Lilliana’s POVMy eyes fluttered open and the first thing I saw was Nikolai’s facial features. I still felt sore from the sex we had yesterday but everything was perfect and I wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.I could feel the butterflies flapping their wings in my stomach and my heart raced, it was no doubt that it was beating for Nikolai.Helping myself up as I supported my body with my elbow, I couldn’t help but admire his sleeping beauty. He looked like he didn't have any worries.His dark hair was so messy and yet it fell across his face perfectly and my hand itched to move it away. Now that I’m looking at him carefully, he looks innocent and harmless.He doesn’t look like that Alpha that everyone is scared of, he looked more like a child and I couldn’t help but wish I could see more of him. More of this particular Nikolai.His naked body sent jolts of desire running down my spine, his lips were perfectly carved, his broad chest beckoning to me. Perfect seemed like an unders
Lilliana’s POVGulping down the bile that had already formed at the back of my throat, I made my way carefully and delicately towards him and despite being so near, it felt as though he was so far away from me.Getting to his study table took more work than making the tea I was going to serve him. Gently, I placed the tea on the table but still, Nikolai didn’t look at me.It was as though I was invisible and no matter what I tried, Nikolai didn't acknowledge me. He stood and walked past me like he couldn’t see me as he went to his windowHis eyes wandered as he looked around and thoughts started running through my mind. I should’ve thought more about this before going through with it.I didn’t think it through and now I look like one of those girls that’s desperate for a man.“You can leave the rest of the breakfast on the table too,” he deadpanned, “but you’re dead if anything happens to the papers.” He added and I nodded.Clearing the table, I arranged the files and the sight of my
Lilliana’s POVThe smirk playing on his face turned me on more than I cared to admit and without wasting too much of our time, I obliged, going on my knees with Nikolai’s hand still on my head.I knew what was about to happen but my heart raced just at the thought of it. It was going to be my first time and I didn’t want it to be a failure especially after going through so much trouble to get him to finally notice me. ‘You really don’t have the time to think right now,’ Nala said, ‘we have to let him know that we can be bold too.’ She added, fueling my confidence and filling me up with vain optimism.I’ve never done this before, how can I pretend I have when the man standing right in front of me was my very first sex?Shaking the thoughts out of my head and keeping myself from over thinking, I lifted my gaze to look at Nikolai. He towered over me, his face slightly dark but the glint in his eyes was enough to brighten the room.Finally getting enough courage, I managed to undo his
Nikolai’s POVSmiling to myself, I sipped the tea and let out a loud satisfied sigh, doing it intentionally so Lilliana was going to know that I enjoyed the torture I put her through.“This is good.” I added, pretending not to notice that she was still shivering, her legs shaking and still so dumbfounded that she couldn’t sit up.It felt nice to be able to remind her who is in control, she might have a hold on me but sometimes I knew that I had to always show her who’s boss.Honestly, as much as this was torture for her, it was killing me too. I wanted to fuck her until she was out of breath but that would mean I’m unable to control myself whenever she was around and even if it’s true, I can’t possibly let her see it.She messes with my head, invades my thoughts every single time and not once have I ever wanted to make a decision without considering her. How was she going to feel about it? Would it hurt her?Questions about her kept running through my mind anytime I wanted to make a d
Lilliana’s POVTired, I laid on my bed as I stared at the ceiling. I went through my phone for a while but being a slave with no friends, there was nothing for me to go through on the internet which is why I barely used my phone so I just shut it off and closed my eyes.My body was weak from the amount of chores I did to get my mind off what Nikolai had done to me this morning but nothing I tried worked, my body still craved touch.My nipples remained harder than it was supposed to be, with my eyes closed, I couldn’t help but pinch my nipple to help it get less stimulated but even that got a moan out of my mouth.That jerk. Of all the punishments he could’ve made me serve, why does he have to do this to me?Whining, I rubbed my thighs together to get rid of the feeling but even that didn’t work too. My pussy throbbed and my body wouldn’t stop yearning for touches and as shameless as it felt, I wanted it to be Nikolai’s touch.My body shook as I thought about him, his shiny dark hair a
Lilliana’s POVLast night still felt like a dream to me but it was so real that I had no idea if I should believe that it really happened or I probably just had a lucid dream.I opened my eyes and caught a flicker of the time on the tiny bedside clock before repositioning myself and turning to sleep again. I felt exhausted, my body was still weak and I knew that if I should stand up this minute, I’d have trouble remaining on my feet.Smiling to myself, the thought of Nikolai flashed through my mind just when I was about to close my eyes and that was when it dawned on me, my eyes opened at once and he was on my bed, right beside me.It wasn’t a dream, it was real and Nikolai is really here!Why is he here? What the hell is he doing?Questions ran through my mind as I played back everything that happened last night while I stared at the sleeping man on my bed. He really came into my room last night and he was drunk, he asked for a glass of water and that was where everything went wrong.
Lilliana’s POVThe idea of having Nikolai in the shower with me drove me insane as thoughts of everything that could happen in the bathroom played out in my mind, everything he could do to me.Before I could answer, Nikolai had already picked me off the floor and was going to the bathroom. He kicked the door open before putting me down gently.He pulled off my clothes and the feel of his touch on my skin was heavenly. I felt like I was in paradise and I wanted to capture this moment and keep it embedded in my memory forever.Even if he changes and decides to be an ass today, I’m going to remember this morning, the way he touched me, the way he rubbed the soap on my back as the water dropped on both of us.The feel of his cock behind me, pressing my ass as though it was going to forcibly make its way into my asshole and while I was still thinking about it, his hand made its way to my neck before his cock thrusted into me from behind.Pressing me against him, Nikolai massaged my boobs a
Nikolai’s POVLilliana was breathless as she stared at me with her face flushed, she was still gasping for air and I knew that it’d be cruel of me to fuck her again. As much as I wanted to punish her, I also wanted to lay beside her and just plant kisses all over her face and body.Smiling to myself, I pushed the thought to the back of my head and made up my mind that it was going to be more fun if I fucked her face and rendered her even more breathless.“P…. Please…” she let out in a whisper but was also loud enough for me to hear as I laid beside her before kissing her neck, the way her blood rushed through her veins was making it irresistible to me and it was taking all that I had in me to not mark her.I wanted to dig my teeth in her neck and make her mine but there was no need for that when she’s mine already. Moving away from her body, I kissed her face before focusing my attention on her lips.It was so delicious and luscious that I didn’t want to stop kissing her, my hand expl
Nikolai’s POV“NIKOLAI!” Lilliana’s loud and alarmed voice reached me in the bathroom where I’d gone to take the ointment for her back.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that she’d already probably seen the mark on her back. Hurried, my feet padded back to the bedroom and I walked in to Lilliana freaking out.Her towel had dropped to the ground and she had an obvious look of terror on her face. Tears already welled up in her eyes as she stared at me.“W— What’s going on? How did these marks get there? What’s happening?” She asked, freaking out and thrown into a world of confusion.“Calm down, it’s nothing serious, I promise I’ll get to the bottom of things and we’ll get something done about the claw marks.”“Do you even hear what you’re saying?” She screamed and I could’ve sworn that my eardrums bursted with that loud sound.“They are claw marks on my back and you’re asking me to calm down,” she screeched, “how did they get there? What’s happening? Do you know something?” She bomb
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, my eyes fluttered open and I stretched out to feel Nikolai beside me. His eyes were closed and his sleeping features were hotter than ever.Everything seemed peaceful and as the memories of what happened last night flooded my mind, I felt myself melting.We’d left the dinner hall and had a really good time before falling asleep. A smile formed on my lips and I moved Nikolai’s hair away from his face.“When you stare at me like that, it makes me want to eat you for breakfast.” Nikolai’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts as he pulled me into him.“Maybe I won’t stop staring at you like that then.” I threatened and I felt his cock kick against me.“Well, Good Morning.” I smiled, grinding against his cock and feeling it grow even harder and an inch longer.“Stop doing that, you still look exhausted.” Nikolai warned but stopping was the last thing I wanted to do.I’ve been feeling unusually horny these days and right now I wanted him to fuck me but he seemed too w
Lilliana’s POV“I’m sorry,” I muttered an apology to Kieran with no idea why when he’d just told me that he hoped Nikolai would treat me right.I don’t know why this man seems to think that he has to have a say on my relationship and I hate the fact that whenever he says things like this, he says it with so much confidence.It’s almost like he’ll be waiting in a corner for when Nikolai messes up so that he could tell me that he did warn and tell me so.“Also, Nikolai has always been treating me right, I don’t doubt the fact that he’s going to do so tonight too.” I smiled and Kieran nodded.“Right, I’m sorry about that, I just say things without thinking.” He apologized, smiling as he walked me to the entrance of the hall.“You should go now.” He finished and with a nod, I walked closer to the entrance before turning to look at him but he only urged me on.If anyone had told me that Kieran could be this nice and this much of a gentleman, I would’ve argued because he has always been a j
Lilliana’s POVI was still stuck behind the big oak tree with Kieran, the night was silent, peaceful but there was nothing peaceful with being either Kieran.I’d just seen him walk into the dinner hall clinging onto Jenna and I know I shouldn’t care but I couldn’t help the multiple questions that kept running through my mind.Are they dating now or their date was supposed to end as soon as the dinner was over?Sighing, I pinched the bridge of my nose and couldn’t believe that I was stuck with Kieran of all people, my heart raced and I felt uncomfortable.“What were you doing in the bush all alone?” His voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I shuddered, “you could’ve really gotten yourself killed, Lilliana, what were you thinking?” He added.Turning my head to look in his direction, I felt the hairs at the nape of my neck curling as the cold breeze grazed my ear like the touch of cold fingers.The last thing I wanted was to get myself engaged in a conversation with Kieran, even though
Lilliana’s POVWalking as fast as my legs could carry me, I could feel my heart racing and I knew really well that it was because of Jenna.She was the last person I was expecting to see and I can’t just stand being in the same space as her.I felt bad for judging too soon too because a part of me felt like Nikolai didn’t really know that she was going to show up to the dinner.The sound of my phone ringing jolted me out of my thoughts but I continued walking since I already knew who was calling. It was Nikolai and he had called multiple times already but I’d decided to ignore the calls.I wasn’t mad at him or anything because I knew there was an explanation for everything and in Nikolai’s case, he didn’t know she was coming but I also can’t bring myself to go back there until I’m calm.Finding a place to sit, I took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. I didn’t want to wander too far off because Nikolai might try looking for me.The fact that everything looks familiar calmed me do
Nikolai’s POVThe night was going smoothly and having Lilliana in my arms felt like having heaven within my reach and when she hugged me.Goodness, when she hugged me, it felt as though time had stopped and it felt so good. I was so afraid of moving that I couldn’t even breathe.She felt so warm and her body felt really soft pushed up against me, I wanted to keep holding her without ever letting her go.My heart pounded and I could hear the gushing sound of my own blood as it rushed through my veins, spreading to every part of my being.Closing my eyes, I took in a whiff of her delicious scent and I wanted nothing to take away this moment.The urge to keep her close to me was insane, I didn’t want to let go of her, I wanted to maintain that proximity, to keep loving her and overall, to protect her. I felt her muscles tensed and I could feel that something was wrong as she pulled away from me.“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” I asked but she looked so lost that she probably didn’t hear w
Lilliana’s POV“You look really gorgeous,” one of the maids complimented my hair and I couldn’t help the smile that formed on my lips.“I bet Alpha Nikolai would not be able to keep his hands off you.” Another added and I could definitely see what they meant by that.Taking a look at myself in the mirror, I could barely recognize myself. It’s been a while since I looked this beautiful and I felt tears welling up in my eyes.My hair was made perfectly with all sorts of adornment even though I’d said that I didn’t want anything extra.My dress is an extremely beautiful strapless lilac gown and as I stood up, I wondered if my stomach was going to be a problem but it wasn’t.These past days, Nikolai and I barely spent enough time with each other and just when I was starting to feel frustrated, he thought of a way to turn things around.He had insisted that everyone take a break and the day off so instead of the meeting, everyone just went out for food and drinks.He made sure to set every
Lilliana’s POVI’d slowly walked into the room with everything that Kieran had told me playing back in my head over and over again and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop the thoughts.I hated the fact that I was letting what he thinks have so much effect on me like that but there was nothing I could really do about it as I curled up on the bed like a wet cat.“I’m back,” Nikolai announced cheerily and that would’ve changed my mood if I hadn’t met Kieran and listened to him say all those things.“Welcome back.” I managed to let out before curling even harder as I tried my best to ignore Nikolai.From the way his breath brushed the nape of my neck and how he pulled me into him, I could tell that he was on the bed with me already.“What’s wrong?” He questioned, his voice bridling with his worry as he turned me over to face him, “you’re not in a good mood.” He added.Shaking my head, I let out a forced smile as I tried to assure Nikolai that I was fine but I’ve never been a good
Lilliana’s POVIt was as though my legs were moving faster than the rest of my body. I was running as fast as I could but the more I ran, the more it felt like I couldn’t escape.My heart was in my throat and I felt my stomach knotting in fear as I went deeper and deeper into the woods.My head felt light and my eyes kept going in and out of my head but I knew that I dared not wait.I dared not stop to catch my breath because if I stopped then whatever I was running away from, whoever I was trying to avoid was eventually going to catch up with me.The eerie sounds became louder and my legs were starting to feel weak, slowing down and making it difficult for me to run any faster.“I can’t stop. I can’t stop.” I kept repeating to myself like it was some sort of mantra but my legs were giving up on me and that was when I remembered.Although it was dark and seemed like no matter how loud I screamed, no one was going to come to my rescue. I could see that I was alone but despite seeing th