I separate my eyelids and am welcomed to a blur before I see the world sideways. Pedro's head, the dishwasher, bottom cabinet, sunlight pouring in from my kitchen window, and the puddle of the little Moscatto left over spilled all over the floor; all sideways.
Pedro is rapidly licking the wine off the floor. In my disoriented, head throbbing, muscle aching state, I don't have the energy to scold him for doing something as ridiculous as licking wine off of the floor. And during this moment I realize I am a horrible and irresponsible canine adoptive mother.
I groan as I push myself up, hissing shortly after due to the new pain in my neck and lower back. Pedro sees I'm fully awake and scurries away behind the dining room table, swaying side to side by my burgundy suede chair at the head of the table before falling over hilariously underneath it.
"Fine. Run," I slur, "they all do anyway!"
"Leslie?"
A voice calls out to me. Am I dreaming? I couldn't have drank that much the previous night, though my reason for doing so if I did is justifiable. Still, I slowly rise upright and straighten my back completely. Ignoring the intense pounding in my head, I sit quietly, sluggishly, and wait for my name again with the silent hope that I am hearing things as opposed to someone being at my door.
"Leslie, I know you're in there!" Now I can distinguish that the voice is indeed from a man outside my door. The voice has a hint of femininity and gentleness lacing each word.
"J-Jesus? Is-is that you? Jesus!?" I yell loudly in my hungover greatness.
"Oh my God, Beth she's been doing fucking drugs! Unlock the fucking door!"
Of course. My two best friends, Beth Evans and Paul Steinberg have entered the Soap Opera that is currently my life, seven hours late to be nit picky. Paul's tendency to make cursing a vital element in his life and the mentioning of Beth's name completely gave away the surprise.
"Leslie we're coming in!" Beth yells while there is the clatter of keys from the other side of the door.
I look around and panic so much I can't even move. That, or I'm so tired and overwhelmed I can't move. Pushing myself further up eventually, I can see the carton of ice cream no longer on the couch, with the now melted Vanilla desert scattered on my hard wood floor in my living room, courtesy of Pedro.
To top it off, I still have my clothes on from the fundraiser that Paul, the secretary for the Top Executive Floor of Harrison INC., has seen me attend, and a bottle of Moscatto on my kitchen floor, with half of what's left of it's contents sitting in a small puddle, while the other half courses itself through my Chihuahua's system as he slowly rolls around underneath my dining room table.
"Do-don't come in I'm not decent!" I stand up fast enough to make me almost fall over again. Composing myself as quickly as I can, I rummage through my bottom cabinet for a rag to clean up the mess.
When my hand grazes one, I grab it and throw it on the spilled wine before making wind shield wiper motions, back and forth.
Beth and Paul suddenly bust into my apartment in a feared haze and gasp at the sight of me on my knees in my kitchen.
Beth stands there, motionless, in her neon green Yoga pants and tight tank top, while Paul wears a similar outfit, except his tights are black. My eyes dart to the Yoga mats in their arms and I groan at the realization.
It's Sunday. Yoga Sunday. A ritual all three of us, the "Trinity" as Paul likes to call it, have practiced since Beth and I met four years ago and even when we added Paul into our ensemble when I first started working for Harrison INC.
I fail to remember a time when we have missed Yoga Sunday, unless a holiday, birthday or a work emergency prevented myself or any of us from attending "Sun Salutations" in Beverly Hills. Yoga is my stress reliever, and something I look forward to constantly. Now, because of me, I have worried my two best friends and postponed Yoga Sunday.
"Leslie, oh my God, are you okay?" Beth asks frantically while running over to me.
"And what the hell is wrong with Pedro?" Paul is kneeling down with his hands on his knees, examining my mentally unstable dog.
With Beth at my side, she throws the rag into the sink and grabs my hand. Her light blue eyes are focused on mine, which is when I realize that my makeup is a smeared mess, most definitely. Beth's eyebrows, thick yet shaped to perfection, press into a deep frown as she waits for an answer. But I don't know what to say.
"I'm not...doing drugs, which is a fortunate result." I finally reply.
Paul looks at me and sighs. "Thank God, girl, I thought you were-"
"-Paul," Beth interrupts, "Leslie, what is wrong? What happened?"
The memory floods back to me in strong waves. Like a hurricane, destroying everything in it's path. Only in this case it's destroying any hope of me forgetting the night before.
I get up, for the last time, and walk out of the kitchen to the bar connected to the back counter, where various stools are lined up next to each other. My phone is fully charged, and riddled with notifications that I know I have to check.
"Hudson cheated on me with my assistant, Alejandra at the company fundraiser last night."
The room went silent.
The absence of the usual talkative and inquisitive nature of my friends makes me uncomfortable. So uncomfortable I'm pushed to check my phone. I unplug it from the charger as Beth and Paul still gape at me, at each other, even at Pedro.
"Oh, honey. I'm so...I'm so sorry." Beth says.
"Twenty three missed calls from Hudson," I inform with an emotionless expression, "probably to call informing me that the few personal items he has left here should be returned to him as soon as possible."
"Leslie." Beth starts.
"Oh, and look. Ten missed calls from Darcy. But none from Alejandra. Expected. Oh well."
"Leslie," she approaches me with a concerned look on her face, "maybe we should go and get you like a...break up kit. It's our obligation as your best friends to do that for you."
"Beth's right. We'll start with cleaning up the ice cream and going to get some Romantic Comedies. Some snacks. Yoga Sunday can wait until next week."
"Oh, the ice cream. Shit!" I completely ignore Paul's suggestion, which makes me look completely in denial of everything that is going on. But in a sense, I actually am. I'm just reluctant to admit it.
"Beth and I will clean it you just...go take a shower and-"
My ring tone cuts Paul off. We all freeze and look at my phone. I'm afraid to look at the Caller I.D., for the chance of it being Hudson again is great. However, my heart slows to a steady yet alerted pace when I see it's only Lucinda Chapman, Garrett Harrison's personal assistant.
I answer. "This is Leslie King."
"Hey there, Leslie! How are you this fine Sunday morning?"
Her cheerfulness makes me want to throw up. Typical Lucinda, really, which makes me wonder why I'm suddenly annoyed by her voice.
"Hello, Lucinda," I try to rub my strengthening head ache away, "I'm doing well. What can I do for you?"
"Oh! Sorry, almost forgot the reason I called," she laughs before proceeding, "Mr. Harrison would like you to swing by Harrison INC. for a short while between now and 9:45 in the morning of this day. He says he needs to speak to you about something very urgent. I'm unsure of what it's about, unfortunately."
My heart sinks in my chest. Garrett never calls me in on my off days. Ever. Usually I take care of business at home, but enjoy my free time and focus on the pile up of emails during the week. The possibilities of what it could be about haunt me as Lucinda continues to talk.
After her rambling, I bid her farewell and hang up.
"I need to go. Business."
"Bu-but Leslie!" Beth objects, "you...you-"
"I'm fine. Really." My small smile comes out mockingly artificial. "Work is just...more important right now. However, when I come back we can hopefully try and make the one o'clock session at 'Sun Salutations.' I shouldn't be long."
I turn on my heel and walk towards my bedroom to get dressed. Without looking back.
**
Gray. There seems to be gray everywhere around me. Gray on my skirt, on my blazer. Gray outside due to the odd and slightly annoying overcast that has appeared over night. My eyes even have a hint of gray from the dark circles my makeup refused to cover up. There is no color, and it makes me feel more empty than before. Like a void, now.
"Good morning, Miss." An unfamiliar parking garage vendor stood in the frame of his small glass box, right at the entrance of the Harrison INC. parking garage.
I smile faintly, adjusting my sun glasses as I hand him my Harrison Company Card. He taps it on a scanner, and with a loud beep, my car is allowed to enter the parking garage.
"Have a nice day, Miss."
"I'll try."
I speed through, allowing my car to echo through the entire complex, and look for my reserved parking space on the first level. Once parked, I decide to keep my sunglasses on; I can't bear to endure the stares from each floor at my lack of physical showmanship, and possibly for being known as the "Cheated" or "Cheatee" which ever they decide to call me, if they even know, for that matter.
The moment I step foot in the main lobby of the entire building, the receptionists keep staring at me, following me with sympathetic eyes. The entire lobby is made of tinted glass windows that let visitors see outside, but onlookers unable to see inside the wonders of Harrison INC. The windows make me feel smaller, and my headache surrounds my entire brain.
I push past groups of businessmen and women to get to the elevators. Of course, they're all full, the one I enter forcing me to the very back. I keep my head down, and watch the doors close as we make our ascend.
I'm growing anxious with every floor we pass. Third floor, fourth, fifth, and it seems the Executive Floor is far from reach. The elevator gets emptier, then full again, then empty. It's when the Executive Floor becomes closer and closer, that I'm alone again. And for once in a long time it feels nice, being alone.
The last bell and the doors open for the Top Floor. Executive Floor. Home to the CEO, the "Big Man" of the Harrison INC. Headquarters. Though Garrett's urgent message and Alejandra occupy my mind in the elevator, my mind is overcome with Coffee withdrawal the minute I step out. Then I'm again saddened by the fact that Darcy won't be handing me my black espresso with two sugars like she does everyday of the week.
At the secretary's desk, a huge plaque that reads "HARRISON INCORPERATED, EST. 1932" is planted above Ava, the second secretary besides Paul's head, with lights to illuminate the sign. The entire Top Floor is just radiant within itself; my sunglasses are of actual use when I step off the elevator.
By the waiting area, huge floor-to-ceiling windows showcase a beautiful view of the Los Angeles skyline, mountains and early morning sun in the distance. A few visitors wait in white leather chairs, while others pace the floor impatiently. One man tries to pull out his cell phone, but Ava immediately stops him, pointing to the "NO CELL PHONES" sign without saying a word or even looking at him.
I approach the secretary's desk. "Ava."
She looks up and freezes.
"He-hello, Leslie."
I take off my sunglasses, and I notice Ava tense up. "I was told that Mr. Harrison required me during this time."
She nods. "Right, right let me just...double check."
Ava takes a while to go through the records on the computer, checking if Garrett is in the middle of an important meeting that can't be interrupted. Eventually she smiles widely, revealing the slight crookedness in her smile I never took the time to notice before.
"Ah, yes he did. He's free, go right ahead."
"Thank You."
Two security guards on each side of the wall, both at least two feet taller and 150 pounds heavier than I, see me and raise a curious eyebrow at my tired and run down appearance before giving me an approving nod. My heart tightens in my chest, but I hold my head up high and press forward.
The hallway to Garrett's office is wide and reverberant, with spacious windows on both walls, though the windows only give a view of the lower outside of the corporation, where restaurants, giant water fountains, elevators and help centers are located. I'm not one to be very fond of heights, so every time I make my way to his office I keep my eyes forward.
When I'm in front of the door, I knock the unique pattern only Garrett and I know before letting myself in.
Garrett is standing with his back facing me, staring out of his giant windows over Los Angeles. He always tells me that he requires many windows for a "greener" approach and a fun, welcoming atmosphere, which was his office displays.
His office favors Tuscan design heavily, with dark rustic colors, wood paneled ceilings, and custom made Italian Oak tables, chairs, and coffee tables. Not to mention his custom made desk, which is Italian Oak as well. His floors are hard wood, with the exception of the French style area rug underneath two of his chairs on the other side of the room. The only thing modern about his office is his Mac computers, Printers, Fax Machines, Phones, and 60 inch plasma on the wall, near the end of the room he uses for Executive meetings every month.
His office differs extremely from the technological and modernized theme the rest of Harrison INC. follows, but he always says he likes to keep it traditional in his own office, which I don't mind one bit.
"Good Morning, Mr. Harrison." I greet nervously as I'm still unaware of why he is calling me in.
Garrett turns around and smiles, showing just how drastically he's aging. His gray hair is, as always, combed to the side, while his face stays completely shaved. At one point, however, I know he had to be very handsome.
"Leslie!" He exclaims while buttoning his expensive suit jacket.
Heels click from the small room in the back, where the printer and fax machine are held. Lucinda shuffles towards me happily with a steaming cup of coffee in her hand.
"Black, two sugars. I knew you would want a cup when you arrive and Darcy had her hands full." She hands me my coffee and for once, I smile genuinely.
When Lucinda leaves, Garrett gestures for me to take a seat on one of the chairs by the coffee table. I do as he instructs, placing my bag by my feet.
"So...I'm a little concerned. The invitation was so...sudden. Is everything alright, Sir? Has anyone been pestering you this weekend?" I take a slight sip of my coffee, sighing silently at the amazing taste.
Garrett sits across from me on the couch and places his left ankle on his right knee. "No, absolutely not you know exactly how to keep them in line with that."
I smile. "That's perfect."
"No, the real reason I've called you in here is because-well first and foremost are you alright? You seem kind of...distant."
I shake my head and hope he avoids further questions. "No, I'm perfectly fine I was just up last night with my Mother."
Horrible lie, considering anyone who knows me knows my Mother is the last person I want to spend time with. Yet again, Garrett doesn't know me like Beth or my Father does.
Garrett nods. "Ah, I see. Well, I don't want to keep you long so I'm going to be very forward. And I hope, this information doesn't leave this room until Monday afternoon?"
I'm silent, but agree to his secrecy.
"Good. Leslie I have decided, at sixty two years old and after...what, thirty six years of running this company that I'm...I'm ready to retire."
My breathing stops immediately at his words. My coffee, reaching my mouth as he spoke before, sits in my hands as the faint steam comes in between our eyes.
"Wh-what?"
"I love Harrison INC.," he assures me, "It's been over 80 years, this corporation has grown. And to keep it a strict family owned corporation? Impressive! But, I feel it's time to, to step down. Just as my father passed on the seat to me when I was twenty six, it's time for me to pass it on to...my son."
Garrett's face suddenly twists into a mixture of regret and disappointment. He cringes once before rubbing his eyes.
I, however, begin to smile. "Oh, so...your eldest, Patrick will be taking the chair."
"No."
No? Impossible. Patrick Harrison, 34, Harvard graduate and successful lawyer, was definitely my first candidate, especially since he's the eldest. I don't know much about the Harrison's and their personal lives. All I know is their occupations. That's it. So, for whatever reason Garrett decided not to appoint Patrick as CEO, I continue to move down the list.
"Then...is it your second eldest, William? I mean from what I've heard and researched, the humanitarian work and Peace Core contributions are extremely commendable."
Garrett slowly shakes his head. "Unfortunately, no. Not William."
Now I'm completely stumped.
"Then I'm unsure. Is it one of your nephews? Or your daughters, perhaps? Or maybe it's our COO." I bring my coffee cup to my lips and begin to drink.
"No, it's not any of them actually," Garrett starts, "he actually happens to be my youngest son...Sebastian Harrison."
A spray of coffee suddenly escapes my mouth and fans itself over the hardwood floor.
Garret isn't moving, nor am I. Instead, we stare at each other like we each have two heads. Only difference is, I'm the one who looks like a complete fool in reality, with coffee dripping from my mouth."I'm...sorry, Sir I'll...clean up this mess." I finally say. I can feel my face tingle, and I know that a blush is creeping up to light that will eventually be impossible to hide.Garrett laughs as I quickly stand up. "Don't worry about it, Leslie. I'll call someone to clean this up."Still chuckling, Garrett gets up and walks to his desk. He looks small in comparison with the giant piece of polished Italian wood in front of him and huge windows that stand behind him.As Garrett picks up the phone on his desk, I finally take the
An extra thirty minutes is needed to look through the unmentioned information on Sebastian Harrison, my new "client." Apparently I learned that he is allergic to peanuts and strawberries, stands six feet, two inches tall, and was part of the "Young Astronomers" club when he was nine at his prestigious and very expensive Los Angeles private school.Darcy, my timid yet oh-so reliable assistant, is internet surfing for alleged guest related intelligence on the Opera tomorrow night. Somehow, I'm certain she's actually watching cat videos like I've caught her doing before. Still, it's Sunday, and if I can have any type of preoccupation in Darcy's way to prevent her from asking me personal questions and referring me to her therapist, I'll take it gratefully."Andrea Bocelli is the headliner!" She abruptly exclaims.
Even after Sebastian's presence is long gone, I still feel the lasting effects of him. And I don't like it.Not only is Sebastian's behavior something that can be categorized with the behavior of a womanizer and a brash twelve-year-old boy mixed together, his inability to accept the fact that not every woman will fall to his feet at his superior good looks and female-concentrated charisma makes me want to gag.So now I'm standing in front of the secretary's desk, trying to understand what on earth just happened. In truth, I feel excited at the thought of being flirted to, despite my effort to wade off his advances, but that excitement soon dissipates when I remember that Sebastian was only looking for a good lay.One thing I also remember, is that I have to work personally
The theater lights dim around the entire complex, and when the brightness subsides, modest applause amplifies in the faint darkness.We all decided to change the seating arrangements moments before. I sit next to Sebastian, Garrett sits next to me, while he sits next to Michael Sunders. Behind us, is Lucinda, and Michael's personal assistant, who just came inside the section after taking a long phone call, hence the reason why I hadn't seen him before.Even in the dark I can see Sebastian's face pressed hard into a frown. I nudge him slightly, and when I do he slowly turns to face me. His strong jawline is hardened at the sight of me."Lighten up. You don't want anyone to think you aren't happy," I tell him."But I'm not happy."
When I hear the words "Tennessee" I think his statement is part of some sick, twisted joke. But then I see the look on his face and realize it isn't.Sebastian and I don't say anything for what seems like ages. Then Sebastian speaks up."What!?" He yells. "Why!?""I've already told you why-""Yes, I understand why but...why? Why there, why can't it be somewhere else!? Come on, Pops I'll go...anywhere but there, I'm practically begging here!"Garrett smiles widely at Sebastian's plea, "You're desperation is all the more reason to make you go. It will be fun--the warm...moist air, the...wild animals, acres and acres of your mother's farm land."
** Cows. Cows are all I see, and frankly they aren't a welcoming sight. My mouth twists and curls like I'm tasting something sour, when it's only the smell of cow manure and the sight of actual livestock outside the car window. "I take it it's her first time out in the country?" The driver asks Sebastian. All Sebastian does is shake his head. I think twice about saying something back to the driver, but I'm so focused on the animals outside, actual animals, outside of my window, that it only crosses my mind. The plane ride to Tennessee was horrible in itself. I tried to make amends with Sarah after my rude comment shook her the wrong way, but she wouldn't bud
** "Get...off of me!" I yell while pushing my hands into Sebastian's chest. Holding onto his towel tightly, he stumbles out of the shower and slips once before regaining his balance fully. I quickly turn off the shower with my foot and wipe the water off of my face. I'm shivering, maybe out of anger, definitely from being cold, possible from a mixture of both. I push myself up from the tub and stare at Sebastian while anger exudes out of my eyes like laser beams. I feel my bun slip out of it's tie thanks to it being completely drenched, but I don't care. "You," I growl, wrapping the shower curtain tighter around my wet body. "What the hell is wrong with you?!"
"I've been all over the place, but recently have been nestled in Bolivia, traveling from village to village until I got your call." I hate to admit it myself, but I am actually staring at this man. Me, a woman who hasjustmet this man, and actually called him out on his rudeness and brashness towards Sebastian, is staring at William Harrison as if there are pink hearts over my head and baby angles singing above his. Maybe it has to do with Sebastian's inability to show a hint of gratitude at my defense for him. That, or the fact that Sebastian is a painful reminder of the bathroom incident. Even so, I listen intently on what William has to say on his endeavors around the world, a conversation started by Fiona herself the moment we sat down, and marvel at the enthusiasm in his voice. In spite of Patrick and Will
** This scenario seems too familiar to me. You know—the scenario of me crying on my kitchen floor while trying to calm my nerves with a glass of wine. The familiarity of this is probably what's hardest. It seems like my life is a cycle of reoccurring events. Sebastian's gone, and I'm here surrounded by a broken wine glass. But I'm not the innocent one; I went after him shortly after he left me flustered and deceived against my kitchen sink. There was broken glass involved in that, too. Broken glass, screaming, pushing, hitting. Most of that done by me. I'll take the blame for that. I suppose it's best to explain the events that came after Sebastian left me in my kitchen. I c
**I come into consciousness shortly after I pass out. Claude has me on the sidewalk when I finally open my eyes. I hope that when I open my eyes, the last hour or so would be just a dream. But sadly, that isn't the case. "Leslie," Claude tells me. "I need you to breathe." This time, I take deeper breaths and keep a rhythm. In and out, in and out. My hands are tightly gripping Claude's forearms as I sit on the curb; I might fall over without his support. "I'm sorry. It just...I just—" "Don't apologize." He says to me, his blue eyes wise and trusting. "You need to get out of here; you've had enough for today."
**I wake up the next morning and immediately get to work.I've been receiving calls about Sebastian's party since I opened my eyes—E! News, People, TMZ, POPSUGAR, you name it. Apparently, they all want to know the reason for Sebastian's erratic behavior at his house party and why he was so ballistic in the first place. Darcy and I have been commenting the same thing: "We don't have a comment on that at this time." The ironic this is, I'm the reason he was acting that way in the first place. Though, I'm the last person they'd expect to push Sebastian to that point.I sit at my dining room table, sipping coffee even though I'm not in the mood to consume much of anything, and sift through the rest of my emails on my laptop. I'm trying my best to keep 'him' out of my mind, bec
** "This is Sebastian. You know the fucking drill." I sigh irately—one, for calling Sebastian twenty times already only to be led to voicemail, and two, for the voicemail's existence in the first place. I make a mental note to tell him to change it whenever he feels comfortable with talking to me again. "Hey, Sebastian. It's me again. I know for a fact you're ignoring me." I play with a stray piece on my button up shirt and sigh. "I don't blame you. I don't know how many times I'll have to apologize for you to forgive me, but I think we should talk first before that happens. Call me back." I hang up and vow not to call him back. It's already 9:00PM, and I've been blowing up his phone since he left the conferen
It's my fault for thinking this wouldn't happen. Usually I would admit to my own fault with a hint of uncertainty, using words such as "I guess" or "I suppose." I won't use them this time; this is my fault. Point. Blank. Period. I went this long, letting the lie accumulate into something that it never would have been if I were just honest in the first place. In my defense, I thought Sebastian wouldn't open up to me if he knew I was paid a very large sum to be with him. Is that a valid argument? I hope so; it's the only one I have. That, and the fact that my feelings have changed drastically during this month with his company. Garrett strides into the conference room with an ulterior motive set deep into his dark blue eyes. Everyone is puzzled; I'm not. I know exactly why he's he
**I had never been a victim of "the morning after" until now.You know—leaving the location that you had sex at with a mixture of guilt and pleasure in your system, wearing the same clothes as the night before, holding your head down, that sort of thing.After getting dressed in the clothes I wore the day before, Sebastian walks me out of his house to his driveway. Despite holding my head down, the bright sun still burns my eyes.Even the sun is judging me.I haven't turned on my phone since last night. It's both a blessing and a curse; I hate being so disconnected, yet it is nice to detach once in a while. Plus, Sebastian would roll his eyes if I turned on my phon
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**I've never been at such odds with my wardrobe.My clothes gaze back at me, taunting me with the fact that no matter what outfit I pick, one will always be better than the other, and because of this, I will be prompted to start all over again and choose a new selection.It's currently a warm Monday afternoon, and I have two hours to get ready and make it over to Sebastian's house for dinner. Beverly Hills isn't too far of a drive from where I live, but I'm certain that indecisiveness will be the reason for my tardiness, not traffic.Pedro trots into my room with his chew toy between his teeth, only to jump on my bed to devour it."Pedro!" I yell at him. "Down!"
** SEBASTIAN "Bro, look over there." Trevor slaps my shoulder, bringing my attention—and the attention of Franklin and Chris—to a table behind us at the restaurant we're at—The Cabana on Melrose. The four women sitting there gives us smiles that say, "If you let me, I'll gladly blow you in the back." Don't get me wrong—they're hot. All four of them. But my mind is a little preoccupied on other things. "You eyeing the redhead?" Franklin asks me. I didn't even realize the girl was a redhead; that's how much I don't care. "Um...nah, not really. Not my type." My friends stare at me like I have five heads. Trevor downs his drink and narrows his eyes. "Hold up, hold up. Four hot chicks are staring our way—four that youknowyou can score all at once, and you're looking like your dog just died. What's up, man?" "Nothing's up." Lies. "I've just got a lot