The look on Ashley's face was a complete mess. Something inside her head was boiling, and her chest felt like it was being beaten from within. Creating an agonizing sensation of pain.
She was angry.
Very angry, and hurt.
She couldn't even bear to imagine what she looked like now. Because even without seeing her reflection, she could guess how messy and pathetic she looked.
Ashley slowly tried to stand up. Fixing the top of her dress and brushing off the dust floor on her dress. As for her disheveled hair, she ran her fingers through it, ruffling and combing as best she could do.
Only when she felt that her hair no longer stuck out too much, she stepped out from behind the partition. She avoided making eye contact with whoever it was and moved quickly to the elevator. This time, luck seemed to be on her side. No one else got into the elevator with her. And the hallway on the floor where her room was located was also empty.
The first thing she did after making it into the room was run straight to the large mirror..
As soon as she saw her reflection, her tongue wouldn't stop clucking. Her nose snorted with frustration, and her forehead wrinkled in irritation.
From the neck down, it could be said to be safe as there was no damage to her dress. Only a faint dirty look in some parts on the tail of her dress that could not completely disappear even after she brushed them off. It was possible the stain would vanish if she rinsed the fabric with water. But that was obviously impossible since the event downstairs was still ongoing and she had to go down again as soon as possible anyway.
The worst, however, was her hair—undeniably a disaster.
And then, as she moved closer to the mirror, she noticed something. There were three or four red lines stretched across her left temple and cheekbone. When her fingers tried to touch the reddened skin, she hissed in pain. It seemed that the scratches were clearly from the unruly girl's fingernail earlier.
Ashley really could only hope that none of the people she passed in the lobby earlier, were her guests or people who knew her.
In front of the dressing table, she pulled out a chair and sat down. Grabbed the pitcher of mineral water, poured it into the glass, and gulped it down without a trace.
While looking at her reflection in the mirror, Ashley tried to regulate her breathing to calm herself. She spent almost twenty minutes thinking about what she should and shouldn’t do and how to handle the situation. When she finally came to a decision, she had finished tidying up and redoing her hair.
Her bun was now changed into waist-length curls. She carefully let the curls cascade over the left side of her face to hide the scratches. On the right side, she tucked her hair behind her ear and pinned it with a small accessory she found on the table. She was really trying to create a look befitting a bride, as well as one that could hide the scratches from people's suspicion.
After making sure she was ready and satisfied with her appearance, Ashley returned to the garden behind the hotel, where the party was.
“Where were you? I've been looking for you,” Bella asked, approaching while she was stuffing a vol-au-vent into her mouth in one bite.
Ashley could only glance at her sharply. After chewing and swallowing, she answered, “Upstairs. I need to rest for a while.”
“Upstairs?”
“Yes,” Ashley replied briefly.
“Are you okay? Haven't you eaten yet? You must be really tired and starving,” Bella said, concern evident in her voice.
Ashley ignored her best friend without the slightest desire to respond. She wasn't particularly hungry, but her energy drained by the incident earlier, and it made her crave for more food. She picked up a few more snacks and devoured them in the blink of an eye.
She repeated her snacking session so many times that prompted Bella to joke, “Slow down! You’ll get a stomachache. You have a lot of agenda to do tonight." She teased her.
Bella, unaware of the emotional turmoil her friend was experiencing, could only watch and wonder in confusion.
“Hey.”
Ashley was about to spit out the food in her mouth when Josh's voice suddenly appeared. The man was already standing beside her without warning, wrapped his arms around Ashley's waist, and starting a casual conversation with Bella as if nothing had ever happened.
Next moment when Ashley moved around and talked to different guests, Josh always joined her. He didn't ask anything about the incident, just following and stuck close to Ashley for the rest of the day.
Ashley knew exactly why he was tailing her. Josh seemed to be very afraid of what she might do. Although he somehow managed to hide his worries and maintain a calm lake-like demeanor, Ashley could still feel the anxiousness behind his face.
What was clear, Ashley was very upset because she couldn't get rid of him because there were always many eyes watching them. So she could only try to ignore him as much as possible, until the time the event ended.
Only when they were finally alone in the car on the way to their new home, Josh broke his silence. He dared to ask about what Ashley did after that incident.
Ashley only responded with a wry smile. Still not wanting to say anything to the man. She could say that the last few hours had been quite entertaining to see Josh frustrated with the uncertainty running around in his own head. And it was all the more enjoyable because none of the man's questions and curiosities had been answered yet.
Arriving at the apartment, Ashley decided to set boundaries after thinking about it carefully. They both needed to compromise on a few things during their stay together. And these were things that had literally just crossed her mind on the way home.
She turned to Josh and said firmly, “We need to compromise on a few things while we’re living here. I can’t sleep in the windowless room, so I’ll take the main room. I’ve been told that servants come and go every day. If you have specific requests, tell them yourself. I won't interfere with you, and you won’t interfere with me. Let's live with each other like that until… maybe a few months from now? That should be enough time to part ways.”
Ashley went into the main room right after finishing her sentence, without waiting for a response from Josh.
Meanwhile, Josh—without Ashley realizing it—followed her inside and preceded the girl. He was standing right facing her. The look in his eyes that was originally annoyed had disappeared completely. As if the man knew what kind of situation he was currently facing.
His eyes now turned dark. With only a step between them, Ashley could feel the man's eyes stabbed straight into her mercilessly.
“If you think you can be so controlling just because of what happened, you're sadly mistaken,” Josh spoke with a flat and cold intonation. Making the atmosphere around them even more filled with tension. “I'm the head of this family, so I make all the decisions. I also have the right to interfere in your business, if I want to. And this is my room, I'm not going anywhere.”
Ashley paused for a moment, wondering if it was necessary to make a fuss over the bedroom. Weighing her options. Then lightly replied, “Fine, I'll move to the guest room then.”
She stepped away from Josh. Heading towards the closet and pulled out a large suitcase from inside. Intending to pack her clothes without any argument.
But Josh suddenly grabbed Ashley's hand and pulled her to let go of the pile of clothes that she hadn't even had time to lift.
“You’re staying here,” he said firmly. “No one is moving out of this room.”
“You want us both to sleep in the same room? Here?” Ashley stared at Josh with an incredulous look in her eyes, as if the man had just uttered some nonsensical words. “Yes.” “You have a girlfriend. You said she's the only one you love,” Ashley tried to restate their situation as clearly as possible, ”But still you want to sleep in the same room with me?” And once again further emphasized her question. “Yes.” “Wow,” Ashley unconsciously shook her head and widened her eyes in disbelief at what she had just heard. She completely failed to understand the man's train of thought. She had no idea what he was planning, but at this moment, Ashley felt played. “I don't understand. But I still want to move.” Not wanting to comply with Josh's unreasonable demand, Ashley reached her hand into the closet next to him again. But once again, Josh prevented her from reaching the clothes. But the difference was, this time, his grip was tighter and more painful. “I’m not repeating myself. Just do
Ashley's forehead creased into a deep frown.The moment the man approached with a white box, she immediately scrambled off the bed and back away. Giving as much distance as possible until her back hit the closet. Until there was no more room for her to run.Her body stiffened, her posture was now rigid—showing a very defensive position.The turmoil of anger still filled her chest, pressing against her ribs, and threatening to explode. Mixed with a variety of inexplicable feelings, and also a sense of... fear?She couldn’t explain the faint, ghostly shiver that swept over her at this moment. Which made her palms wet in cold sweat and clasping tightly without her even realizing it.It didn’t make sense. Wrath suited her current state far better than this unreasonable fear. Because, Josh was the one who had made many mistakes. A lot, in fact. And it all happened in just a matter of one day.So, shouldn't he be the one who was currently stricken with fear? Shouldn't he be the one on his kn
After calming down enough to regain her composure, Ashley slowly opened her eyes. Her hand reached out for the bath glove.This time, she rubbed her entire body gently—not filled with anger like a moment ago. After all, her face still felt a bit burned, and the scratch marks on her skin stung every time they were exposed to soap.Normally, the source of her suffering came from one thing only—her family. Outside of that, her life for the past twenty-five years had gone pretty well. So she hadn't expected to encounter misfortune at the hands of a pair of ignorant lovers.The girl had scratched her face the first day they met, while the man had smeared insults on her—pride and also face.Ashley clicked her tongue, a bitter taste still settling in her mouth. It felt like her anger would boil over again just thinking about how roughly Josh had kissed her earlier.She had no idea what to do next.She was already too tired and fed up to deal with Josh again. But thinking about it, if she ins
Ashley spoke passionately, but her voice caught in her throat, suddenly dry and tight, cutting off her words. And because it was uncomfortable, she was busy clearing her throat.Josh watched her patiently. When she fell silent, struggling to continue, he finally spoke.“I just don’t want any more misunderstandings between us. And,” he sighed, “I don’t like being seen as a jerk. I'm also sorry for not telling you about my relationship. But clearly, I didn't lie.”"You didn't lie? How can you say that after what I saw?""I never said I was single. You never asked either, did you? So technically, I didn't lie."Ashley looked at him with a scornful glare. Unbelievable. This man could twist words and manipulate situations so smoothly, so cunningly.“I didn’t even know whether you were single or had a boyfriend,” Josh narrowed his eyes, locking his gaze onto Ashley's. "Or maybe you have a boyfriend too and just didn’t tell me?""As if! I’m a woman with morals. There’s no way I would agree t
He looked up. His eyes glanced at the girl who was staring at him intently.“Ah—Yes?” Josh stopped typing, leaving the sentence he hadn't finished. “Go ahead. I’m listening.”Ashley scoffed. “Are you sure? I don’t think so,” Ashley's tone sounded mocking, “You probably don’t even remember what we were talking about.”At the same time Josh also noticed Ashley deliberately glancing at the cell phone that was in her hand. So he put his phone down.“Oh really?” her tone is still the same.Josh sighed, rubbing his temple. “I’m listening, Ashley. You were explaining why you suddenly want a divorce when you've never thought about it before.”“Yes. Huh—no, no,” Ashley hurriedly corrected herself. “Who said I just thought of it now? Of course, I’ve thought about it. Who in their right mind would want to be stuck forever in a fake, business marriage like this?”Josh raised an eyebrow. He never thought Ashley would describe their marriage in such a variety of terms.It made him want to confront
Josh realized that if their conversation continued, it would only go around in circles without being resolved. Ashley didn’t seem to be in the mood to forgive him, and she certainly wasn’t about to agree to his request. Yet that was the core of the problem—where Ashley had found out he was in a relationship with another girl.Maybe, it had crossed his mind that if Ashley knew, there would be a price to pay. Because she was going to live this marriage like a real marriage—as her mother always insisted.But he hadn’t expected to get caught this quickly. And now, he might be paying a bigger price than he had ever anticipated.Because once trust is broken, piecing it back together is harder than fixing shattered glass.Josh finally broke the silence. “What if I apologize for everything? For everything that made you angry?”Ashley lifted her head and looked at him.“And what would I get in return for forgiving you?” she asked. “You’re only apologizing because you don’t want me exposing you
The abandoned Ashley sat stunned in her chair.A hollow breath escaped her lips.She felt her resentment surging again and was hard to contain. That man had harassed her, and now he was insulting her by leaving her just like that—on a day like this. Not that she expected him to stay to accompany her, no. But at the very least, he could have had a bit of common sense. A little logic.What if an acquaintance saw him wandering around outside? He had just apologized, and had just promised to be more careful. But the moment that girl appeared, he forgot everything and rushed to meet her. Completely wishy-washy and thoughtless.It was a wonder how he had survived this long with such a mindset.She had heard he was very intelligent. Even among his older brother and sister—both were famously skilled in politics, following in their father's footsteps—Josh was said to be even better. That’s why he was able to establish his own company. And it was not wrong though. As she remembered back when th
Her fingers mindlessly pressed buttons until a drama started playing.She simply followed the storyline, and got carried away. The actress on screen was in the middle of an angry outburst, trying to calm herself down with food—ordering a super spicy jjamppong.The actress devoured the spicy steaming noodle soup. Her face looks melting with satisfaction.She said spicy flavors helped relieve emotions. It triggered certain nerves, making the brain feel more relaxed and happy. The effect, supposedly, was as powerful as drinking or eating something sweet.‘At this hour, something soupy seemed much more appealing instead of ice cream,’ Ashley thought.Her eyes suddenly glanced at the clock on the wall. It showed past 2 AM."It's almost morning," she muttered. Her stomach was also hungry because she hadn't eaten dinner yet. Her last meal was a light snack at her wedding party this afternoon. She even had to swallow with difficulty due to being under a chaotic feeling."Hh... I really want t
Tonight Josh was forced to return to his own home. After his very intense conversation with his mother, it was clear that he didn't dare to go straight back to Sharon's apartment.In fact, he was unsure whether he should be determined to stay away from Sharon for a while, or whether he should be stubborn enough to meet her secretly as usual. Which of course came with consequences that were far worse than before.If he took the first option, compromised with Sharon and kept their distance—even though the girl would explode in anger and refuse to part with him without listening to any reason, as he had tried in the past—maybe he would be able to delay a little time to find a way to get back together with Sharon without having to worry about any sanctions.But if he took the second option, by continuing to prioritize Sharon and breaking his own promise—which he had even said with a face full of guilt less than an hour ago—then, he really had to be ready to accept a punishment that would
"Yes. Interesting, isn't it?"“That brother of yours seems really stupid, huh.”"He's just blind. That girl is very good at clouding his common sense. Sometimes I wonder what it is about that girl that makes Josh cling so tightly, as if he’s incapable of letting go—as if her presence is inescapable. Like it's impossible to let go of the shadow," Jason paused."That girl is like a leech, Mr. Lim. That's why your brother has a hard time letting go of her. Just like a person with a severe addiction, for him she acts as both a parasite and a source of opium."Jason was quite impressed by the former journalist's reasoning and judgment. He couldn't disagree against it—because what she said was so true. Her words were disturbingly accurate."You sound like an expert. No wonder you used to be such a great journalist.”“Used to be? What about now?” Jinah’s voice held a tinge of irritation."Of course you've become more skillful and professional. If you weren’t reliable, I wouldn't have reached
"Then how about last night. You haven't answered where you were last night?"Josh again swallowed his saliva with difficulty.“At home,” he replied softly. “Of course I was home with Ashley.”His mother glanced at him without interest. Even though she didn't actually know whether her son was lying or not—she herself had asked this one question only because Min Jinah was babbling incoherently about how she wasn't sure if she'd seen Josh or someone who looked like Josh going out late at night from his apartment on the wedding night."I hope you're not lying. I heard something uncomfortable, but I don't know if it's true or not... But leaving a woman alone on the wedding night—that would hurt her a lot. You have to understand that."Josh's jaw hardened.Remembering that he not only left Ashley last night, but also fought and was rude to her, made his guilt tingle again."I also want you to keep your other promises. We can't wait too long,“ her mother thought again, ”should I legalize our
Josh was frantic. He couldn't answer anything. His voice suddenly disappeared as if swallowed by a complicated life dilemma. It was as if his entire body was swallowed by quicksand with thousands of leeches eating away at his body.His current situation was really difficult. Being forced to choose between the interests of his family and his feelings for Sharon, was like telling him to commit suicide. There was nothing he could choose. There was nothing he could prioritize over the others. Everything was important to him.That's why he kept in touch with Sharon despite agreeing to break up with her. He had done everything he could. He was even willing to spend a lot of time making plans and being more careful so as not to get caught by anyone.But Min Jinah was really a surprise. He hadn’t thought of her at all, as his mother had never mentioned her. He believed it was all over since the incident from years ago had been resolved and faded over time.He suddenly felt incredibly naive
If his mother was asked a question like this... The biggest possibility was that she had already found out. Although Josh himself didn’t know how.Maybe someone had seen him with Sharon as they spent the day outside together. Maybe it was his own mother who saw them—no, his mother would've immediately confronted them both—especially Sharon—not called him alone at this time of night. Or maybe Jason had seen him with Sharon at the restaurant this afternoon? Although he was sure Jason hadn't seen Sharon at the restaurant, there was still a slight possibility.Or—Could Ashley have complained to his mom?His mom didn’t just ask about today. But she mentioned last night. If it was really Jason or someone who knew him, they wouldn't know that he stayed at Sharon's apartment last night.Was this all Ashley's doing?Clearly, right now he had to answer very carefully.The probability for him was fifty percent for an answer. One to tell a lie, and one to tell a little lie.Because as bad as it
When Josh stepped into the house, the first thing he saw was his mother, seated stiffly on one of the sofas in the living room.She was facing the entrance—the door that separated the foyer from the rest of the house—as if she had been waiting for him all this time, ensuring he would catch her expression the moment he walked in. Sour and tense.Josh’s steps faltered. He still couldn't guess what he was about to face at that moment. As far as he knew, there was nothing wrong within the family. He also felt that he hadn't done anything wrong lately, especially to his mother. In fact, compared to his older siblings, he was the most obedient, the most reliable.Yet his mother’s piercing gaze cut through him. Her eyes unblinked. With her arms crossed in front of her chest, she watched Josh approach her in silence, without saying a word.Josh swallowed hard. The air in the room was thick with something unsettling, something oppressive. It was eerie and cold, despite the lights still burning
That day, Josh willingly complied with Sharon's every whim—going shopping, buying all kinds of overpriced treats, and patiently waiting while she indulged in endless beauty treatments.But since he had been deprived of rest and sleep for the past few days—he had to be involved in family gatherings before the wedding, drowning in work with a project deadline just three days before the wedding day, and especially the hardest part, was dealing with Sharon's relentless tantrums... the impact on his body was real. It was like he had been beaten and crushed to the bone.He spent the entire day walking from store to store, sitting for long periods, then standing again—so many times that his legs nearly gave out from sheer exhaustion. Drowsiness clung to him like a heavy fog, so difficult to endure.His life felt disconnected from his own body. Every step he took was numb. Every movement happened without thought—like he was automatically going through the motions, like he was on autopilot.Me
"So, this is your house?"Josh gasped. He automatically jumped to his feet when he recognized the owner of the voice he knew so well was suddenly so close."Hyung—," Josh blinked tensely. And without him realizing it his eyes instinctively glanced to the spot where Sharon had just left.Of course, Jason caught that trembling glance. His eyes narrowed slightly. It felt so good, like he had caught a big fish. And Jason couldn’t help but feel a surge of satisfaction.Intending to play a little prank on his brother, Jason only gave a small nod, "Yeah?"Josh cleared his throat, his mind racing to come up with a reasonable excuse in this crucial moment. Until it unwittingly caused brief silence between them."I—had an important meeting... with a colleague here," he thinks he managed to give an answer. Followed by an awkward laugh that escaped her mouth immediately afterward. His demeanor was stiff, and his hands were clasped together—demonstrating a very bad lie."Oh, I see. But why lie at
"Mr. Kwak, if you see a pharmacy, please stop and get me some headache medicine," Jason said, taking a deep breath and letting it out. "I don't know why my head feels so heavy.""Yes, sir," the middle-aged driver replied, giving a quick nod, "I'll drive more slowly."That man with a well-defined oval face with sharp but refined features loosened his tie and unbuttoned the top button of his shirt. Then adjusted his sitting position so that he could lean his head against the seat, and closed his eyes. Hoping the tension would ease even a little.Not long after, the car came to a gentle stop."Sir, do you need anything else besides the medicine?"Jason slowly opened his eyes, blinking away the haze, "No. I don't need anything else. That's all."The driver nodded before stepping out of the car.Jason grabbed the water bottle next to him and took a long and refreshing sip.His schedule had been brutal over the past month. A lot of work piled up. And one engagement after another, each deman