Cold, so cold, and wet, why am I lying in a pubble? where is the light? I can't see a thing, am I blind? "Breathe" I tell myself, but it hurts to. Panic rises as I reach out around me, sceared of what I might touch but hoping to feel something, anything in this seeming void. Giving up on life, I feel a rough, wet and freezing stone wall at my fingertips, I follow the wall round and around, I'm in a dried up well! Droping to my knees, how? why? Sobbing, fighting the tears and urge to cry.Foot steps echo in my ears, disorienting me, the closer they get the louder they become, deafening me, making me feel sick as I try to block the noise with my hands. Laughter draws my eyes upwards to a sudden pin prick of light, her laughter chilling me to the bone as it fills the well. "You thought you could get away from me, but your wrong, I always get what I want! No one will find you, no one will save you. There's no one left who loves you, they are all mine" my heart contracts in my chest, what
"I'll give you two some space". Father stands, heading for the door. "I just need to check something". Erin sips her coffee, still sitting on the edge of the bed, "bet his going to her". "Her?" Although I think I know who her is."Pauline" Erin confirms my thinking, "she's on thin ice" Erin smiles, would say too happy, but not when it comes to Pauline. "Your father isn't happy with her, nor is alpha or luna actually, although they never are" giggling slightly."What really happened?" Not sure how much she already knows, not wanting everything to be,"Well, what do you know?" She goes on to tell me more or less the same as father, wanting me to fill in the gaps. So I tell her about Thoran and her plan to get rid of me, the tampering with my food, keeping me locked in my room, the boot to the face, Thoran striking me, blacking out, jumping out the window after hearing the howling, pretty much everything but the razor and the blood. She seems content and a bit overwhelmed by the inform
Eilas POV I can feel my canines protruding through my gums and pressure building up, pushing on my bones, ready to snap them, tips of fur prickerling my skin as my wolf pushes its way out, I'm losing control, all I see is red and a want for that bitches blood to be spilled."Elias?" Suddenly I'm calming down at just the sound of her beautiful, soothing voice. I turn to look at my mate in the doorway, being held up by Erin. Everything falls away, my anger and hatred vanish as I stare into her waterfall, blue sparkling eyes. Goddess I love her so much. But it's short lived thought, as I really look at her, she's so weak, so hurt. My mind races at the thoughts and images of what that bitch did to her, to my Chilli, my girl! Feeling everything start to boil up again, I close my eyes, " Control yourself!" I tell myself, "Control yourself!" "Elias?" Her soft voice, like a whisper as her hand touches mine, opening my eyes almost in shock. I didn't hear her move across the room to me, it's
Chilli POV As we drive Elias seems nervous for some reason, did I miss something? Squeezing his sweaty hand, "Hey, are you okay?". "Yeah, fine". He said as Erin looked at us in the rearview mirror, smiling."My driving is not that bad," she jokes, we all laugh, but Elias's is more nervous and fake. As we pull down the road of the packhouse, it suddenly occurs to me,"Erin, sorry, can we stop off at the house first, so I can grab a few bits please?" A spike of anxiety fills the car, what is going on? I ask myself. "Or maybe later them?" She nods."Lets just get home and have a sit down," Elias suggest. A sit down, thats all we've done for days, I want to run, to feel free on all fours, although, just thinking about shifting saps my energy a little. Maybe a sit down would be good. "Okay, but go for a run later?" Elias smiles and nods.The car comes to a stop outside the packhouse, where Elias's parents are waiting for us. As we get out the car, they rush to us, arms up to embrace u
After that, we excuse ourselves from the group and head back upstairs. "Do you still want to go for a run?" Elias asks,"Maybe tomorrow," I suggest, feeling emotionally drained from the day and the news report. Later on in the evening and it's bedtime, I'm happy, nervous, excited and petrified to share a bed with my mate. A word plagues my mind, cousin, cousin, cousin! That bloody, fucking reporter has gotten in my head. Crapping hell. Running my hands into my hair, pulling at it, as I stare into the bathroom mirror, trying to regain my composure before I join Elias in our bed. A gentle knock at the door, followed by his soft, worried voice, "Chilli? Everything okay? Its just you've been in there a while". Taking a deep breath, "Yeah, be right out!" Looking down at my favourite pajamas, nothing fancy just pain, greyish shorts and an old, baggy top, which is so baggy on me now it falls off one shoulder, with a vest top underneath which had a tiny bit of lace on the neck line. Oh f
Chilli POV As I lay in bed with him, I am lost in his eyes, I can feel his warm, minty breath on my face and skin, if we were any closer we would be touching. What's he waiting for? My blood pumping vigorously through my veins as my body longs for his. Feeling a new, weird tingling sensation south, when finally Elias moves slightly closer to me and our lips ever so softly touch, frozen in the moment for seconds maybe, then without thinking, as if on autopilot, I close my eyes and let my bodys instincts take over, trusting it knows what to do. The kissing continues still soft and gentle, as his hands move up and down, dancing over my back. As the kissing intensifies, Elias gracefully manoeuvres himself, so he is now on top of me, he did it so smoothly, it felt so natural. Our hips and joints moving as one, grinding against eachother, I can feel his hard passion for me pressing through his boxes and my shorts, rubbing me. I am so wet! I feel slightly embarrassed at how moist I feel bet
Elias POV Once Chilli is in the kitchen and out of earshot, I turn to Erin, "okay, she's gone. Did you get it ?" She rechecks the coast is clear, before retrieving a small, square box from her bag,"Of course, when do I not deliver." She gives me the box, "so, tonights the night," smiling at me, "your finally popping the question?" Opening the box and inspecting the contents. "Yes, tonight's the night," holding the delicate ring between my fingers, "sure she'll like it?""Of course, you big idiot, she's going to love it Elias, really". Even with Erin's encouraging words, I'm still nervous, my hands are sweating, I put the ring back in it's box before I drop it. "So, your ready? What did your folks say? And logan?""They are all so excited, mother and father think it's fantastic and aprove of our plan for tomorrow. I couldn't be more ready to be with Chilli for life". I state, closing the box."Good, but that's not what I meant, I mean are you all ready for tonight, to propose? And
The next morning is a blur as we rush to get everything ready and ourselves. Erin, the star she is, has gotten everything a bride could need and waiting for me all ready in her room. "There, how's that?" Erin asks, putting the final touches to my hair and make up. Looking at myself in the mirror once she steps out of the way and thinking, 'is that me?'. "I've kept it all very natural, very little foundation and very light concealer. With not too much blush or eye shadow, just enough mascara and eyeliner to make your eyes pop and sparkle". "Erin, it's... your..." speechless. "Same with your hair, I've kept that simple too. I've re-straightened your hair a little to give it a bit of texture on the layers and put some product in it to make it shine, sniff it, it smells like digestive biscuits," informing me, bleaming at me, so happy and proud of herself. "Chilli? Do you like it? Happy?" Blinking at myself in the mirror,"Erin, I look, beautiful." Erin laughs at me,"You were already b