Elias POV "Mate?" Feeling like I can't breathe. Logan shakes his head, looking down at his phone. "I don't like this, something feels wrong" "What? What's wrong?" Erin asks me."I can't make a connection to her, like she's weak, so weak she can't even handle a link, like she ...oh goddess " "What?" Logan says, "like she's what?"Struggling to say the words let alone think them."Like she is dying". No one says anything for a moment, a tear glides down my cheek. Dying not dead, pull yourself together man! I tell myself, come on. Then my wolf growls at me 'get to her now!'I jump to my feet, "I'm going back!" telling them and rushing out the door and to one of our cars. As I turn the key in the ignition the passenger door opens and Erin gets in."Shut up, I'm coming with you" she tells me before I can protest "You are the next alpha, you can not go alone and as a member of your security team, I must escort you back" she answers my unspoken objections with a wink. "Plus, I want to! I
Chilli POV Thoran and Pauline are still arguing as I try to sneak out, I'm nearly in the clear as Thoran yakes me back in the middle of the room by my hair. "Where the fuck do you think you are going?" He snarls at me. "Your mine now, bitch!" Bloody hell, I think to myself. Anger coming off him, like the waves of the ocean in a storm, deadly and treacherous. "You've been brought and paid for!" Brought and paid for? what the fuck?! I look up at Pauline, her expression not wavering, no guilt or regret, just pleasure and pride at the thought of finally getting rid of me and receiving something in return. What did he give her?I am sick of this, I am not hers or anyones to sell or be bargain with. My contempt for her burns through me and I feel my wolf taking over, Normally I would fight it but no more, I welcome the change, letting my wolf take control. Just as my bones start to crack and fur appears on my skin, I get her boot in the face. Bitch, I think, not again, as it all goes blac
Cold, so cold, and wet, why am I lying in a pubble? where is the light? I can't see a thing, am I blind? "Breathe" I tell myself, but it hurts to. Panic rises as I reach out around me, sceared of what I might touch but hoping to feel something, anything in this seeming void. Giving up on life, I feel a rough, wet and freezing stone wall at my fingertips, I follow the wall round and around, I'm in a dried up well! Droping to my knees, how? why? Sobbing, fighting the tears and urge to cry.Foot steps echo in my ears, disorienting me, the closer they get the louder they become, deafening me, making me feel sick as I try to block the noise with my hands. Laughter draws my eyes upwards to a sudden pin prick of light, her laughter chilling me to the bone as it fills the well. "You thought you could get away from me, but your wrong, I always get what I want! No one will find you, no one will save you. There's no one left who loves you, they are all mine" my heart contracts in my chest, what
"I'll give you two some space". Father stands, heading for the door. "I just need to check something". Erin sips her coffee, still sitting on the edge of the bed, "bet his going to her". "Her?" Although I think I know who her is."Pauline" Erin confirms my thinking, "she's on thin ice" Erin smiles, would say too happy, but not when it comes to Pauline. "Your father isn't happy with her, nor is alpha or luna actually, although they never are" giggling slightly."What really happened?" Not sure how much she already knows, not wanting everything to be,"Well, what do you know?" She goes on to tell me more or less the same as father, wanting me to fill in the gaps. So I tell her about Thoran and her plan to get rid of me, the tampering with my food, keeping me locked in my room, the boot to the face, Thoran striking me, blacking out, jumping out the window after hearing the howling, pretty much everything but the razor and the blood. She seems content and a bit overwhelmed by the inform
Eilas POV I can feel my canines protruding through my gums and pressure building up, pushing on my bones, ready to snap them, tips of fur prickerling my skin as my wolf pushes its way out, I'm losing control, all I see is red and a want for that bitches blood to be spilled."Elias?" Suddenly I'm calming down at just the sound of her beautiful, soothing voice. I turn to look at my mate in the doorway, being held up by Erin. Everything falls away, my anger and hatred vanish as I stare into her waterfall, blue sparkling eyes. Goddess I love her so much. But it's short lived thought, as I really look at her, she's so weak, so hurt. My mind races at the thoughts and images of what that bitch did to her, to my Chilli, my girl! Feeling everything start to boil up again, I close my eyes, " Control yourself!" I tell myself, "Control yourself!" "Elias?" Her soft voice, like a whisper as her hand touches mine, opening my eyes almost in shock. I didn't hear her move across the room to me, it's
Chilli POV As we drive Elias seems nervous for some reason, did I miss something? Squeezing his sweaty hand, "Hey, are you okay?". "Yeah, fine". He said as Erin looked at us in the rearview mirror, smiling."My driving is not that bad," she jokes, we all laugh, but Elias's is more nervous and fake. As we pull down the road of the packhouse, it suddenly occurs to me,"Erin, sorry, can we stop off at the house first, so I can grab a few bits please?" A spike of anxiety fills the car, what is going on? I ask myself. "Or maybe later them?" She nods."Lets just get home and have a sit down," Elias suggest. A sit down, thats all we've done for days, I want to run, to feel free on all fours, although, just thinking about shifting saps my energy a little. Maybe a sit down would be good. "Okay, but go for a run later?" Elias smiles and nods.The car comes to a stop outside the packhouse, where Elias's parents are waiting for us. As we get out the car, they rush to us, arms up to embrace u
After that, we excuse ourselves from the group and head back upstairs. "Do you still want to go for a run?" Elias asks,"Maybe tomorrow," I suggest, feeling emotionally drained from the day and the news report. Later on in the evening and it's bedtime, I'm happy, nervous, excited and petrified to share a bed with my mate. A word plagues my mind, cousin, cousin, cousin! That bloody, fucking reporter has gotten in my head. Crapping hell. Running my hands into my hair, pulling at it, as I stare into the bathroom mirror, trying to regain my composure before I join Elias in our bed. A gentle knock at the door, followed by his soft, worried voice, "Chilli? Everything okay? Its just you've been in there a while". Taking a deep breath, "Yeah, be right out!" Looking down at my favourite pajamas, nothing fancy just pain, greyish shorts and an old, baggy top, which is so baggy on me now it falls off one shoulder, with a vest top underneath which had a tiny bit of lace on the neck line. Oh f
Chilli POV As I lay in bed with him, I am lost in his eyes, I can feel his warm, minty breath on my face and skin, if we were any closer we would be touching. What's he waiting for? My blood pumping vigorously through my veins as my body longs for his. Feeling a new, weird tingling sensation south, when finally Elias moves slightly closer to me and our lips ever so softly touch, frozen in the moment for seconds maybe, then without thinking, as if on autopilot, I close my eyes and let my bodys instincts take over, trusting it knows what to do. The kissing continues still soft and gentle, as his hands move up and down, dancing over my back. As the kissing intensifies, Elias gracefully manoeuvres himself, so he is now on top of me, he did it so smoothly, it felt so natural. Our hips and joints moving as one, grinding against eachother, I can feel his hard passion for me pressing through his boxes and my shorts, rubbing me. I am so wet! I feel slightly embarrassed at how moist I feel bet