he has no memory so you need to get detailed.’ ‘I’m pulling off at the rest stop.’ ‘Dev, what’s
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I sigh in relief as I finally pull up to Shadowlands gate. It’s been a long two and a half hours but at least the last hour was a peaceful one. I honk the horn twice quickly as I know the wolf on duty and he’s quite the sleeper. He slowly rises to his feet, looking out the windows for whoever is disturbing his slumber. I wave as soon as he looks my way. He smiles and waves while mouthing a sorry. He turns the key to activate the motor and pushes the button that pulls the gate open. I wave in thanks and start pulling forward before the gate finishes. Colton stirs subtly as the Jeep starts moving again. “Take it slow, my brother. We’re about five minutes from the house.” “The pack house?” There’s a hint of nervousness despite his groggy state. “No sir. Even though you struggle with the concept of being a werewolf you still have the instinct of fearing the alpha. I feel that pushing your fear too much will cause you to flee so I have asked Cassius to back off.” “What does that mean?
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“Cass, as much as you don’t want to, we can’t let him leave.” “I know.” His response is barely heard but it’s enough to cause him to struggle. “Please, Colton. Submit to me, son.” Cassius remains calm and gentle as Colton pushes against him causing a new series of yelps to start before collapsing, sobbing softly. “I’m sorry Colton. Your mental health is worse than your physical health. I can not let you go. Not until you’re healed and making appropriate adult decisions. I will work with you. Your input is important and will be considered but right now you’re in a really bad situation that needs the support of a gentle leader.” He pauses as he keeps his touch gentle but predictable. “Based on your response to me I believe you have had such a leader before.” “Sir?” I can barely hear Cole as he attempts to speak. “It’s okay to tell me what you need.” Cassius encourages softly. “Your arm. The one around my back.” I can hear the hesitation in his voice. “You sound uncomfortable,
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“If I can get additional information and X-rays of the rest of his body, I think it would be an easy case. Dissociative amnesia and dormant wolf syndrome are not easy to create on their own and he has both.” “What would cause that?” “Well, dormant wolf syndrome is caused by physical trauma. Literally breaking a werewolf’s body little by little over a span of time so their inner wolf has to deplete all the supernatural power they have to keep the individual alive. Once the wolf has gone dormant the werewolf becomes human and can be killed as easily as a human. Dissociative amnesia in werewolves is caused by psychological trauma.” “The physical trauma you described is torture and everyone knows that psychological trauma occurs during torture as well. Why aren’t the two seen together more often?” “Dissociative amnesia is more common in humans than in werewolves. Even those who are victims of torture that has resulted in loosing limbs have come out remembering who they are. What littl
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“Cassius has agreed to help you remain calm while I am placing the IV.” “In the hospital I had one in my ankle. It hurt every time I moved.” “It may have been the easiest place to put one. I did notice while I was holding your left after I attempted to set it that most of your larger veins have been damaged. That kind of damage usually comes from either IV drug use or a lot of trips to the hospital. Considering your fear of needles I would say the ladder is most likely.” “How are you going to do it? I’m sorry. I really don’t like shots or needles. I want to run just talking about it but it just hurts too much for me to even stand. I’m sorry but I…. I….” Cassius stands from his seat and gets behind Colton as he starts a slow spiral, one that I’m hopeful Cass can stop. He draws his arm across his chest again. Colton instinctively grabs him with his right arm. I slowly move the stool behind the chair so Cassius can sit while trying to calm Cole. “It’s okay to seek me. This is actual
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(Cassius’s POV)I groan as I look at my alarm clock. It was a long night last night helping the young lad get comfortable before I was able to get to sleep myself. I wrap my arms around my mate. While it took some time to find her, I’m grateful that I practiced safe sex and have no kids outside of a permanent mating. I rub her slowly blossoming belly, receiving a few light kicks from the little ones growing within her. I kiss the back of her neck looking for subtle signs that she might be willing to have sex. At twenty years old, she’s eight years my junior and despite never meeting the harshness of physical and sexual abuse, she still lived the hard life of an omega after her parents died. We met during my visit to a pack an hour away. She was serving dinner despite the crippling pain of being in heat. We knew immediately that we belonged together. Alpha Driscoll saw the signs and set it up. It seemed he was actually eager to see her go. She was frightened the first night she was o
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“It was during his return that things became more active in his case. Alpha Demetri made the trip with his mate to the Shadowlands pack. Turns out she’s an empath and was very sick with silver poisoning. They were able to save her and to the best of my knowledge he returned to Crimson Dawn around the beginning of the year.”“He did it? He made it home?”His face lights up like a child on Christmas day.“Yes, he is with his mate in the protections of Alpha Demetri Black. Unfortunately, his amnesia has not yet resolved and as a precaution, in order to obtain custody of Cole, Alpha Black had to agree to restrict his movements until his mental health improves.”“He’s a prisoner there?”I had a feeling he would take this part hard.“Not necessarily. Considering what little I know about the hell he lived through next door and his encounter with the alpha of Purple Mountain, I don’t see where he’ll have the desire to leave that territory any time soon.”He nods his head a little more relaxed
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The Return to Crimson Dawn Tuesday, December 31st Pt. 10
“I threw a fit. Charles waited until I was outside the courtroom to start punishing me for embarrassing him. He punched me in the face several times before I fell to the ground, then he started kicking me. He kept me on the ground until he was certain Heather and Marcus had left. Even though I had driven my own car to court he dragged me to his. He drove me home, only he didn’t go to the garage. No, he went to the back of the west wing where the room he modified for Cole is. I’ve only been in that room a handful of times when participating in my brother’s torture.” I stop as the memories of wrapping the silver belt around his leg and the condition he was in when I rescued him eight months ago blend together in a confusing mess. Murmurs float around the room, commenting on my unprompted confession. “Breathe, Andre. That was a very difficult truth to admit to. No comments will be made.” I know he’s addressing the pack as I continue to struggle. “You knew what was going to happen to
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“I’m concerned about you Andre.” Julius now has my attention only he has crouched down to my level. “While your statement seems to have helped Hayden it gave me the clue I was looking for.” “A clue to what?” “The true reason behind the terror you have in gaining custody of your kids. While any other wolf in this pack saying such a thing would be passed off as simply being very serious about their statement, you stating that you nearly died once to fight for them is something I take very seriously. What happened the last time they were taken from you?” I shake my head hard, holding my breath as I fight against the flashbacks trying to invade my thoughts. “Andre?” He tries again but all I can do is shake my head slowly. “Papa Redmen hit him. He made him bleed.” The innocent voice of my daughter breaks through. “You saw it?” Abe seems shocked that it would be done in front of her. I watch as she nods her head. “Mommy spanked me for crying.” She whines hard before laying against h
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(Andre’s POV) Stepping into the pack house is surreal at best. My head is spinning out of control with thoughts I had desperately tried to put behind me. I had relinquished all hope of ever having my kids just for the full force of the unpredictably of my life to cripple me when I need to be my strongest. The house is silent as I pick my way through the crowd. Julius is carrying Harper and Abe is trailing behind the two of us. It seems Julius wants as much of a barrier as he can create between Hayden and any escape route he may manage to find. I’m more concerned about him getting lost inside the pack house than him getting outside it. This place has proven to be a maze to me despite living here full time for the last six months. The house is completely silent except for the television quietly counting down the seconds until the new year. I can only hope that this year is different. That the New Year will actually be the change I’ve needed for years. Shamefully, I feel the dread tha
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“To show him the effects that abuse has on others. To prove to him once and for all that what his father taught him is wrong. Besides, Charles has been extremely cruel to Andre as well.” “How so?” “Well, I just learned tonight that Alpha Redmen gave each of his sons permission to have sex, to even rape, at the age of sixteen but lied about the penalty for getting the lady pregnant. Andre has been beaten multiple times for pregnancies. The first two were not his, yet he was mercilessly beaten three times during both of those pregnancies. He was forgiven a fourth when the pups came back not his. The beatings got worse when he got three others pregnant just to be denied the ability to be their father. The two older ones with two different ladies are in better packs than Red Fang but the two with him now. Well, their mother isn’t much of a mother.” I state sadly as I pull into the garage, turning off the motor as the door closes behind me. “I need your help. These pups are terrified a
The Return to Crimson Dawn Tuesday, December 31st Pt. 6
(Julius’s POV)It’s an hour's drive to get from Red General to the Red Moon pack house. Since Charles has been removed, moving through the Red Fang territory has become easier as the borders are completely open while the council is here. The bad news is, it’s gotten a lot more dangerous. While open borders allows the pack members to come and go, even move out if they please, it also allows rogues to infiltrate the territory. I’ve had to up my own guards on the border to account for the vulnerability it’s created for my own pack. The council hasn’t been happy with me accompanying Andre to and from the territory. They felt that, as the coronated heir, he should be able to handle this himself. I took the opportunity of his consistent meltdowns to save the fallout from such visits showing the council exactly how severe his abuse has been. I cringe every time I hear him speak about his brother, Cole. How has Cole even survived if his analogy of the situation is true? That Cole’s suffering
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“It’s quite alright. We are used to this type of reaction from children who come in abused. I can tell by the way he’s calmed that you are his biological father. We’ve been waiting for you.” I’m stunned when a voice comes from behind me instead of the nurse in front of me. I turn to see an unfamiliar woman in the doorway in front of Julius and Alex. Something about her unnerves deeply and my immediate reaction is to step back. “Easy Andre, she’s here to help.” Julius tries to calm me. We study each other silently as I sway gently. “I understand that you have had a very rough time with the council’s family court. I promise it is different this time. Take a seat so we can talk. Are you okay with me sitting on Harper’s bed?” I nod slowly without moving. “Mr. Redmen, do you think you can get him to take this?” The nurse hands me a little cup of purple liquid. “What is it?” “Tylenol 3. It has a small amount of codeine in it. Humans won’t give it to children this young but it has be
The Return to Crimson Dawn Tuesday, December 31st Pt. 4
I wake up yelping, screaming and fighting from the fitful dream I fell into during the ride to Red General. I cling hard to the back of Alpha Julius’s shirt as he silently embraces me. I had no idea how hard dad had been on me until I went to Blister Ridge. I had to harden up while I was back at Red Fang which has not only delayed my ability to process what has happened but it has added to the trauma I’m already struggling with. Josh has diagnosed me with complex PTSD, he did shortly after I moved into this pack after Cole disappeared. He simplified the description as being multiple traumatic events instead of just one causing the post trauma anxiety. Julius waits patiently for me to get myself together as going into the hospital with my own PTSD on full display won’t help me with my kids. I lift myself from his shoulder slowly, taking several deep breaths with my eyes still closed. It’s only as I open them and look into his blue-green eyes that he speaks. “Are you ready?” His voic
