#Chapter 133: With or Without You

Kadeem’s arms envelop me while I sob into him. "I'm sorry," he says, more than once.

His voice is full of pain - my pain.

Because that’s how this works. With this stupid marking, he’s trapped us together as mates. Before, he read me like a book.

Now, that connection we shared has been dialed up to a screeching, supernatural high. He can feel my emotions and he’ll be able to sense my presence when we’re miles apart.

I break loose out of his embrace, trying to keep myself c

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