Nikolai’s POVHolding Lilliana so close to me makes me feel alive and the last thing I wanted was to let her go but I knew that I had to and she looked better when I left her.“What do you think about going on a little date?” I asked and her eyes lit up so bright that I felt the color in the entire house brighten even more.“It will be just the two of us.” I said, changing my tone into a teasing tone and I could tell that she figured out what I meant quickly.Lilliana quickly agreed to go on a date with me and we both got ready and when I was done, I excused her to sit and wait for her in the car since she was still getting ready.If I kept watching her, there’s no telling what I’d do so the best thing to do was to leave her and wait for her because I really want to go on a date with her.Sitting in the car, time seems to be going slowly as I kept looking out to see if she was done and on her way out but she wasn’t.Sighing, I couldn’t help but feel the weight that seems to have gotte
Nikolai’s POVHaving her walk with me, her soft hand in mine, makes me feel almost certain that nothing can go wrong. Her cheeks had turned pink and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that it was because of the cold.Stopping in my tracks, Lilliana turned to look at me with her gaze full of surprise and before she could register what was going on, I’d already wrapped my jacket around her.She wanted to look good for me and that was the reason she took the dress, the least I could do was to keep her from getting cold.The gazes on us intensified and I could also hear the murmurs getting louder. No one would have expected to see their Alpha go public with a girl.“You’re being so nice.” Lilliana teased as she pushed up against me and I smiled. She’s right, I’m being so nice to her this evening.Smiling to myself, I hoped this was going to atone for how I’ve treated her in the past even though I know that no matter what I did, it wasn’t going to make up for it.“It’s all thanks to you
Lilliana’s POVMy stomach knotted and despite always getting on his nerves before now, I didn’t think I would ever get to see Nikolai this angry.My jaw dropped as we sat and I still couldn’t wrap my head around how Nikolai’s mood went from sweet and welcoming to brooding and dangerous.“N—“ I stopped when I wasn’t sure what I was going to say if I called his name. I’m not so slow and I can see clearly that he was angry.He was breathing faster than usual, his Lycan’s nails were out and it felt like it was out for blood. I looked back to see his eyes still following his friend, Manuel.I could also tell that there was something off about Manuel, but courtesy demands that I be polite since he is good old friends with Nikolai, he introduced him as such himself.I smiled at his compliments, even if they felt a little uncomfortable, but what I didn't think was the fact that Nikolai was bothered by them until he was suddenly on the verge of snapping Manuel's neck in half in raw rage.What’
Nikolai’s POVI couldn’t help but feel that there was something lingering in Lilliana’s eyes. The mischievous look she had in her eyes was familiar.The glint in her eyes and the way she kept looking back made me feel like she had a plan, she wanted to do something.My cock twitched at the thought of having her tease me here and my thoughts ran wild. I wanted to do the same to her, I wanted to have her pull off her panties and hand it over to me.The restaurant was bright and I smiled to myself at the thoughts.“What are you thinking about?” I asked, my voice putting a halt to whatever thought she might have running through her mind but she only smiled.“Nothing,” she shrugged as she brought the fuck to her mouth and licked it seductively, causing the bulge in my trousers to get even bigger.“Can’t I just stare in peace?” She added and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that that wasn’t it. There was definitely something else.The glint in her eyes that always found its way into th
Lilliana’s POVMy plan to make Nikolai jealous was working and seeing the sheer look of trigger in his face, I was more than certain that I had won.I’d succeeded in letting him show his emotions and even though his ego won’t let him admit it, I could see clearly that he was scared of losing me.He’d gotten so angry because I was smiling at Manuel’s compliment and now that I’d gone as far as flirting with Manuel in front of him, I knew for sure that he was only one step away from losing his mind.I didn’t even want to go this far, I don’t care about Manuel and in-fact, I think he’s very creepy and someone that doesn’t care about a female's feelings.He’s just as horrible as Nikolai had warned me about him and seeing that I’d succeeded in letting Nikolai show his true emotions, I dismissed Manuel.Turning to take my leave, I was on my way back to our table when I felt rough hands grasp my ass the second that I turned away, making me jump in shock as I turned to see that the man was Man
Lilliana’s POVTurning, I watched as Nikolai walked out of the restaurant without caring if I really wanted to go with him or not.I was dumbfounded and couldn’t believe that he would walk out on me like that, I couldn’t believe that he was just going to leave me on our date just because I’d said that I didn’t want to leave with him.Nikolai finally disappeared and a dark feeling of guilt washed over me as I reflected on my actions.It was so overwhelming that I couldn’t stop feeling bad about what I did to him. I should have thought more about my actions before going on with it.I should have thought about how everything was going to turn out before stupidly doing what I did.It was no lie, I went overboard and I crossed the line but people do stupid things. They do things that they don’t realize until everything comes crashing down.Maybe if I wasn’t so full of myself, I wouldn’t have done something as extremely stupid as this. ‘What are you going to do now?’ Nala asked, her ir
Lilliana’s POVMy breath caught in my throat as I stared into his insanely hot and angry eyes. I wanted to speak, to tell him that he could have me in all the ways that he wanted to but I couldn’t.My vocal cords probably gave up or it was something about the thick air, the maddening tension that wouldn’t make me dare to open my mouth.He leaned into me and I gasped, I could see just how angry he was from his stare and I could feel it from the way he breathed.Fuck, I really crossed the line.“Lily,” he smiled, scaring and making me wet at the same damn time, my lips parted when I felt his breath on my face.My heart raced and I could hear tons of bells ringing in my head. The way he turned me on made me feel more alive than I have ever felt.“Do you hear me?” He finished and something in my stomach crawled as I tried to nod, knowing that I couldn’t let any word out of my mouth.My pussy throbbed but I couldn’t deny the fact that Nikolai was seething inwardly. Goosebumps filled my ski
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, my eyes fluttered open and I tried to move only to realize that Nikolai was holding me so close to himself.Smiling to myself, I placed my head on his chest and listened to the sound of his heart beating. It was the most soothing sound ever as I closed my eyes.I felt warm, secure and as though no harm would ever be able to come to me as long as I was in his arms.My body aches and my pussy still feels really sore as the memories of what happened last night flashed through my mind and it made my body tingle.“Fuck me, harder, harder, master.” I’d moaned so loudly that I knew that everyone in the house definitely heard my voice and were probably wondering what kind of slut I am.The pain I was feeling was coupled with a sense of satisfaction and so much pleasure that I couldn’t wait for it to happen all over again.I wanted him to tie both my hands together and whip me just like he did last night. I wanted to feel his tongue on my cunt and the thought of it alo
Nikolai’s POV“NIKOLAI!” Lilliana’s loud and alarmed voice reached me in the bathroom where I’d gone to take the ointment for her back.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that she’d already probably seen the mark on her back. Hurried, my feet padded back to the bedroom and I walked in to Lilliana freaking out.Her towel had dropped to the ground and she had an obvious look of terror on her face. Tears already welled up in her eyes as she stared at me.“W— What’s going on? How did these marks get there? What’s happening?” She asked, freaking out and thrown into a world of confusion.“Calm down, it’s nothing serious, I promise I’ll get to the bottom of things and we’ll get something done about the claw marks.”“Do you even hear what you’re saying?” She screamed and I could’ve sworn that my eardrums bursted with that loud sound.“They are claw marks on my back and you’re asking me to calm down,” she screeched, “how did they get there? What’s happening? Do you know something?” She bomb
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, my eyes fluttered open and I stretched out to feel Nikolai beside me. His eyes were closed and his sleeping features were hotter than ever.Everything seemed peaceful and as the memories of what happened last night flooded my mind, I felt myself melting.We’d left the dinner hall and had a really good time before falling asleep. A smile formed on my lips and I moved Nikolai’s hair away from his face.“When you stare at me like that, it makes me want to eat you for breakfast.” Nikolai’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts as he pulled me into him.“Maybe I won’t stop staring at you like that then.” I threatened and I felt his cock kick against me.“Well, Good Morning.” I smiled, grinding against his cock and feeling it grow even harder and an inch longer.“Stop doing that, you still look exhausted.” Nikolai warned but stopping was the last thing I wanted to do.I’ve been feeling unusually horny these days and right now I wanted him to fuck me but he seemed too w
Lilliana’s POV“I’m sorry,” I muttered an apology to Kieran with no idea why when he’d just told me that he hoped Nikolai would treat me right.I don’t know why this man seems to think that he has to have a say on my relationship and I hate the fact that whenever he says things like this, he says it with so much confidence.It’s almost like he’ll be waiting in a corner for when Nikolai messes up so that he could tell me that he did warn and tell me so.“Also, Nikolai has always been treating me right, I don’t doubt the fact that he’s going to do so tonight too.” I smiled and Kieran nodded.“Right, I’m sorry about that, I just say things without thinking.” He apologized, smiling as he walked me to the entrance of the hall.“You should go now.” He finished and with a nod, I walked closer to the entrance before turning to look at him but he only urged me on.If anyone had told me that Kieran could be this nice and this much of a gentleman, I would’ve argued because he has always been a j
Lilliana’s POVI was still stuck behind the big oak tree with Kieran, the night was silent, peaceful but there was nothing peaceful with being either Kieran.I’d just seen him walk into the dinner hall clinging onto Jenna and I know I shouldn’t care but I couldn’t help the multiple questions that kept running through my mind.Are they dating now or their date was supposed to end as soon as the dinner was over?Sighing, I pinched the bridge of my nose and couldn’t believe that I was stuck with Kieran of all people, my heart raced and I felt uncomfortable.“What were you doing in the bush all alone?” His voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I shuddered, “you could’ve really gotten yourself killed, Lilliana, what were you thinking?” He added.Turning my head to look in his direction, I felt the hairs at the nape of my neck curling as the cold breeze grazed my ear like the touch of cold fingers.The last thing I wanted was to get myself engaged in a conversation with Kieran, even though
Lilliana’s POVWalking as fast as my legs could carry me, I could feel my heart racing and I knew really well that it was because of Jenna.She was the last person I was expecting to see and I can’t just stand being in the same space as her.I felt bad for judging too soon too because a part of me felt like Nikolai didn’t really know that she was going to show up to the dinner.The sound of my phone ringing jolted me out of my thoughts but I continued walking since I already knew who was calling. It was Nikolai and he had called multiple times already but I’d decided to ignore the calls.I wasn’t mad at him or anything because I knew there was an explanation for everything and in Nikolai’s case, he didn’t know she was coming but I also can’t bring myself to go back there until I’m calm.Finding a place to sit, I took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. I didn’t want to wander too far off because Nikolai might try looking for me.The fact that everything looks familiar calmed me do
Nikolai’s POVThe night was going smoothly and having Lilliana in my arms felt like having heaven within my reach and when she hugged me.Goodness, when she hugged me, it felt as though time had stopped and it felt so good. I was so afraid of moving that I couldn’t even breathe.She felt so warm and her body felt really soft pushed up against me, I wanted to keep holding her without ever letting her go.My heart pounded and I could hear the gushing sound of my own blood as it rushed through my veins, spreading to every part of my being.Closing my eyes, I took in a whiff of her delicious scent and I wanted nothing to take away this moment.The urge to keep her close to me was insane, I didn’t want to let go of her, I wanted to maintain that proximity, to keep loving her and overall, to protect her. I felt her muscles tensed and I could feel that something was wrong as she pulled away from me.“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” I asked but she looked so lost that she probably didn’t hear w
Lilliana’s POV“You look really gorgeous,” one of the maids complimented my hair and I couldn’t help the smile that formed on my lips.“I bet Alpha Nikolai would not be able to keep his hands off you.” Another added and I could definitely see what they meant by that.Taking a look at myself in the mirror, I could barely recognize myself. It’s been a while since I looked this beautiful and I felt tears welling up in my eyes.My hair was made perfectly with all sorts of adornment even though I’d said that I didn’t want anything extra.My dress is an extremely beautiful strapless lilac gown and as I stood up, I wondered if my stomach was going to be a problem but it wasn’t.These past days, Nikolai and I barely spent enough time with each other and just when I was starting to feel frustrated, he thought of a way to turn things around.He had insisted that everyone take a break and the day off so instead of the meeting, everyone just went out for food and drinks.He made sure to set every
Lilliana’s POVI’d slowly walked into the room with everything that Kieran had told me playing back in my head over and over again and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop the thoughts.I hated the fact that I was letting what he thinks have so much effect on me like that but there was nothing I could really do about it as I curled up on the bed like a wet cat.“I’m back,” Nikolai announced cheerily and that would’ve changed my mood if I hadn’t met Kieran and listened to him say all those things.“Welcome back.” I managed to let out before curling even harder as I tried my best to ignore Nikolai.From the way his breath brushed the nape of my neck and how he pulled me into him, I could tell that he was on the bed with me already.“What’s wrong?” He questioned, his voice bridling with his worry as he turned me over to face him, “you’re not in a good mood.” He added.Shaking my head, I let out a forced smile as I tried to assure Nikolai that I was fine but I’ve never been a good
Lilliana’s POVIt was as though my legs were moving faster than the rest of my body. I was running as fast as I could but the more I ran, the more it felt like I couldn’t escape.My heart was in my throat and I felt my stomach knotting in fear as I went deeper and deeper into the woods.My head felt light and my eyes kept going in and out of my head but I knew that I dared not wait.I dared not stop to catch my breath because if I stopped then whatever I was running away from, whoever I was trying to avoid was eventually going to catch up with me.The eerie sounds became louder and my legs were starting to feel weak, slowing down and making it difficult for me to run any faster.“I can’t stop. I can’t stop.” I kept repeating to myself like it was some sort of mantra but my legs were giving up on me and that was when I remembered.Although it was dark and seemed like no matter how loud I screamed, no one was going to come to my rescue. I could see that I was alone but despite seeing th