The next dayChilli POVI was never really a morning person but that's all changed now. My beta in waiting training was hard enough without having to be up, dress and downstairs ready to start for half seven, eight o'clock, surprisingly father didn't mind the vague starting time, he was always finishing up some business on the phone anyway so I think secretly he was glad for a slight delay. But Pauline on the other hand did. If I was a minute late I would have more chores to do in the evening before bed, she'd say"You slept in so going to bed later shouldn't be a problem with all that extra sleep you've had this morning".What this meant was whilst I was training and following my father around all day, she would be finding me the most pathetic, silly, little chores to do to keep me from my bed. So when I would really over sleep the next day, making my father wait, I would be in proper trouble, not that I could say why. That would be making excuses and a beta does not make excuses, i
Weeks pass and my training has intensified, father is including me more in his decision making, even explaining the reasons behind it. Combat training now includes shifting, running on all fours and fighting in my wolf form. Some times, when father is too busy, I spar with the other young wolves.Tomorrow night is the annual alphas ball at the packhouse and every alpha within a thousand miles radius attends each year. We walk into the packhouse, everyone is busy getting everything ready for tomorrow. The main entrance is glistening and sparkling with the added twinkle lights, going all the way up the winding staircase, it feels like a fairy tale. I can hear our packs Luna in the next room preparing the main hall with other pack members who are here to help. Thankfully Pauline is never asked to help anymore, she can be a control freak and tries to take over, forgetting her place next to our Luna. Although if you ask Pauline, she says she wouldn't want to help, anyway she hates being i
Once back home, I collapse on my bed, completely exhausted. I lie here for a few moments until turning my head in the direction of my wardrobe, thinking. Then look towards my bedroom door which I left slightly ajar. I listen for a second. Sounds like Pauline's in the kitchen preparing dinner. I pull myself up, everything hurts, a shower will help sort that in a minute. I hobble over to the wardrobe my limbs and muscles are stiff from a days hard work. I gently pull open the door and sigh, looking at what my options are for tomorrow. I know what ever I wear she will make me feel stupid in or fat or ugly, the list goes on. Even the ones she picked out for me. I don't even want to touch them as I slide them out of the way. I look at the dress I mind-link to Erin about. Could I? Should I? Shit, I don't know. I pull it and hold it up to myself in the mirror. It's a figure-hugging, knee length, black lace dress with a v neckline. It was a classic style, one that never really goes out of fas
Well it's been another long day as I get back to my room to very quickly shower and get ready for the ball. We started our day before the sun had even risen, once we got to the packhouse we didn't really stop, only for a quick bite to eat from the packhouse lunchroom again, but there was still so much to check was perfect. Must have checked the seating plan and name cards at least 4 times. Setting the tables and spot checking the gold cutlery and glassware, no detail was too small when so many alphas, lunas, betas, heads of security plus spouses and of age offspring would be in attendance tonight looking and judging us. Everyone seemed happy with their work and the end result."Nothing more we can do, that's it. Go home you two. See you back here in an hour looking your best" Alpha winked at us as we waved bye for now.Now standing in my bedroom, my hand on the door handle, I can hear father and Pauline's muffled voices downstairs. I take a deep breath and turn the handle, as I step
When we get there, the hall is already starting to fill with guests, Erin is on the door checking names and invites against her list. Uncle Alpha, aunt Kay and Elias are of course the welcoming committee. They all smile at me as we walk up the steps to them, as we stop for the parents to talk, I go stand by Elias, who nearly drops his jaw at the site of me."Yeah right" I glare at him "come on, don't be an ass" nudging his shoulder." No really, no joking you look .." he paused as if searching for the right adjective ".. beautiful" Tucking my hair behind my ear and trying not to blush, we both suddenly notice we are being observed. " Why are they looking at us like that?" Elias links to me. " It's ... Weird" I couldn't agree more."Yeah, I don't like it" Pauline, obviously not happy about the attention being on anyone else, especially me, coughs, pulling their eyes away from us. First time I've ever been grateful for her self-centeredness. Few hours later after we found our seats,
Chilli POVAs we get back to our table, Erin claps and we wave her off. I sit back down and reach for my drink " That's mine" Pauline suddenly behind me, taking it from my hand inches away from my lips. Ok I think to myself . "That's yours" she points and disappears into the crowd." That was strange even for her" Erin says, as I pick up the glass and take a gulp of it and finish it in two. "Wow, Chills" Erin stares at me."She does that to me" we laugh. Erin and Elias are dancing and mingling with our guests, while I nurse a glass of water, that last drink isn't sitting well. It's not like I have had a lot, only two or three. Pauline starts calling my name, then she mind-links to me ' sit up child, stop slouching' with a grown, I do as I'm told, only to see her escorting someone this way. Not another one, she's had me dancing with so many men tonight, there been Lucas, Mika, David, Simeon to name just a few. Now who? "This is Charlotte" she tells the older gentleman. "Chilli plea
Chilli POVWish he'd just let go of me, although I think I might fall to the ground if he does. What is wrong with me, my mind and inner wolf are racing to get away but my traitorous skin is tingling at his touch, it feels like pins and needles. My surroundings are fading away, everything is blurry except him. This can't be what its like, what it feels like when you've found your mate? Please goddess no!Help!I was fighting to keep my head up, desperately not wanting any more of me to be touching him. Over Thoran's shoulder I can sense him coming my way before anything else, his silhouette breaking through the misty fog. Just seeing him makes me feel the tiniest bit better.Elias taps Thoran on the shoulder to attain the man's attention."May I cut in?" Standing strong with his head held high, not really asking. My body screaming for Elias."No" Thoran's snarls, tightening his grip on me, tears begin welling in my eyes."I insist.. " Elias says through gritted teeth but still smilin
2 months laterChilli POVPauline has been more of a bitch than normal. She's been on me constantly, since the ball and with father being away with the alphas on their tour of other packs, she seems annoyed with me because I've ruined her plans of having the house to herself for twelve weeks. They left the day after the ball, Normally I would have gone with, to assist father plus It's a great way for young wolves of the beta, alpha etc to find their mates if they are from other packs but I wasn't feeling well enough and would have slowed them down. So I've had to stay with Pauline which means chores all day everyday. Each day they are gone, I feel more lonely and isolated. Even Erin has gone too but I miss Elias the most. We barely had a chance to talk before he was gone. Waking up the morning after the ball, in his bed with him sitting across the room. He looked pissed off and angry at something. Wouldn't really say much, just made sure I was ok and left. Weird and hurtful. It felt