My body was being jostled, and each jerk felt as if I were burned alive. The movement stopped, and I looked up to see Zeke’s tortured eyes staring into mine. Tears dripped down his cheeks as he shook his head and glanced back at the house.
I managed to turn my head enough to see flames shooting from the study’s window. Zeke hurried to a car parked at the edge of our property and slid me into the back.
“Fuck,” he growled. “Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.”
“Samuel,” I croaked. He’d been downstairs.
“Michael’s here.” Zeke ran his hands through his hair, his expression strained. “I can’t get him, so we’ll do the next best thing. You’re coming with me.” He closed my door and went to the driver’s seat.
The car moved, and my chest constricted. “My brother.” Even the little girl version of me knew it was pointless to ask about Mommy and Daddy. My current heartbreak blended with hers, and the tears in our eyes and the pain of our loss hurt worse than her burned skin.
Zeke slammed his hands against the steering wheel. “Shut up!” His breaths came out in whooshes. “Let me think. This wasn’t how it was supposed to happen. I wasn’t supposed to lose her.” His voice broke on that last word.
Even as his words rang in my little-girl ears, my surroundings faded again.
I tried to force my eyes open. Maybe I’d regret it later if this was the way to get all my memories back, but now I knew Zeke was to blame. He’d been behind everything.
“Callie,” Samuel’s grown-up voice sounded far away, but something inside me stirred.
Whatever I’d done was working. I just had to keep it up.
A hand gently slapped my cheek, barely making it sting. I wanted to smile, knowing Samuel was probably cringing from such a minor thing.
“Everyone, help search for Bodey,” Samuel commanded out loud, not having the luxury of being able to link with everyone like Bodey and I could since being marked as king and queen.
My eyes popped open, and the afternoon light startled me. “Bodey,” I whimpered, sitting up. I needed to find him. Through our fated-mate bond, I had the best chance of tracking him down.
But as I tried to stand, my head pounded, and I nearly fell over.
Lucas’s strong hand gripped my arm and held me upright. My head throbbed as if a hammer had beaten my brain into a bloody pulp. It felt the same as when Sybil had tried to free my memories.
Sybil.
I turned and saw her dead body a mere ten feet away from me. Blood oozed from her ripped-out neck, and her bronze skin was pasty. Zeke stood by her, staring at me warily.
“Don’t move too fast,” Lucas said as he moved, blocking my view of the dead witch. He squatted, his dark hair messy from the fight and his dark-brown eyes filled with concern. Blood trickled from the scratches down his arm.
Guys, he’s gone, Jack linked, and we all felt his trepidation. There’s no sign of him, not even his scent. They must have had a witch here.
My mate was gone. He’d been taken from me. And this man not even fifteen feet away was the cause. Maybe not directly, but he’d killed my parents and set all of this into motion.
All the wolves have retreated, Miles replied.
Anger boiled within me, and I stood up straight, my mind clear and begging for Zeke’s blood. “You,” I snarled and lunged at him.
Zeke stumbled back a few steps, but I countered each move, my wolf surging forward, wanting blood as desperately as I did.
His eyes widened as I barreled into his chest, both hands punching his ribs.
“Get off me!” he spat, but I heard the fear behind his voice.
Good. I wanted him to feel what my mother had felt before the explosion. I wanted him to die the same way—terrified.
I punched him in the face as my arms tingled from my wolf surging forward. He fell backward and landed on his butt, me half on top of him.
A hmph escaped him as the impact jarred us. Hoping he was distracted, I snaked my left hand around his waist, trying to pry the knife he had to defend against Kel’s wolves away from him as my wolf pushed forward. She wanted to taste his blood as much as my human side wanted to make him bleed. In animal form, I could make both of those things happen.
The sound was damn near intoxicating. I wanted to watch as his blood pooled under him from my teeth in his neck. I wanted to see him slowly bleed out as the life drained from him.
Who knew I’d ever be like this? But after everything this bastard had done, my humanity faltered.
“Callie!” Samuel shouted, his arms wrapping around my waist and pulling me back.
Oh, fuck no. This bastard was the reason my parents were dead, why I’d lost so much time with my brother, and why his pack had abused me for most of my life. I also suspected he’d been involved in this latest attack, which had resulted in my mate’s disappearance. Death was the punishment he deserved.
I elbowed Samuel in the face and clawed Zeke’s cheek. My nails dug into his skin, scraping his cheek raw, but it wasn’t enough. I needed to hurt him more.
Pain flashed through my connection with Samuel, but hot rage blinded me. All I could see was Zeke’s face and the hell he’d put everyone through.
Another pair of arms snaked around my waist just as Zeke loosened his hold on the knife, and I swiped it from him.
What’s wrong? Lucas asked as he tried to pull me off Zeke.I tried to elbow him in the face, but Lucas had anticipated the move, and I missed my mark. I tucked my legs underneath me, striking out and landing a fist in his stomach. Lucas grunted but held firm as I desperately swung the knife at Zeke’s chest, aiming for his heart.For whatever reason, my wolf couldn’t surge forward any further, which was okay with me. I could inflict a bad enough injury in my human form. It’d be a slower death this way, anyway. The scent of fresh blood hit my nose, making my wolf eager for more.“Callie, I hate the guy too, but we need to focus on finding Bodey.” Samuel’s voice came out more nasally than usual.I froze.Bodey.He was right. The more time I spent on Zeke, the farther away Bodey would be. I stopped fighting, and Lucas lifted me with ease and placed me on my feet.I stared at Zeke, unable to tear my gaze off him. I’d missed his heart by inches, stabbing him in the upper right chest. I hope
I knew why. He was going to have my memories erased. I wondered if that was why his best friend had died—he’d learned the truth and tried to stop Zeke.The door by my head opened, and Zeke popped inside, leaning over me. “If the other royal advisors learn about this, they’ll try to take her from me. You know alphas always want control over the most powerful.”A laugh bubbled in my throat, but my kid version was frozen in terror. Even then, I’d known I couldn’t defend myself and that Zeke was involved in what had happened to my parents.“No,” I murmured, but Zeke already had his arms underneath me, pulling me out. My skin felt as if it were on fire as I was jostled and cradled against his chest.He murmured in my ear, “Say another word and your parents won’t be the only ones you mourn. Samuel is still alive.”I swallowed hard and focused on the connection I knew was Samuel. After Zeke did whatever, I would find my brother and tell Michael about the strange fight between my parents and
Jack snorted. “I think she is serious, but if you need to ask her again, I’m here for it.”Normally, Lucas would have smacked Jack in the back of the head and told him this wasn’t the time, but everyone wanted to see Zeke get punched again.“Let me say this again.” My wolf surged forward, brushing my mind as power laced my voice. “You will get Bodey back. I don’t care what it takes.”“That’s what I’m trying to tell you.” He blew out a breath, his eyes lowering in submission. “She won’t listen to me.”My phone rang in my pocket, and I jolted. I’d forgotten it was there. I pulled it out, and Queen Kel’s name scrolled across the screen.Fuck. Speak of the devil…I froze. I couldn’t bring myself to answer the phone. Obviously, I needed to answer to see what the queen had to say, especially since she had Bodey, but I feared what news she might share.I rubbed my chest, still feeling our mate link. He wasn’t dead.The phone rang a third time.“You should answer that, Callie.” Zeke snickered
“I’m not so sure. Zeke wasn’t going to allow you to get them back.” She blew out a breath. “It’s foolish of you to think you had things handled.”Every fiber in me wanted to reach through the phone and strangle the cocky bitch. “Sybil was releasing my memories when your wolves attacked. Your attack stopped her magic.”“Still so young and naive,” she cooed. “Zeke was messaging me, telling me to attack before he took matters into his own hands.”My eyes flicked to Zeke again, and sweat beaded on his brow. He might try to deny it, but his reaction showed the truth. I didn’t need to bother questioning him. “How? Killing her made my memories return.”“Who said anything about killing her?” She tsked. “He could’ve fallen into her, breaking the spell before it could be completed, or claimed he got some worrisome news and you needed to leave. There are endless possibilities. This is why I need to take charge of your territories. You’re too naive to lead. You weren’t raised as a royal and train
Every head turned toward Jasmine, and she wrung her hands as if she didn’t like the attention. To her credit, she stood taller and said, “Remember what I told you, Samuel, and Bodey in the car on the way to Lynerd’s?”I stared at her. Between regaining old memories that somehow felt like new ones, the fight, and the deep ache from losing Bodey, my head was foggy.“Can you just tell us?” Samuel rubbed his temples. “It’s been a long day, and I don’t feel like guessing.”She lifted her hands. “Yeah, sorry. My best friend back at university is a wolf shifter from the Midwest pack. I’ve met her dad, and he’s one of the strongest alphas in that region. He holds a position similar to the royal advisors here. They might be willing to help.”That dangerous feeling of hope spread through my chest, anchoring me in the present. Bodey had brushed her off, but I had been planning on talking to her about it later. Now was the perfect time.Miles steepled his hands. “Why would they consider helping u
My heart dropped. “Are you saying you want us to allow her to keep Bodey?”Samuel’s cheeks reddened. “We’ll get him back. I’m not saying—”“Not happening.” I karate-chopped the air and filled my lungs, trying to calm down. “She’s agreed to meet us. This is a way to get her out into the open instead of storming her home. I won’t give up this opportunity even if it requires handing myself over. Do you understand?” I couldn’t risk her killing Bodey. I’d already lost too many people I loved, and I wouldn’t add him or anyone else in this room to that list.His nostrils flared. “Your life means more than his.”I fisted my hands. “No, it doesn’t. If anything happened to him, I would change. Hell, I’m barely hanging on to who I am, knowing he’s with them.”“I’ll make the call.” Jasmine removed her phone from her back pocket.“Wait.” I begrudgingly turned my attention away from Samuel and asked her, “Are you sure about this?”She hit her chest. “I swear to you, I trust them. I wouldn’t put the
The shooting pain stole my breath, and I sagged against the wall. I gripped my chest, wishing there was a way I could take his suffering away.“Callie!” Samuel placed his hands on my shoulders. He hunched over so he could stare into my eyes. “What’s wrong?”I couldn’t speak, not with all the emotions and sensations bombarding me. I linked with everyone, It’s Bodey. He’s hurting.A tear dripped onto my hand as I took a shaky breath. Bodey, I’m here. I tugged at our connection, trying to figure out a way to help him. I wish it was me instead of you.I’m fucking glad it’s me and not you, he replied, his sincerity pushing through to me. They kicked me to see if I was awake. I managed to fool them into thinking I was still asleep.Under normal circumstances, those words would have warmed me, but not now and not like this. At least they might leave him alone if they thought he was unconscious. It wasn’t fun to hurt an unconscious person.“How badly is he hurt?” Jasmine’s brows furrowed. “I
While living in Zeke’s pack, I’d learned how dangerous hope was, but the thought of having allies to rescue Bodey had caused that emotion to surge within me, and here I was, devastated again. I should’ve known they’d say no. It wasn’t their fight.She hung up and placed the phone into her back pocket.Michael asked what I already knew. “What did they say?”That was the thing about this group—they’d never had the odds consistently stacked against them, so they needed confirmation.Jasmine smiled sadly. “Russell had hoped to bring a hundred wolves here to help us get Bodey back, but King Sutton didn’t approve.”There it was, the answer I’d heard in her voice.“He said he didn’t want to get involved until he could see that our region had a chance to win.” She rubbed her hands together. “If Queen Kel manages to take over this region, the last thing he wants is for her to attack them in retribution.”I couldn’t blame him.“Yeah, but she’ll pivot to the Midwest territory eventually. She’ll