“I’m not so sure. Zeke wasn’t going to allow you to get them back.” She blew out a breath. “It’s foolish of you to think you had things handled.”
Every fiber in me wanted to reach through the phone and strangle the cocky bitch. “Sybil was releasing my memories when your wolves attacked. Your attack stopped her magic.”
“Still so young and naive,” she cooed. “Zeke was messaging me, telling me to attack before he took matters into his own hands.”
My eyes flicked to Zeke again, and sweat beaded on his brow. He might try to deny it, but his reaction showed the truth. I didn’t need to bother questioning him. “How? Killing her made my memories return.”
“Who said anything about killing her?” She tsked. “He could’ve fallen into her, breaking the spell before it could be completed, or claimed he got some worrisome news and you needed to leave. There are endless possibilities. This is why I need to take charge of your territories. You’re too naive to lead. You weren’t raised as a royal and trained to lead your people.”
I hated that I’d given her the opportunity to say that. I felt inadequate enough without having her throw inexperience in my face. “Don’t put yourself out. I’m a fast learner, which is why I’m going to ask what you want one more time before hanging up.”
“Please. You won’t hang up when you know your mate is in my possession.” She paused. “Or, rather, will be soon unless you give me a reason to kill him.”
“If you hurt so much as a hair on his head, I will rip out your throat.” I’d never understood the expression I saw red until that moment. Red infused my vision even as my senses strengthened, making it hard to remain logical. I could hear every person’s heartbeat. My head began to swim.
“A fight between us is inevitable and may happen sooner than you realize.”
We all glanced at one another.
Her words sounded more like a promise than a threat. A shiver coursed down my spine.
“No questions?” A door slammed shut on her end. “How boring. I’ll answer what I know you want to ask. I have an offer for you.”
My heart hammered. I doubted it was a true offer, but she was right. There was no way I’d hang up. Not with Bodey in her custody.
I forced myself to remain quiet, which took every ounce of willpower I could muster. I wanted her to get on with it so I could focus on getting my mate back. I needed him beside me.
It was like Fate wanted me to lose everyone near and dear to my heart, just as Queen Kel had vowed.
Hatred curdled within me. She didn’t give a shit about Zeke; she just wanted to remind me of everything I’d lost to break me.
I’d thought I could never hate someone as much as I hated Zeke, but boy, she was determined to prove me wrong.
Kel remained quiet, dragging out the moment, wanting me to break.
The problem was, if I broke, I would confirm she had complete control over me, and that would further jeopardize Bodey’s safety.
I ground my teeth together, and an ache shot through my jaw.
“Even though you’re not saying a word, Caroline,” the queen said, “I can hear your rapid breathing. So I’ll still make this kind offer since I know you’re invested.”
Jack and Miles inched closer to me, their arms touching mine, maybe afraid I might snap.
In fairness, I might.
“I’ll give Bodey back to you if you submit to me.”
The word done was right on my lips, but I held it back. I’d seen how her promise not to attack us at the meeting spot had turned out. She’d chosen her words carefully and had instead attacked two of our packs in other locations.
“Not good enough.” I wanted to throw the phone, but then I couldn’t negotiate. “For all I know, you’ll give him back dead or on the brink of death. I’m not falling for your games.”
She snickered. “Look at you. You learned something.”
“I told you I’m a fast learner.” I couldn’t falter. Dad had told me during my time with him in the study that, to an adversary, it was the first sign they had you where they wanted you. Worse, he’d been talking about Queen Kel and how, if we didn’t stop her, she’d eventually become a dangerous adversary.
And here we were, in the exact situation he’d foreseen.
“What assurance do I have that Bodey will be unharmed?” I asked, keeping my voice steady, though all I wanted to do was shriek.
You can’t be serious. Samuel stared at me, mouth slack. There’s no way you’re going to hand yourself over to her. As soon as you submit, she’ll kill you. You’re the biggest threat to her reign.
Even though he was right, there was something he didn’t realize: I had no intention of submitting to Kel. A lifetime of torture and mistreatment had prepared me for the exchange. As long as Bodey came back in one piece, the risk would be minimal because Samuel had been trained to rule. This option would prevent Queen Kel from following through on her promise to take everyone I loved away from me. I would save my family and my people.
“Since capturing your mate, it sounds like you’ve come to your senses.” She chuckled.
“That doesn’t answer my question.” All of this ended now. “Before we make the exchange, I need to link with my mate and make sure he’s well.”
Absolutely not. Michael shook his head. This isn’t happening.
My head jerked back. I hadn’t expected him to discourage the exchange—this was his son we were talking about.
“Deal.” Queen Kel laughed. “I’ll call you in two days.”
“What?” I gasped. “No. We do it now.”
“Nope. That’s not how this works. I need to make sure you don’t do anything foolish. After two days, you should be willing to do anything to get your mate back since you refuse to sacrifice him.”
Pulse galloping, I didn’t know what to do. Two days without Bodey would be torture, but if I truly handed myself over to her, I would be without him for a lot longer than two days. “There’s no need—”
“I’ll call you when it’s time to meet. Don’t do anything stupid. I’d hate for your mate to get injured.” She hung up, but I kept the phone to my ear as if that would make her come back on.
Call— Miles flinched before clearing his throat. Caroline, did she hang up?
I nodded. I looked at the screen to make sure she’d disconnected. “She’s gone.”
“There’s no way you’re handing yourself over to her.” Jack shook his head. “I admit I have some pretty dumb ideas, but you just surpassed me.” He knocked his hand against his chest, emphasizing the point.
“I have no intention of submitting to the queen if that’s what you’re worried about.” I looked at Zeke and wrinkled my nose. “Someone here taught me to endure pain and hatred.”
Zeke straightened his shoulders and winced when the knife in his chest shifted.
“You’re the rightful queen,” Phil said from behind me. He placed a hand on my shoulder, urging me to turn around. “If you become weak, so do the rest of us. Don’t you see? Even if you don’t submit, if you’re weaker than she is, she could take over our territory. Our power is only as strong as our alpha’s.”
I barely managed to swallow around the lump in my throat. I remembered another thing my father had told me: Our people are at their strongest when we’re at ours. A weak king or queen makes a pack vulnerable to a takeover. It’s better for a royal to submit than to allow her people to be weakened. By submitting, the wolves in our territory can still fight against the new queen and try to break free.
My wolf surged forward, refusing to let me seem weak. That had to be what she’d been doing inside me while she’d been locked down. She’d had just enough influence to make me refuse to cower.
The truth was that I might remember things, but I still wasn’t fit to lead. I’d thought I could do the right thing by handing myself over, but again, I would be playing right into Queen Kel’s hands. Worse, if I submitted and she killed me, she’d turn her focus on Samuel. He would be as big of a threat as me.
But leaving Bodey with her wasn’t an option. “What do we do?” I asked, needing their help. I had no clue where to go from here. “We’ve got to bring Bodey home.”
Jasmine cleared her throat. “I have an idea.”
Every head turned toward Jasmine, and she wrung her hands as if she didn’t like the attention. To her credit, she stood taller and said, “Remember what I told you, Samuel, and Bodey in the car on the way to Lynerd’s?”I stared at her. Between regaining old memories that somehow felt like new ones, the fight, and the deep ache from losing Bodey, my head was foggy.“Can you just tell us?” Samuel rubbed his temples. “It’s been a long day, and I don’t feel like guessing.”She lifted her hands. “Yeah, sorry. My best friend back at university is a wolf shifter from the Midwest pack. I’ve met her dad, and he’s one of the strongest alphas in that region. He holds a position similar to the royal advisors here. They might be willing to help.”That dangerous feeling of hope spread through my chest, anchoring me in the present. Bodey had brushed her off, but I had been planning on talking to her about it later. Now was the perfect time.Miles steepled his hands. “Why would they consider helping u
My heart dropped. “Are you saying you want us to allow her to keep Bodey?”Samuel’s cheeks reddened. “We’ll get him back. I’m not saying—”“Not happening.” I karate-chopped the air and filled my lungs, trying to calm down. “She’s agreed to meet us. This is a way to get her out into the open instead of storming her home. I won’t give up this opportunity even if it requires handing myself over. Do you understand?” I couldn’t risk her killing Bodey. I’d already lost too many people I loved, and I wouldn’t add him or anyone else in this room to that list.His nostrils flared. “Your life means more than his.”I fisted my hands. “No, it doesn’t. If anything happened to him, I would change. Hell, I’m barely hanging on to who I am, knowing he’s with them.”“I’ll make the call.” Jasmine removed her phone from her back pocket.“Wait.” I begrudgingly turned my attention away from Samuel and asked her, “Are you sure about this?”She hit her chest. “I swear to you, I trust them. I wouldn’t put the
The shooting pain stole my breath, and I sagged against the wall. I gripped my chest, wishing there was a way I could take his suffering away.“Callie!” Samuel placed his hands on my shoulders. He hunched over so he could stare into my eyes. “What’s wrong?”I couldn’t speak, not with all the emotions and sensations bombarding me. I linked with everyone, It’s Bodey. He’s hurting.A tear dripped onto my hand as I took a shaky breath. Bodey, I’m here. I tugged at our connection, trying to figure out a way to help him. I wish it was me instead of you.I’m fucking glad it’s me and not you, he replied, his sincerity pushing through to me. They kicked me to see if I was awake. I managed to fool them into thinking I was still asleep.Under normal circumstances, those words would have warmed me, but not now and not like this. At least they might leave him alone if they thought he was unconscious. It wasn’t fun to hurt an unconscious person.“How badly is he hurt?” Jasmine’s brows furrowed. “I
While living in Zeke’s pack, I’d learned how dangerous hope was, but the thought of having allies to rescue Bodey had caused that emotion to surge within me, and here I was, devastated again. I should’ve known they’d say no. It wasn’t their fight.She hung up and placed the phone into her back pocket.Michael asked what I already knew. “What did they say?”That was the thing about this group—they’d never had the odds consistently stacked against them, so they needed confirmation.Jasmine smiled sadly. “Russell had hoped to bring a hundred wolves here to help us get Bodey back, but King Sutton didn’t approve.”There it was, the answer I’d heard in her voice.“He said he didn’t want to get involved until he could see that our region had a chance to win.” She rubbed her hands together. “If Queen Kel manages to take over this region, the last thing he wants is for her to attack them in retribution.”I couldn’t blame him.“Yeah, but she’ll pivot to the Midwest territory eventually. She’ll
A little over three hours later, just as the sun slipped below the horizon, we pulled into Lynerd’s neighborhood. Unlike last time, the pack wasn’t blocking our way, but Lynerd stood outside his house with his arms crossed and two male shifters behind him. A group of five women in long dresses also stood in the yard. They had to be witches from Sybil’s coven.I climbed out of the car, lifting my chin. I needed to address Sybil’s death first—that was what she deserved.The others followed suit, exiting their vehicles.Lynerd scanned our group, his gaze landing on Zeke. He scowled, “What is he doing here?”“We’ll get to that in a minute.” I pointed at Zeke. “But know that stab wound you see was done by my hands.”He arched a brow and observed me once more. “At least he got some sort of punishment.”Zeke had no clue what sort of punishment I was about to inflict.“Where’s Sybil?” A pale-skinned woman with long ebony hair stepped forward. The scent of herbs hit my nose, confirming they we
“You want me to be the Oregon royal advisor?” Lynerd’s pupils dilated.“It was what my parents were going to do before their untimely death.” I glanced at Zeke, who had the intelligence to avert his eyes. “You and your pack are strong—the strongest in Oregon, from what I can tell. It makes sense to offer the position to you.”And to screw me, Theo replied, his hurt surging between us. You know I grew up expecting to step into this position. Is this your way of getting back at me for not helping you sooner?A lump formed in my throat, and I tried to swallow around it. I hadn’t meant to hurt him. Theo, it isn’t personal. Your father killed my parents, and your pack mistreated me until a few weeks ago when I was crowned queen. That history and your dad’s imprisonment won’t go over well. It’s not an insult, I swear, and I’ll find a way to make this right for you too.He didn’t say anything, but I saw the way Jasmine was looking at him. Her heart broke for him, but I needed Lynerd to say s
I flinched. Zeke would fight this, but if I alpha-willed him to stand down, he’d use that to say I had something to hide. It wasn’t a big deal, but with Kel breathing down my neck, I needed to avoid as much turmoil as possible. The lesser of the two evils was allowing Lynerd to force Zeke to submit and hope that I wasn’t wrong in assuming he was the stronger wolf.“There’s no time like the present.” I gestured to Jack’s SUV and went to Jasmine’s passenger-side back door, not wanting to make things worse for Theo. I linked to Jasmine and Zeke, I need you two to get out of the vehicle. I opened the door and forced myself not to avoid Theo’s gaze.His eyes darkened, and he glanced away. All his life, he’d thought his dad would never step down, and here that day was, and I was taking away the future he’d always wanted. My chest ached, but I had to do what was best for my people.Are you sure this is the right call? Jasmine asked and gnawed on a fingernail. Theo—Jasmine, you know better t
Zeke sneered, his hands shaking at his sides. “I will not lose to you or anyone.” He didn’t have to glance at me for me to know I was included in that equation.At least we had no doubt that Samuel, the other royal advisors, and I were stronger than him. I wasn’t worried about him taking over, but I feared I’d overestimated Lynerd’s strength and this move was going to crash around me. If Zeke was strong enough not to submit to Lynerd, I’d do what I had to, including making him rogue. Locking him up in the basement would prevent him from causing any more havoc. If he slowly lost his mind too, that might be satisfying after everything he’d done.If I couldn’t tell which wolf was stronger, what did that say about me and my leadership skills?“Please.” Lynerd snickered. Despite the sweat coating his forehead and the quiver in his bottom lip, he wasn’t struggling as hard as Zeke. “The only reason you’ve lasted this long is through your last-ditch effort to prove you’re strong, but there’s