Chapter 192

Elias POV

I can feel the pain in the room at everyone remembering the lost, but mostly from Chilli and my mother. I glance from one to the other as my mothers eyes release a single tear that rolls down her cheek. I know without asking who and what she is thinking about, I've known for years that day weighs heavy on her soul. After it happened I noticed a difference in my mother, she was still the same loving woman I'd always known but now just a little broken in side and no matter what I did it never went away, I couldn't, try as I did, fix it for her. I remember over hearing her crying in my fathers arms, and him repeatedly telling her Rosalee's and Bill's death was not her fault. I remember thinking that's Chilli and Erin's dead mother and father names. Mother was crying also because she thought Chilli hated her, as she barely saw her anymore and when she did Logan would pull her away. I remember wanting to ask Chilli if she hated and blamed my mum for the loss of h