Millicent's POV I was sobbing in my room, not really understanding my feelings. I was angry that Sylvester had tried to molest me sexually. How could he do that? Maybe I shouldn't be shocked, he still saw me as the maid he could treat as he so deemed fit, including relieving his sexual tension in even if she was unwilling. After all, he had tried this in the past, but for the timely intervention of Cathania.I was also furious with myself for feeling for a moment there, a stab of desire for Sylvester when I should have been furious with him for touching me without my consent.I felt like I had betrayed Christopher, my love but at the same time grateful that he had come at the time that he did. Who knows what would have happened if he hadn't. I would have tried to fight him off, but what was my training to his strength?I was still sobbing and thinking about all this, when someone came into my room and I would have jumped had I not smelled Christopher.He came to me, trying to console
Christopher's POVI knew I would be unable to sleep this night because I feared that I might lose her as soon as my eyes were closed. I had claimed her, that was true but I still needed to mark her but I wanted to give her time. So I kept looking at her in wonder. Mating had never been this great for me, before.I wondered what Christopher would say and do when he smelt me on Millicent in the morning. Well, the morning will take care of itself. Millicent touched my cheek and I smiled, because I had wanted to do the same to assure myself that she was real and not a phantom.I knew I had tired her but she seems unwilling like I was to fall asleep.'Did you like it?' I asked, sure that she did but wanting to hear it from her.'Was my response and scream of ecstasy not enough for you to know you did a great job?' she countered. That was not the answer I was hoping for but the way she said it as though she was not going to give me the satisfaction of knowing her true feelings concerning
Millicent's POVWe kept staring at each other as we lay side by side, till our breathing returned to normal.I felt sleepy but I just didn't want to sleep just yet. I wanted to be sure I was really the one who experienced all those delicious feelings. I touched, Christopher on his cheek and he smiled.'Did you like it?' he asked, with male pride.'Was my response and scream not enough for you to know you did a great job?' I countered coquettishly. He wanted me to say it was the best lay and it was, though I didn't have any backup experience, I just knew that it was exquisite, the best anyone could get.He laughed and turning me over till I was on him. He kissed me tenderly and I almost cried. What did I do to deserve this great man?'I enjoyed it extremely!' he said looking into my eye. 'There's no shame in admitting it, you know'. He furrowed his brows in thought and then, while caressing my face, said, 'I am aware you do not have any experience to build on or lay your comparison but
Christopher's POVI was not going to believe that Millicent had left me.I rushed into her room. She must be dressing in readiness for her flight. 'I shall stop you from this grievous mistake you want to make Millicent!' I vowed as I rushed into her room. She was not there. I flung her bed covers aside, still no Millicent. I went into her bathroom, no Millicent.Confirming that she was not in her room and in the building, I raced to our favourite spot - the stream but she was not there either but I smelt her. Her smell was very faint.I followed her scent, racing into the bushes, Zara was urging me on. We need to find our mate! He spoke in my head and I agreed hundred percent with him. Soon, her scent became stronger and then I heart the sound of racing and without thought, I raced after the racer, sure it was Millicent.I caught up with her. And leapt on her, falling her to the ground. and falling beside her as we rolled on the ground together, due to the impact of our collision an
Sylvester's POVThinking back at what happened with Millicent, I feel like a heel. How could I had done such a thing? Here I was trying to win her heart but now, I have succeeded in driving her further away from me. Christopher was not helping matters at all, by getting too close to her.Ezra was also not being considerate. I wasn't trying to pin all of the blame of molesting our mate on him but he acts like the beast he really was. Christopher had gone to console Millicent and though the idea did not sit well with me, there was nothing I could do about it.Millicent could not want to mate with Christopher now. She must be too humiliated and furious by my actions to think Ong those lines.I recalled how she felt in my arms and knew that I had to have her. I had almost won her heart in the past and I could still do it. I wondered why I had not felt this way before Christopher came back, the mate matter would have been a seal, settled and delivered deal. But be that as it may, I will
Cathania ended up spending the night with me and we mated two more times before morning. She was insatiable and I imagined it was Millicent I was mating, that made the experience more body quaking.Very early, though, I woke her and asked her to leave. 'Do not come back here again. You asked me to fuck you one last time and I obliged you. Let us part as friends', I said. 'Whatever you need, I shall give to you but leave Millicent out of it. It might seem otherwise, but she really has done you no wrong!'Cathania smiled, but said nothing and very soon was ready to leave. She kissed me. 'Enjoy your life!' she said simply.After Cathania left, I felt guilty, that I had betrayed Millicent. But she is the one who keeps betraying me with my own brother! I thought, trying to rationalize my actions and assuage my guilt.I put on my jumpsuit, wanting to go jogging. I had never gone jogging this late before but for the fact that I hated missing it, I would have stayed back. I had been battlin
Millicent's POVI ran with the speed of a whirlwind, knowing that if Christopher caught up with me this time, I would be totally undone and would not have the courage to resist him nor go away again. The thought of the consequence of such an action pumped adrenalin into my bloodstream and I ran even faster, masking my scent all the way.I heard his anguished howl and it broke my heart. It was the hardest thing I had ever done - running away from love and happiness. It took all I had not to turn back and run into his arms and soothe his pain. I understood how he felt. It was like finding everything you ever wanted and then all that you ever desired slips through your fingers or is taken from you and you are left with nothing. The only difference is that I could go back if I really wanted to and if I was ready to bear the consequences, which I was not but he did not have that choice. If he did, he would come after me and damn the consequences.I knew the first place Sylvester would ask t
Christopher's POVI watched the days turn into weeks and then into months and my Luna, my mate, my life, my Millicent did not come back. How could she bear to be away from me when I was languishing and agonizing over her?I had lost appetite for food, had Samantha not used her female tricks to get me to start eating again.'Millicent, come back to me, I have so much I want to tell you!' I cried silently in anguish.During the day, I smiled and went about my duties but in the night, Oh, how I dread the night, these days. That is when all the feelings came to the fore. I can't stop remembering our night together. If I had magic, I'd use it to conjure Millicent. Some nights were far worse than others. My wolf would wriggle and wriggle in anguish and frustration. I have never felt Zara distressed this way before. It seemed we were never going to recover from Millicent's flight. I occupied myself with my duties during the day, trying not to think because my thoughts were always of her. I