A shaft of sunlight came through the narrow window in the stone wall, but it wasn't enough to warm up the cold, damp cell. I no longer wore my dress; instead, I was given a simple gown made of a coarse, scratchy fabric. I barely received a decent meal, just the bare least to keep me alive until the day of my execution.
I lost track of time. Every day was the same, full of darkness and pain that came in many forms. When the inquisitors arrived, it was the worst day of my life. I faced the same atrocities that should have been eradicated from the empire a long time ago and which only appeared in old history books. I was subjected to torture with hot irons, needles, and water towels, and my nails were pulled out one by one, all in an attempt to force me to confess that I was a witch.
All the people I trusted and considered friends turned against me. Laura was the first to reveal her true nature. Every letter I sent to the Grand Duke was delivered to the Crown Prince by Laura. She had access to my stamp and would seal the letters immediately after reading them, before sending them as usual. Her motive for betraying me was very simple and immature. She loved the crown prince and dreamed of being his only concubine when he became emperor. Laura sold me at that price because of her desire and greed.
Laura explained our night route to the fortune-teller's house, but the soldiers arrived too late to arrest her. They couldn't find any clues about the woman's whereabouts.
While I was imprisoned, my father, the Emperor, never visited me. The soldiers kept me informed about the empire. The hospital I financed was demolished, which created a stir. They started spreading rumors that I had slept with the devil and that the hospital worshiped a false God. They also claimed that I had conspired with Grand Duke Valois to overthrow the Emperor and become Empress, which was never my intention.
The people had already condemned me, the long-awaited fair trial would never happen. I was chosen as a sacrifice, something that had to be erased forever to increase the emperor's prestige. I spent my days trying to understand how the church ended up involved in all this, so I put the pieces together. It was so clear that I felt like a real fool for having gone to that temple so many times to pray and help the priests.
The kingdom was almost collapsing, funds were low, and it was just a matter of time before the truth came out. An alliance with the wealthy church would be helpful to both sides, since the ruler had land suitable for constructing new temples, but unsuitable for farming. The most effective method of demonstrating the ruler's partnership with the church was to conduct a trial to prosecute a witch who was also a traitor.
Every day, I woke up to torture, then ate, only to be tortured again. At bedtime, I hoped I wouldn't wake up the next day. The monotonous days dragged on until a soldier opened my cell and chained my wrists, ankles, and neck. The chains were heavy, hurting my skin as I struggled to walk. My wounds still bled profusely, soaking my clothes and leaving a trail behind me.
The dirt floor appeared under my feet and it felt good. The cold rain fell on my back and soothed my open wounds, washing away the blood. I looked up and people began to gather around and watch me walk. But as we advanced, verbal attacks began to emerge. At first, it was just a few comments, but then more and more people joined in and, before long, they started throwing food and stones at me.
I did everything I could for these people. Some of them were my patients at the hospital. I went beyond my own beliefs and values to find a way to save everyone, only to end up facing absurd and false accusations. The soldier pulled hard on the chains, causing me to fall to the ground.
"Get up, you useless woman," he said angrily as he pulled on the chains and hung me up until I could stand again.
How many times have I heard this insult and simply ignored it, hoping that one day my family would accept me? But the truth was that they would never accept me, no matter how hard I tried.
Finally, we arrived at an arena with a spacious balcony where the emperor, the crown prince, the future princess, and the emperor's concubine were seated. In the center of the arena was a small stage with two men on it.
"Ah, yes..." I breathed, letting out a sigh of relief.
I was led onto the stage and forced to kneel facing the audience, with my back to the imperial family. Two men stood on either side of me. One of them wore a long black robe and a simple mask, while the other was the high priest of the temple of the Goddess. He was known as the saint of the empire because of his discipline and devotion to the temple. At that moment, everything seemed as clear and bright as a sunny day. I looked back and saw Theodore suppressing a smile. The emperor remained indifferent, showing no satisfaction or remorse. I meant nothing to that perverse individual.
The priest spoke as usual, but I couldn't understand him. My mind drifted to some happy memories, like the waltz I shared with the Grand Duke. The letters we exchanged and the strong emotions I developed for him also flashed through my mind. I looked into the crowd and spotted him, hidden by a cloak and blending in with the people thanks to the rain. The doctor, my mentor, was standing next to him and they were arguing while William tried to escape the doctor's grip. I made eye contact with him and whispered.
"Thank you for staying with me and teaching me about happiness and love." William's eyes sparkled as he nodded.
It wasn't possible to rescue me, as soldiers were everywhere, waiting for someone like William to show up and arrest or kill him. I refused to let others die just to postpone the inevitable, knowing that I had already been used. Once again, I looked into Theodore's eyes. He smiled back, but his smile faltered briefly. As I had done with William, I sent my message to Theodore:
"I will take revenge and destroy this empire, stone by stone. No matter what. Shock took over his expression. I saw him whisper something to the emperor, who signaled with his hand to proceed with the execution.
"People of the empire of Arventia! Today is a sad day. It has come to our attention that the first princess, Camellia Arventia, is a heretic! She claimed to be a faithful believer, but she was deceiving us. The goddess Eonora is happy to see the success of her people, but we need to do justice and punish the heretics. May Eonora bless you all!" The high priest pointed his finger at me and the executioner pulled my hair, forcing me to raise my head.
People shouted insults and cursed me, among other terrible things. The cold rain soaked my face and mixed with my tears and blood. My whole body ached and exhaustion was quickly taking hold of me. I could barely keep my eyes open due to the lack of food and water. All I wanted was for it to be over soon so that I could rest.
"After days of trial, it has been proven that Princess Camellia's actions involved witchcraft and treason against our benevolent Emperor." I started laughing uncontrollably at those words, and everything fell silent.
"Benevolent, you say, glorious empire, you say." I opened my eyes, anger completely overwhelming me at that moment. "My only sin was believing that one day I would be recognized by a family that had always planned my destruction." I freed myself from the executioner's grip, standing up and turning towards the box, where the imperial family watched in shock. "I curse the imperial family and if there is a goddess in this pig-infested world, may she grant me the gift of coming back from the dead and destroying each one of you!"
Under cries of horror and revolt, the Emperor and the Crown Prince looked at me with hatred, the future Crown Princess weeping copiously beside them. Then I felt the steel touch my neck from behind and it was all over. There was no more pain, no more fear, no more anger, only silence and darkness surrounded me. It was the end.
As if I had been thrown and fallen to the ground, I woke up gasping and frightened. Immediately, I brought my hands to my neck, the sensation of the cold iron still vivid in my mind and body. I was shaking uncontrollably, my eyes blurred by unshed tears. I looked at my hands, clean, and smooth, my nails long, and well-manicured. I couldn't understand what was happening. Was it all a dream? A hallucination? Or perhaps a warning of the future that awaited me? I hugged my body, trying to contain the incessant shaking, and then the sound of a door alerted me. Looking around, I realized I was in the imperial library, several books before me on the beautiful dark wooden table. An imposing figure appeared and stopped for a moment in front of me, I raised my eyes to see the handsome figure of Grand Duke William Valois.With a bow, William lowered his head and placed his hand on his chest. "I greet the first princess of the empire of Arventia, Your Highness, Princess Camellia Arventia."I stoo
I was sipping my coffee quietly, thinking about my plans for the day. In my previous life, I would have gone back in time and done my duty as a foolish princess who only wanted to improve the image of the imperial family, but that was no longer going to happen. I picked up a book that I had always wanted to read, a light novel that had been recommended to me by my nanny, and began to thumb through it, completely losing track of time.I had never relaxed before, I was always studying or doing charity somewhere far from the palace, but constantly watched by the soldiers assigned by the crown prince. There was no longer any need to waste time studying and I already saw the temple as my enemy.I was sipping my tea when the doors to my room were abruptly thrown open and Theodore stormed in, followed by some terrified maids. They knew what would happen and that they would have a lot of work to do if Theodore lost control by hitting me in visible places. I stood up, leaving my book and tea o
The dresses presented by the dressmaker exceeded all my expectations, and they just needed to be molded to my measurements. When they were ready, I would be informed, and my maid of honor would go to the shop to collect them. I couldn't take any chances with those dresses, as they had cost me all my savings, along with jewelry and shoes.We returned to the palace, and I noticed a carriage stopped right in front of the main door. I didn't remember receiving any visitors in the days leading up to the ball, and this change put me on full alert. I had argued with Theodore, and this could well be some kind of punishment awaiting me.As we approached, the carriage door opened, and Isabella Montague stepped out wearing a black robe. The sun was high in the sky, and the sight of that young noblewoman trying to hide in broad daylight in a black robe and stepping out of an extravagant carriage was comical. She made a simple curtsy, without correctly greeting me."Princess, I would like to excha
My legs were trembling as I walked. Despite my composure, I was petrified of what Theodore and the Emperor could do to me at the ball, especially now that I had arrived immediately after him, holding hands with the Grand Duke.As I came to this realization, William gently squeezed my hand, indicating his support. We stood before the imperial family, and I couldn't even glance at them. I simply kept a straight face and bowed gracefully."I greet His Imperial Majesty, Emperor Donovan Arventia. May the blessings of Eonora fall upon his imperial majesty," William and I said simultaneously."You may go," the emperor said angrily.We walked quietly, and for once William didn't leave my side, instead leading me to a quieter area, away from the Emperor and Theodore's cold stares. The rest of the nobles had arrived, and they all looked over to see where we were.Standing next to William in silence felt awkward, but I didn't want to say something strange to start the conversation. Even though I
I thought William was just going to go with me to the coach, but when he got in just after I did and closed the door, I was shocked. I looked around, but no one appeared, so the coach started to move, and I found myself trapped in that enclosed space with William, sitting comfortably in front of me with his arms and legs crossed and looking out of the small window at the scenery outside.Moreover, I didn't know what to say, I'd never been in such a situation with a man before. I pressed my hands into the soft fabric of my dress, my heart racing even more as I could smell the fragrance William was wearing."About what you said earlier," William's voice broke through the silence, surprising me. "About needing to use different strategies to face different enemies. When it comes to the battlefield, I know how my enemies will try to attack me, and I intercept them, but the court is something completely different."I felt my nervousness diminishing and my body relaxing. I looked out through
The morning after the ball, I ordered the soldier to be brought to my palace, but no one could find him. The only information I got was that the soldier had been sent to escort the future crown princess. After what had happened, with the soldier defending me and overriding the crown prince's authority, it was very strange to have that kind of information.I would deal with the situation later, that morning I had an appointment at the hospital. This time I had a very well-defined plan for my revenge against the emperor, and everything depended on my meeting with William that day. Just as I was getting ready to leave, a maid emerged, demanding that my lady-in-waiting follow her. That was a wake-up call for me, as the memory of that day hit me immediately.My nanny had disappeared, in her place was the maid who had betrayed me, and I was locked in my room as punishment for what had happened at the ball. I got up, and the maid who had come to my room looked at me with disgust. I approache
"I'm sorry," William looked at me in shock and with his face slightly flushed, "I don't think I understood you correctly. Did you just propose to me?" I felt my face heating up and covered it with my hands, turning sideways and avoiding William's eyes.I looked at him out of the corner of my eye, William was covering his mouth with his hand, also looking forward with his face flushed. At that moment, I realized the extent of what I had said to him and how he had received those words. I needed to explain my intentions clearly and quickly to him, so, even though I was very embarrassed, I turned to face William and drew his attention to me by lightly touching his arm."It may seem a little strange, as we haven't exchanged more than a few words, but what I'd like to do is sign a contract with you." William looked at me suspiciously."What do you mean by a contract?" My heart raced even more, William was already looking at me evasively."You will be sent to the battlefield soon, the Empero
The princess's reportWilliamI couldn't stay much longer in front of the princess. The marks on her neck were clear and physical proof that the princess had suffered an attempt on her life. I clenched my hands into fists and walked with the soldiers who had hidden her, along with Roland. Several questions began to swirl in my mind, especially why Princess Camellia was on my land in those terrible conditions.I needed to clear up all the doubts that were consuming me. I turned to my commander, who immediately bowed. "I need you to find out everything about the attack on Princess Camellia Arventia's palace, and I also want you to do it personally. There's no one I trust more than you, old friend."Roland Blackthorn was one of the most talented soldiers in the duchy, his m
Report 2 William While I was away, Cedric kept me informed about the activities inside the castle. I made it clear that no one was to mistreat her, after all, she was still the first princess of the empire. No matter how much the people of the north resented the imperial family, they would never go against my orders. As soon as I arrived in the capital, I went straight to meet the man in charge of the hospital on the outskirts, a doctor called Jonathan Hans. I wanted to know what his relationship was with the princess and what he could tell me about her. No one knew I was in the capital, and I wanted it to stay that way, so I made an appointment with the doctor posing as a wanderer. I arrived at the small inn, dirty and full of people from the outskirts of town. I sa
CamelliaI wanted to talk to William, to explain everything that was going on, but every time I asked to meet him, the butler would come up with some excuse. I waited until dinner, but he didn't turn up, saying he had too much work to do. Furthermore, I was just a guest, I had no right to demand his attention or anything else.In the morning, I tried to meet William again, but the maids stopped me. "Wouldn't His Highness like to have tea in the gardens?" a young maid said as she stood in my way, blocking the door.I sighed, accepting that William needed some time to trust me. "That sounds like a good idea, thank you."The maids looked at me in shock. I understood that as well as the people of the north not trusting me because I was the princess of the empir
William VeloisGrand Duke William Valois,I write to you with great hesitation. It is clear that your persistence in this inappropriate relationship with Princess Camellia, driven by your lack of common sense and judgment, is disappointing.The Princess has been the subject of debates at the imperial court, and it is a fact that she is mentally unstable. She is a burden that no intelligent man would choose to carry. It is foolish to think that this marriage will be a happy one, revealing a lack of foresight.As for the dowry, the lack of wealth she will bring to the union is a reflection of her family's decadence. This will be a stain on your reputation, Grand Duke, and a constant reminder that you have descended to unacceptable levels in your quest for power.
The princess's reportWilliamI couldn't stay much longer in front of the princess. The marks on her neck were clear and physical proof that the princess had suffered an attempt on her life. I clenched my hands into fists and walked with the soldiers who had hidden her, along with Roland. Several questions began to swirl in my mind, especially why Princess Camellia was on my land in those terrible conditions.I needed to clear up all the doubts that were consuming me. I turned to my commander, who immediately bowed. "I need you to find out everything about the attack on Princess Camellia Arventia's palace, and I also want you to do it personally. There's no one I trust more than you, old friend."Roland Blackthorn was one of the most talented soldiers in the duchy, his m
"I'm sorry," William looked at me in shock and with his face slightly flushed, "I don't think I understood you correctly. Did you just propose to me?" I felt my face heating up and covered it with my hands, turning sideways and avoiding William's eyes.I looked at him out of the corner of my eye, William was covering his mouth with his hand, also looking forward with his face flushed. At that moment, I realized the extent of what I had said to him and how he had received those words. I needed to explain my intentions clearly and quickly to him, so, even though I was very embarrassed, I turned to face William and drew his attention to me by lightly touching his arm."It may seem a little strange, as we haven't exchanged more than a few words, but what I'd like to do is sign a contract with you." William looked at me suspiciously."What do you mean by a contract?" My heart raced even more, William was already looking at me evasively."You will be sent to the battlefield soon, the Empero
The morning after the ball, I ordered the soldier to be brought to my palace, but no one could find him. The only information I got was that the soldier had been sent to escort the future crown princess. After what had happened, with the soldier defending me and overriding the crown prince's authority, it was very strange to have that kind of information.I would deal with the situation later, that morning I had an appointment at the hospital. This time I had a very well-defined plan for my revenge against the emperor, and everything depended on my meeting with William that day. Just as I was getting ready to leave, a maid emerged, demanding that my lady-in-waiting follow her. That was a wake-up call for me, as the memory of that day hit me immediately.My nanny had disappeared, in her place was the maid who had betrayed me, and I was locked in my room as punishment for what had happened at the ball. I got up, and the maid who had come to my room looked at me with disgust. I approache
I thought William was just going to go with me to the coach, but when he got in just after I did and closed the door, I was shocked. I looked around, but no one appeared, so the coach started to move, and I found myself trapped in that enclosed space with William, sitting comfortably in front of me with his arms and legs crossed and looking out of the small window at the scenery outside.Moreover, I didn't know what to say, I'd never been in such a situation with a man before. I pressed my hands into the soft fabric of my dress, my heart racing even more as I could smell the fragrance William was wearing."About what you said earlier," William's voice broke through the silence, surprising me. "About needing to use different strategies to face different enemies. When it comes to the battlefield, I know how my enemies will try to attack me, and I intercept them, but the court is something completely different."I felt my nervousness diminishing and my body relaxing. I looked out through
My legs were trembling as I walked. Despite my composure, I was petrified of what Theodore and the Emperor could do to me at the ball, especially now that I had arrived immediately after him, holding hands with the Grand Duke.As I came to this realization, William gently squeezed my hand, indicating his support. We stood before the imperial family, and I couldn't even glance at them. I simply kept a straight face and bowed gracefully."I greet His Imperial Majesty, Emperor Donovan Arventia. May the blessings of Eonora fall upon his imperial majesty," William and I said simultaneously."You may go," the emperor said angrily.We walked quietly, and for once William didn't leave my side, instead leading me to a quieter area, away from the Emperor and Theodore's cold stares. The rest of the nobles had arrived, and they all looked over to see where we were.Standing next to William in silence felt awkward, but I didn't want to say something strange to start the conversation. Even though I
The dresses presented by the dressmaker exceeded all my expectations, and they just needed to be molded to my measurements. When they were ready, I would be informed, and my maid of honor would go to the shop to collect them. I couldn't take any chances with those dresses, as they had cost me all my savings, along with jewelry and shoes.We returned to the palace, and I noticed a carriage stopped right in front of the main door. I didn't remember receiving any visitors in the days leading up to the ball, and this change put me on full alert. I had argued with Theodore, and this could well be some kind of punishment awaiting me.As we approached, the carriage door opened, and Isabella Montague stepped out wearing a black robe. The sun was high in the sky, and the sight of that young noblewoman trying to hide in broad daylight in a black robe and stepping out of an extravagant carriage was comical. She made a simple curtsy, without correctly greeting me."Princess, I would like to excha