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CHAPTER 48
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2024-10-29 19:42:56From what I'm about to say, I hope some of you, at least, can relate to the words that I'm going to express.
Metaphorically speaking, have you ever dug a hole too deep to climb out of? A hole deepened from your own curiosity or ego wielding the shovel? A hole so vast in depth that the only way left to go is down? That is how I feel right now; that is the best explanation for what I feel right now.
I'm not sure whether or not I became this invested due to my curiosity or my ego that claimed it knew how to fix the issue. Maybe it was both. I don't know, but what I do know for sure is that I have dug a hole too deep to climb out of.
When I first met Sebastian Harrison—the self-proclaimed Playboy and the poster child for debauc
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