Chris raced back to the palace, getting to his room still in fur form. His wolf was annoyed the human side had turned tail. Chris didn’t care. That was not his mate. Fuck what his wolf said.
Nope.
Never going to happen.
He showered and dressed in more formal attire than he would usually wear. Today was his coming of age day. Even if he didn’t feel much like celebrating. He headed down to the communal kitchen, as he suspected, his parents were there. “Happy birthday, son!” His father, Former King Xander, rose from where he sat at the large dining table.
“Thank you, father.” Chris put on a large smile, going over to his mother.
“Morning, darling. My youngest baby is all grown up!” She cupped his cheeks, laying wet kisses over his face.
“Mam’ma!” he brushed her off him. “I’m not a baby!”
“I know, but you’re so cute!”
He scoffed and rolled his eyes at her before sitting down next to his father at the table. “Smelt your mate yet?” his father asked expectantly.
“No. She won’t be here, I don’t feel anything.”
‘Liar,’ his wolf piped up in his head, he ignored him.
“So you agree to the tour?” Xander asked hopefully.
“Yes.”
There was a pause, a clear shock from both older wolves around the table.
“Why the change of heart, darling?” His mother set down an assortment of pastries before the men before sitting herself.
“I hoped I would feel my mate within royal packlands. I don’t… Marc had a word with me yesterday and… I agree that I should find my mate quicker than he did.”
Or run away… strategic running seemed like a good idea.
“You will not force it,” his father’s voice stern, foreboding.
“I will not accept a forced mate.” He agreed, a pit of dread opening in his stomach. Without picking the person himself, he’d be alone. His pack tour would fail… but his father would find out that it wasn’t his true mate.
And he knew exactly who his true mate was.
“Uncle Chris. Uncle Chris!” A small body slammed into his side.
“Victor! What did I tell you about running?” The booming voice of Wade, his brother’s beta, filled the kitchen. Chris picked the youngster up as Wade and Chris’ sister walked in, hand in hand. “Happy birthday, baby brother!” Adelaide sang.
“Less of the baby!” He grumbled, settling Victor on his lap, his brilliant green eyes twinkling with mischief up at Chris. “What you planning?” he whispered.
“He’s a man now!” Wade clapped him on the shoulder, sending him lurching forward. Adelaide kissed Chris on the head and wrapped her arms around his shoulders before sitting next to their mother. “Victor on a seat please,” Wade directed firmly, pulling the chair out next to Chris.
“Daaaad,” he whined.
“I know, such a big meanie!” Chris exclaimed, winking at the large dark haired male. But Victor did as he was told.
“What are your plans today?” Adelaide asked, digging into a croissant while Wade sorted Victor’s breakfast. They usually had their breakfast in the beta wing. It was a nice change to have them join in the communal kitchen.
“Not a lot.” Chris shrugged.
Chris felt a mind link come through while he tucked into an apple turnover, ‘Happy birthday. Klara’s not feeling great this morning.’
‘She alright?’ Chris asked instantly, her pregnancy hadn’t been going well, they weren’t supposed to have pups so close together. Five years was the minimum safe period… Klara had become pregnant after four.
‘She’s fine. Doc’s seeing her now, she’s just having a bad morning.’
‘I’ll come see you both, has Amelia taken the twins?”
“She has.’
‘I’ll be there straight after breakfast.’ The link finished and he directed his attention back to the family sat around the table.
“Who was that, dear?”
“Just Marc, Klara’s not well again.”
His mother gave an exasperated sigh. “I’ll get chef to make that soup. I could still could ring his neck.”
“Darling, it was an accident. Accidents happen,” his father rumbled warmly.
“Everyone else can restrain themselves!” she argued. “Look at these two!” She gestured to Wade and Adelaide.
“Mother!” Adelaide protested.
“Yeah… can we stop talking about Marc having sex?” Chris mumbled, losing his appetite. “Even more so Ele.”
“I second that!” Adelaide announced
“What’s sex?” Victor piped up.
“Chris!” Adelaide scolded.
“Not my fault.” He put his hands out in surender, before turning to the pup. “It’s how you came into the world, little man.”
“Chris!” Adelaide snapped again. “Baby, it’s a hug that mummies and daddies do.”
“Hey, he needs the truth. Can’t have him going around the kingdom saying he wants to have sex with Sophie or someone.”
“It’s true Dels,” Wade agreed warmly. “Vic, it’s something that only mates do. I’ll talk to you about it when you’re a little older.” Chris was surprised Wade managed that without a tinge to his cheeks.
“Just like grandpa did with your Uncle Chris,” Adelaide shot, smirking to herself.
Chris did go red as he caught his father’s golden eye.
“Don’t remind me,” he mumbled.
“I thought it was a good conversation!” his father protested.
“You did wonderful, dear,” Elsbeth patted her mate’s arm affectionately.
“Didn’t need the gory details.”
“Less of the cheek. You may be a man but that will never make you too old for a spanking.”
“Dad!” Chris protested instantly. “You haven’t done that since I-” he stopped himself “...Since I was ten.”
“Seems I should have been harder.”
“What’s a spankin’?” Victor piped up again.“Chris!” Adelaide scolded instantly before he could even open his mouth.
“I wasn’t going to say anything!” he protested.
Wade gripped Victor until he was standing on his chair, tapped his backside before settling him again. “That.”
“Oh, what you do to mummy?”
The table stilled.
Wade did go red that time. His face lit up a brilliant shade of cerise.
The uncomfortable desolate silence, where everyone was staring between Adelaide and Wade engulfed the room before Chris guffawed. “Best present ever! Thanks for that information, little man.”
“That doesn’t leave this table!” Adelaide almost screamed.
“Oh it is so leaving this table. Just wait till Marc finds out!” Chris crammed his last mouthful in before leaping from his seat and scarpering from the room before anyone could stop him.
He raced to the King’s wing, not stopping for Rose as his feet pounded the stairs. “Marc! I’m fine, stop fussing! I stood up too quick. I’m NOT ILL!” Chris chuckled to himself, finding them both in the bedroom, Klara bundled in the bed clearly disgruntled.
“Finally! Chris, tell him I’m fine!” She pointed accusingly towards his brother. As siblings went, him and Marc were close to identical minus the sixteen year age gap. The only difference really, Marc sported a crew cut while Chris’ hair fell to his jaw, needing sweeping back regularly.
Chris smiled indulgently at their Queen, going over and feeling her forehead with the back of his hand. “She feels normal.”
“That’s what the doctor said!”
“The doctor also said you’re low on vitamins.”
“The doctor also said I don’t need to be bed bound! I’m fine!”
“He said you need plenty of rest.”
“I’ll get plenty of rest. After the Queen’s council!”
“He’s not going to budge, titch,” Chris commented warmly.
“I know,” she grumbled, folding her arms. “Happy birthday.” She stopped pouting to smile at him.
“Thought more on my suggestion?” Marc asked.
“Yeah. Going to leave tomorrow.”
“So soon?” Marc frowned deeply.
“My mate’s not here. I’d feel ‘em. Sophie said she felt Trey on her birthday like he was in the next room. My mate isn’t here.”
“Alright. You don’t have to go straight away… Next week is still fine.”
“Why wait? You were right. A mate will steady me.”
“You’re fine Chris,” Klara stated affectionately.
Chris didn’t respond. He was far from fine… he hadn’t been fine for nine years. Not really. Not properly. His mind went back to those five months too regularly. His nightmares had never receded. The panic over certain smells, certain sounds too regular.
Not that his mate would ever help.
He just needed to get away from them.
“If you’re sure. I’ll notify your guard detail. You’ll start at Pelterson.”
“Awesome. I better go pack.”
“Oh. Don’t forget this… just in case you do find your mate.” Marc winked, grabbing a wrapped package from the chest of drawers. Chris frowned and ripped enough of the paper to see ‘101 ways to have sex’.
He blushed. “Thanks… I think.”
“Did me some good.”
“And that’s my que to leave! Let Klara come to the ball tonight. Can’t have my coming of age ball without my most favourite person.”
“He won’t be stopping me.” She glared daggers at her mate.
If it wasn’t for the ball, he’d be leaving that day. Anything to try and escape the hum that had cocooned his body. His wolf was angry. Furious. But he just had to get used to the fact that he was wrong. There was no chance that that guard was his mate.
Nope.
Not happening.
‘You can’t stop me having my mate.’‘The moon goddess was incorrect. Behave.’‘The goddess is never wrong. Your human mind is stubborn.’‘You want pups?’‘Yes.’‘Then shut up.’ Chris finished straightening his bow tie. What if his mate sought him out at the ball? What if he was made a fool out of? No, the guard wouldn’t dare. Chris could merely claim slander. And to slander him would be to disrespect the crown. No. No wolf under their rule would dare. ‘Mate.’That word was going to get old, and fast. His wolf was being relentless. A war on his own mind that he despised. But it was necessary. His wolf may care less about his reputation, but he did. His reputation was everything. He was already the little prince that was captured and came back strange. He was already the family oddball. He was damaged enough. ‘Mate.’ His stomach twisted, he felt sick, he didn’t want to go down there. Why were they throwing a ball? He was much better alone. He’d prefer to spend the evening with hi
Chris was packed with his possessions in the boot of one of the family’s SUVs. He had said goodbye to everyone, unsure how long his tour would last. Marc and his father had stated a few expectations. Mainly to not embarrass the crown, to remember who he was and it would be polite to stay for a week in each pack.His guards were there to protect him and he would do well to remember that too. He sighed, wondering how much the guards would get in the way, and wishing at least one of the Gammas were going with them… but they weren’t. Marc had assured some of their best were going with him.Matilda slid into the driver’s seat. Alright… he could cope with her. She was strong, graceful, and delicate like a samurai sword. “We’re nearly ready, My Prince.”
Chains dragged across the rough stone floor, he coughed, his throat dry. His ribs were sore but not as bad as the day before. The fear chilled him more than the damp cold air. He wanted his mother, his father, his brother. He wanted his sister to be OK… where was she? He was so scared. Be a good little boy, that’s what the man had said… he just needed to be good. The creek of the cell door swinging open made him scuttle back to the far wall as far as his chains allowed. Clouds of terror fogged his mind.Deep cognac eyes floated into the fog, he felt warm, he felt safe. He looked around, the dark dank cell had made way for a cloud of golden light, he was floating. Beautiful silky auburn hair tickled his neck as lips caressed the sensitive skin. No-one had ever kissed there, it felt so good. Large hands roamed over his chest and abdomen, his whole body tingling.
Chris flung himself face down on the bed, he had half an hour to get his arse in gear and get down to the ball that had been thrown for him. Luca was going to show him the way to the hall in the centre of their town.He didn’t want to go.Call him a whingy baby, but he hated social gatherings, he felt it would be fine if he didn’t have to have a massive smile on his face and dance with every available female. He was dreading it. He’d been kept busy during the day being shown their packland.He had to admit it was a lovely place, he could see that everyone was happy. Pups ran around without a care in the world. Full growns spent their spare time in little eater
The silence of his wolf only lasted until morning. Unfortunately, he’d take the silence anyday. ‘Mate. Mate knows. Mate upset. Don’t want anyone but mate.’ It was a constant monologue.Con.stant.‘Go to mate. See mate. Smell mate. I can smell mate. Want mate.’Chris pressed his palms into his eyes. He had to admit the night before in that alleyway had been an awakening. He’d never believe it would feel that good. Never believed it would happen outside of a mateship. And certainly
Over the next few weeks and the next few packs, he found himself being propositioned left right and centre… never for mateship, always for sex. Female after female was snuck into his room only then to ensure they left before Jaxson finished his shift.Yes, Chris had taken to ‘proving’ he didn’t need Jaxson through the only method that shut his wolf up. For a few wonderful hours, his wolf was silent. However, as soon as he came back, he made it known his anger, his irritation, his fury.His mind was splitting in half, he felt so much of a pull it was a sheer magnet forcing him from his room. But he stayed as he was, head in hands trying to shift the torrent of hatred his wolf was supplying. Letting him out for a run was a bad idea, Chris couldn’t see how he’d b
Jaxson pitched over, his hands on his knees after he’d finished the course this pack had set up. It wasn’t as complex as the one in the Royal packlands, but it was a lot longer. His head thudded with exertion… but it was a welcome feeling. “Did that in record time, no wonder you’re protecting the prince.” Matlock approached him, slapping him on the back in congratulations.“Gotta work hard,” Jaxson panted.“Yeah, can see that.”He’d heard bad things about the Huntermoon pack, but so far, he hadn’t sensed any issues. They were welcoming, the Alpha wasn’t as nearly hot headed as he’d heard, and the warriors trained hard.Matlock handed him a bo
Chris settled on top of the bed, not really ready for sleep but it was guard rotation in five minutes, so he’d hidden in his room. He let out a sigh, staring up at the ceiling with a blank mind. His mind had been blank a lot recently.A tap drew his eyebrows together. Then another. He sat up, looking at the door but it hadn’t sounded like anything banging against wood. He dropped his legs from the bed and approached the window. Peering through, he saw the future alpha, George. “Get down here!” he whispered up.“What are you doing?” he whispered back so his guards wouldn’t hear.“Sneaking you out! Just climb down!” Chris looked back at the door, should he?
Boots thudded against paving slabs, his strides quick… yet confident. He smiled politely at the wolves he passed, receiving warm greetings and smiles in return, “Good morning, My Prince.” A female waved at him. “Morning.” He nodded, continuing on his way. He reached the bakers, collecting the bread he’d placed on order, before heading to the butchers. The repeats of ‘good mornings’ and ‘hellos’ following him around. It wasn’t something that he minded anymore. It was actually quite refreshing being spoken to rather than everyone shying away from him, or looking away. Or whispering. That didn’t happen anymore. It had taken a few months for the pack to settle down, get used to the idea of same-sex mateships. Now, a year later, other’s didn’t even bat an eye. He’d he
Almost two weeks later, their lives had grown into a routine that would soon change. This was the last day before Jaxson went back to work, back to training. Chris would miss him but knew Jaxson was itching to get back to his job. Not that he had to work, but he wanted to. It seemed Jaxson didn’t do too well inside.Chris stretched in their position on the much larger sofa; Chris had mentioned to Klara that his sofa was too small, low and behold, two days later, this comfortable four seater had arrived. It was much more suited to Jaxson’s size and Chris’ height. “Want some chocolate?” Jaxson mumbled, sliding from behind him to stand.“Nah, I’m good.”But he did want some… he blinked as Jaxson disappeared. He wanted chocolate and he said no…He sat up, forearms on his knees as his mate walked bac
“I’m sorry,” Jaxson mumbled as they made their way back to the palace. “I don’t know what came over me.” “It’s OK. We thought we were safe. I guess Laura lied.” Chris looked to his bare feet as he walked. He had been certain Laura was behind it all. Guilt barrelled into Chris, and he knew it wasn’t his own. “I should have been more aware… I shouldn’t have offered to be your guard… I wasn’t paying attention. I-” “Jaxson,” Chris barked looking to the other male. “It is not your fault.” He stepped into his way, blocking his path and clasped his hand between Chris’ two palms before reaching up and swiping his thumbs gently over Jaxson’s cheekbones. “There is no reason for your guilt. The more guilty you feel, the more I feel it.” He rested his forehead against the other male. “I want to get back, please?” The urge to complete the process was burning throug
Jaxson snarled. Two against one wasn’t a particularly fair fight, but nothing he couldn’t cope with. He was a little more preoccupied with the three on Chris. He’d pushed as much confidence and courage into him, knowing he wasn’t a fighter. He lunged at the tan wolf who had first appeared from the trees in skin form. A clear wound oozing from his jaw. Jaxson wasn’t without injury. He was ignoring a burn in his ribs and a hind leg that wouldn’t straighten.It would be really nice for his body not to hurt for just one day.He pushed forward, forcing the lighter wolf towards the trees, a pain slammed through his front leg and he found himself on his back, he snarled, he needed to focus but the scene to his left was one he couldn’t ignore. His uncle bearing down on Chris. Bearing down on what’s his.The disappointment and hurt was grinding into him like a pestle agains
Chris tugged Jaxson’s maroon t-shirt down, beyond the muscle bulging from his neck and shoulders. The same was happening to him, Jaxson’s fingertips brushed his skin gently, tingles of pleasurable electricity zapped from his fingers. A shiver worked its way down his spine. He nestled his teeth against Jaxson’s skin, a spot that would half be visible on most of his t-shirts. Chris’ movements were mimicked, sharp canines scraped his skin working a moan from deep in his chest.“Together.” Jaxson’s link came through, without any indication, they bit deep into each other’s flesh at exactly the same moment.Groans of pleasure rumbled around the small clearing. It hurt, but it was like no pain he’d felt before. It was blissful. He shivered as Jaxson r
The next morning, Chris fussed over Jaxson but noticed he seemed much more himself. His wolf still wasn’t with him as far as he knew, but he was ready to be out of bed, still keeping Chris close by… he still seemed to have a fear Chris would spontaneously disappear. Understandable in his eyes. “Mark.” Chris’ wolf was being quite insistent after breakfast. He could only promise his wolf, that soon, soon they would mark. He nuzzled Jaxson’s hair while the larger male laid over Chris like a weighted blanket. He never felt being crushed would be a form of security… but with Jaxson it was different. He was glad to be pressed so far into the hard sofa that he could feel the frame below the cushions. “Need a bigger sofa,” Jaxson mumbled, wriggling his feet that were hanging over the arm to make a point. “I’ll see what we can get,” Chris promised, “A two-seater isn’t really ideal.” “You sure I’m alright staying here?” “What do you mean? Do you not want to-” “Course. I just… not sure. I
Boots thudded against paving slabs, his strides quick… yet confident. He smiled politely at the wolves he passed, receiving warm greetings and smiles in return, “Good morning, My Prince.” A female waved at him.“Morning.” He nodded, continuing on his way. He reached the bakers, collecting the bread he’d placed on order, before heading to the butchers. The repeats of ‘good mornings’ and ‘hellos’ following him around.It wasn’t something that he minded anymore.It was actually quite refreshing being spoken to rather than everyone shying away from him, or looking away.Or whispering.That didn’t happen anymore. It had taken a few months for the pack to settle down, get used to the idea of same-sex mateship
Almost two weeks later, their lives had grown into a routine that would soon change. This was the last day before Jaxson went back to work, back to training. Chris would miss him but knew Jaxson was itching to get back to his job. Not that he had to work, but he wanted to. It seemed Jaxson didn’t do too well inside.Chris stretched in their position on the much larger sofa; Chris had mentioned to Klara that his sofa was too small, low and behold, two days later, this comfortable four seater had arrived. It was much more suited to Jaxson’s size and Chris’ height. “Want some chocolate?” Jaxson mumbled, sliding from behind him to stand.“Nah, I’m good.”But he did want some… he blinked as Jaxson disappeared. He wanted chocolate and he said no…He sat up, forearms on his knees as his mate walked bac
“I’m sorry,” Jaxson mumbled as they made their way back to the palace. “I don’t know what came over me.”“It’s OK. We thought we were safe. I guess Laura lied.” Chris looked to his bare feet as he walked. He had been certain Laura was behind it all. Guilt barrelled into Chris, and he knew it wasn’t his own.“I should have been more aware… I shouldn’t have offered to be your guard… I wasn’t paying attention. I-”“Jaxson,” Chris barked looking to the other male. “It is not your fault.” He stepped into his way, blocking his path and clasped his hand between Chris’ two palms before reaching up and swiping his thumbs gently over Jaxson’s cheekbones. “There is no reason for your guilt. The more guilty you feel, the more I feel it.” He rested