I knew why. He was going to have my memories erased. I wondered if that was why his best friend had died—he’d learned the truth and tried to stop Zeke.
The door by my head opened, and Zeke popped inside, leaning over me. “If the other royal advisors learn about this, they’ll try to take her from me. You know alphas always want control over the most powerful.”
A laugh bubbled in my throat, but my kid version was frozen in terror. Even then, I’d known I couldn’t defend myself and that Zeke was involved in what had happened to my parents.
“No,” I murmured, but Zeke already had his arms underneath me, pulling me out. My skin felt as if it were on fire as I was jostled and cradled against his chest.
He murmured in my ear, “Say another word and your parents won’t be the only ones you mourn. Samuel is still alive.”
I swallowed hard and focused on the connection I knew was Samuel. After Zeke did whatever, I would find my brother and tell Michael about the strange fight between my parents and Zeke moments before the explosion.
My heart panged. That wouldn’t happen. Adult me knew the outcome: I’d lose seventeen years with my brother and Bodey.
Bodey.
I needed to snap myself out of this memory so I could find him. But Fate was being a bitch, keeping the very thing I wanted most desperately in life just out of my grasp.
“So where—” Nick started, but the soft sound of approaching feet cut him off.
“Where is he?” a woman’s voice asked from behind Zeke.
Zeke turned to her, and the world swirled around me. My body throbbed from every spot he touched, and my skin burned from the chilly breeze that wafted across me. Zeke’s chest rumbled as he replied, “He’s here. You’ll get him once you do what you promised.”
The woman took in a shaky breath. “Fine. Bring the girl to me.”
“Are you sure about this?” Nick asked from his spot beside the car. “Maybe—”
“Go check on the witch and make sure she doesn’t have something that will hurt Caroline,” Zeke commanded, but his arms tightened around me and shook faintly.
The hair on the nape of my neck rose.
“Fine.” Nick sighed. “I can do that.”
I heard Nick walk past us, and Zeke’s heartbeat quickened.
Something was about to go down.
As the man approached the witch, the woman said, “On your knees.”
The wind picked up, rushing past us toward Nick, and forced him to his knees.
“Zeke!” Nick yelled, but Zeke stood still.
Something wet hit my face, and I opened my eyes to see a tear drip off Zeke’s chin and fall on me.
He was crying.
“Take this sacrifice to bind the girl’s wolf,” the woman chanted. “Bring the girl to me.”
Zeke moved forward without hesitation as more tears hit my face. He laid me on the ground, and Nick’s eyes were so wide that the whites showed all around.
The witch’s dark-blue hair hung in her face, and her dark skin glistened from the magic churning within. She held out a hand. “I need the knife.”
“Knife?” Nick’s voice quivered. “Zeke, what the fuck is going on? Tell her to let me go.” The wind continually whipped around him, causing him to stay frozen on all fours with his head raised, staring at us.
Something sharp lodged in my throat. When she met me, Dina had said I had blood magic all over me. This had to be it.
I watched the witch, who had to be Salem, take the knife from Zeke and yank Nick’s head up with her free hand. Her face twisted, and she murmured to Nick, “Please forgive me.” Then she slit his throat. “With this sacrifice, lock down the girl’s wolf until a mutual exchange of blood occurs between her and her mate.” She lifted the knife, the blood dripping off the end onto her fingertips.
Blood trickled from the corners of Nick’s mouth, his skin already pale from the knife’s direct blow.
Salem walked over to me and rubbed a bloody finger over my forehead. Her bottom lip quivered. “This seals the sacrifice, and the wolf will be bound from now until the exchange of blood happens.”
The warmth I now knew was my wolf burrowed deep inside, and something cold covered it like a blanket. I wished I were old enough to shift and pack link with everyone, but all I could do was scream, “No! Please.”
But it was done, and I knew it would take me seventeen years to feel her again.
“Now heal her and make her forget everything,” Zeke commanded.
My eyes were already closing, the agony of losing my wolf and the pain of my injuries taking me under.
I woke up in the present, inside the real estate office. Michael, Dan, Phil, and Carl were pacing in front of me, and a woman I didn’t know was standing in front of the human, touching her fingers to his forehead.
When I sat up straight in the chair they’d placed me in, Michael turned to me. He looked relieved. “Thank gods you’re awake. We were worried.” Michael’s chestnut hair had a bit of gray coming in on the sides, and his jade eyes were darker than normal from everything that had gone on.
“I remember everything.” I stood, wanting to find Zeke. Rage charged through me. “Where’s Zeke?”
“He’s in the kitchen.” Carl gestured toward the door behind me. His blond hair was messier than usual, giving him a younger appearance.
Phil took a few steps closer to me. His dark-bronze skin hid the faint scars of his wounds, which had mostly healed, and he rubbed his ebony beard. “What did Zeke do? For you to beat him up like that—”
Dan lifted a hand. “I’m sure we’re about to find out.” His spiked brown hair stuck out in every direction, and his tan complexion emphasized the dark circles under his eyes. “My son, Miles, Samuel, and Jack are back there with him. We should join them now that she’s okay.”
That was fine with me. We needed to come up with a plan. I spun on my heels and headed toward the kitchen as I linked with everyone—the royal advisors, Samuel, Jasmine, and the former advisors. Did we pick up signs of Bodey?
No. We found tire marks and his scent before it vanished, Michael replied, tensing beside me.
In the kitchen, Jasmine hovered in one corner with her arms around her waist. Her strawberry-blonde hair was tangled, and her jade-green eyes were cast downward. She looked guilty.
Theo hovered next to her. His caramel-brown hair fell into his face, and his topaz eyes were locked on her. He stood a little in front of her, ready to defend her if anyone attacked.
Zeke was sitting at the table with Jack, Lucas, Miles, and Samuel around him. Even better, the knife was still protruding from his chest, so obviously, the witch hadn’t healed him.
Samuel’s shirt had blood on the front, but I was relieved to see his nose was no longer bleeding. At least that had healed.
The former advisors surrounded me as Miles and Jack stood from the table and took a few steps back, making room for me. I moved between them as Jack’s cobalt eyes flicked to me before focusing back on Zeke. Miles crossed his arms, emphasizing his thick build, and his dark-green eyes narrowed.
Queen Kel’s promise from the night we met rang in my ears. She’d vowed to take everything I loved from me, and I feared Bodey was the first part of her fulfilling that vow. “Are you working with the queen?”
Zeke’s brows lifted almost comically. “That wasn’t the first question I expected you to ask.”
Fury rose inside me once more. “Oh, I’m sure you know what I remember.” I pointed at the knife. “To be clear, that was meant for your heart. Be glad Lucas and Samuel were trying to pull me away from you.” I leaned forward, getting into his face.
He winced before his mask of indifference slid back into place.
I smirked, enjoying causing him discomfort. “You see, I don’t need to ask any questions about my parents’ deaths or how my memories got locked. I remember everything. What I don’t know but suspect is whether you’re working with Queen Kel. Tell me the truth, or I’ll cut it out of you.”
Part of me hoped he didn’t tell me. The thought of causing him more pain sent a thrill right through me.
He must have seen it because his Adam’s apple bobbed. “Yes. That’s who I was texting the entire time.”
Though I wanted to hurt him, my desire to get my mate back was stronger. “Good. Then you’re going to get Bodey back for us.”
“What?” Zeke’s mouth dropped open. “You can’t be serious.”
I punched him in the face, and his head jerked to the side.
Jack snorted. “I think she is serious, but if you need to ask her again, I’m here for it.”Normally, Lucas would have smacked Jack in the back of the head and told him this wasn’t the time, but everyone wanted to see Zeke get punched again.“Let me say this again.” My wolf surged forward, brushing my mind as power laced my voice. “You will get Bodey back. I don’t care what it takes.”“That’s what I’m trying to tell you.” He blew out a breath, his eyes lowering in submission. “She won’t listen to me.”My phone rang in my pocket, and I jolted. I’d forgotten it was there. I pulled it out, and Queen Kel’s name scrolled across the screen.Fuck. Speak of the devil…I froze. I couldn’t bring myself to answer the phone. Obviously, I needed to answer to see what the queen had to say, especially since she had Bodey, but I feared what news she might share.I rubbed my chest, still feeling our mate link. He wasn’t dead.The phone rang a third time.“You should answer that, Callie.” Zeke snickered
“I’m not so sure. Zeke wasn’t going to allow you to get them back.” She blew out a breath. “It’s foolish of you to think you had things handled.”Every fiber in me wanted to reach through the phone and strangle the cocky bitch. “Sybil was releasing my memories when your wolves attacked. Your attack stopped her magic.”“Still so young and naive,” she cooed. “Zeke was messaging me, telling me to attack before he took matters into his own hands.”My eyes flicked to Zeke again, and sweat beaded on his brow. He might try to deny it, but his reaction showed the truth. I didn’t need to bother questioning him. “How? Killing her made my memories return.”“Who said anything about killing her?” She tsked. “He could’ve fallen into her, breaking the spell before it could be completed, or claimed he got some worrisome news and you needed to leave. There are endless possibilities. This is why I need to take charge of your territories. You’re too naive to lead. You weren’t raised as a royal and train
Every head turned toward Jasmine, and she wrung her hands as if she didn’t like the attention. To her credit, she stood taller and said, “Remember what I told you, Samuel, and Bodey in the car on the way to Lynerd’s?”I stared at her. Between regaining old memories that somehow felt like new ones, the fight, and the deep ache from losing Bodey, my head was foggy.“Can you just tell us?” Samuel rubbed his temples. “It’s been a long day, and I don’t feel like guessing.”She lifted her hands. “Yeah, sorry. My best friend back at university is a wolf shifter from the Midwest pack. I’ve met her dad, and he’s one of the strongest alphas in that region. He holds a position similar to the royal advisors here. They might be willing to help.”That dangerous feeling of hope spread through my chest, anchoring me in the present. Bodey had brushed her off, but I had been planning on talking to her about it later. Now was the perfect time.Miles steepled his hands. “Why would they consider helping u
My heart dropped. “Are you saying you want us to allow her to keep Bodey?”Samuel’s cheeks reddened. “We’ll get him back. I’m not saying—”“Not happening.” I karate-chopped the air and filled my lungs, trying to calm down. “She’s agreed to meet us. This is a way to get her out into the open instead of storming her home. I won’t give up this opportunity even if it requires handing myself over. Do you understand?” I couldn’t risk her killing Bodey. I’d already lost too many people I loved, and I wouldn’t add him or anyone else in this room to that list.His nostrils flared. “Your life means more than his.”I fisted my hands. “No, it doesn’t. If anything happened to him, I would change. Hell, I’m barely hanging on to who I am, knowing he’s with them.”“I’ll make the call.” Jasmine removed her phone from her back pocket.“Wait.” I begrudgingly turned my attention away from Samuel and asked her, “Are you sure about this?”She hit her chest. “I swear to you, I trust them. I wouldn’t put the
The shooting pain stole my breath, and I sagged against the wall. I gripped my chest, wishing there was a way I could take his suffering away.“Callie!” Samuel placed his hands on my shoulders. He hunched over so he could stare into my eyes. “What’s wrong?”I couldn’t speak, not with all the emotions and sensations bombarding me. I linked with everyone, It’s Bodey. He’s hurting.A tear dripped onto my hand as I took a shaky breath. Bodey, I’m here. I tugged at our connection, trying to figure out a way to help him. I wish it was me instead of you.I’m fucking glad it’s me and not you, he replied, his sincerity pushing through to me. They kicked me to see if I was awake. I managed to fool them into thinking I was still asleep.Under normal circumstances, those words would have warmed me, but not now and not like this. At least they might leave him alone if they thought he was unconscious. It wasn’t fun to hurt an unconscious person.“How badly is he hurt?” Jasmine’s brows furrowed. “I
While living in Zeke’s pack, I’d learned how dangerous hope was, but the thought of having allies to rescue Bodey had caused that emotion to surge within me, and here I was, devastated again. I should’ve known they’d say no. It wasn’t their fight.She hung up and placed the phone into her back pocket.Michael asked what I already knew. “What did they say?”That was the thing about this group—they’d never had the odds consistently stacked against them, so they needed confirmation.Jasmine smiled sadly. “Russell had hoped to bring a hundred wolves here to help us get Bodey back, but King Sutton didn’t approve.”There it was, the answer I’d heard in her voice.“He said he didn’t want to get involved until he could see that our region had a chance to win.” She rubbed her hands together. “If Queen Kel manages to take over this region, the last thing he wants is for her to attack them in retribution.”I couldn’t blame him.“Yeah, but she’ll pivot to the Midwest territory eventually. She’ll
A little over three hours later, just as the sun slipped below the horizon, we pulled into Lynerd’s neighborhood. Unlike last time, the pack wasn’t blocking our way, but Lynerd stood outside his house with his arms crossed and two male shifters behind him. A group of five women in long dresses also stood in the yard. They had to be witches from Sybil’s coven.I climbed out of the car, lifting my chin. I needed to address Sybil’s death first—that was what she deserved.The others followed suit, exiting their vehicles.Lynerd scanned our group, his gaze landing on Zeke. He scowled, “What is he doing here?”“We’ll get to that in a minute.” I pointed at Zeke. “But know that stab wound you see was done by my hands.”He arched a brow and observed me once more. “At least he got some sort of punishment.”Zeke had no clue what sort of punishment I was about to inflict.“Where’s Sybil?” A pale-skinned woman with long ebony hair stepped forward. The scent of herbs hit my nose, confirming they we
“You want me to be the Oregon royal advisor?” Lynerd’s pupils dilated.“It was what my parents were going to do before their untimely death.” I glanced at Zeke, who had the intelligence to avert his eyes. “You and your pack are strong—the strongest in Oregon, from what I can tell. It makes sense to offer the position to you.”And to screw me, Theo replied, his hurt surging between us. You know I grew up expecting to step into this position. Is this your way of getting back at me for not helping you sooner?A lump formed in my throat, and I tried to swallow around it. I hadn’t meant to hurt him. Theo, it isn’t personal. Your father killed my parents, and your pack mistreated me until a few weeks ago when I was crowned queen. That history and your dad’s imprisonment won’t go over well. It’s not an insult, I swear, and I’ll find a way to make this right for you too.He didn’t say anything, but I saw the way Jasmine was looking at him. Her heart broke for him, but I needed Lynerd to say s