Chapter 4: I Miss Her, So Much..

Note:

Eva and Evie is the same person: Evangeline.

Eva is the nickname everyone used to call her.

Evie is what Alex usually calls her and that was her special nickname only from Alex.

So, if it’s from Alex’s POV she will be called Evie.

Enjoy :)

Alexander's POV

That's her. That's my baby, my love...

I was going to talk with John for a moment but when I opened the door, I felt like the world stopped in front of me. My gaze froze upon the small figure that I always miss. My angel.

And she was right here. In front of me.

My baby was sitting there, with her adorable widen eyes.

Oh how I miss those eyes looking at me... Those cherry lips, gasped in silence. Shit. I miss her. So much.

I was searching for her anywhere. I spent my days and nights looking for her. These past three years had been a great torture for me and I know that was my punishment.

The punishment, for I already hurt her, the one and only important, precious person in my life.

The moment I barely saw her walk away from me, I felt my world doomed.

There is no reason for me to stay if she wasn't there. There is no blooming flowers if my Evie didn't presence.

I didn't think that she would be here. This place slipped out of my mind.

I should have come to this city earlier.

I stepped forward and oh God, Jesus. She is even more beautiful and I was enchanted by this angel's beauty.

She always been beautiful. Always. She was the most beautiful, kind and soft person I have ever know.

And she is mine. She will always be mine.

But I hurt her and she left me. I deserve that. But one thing for sure. I can not live without her.  

I took another step closer. She looked hesitate but stood up and that small smile appeared on her beautiful cherry lips.

I knew that she might see me expressionless while looking at her. But that I can’t help.

It’s actually became habit. Since she left, there was no reason for me to smile, moreover laugh. The ones that left were anger and anxiousness.

"Greeting, sir. My name is Evangeline."

Her soft voice, just like a sweet melody came into my ears. I felt like my heart would explode with joy and happiness just because I heard her voice.

She reached out her small hand and took it in my big one.

God, It felt so soft. Her small, soft, fragile, hands fit in mine. Like hers was perfectly made for mine.

I really wanted to pull her into my arms and hold her tight. Smell her addicting scent that always been my drug.

But the moment I saw her beautiful orbs that hold fear, sadness and other feelings that I can’t read, I hold my urge to do so. I knew right now was not the right moment.

It could be heard from the way she talked. She didn’t want anything to do with me.

Oh, baby. Why?

I just found you and you didn’t happy? It broke my heart…

But then I saw her looking at the scars on my hand.

I knew her. I knew that look. It’s guilt.

Oh, my poor baby. Did she think she was at fault for hitting my head with that vase?

Didn’t she know that I deserve that? I do. I deserve it. I even accept it without defense if she decided to punch me, stab me. I don’t care.

I just need her.

She tried to pull her hand but I hold it tight but not to tight to hurt her. I still want her warm hand in mine.

She frowned and without realizing pouted her cherry seductive lips.

My baby is always the cutest.

I chuckled to her possible mind right now. She must cursed me inside her pretty head because I didn’t let her hand go.

And that was when she looked up to see me and I raised an eyebrow to silently asked her if something is wrong.

She pouted again and god knows how much I miss that pouty mouth.

Oh come on. Stop that, baby girl. Or I’ll eat you right here….

"Ehm. Sir, I believe you want to say something?"

Shit.

I almost forget that another person was here with us.

Tsk. Baby, I’ll talk to you later. This, was not the right time for us. But other time, I want you all for my self. I said internally as I lovingly stroke her hand with my thumb.

With a heavy heart I let her go and walked away.

My steps felt so heavy but I didn’t dare to look back. I’m afraid that I might scare her by my sudden action. I wanted to hold her, hug her, kiss her all over and carry her away from other people, where only the two of us there.

I walked out of the room and went straight to my office.

“I want you to make her as comfortable as possible.” I said as John already in the room.

“Yes, Sir…” He nodded before I continue.

“And I want you to make her stay work here. She might be want to cancel the contract and else but, make her stay.” I said firmly.

He nodded and smiled to all my requests.

Oddly enough he didn’t ask why and what the reason behind it.

But I didn’t care enough. It’s a good thing he didn’t ask too much.

I hate explaining myself to other people. Execpt for Evie of course.

After I told him everything he need to know and things that I need to say, John left my office. I sighed and leaned back on my chair.

I closed my eyes and remember every detail of her in my mind.

Finally, you are here, so close to me. Even though I still feel so anxious that she still put a distance between us, but at least I could saw my baby again.

I fight the urge to run back to that room and hugged her tightly in my arms.

But not now. Not now Alex. Be patient, you are a step closer to have her again and get rid of everything between you two.  

Including people that made you unable to find her all these years.

My grip on the armrest tighten as I remember that. They will meet their doomed soon.

I also needed a plan. A plan for my naughty baby.

A smile formed on my lips as I imagine what will I do, as soon as I got my baby back in my arms…