"Still hurt?" Angga entered the room after taking a shower. His long hair was still dripping water and he had to wipe the towel again."Bummer!" Maureen pulled the blanket up over her head. Her cheeks must have been very red from facing the sight of Angga's entire body outside of their game.She was not in the mood to admit to enjoying Angga's tenderness earlier despite the pain of unaccustomedness. The pain still lingered and it was difficult to completely close the hole that had received the spill of the man's seed.Angga sat on the edge of the bed beside Maureen, rubbing the top of her head from outside the blanket. Still asking the same question, "First experience?"Angga was not entirely sure if Maureen was just following her instincts. The wildness seen when they reciprocated each other's pleasure was too impressive."Have you done it often yourself?" Maureen pulled down the blanket and revealed her hair-covered face.Messy and sexy are the two words Angga can judge Maureen by.
“Too late, Rin?” The man standing by the glass wall turned around to see the presence of Maureen who had just closed the door to the room.His face looked tired. His jaw was covered with faint sideburns that seemed to have not been shaved. The dark bags under his eyes were thickened.“Sorry, Mr. Darren.” Awkward with the atmosphere that had developed between them after days of no direct interaction, Maureen emphasized, “Isn't the late business the responsibility of HRD? You can check through our supervisor.”Actually, from the beginning, there was no interest in connecting Maureen's work with Darren directly. There was a layered hierarchy between their positions.Besides, Maureen was more inclined to curse herself because she'd also gotten Ben into hot water with the HRD for last night. The young man's explanation of a possible post-traumatic sexual disorder was met by Maureen's laughter and challenge.Yes, Maureen laughed at the different types of disorders Ben mentioned and question
“Wanna play on the floor?” Darren pulled Maureen's pants back up, closing each button in the appropriate hole, ending with a brief peck on the corner of her temple.“Well no, Uncle!” exasperated Maureen as she eased the casanova's slightly struggling movements until they were sitting cross-legged, facing each other.“You're getting cute.” Resting his elbows on the tips of his knees, Darren looked at Maureen's astonished face that was easily replaced by laughter. “You were refusing, now you're protesting to get it done.”Bending slightly, he handed over a series of metal objects connected to a hanger with Maureen's name beautifully embossed on the leather.“What are these?” Maureen was stunned when the man before her forced her palm open and accepted the keys.“House keys,” Darren called out along with a short address that Maureen recognized.Maureen knew it was a house key by the shape of it. Apartments in midtown were still a rarity. But houses? Where was a midtown house for under a
“Why are planetary humans looking at you all the time?” asked Anne as she approached Maureen's desk to hand over the other requested data. She noticed Wahyu's annoyed look every time she passed in front of the cubicle.“I don't know. I have a crush,” Maureen replied, not wanting to jump to conclusions and staying focused on the laptop screen in front of her.She didn't really care what the head of her division thought as long as everything Wahyu saw remained a secret to the rest of the office employees, though it didn't guarantee that the socialite man's conversations remained within her safe domain.“Uh, ya. Do you want to accompany me shopping after work?” Maureen changed the subject as she took the folders from Anne, who had chosen to sit next to Maureen on Ben's stool.“Won't you treat me?” Anne's habit seemed to be a sycophant in Maureen's eyes when dealing with shopping.What woman doesn't like shopping? Especially if it's near the end of the month. Maureen could praise God this
"Finally...," Iqlima carried Ammar towards the trellis fence that slid easily, "Abi's here!" she exclaimed as the car roared into the courtyard.Two people followed from inside the house to meet the driver who had just gotten out of his big car. Ammar moved in the arms of the woman who approached, while Iqlima took over the luggage of the driver who was none other than her husband."I thought we'd be working overtime if we came," teased the girl, the youngest in Darren's family. Her sister's overall look was covered up, but her style choices were similar to Maureen's habit of keeping up with trends.Darren thought about his promise to Maureen that he had to miss because of the impromptu news from the family group message. "I'll work late too," he argued."Habit!" Darren's younger brother, who was seven years apart, elbowed his brother in the stomach, then pointed out Iqlima's return to their midst. "There, Teh Ima arrived first.""Have you eaten?" Darren switched to wrapping his arm a
Maureen thought shopping with Anne would take the edge off her frustration with Ben. He kept forbidding her to see Darren and threatening not to help if anything bad happened to her again.As it turns out, even being in Darren's mansion fuels her anger.Since arriving, Maureen has been preparing a romantic room; the bed is covered in new sheets of soft silk and fragrances fill the room. She was also willing to cook even something as simple as nasi uduk and various side dishes that could be provided in a short amount of time just to elevate herself above the man's wife. Only then does Maureen clean herself up, making sure she is fully dressed in the red transparent lace underwear that can ignite a man's passion.But where was the inviter? The owner of the house who had given Maureen the key had not yet arrived even though her cell phone display showed it was almost midnight.The food had gone cold. She ended up alone in boredom.“Damn Uncle!” Maureen kept swearing in annoyance. The cut
“Ririn? Rin?” Darren tossed his coat onto the sofa after seeing the dining room, which was not separated from the living room, in disarray. Ceramic tableware is scattered shapelessly across the floor, and the sight of dried blood trickling into the master bedroom makes Darren even more anxious.All night long his cell phone had been confiscated by the youngest, Liara, because Darren was considered too devoted to work even in the midst of a family that was chatting with each other, especially since Maureen's number that he saved under the name of the advertising division kept calling. He really couldn't do anything about it.What had happened to Ririn? The question kept repeating in Darren's head until he found his beloved still asleep in the middle of the bed, he could exhale with relief.Maureen's pose on her back without a single thread covered was very tempting indeed. The big, beautifully puffed chest with the rosy peaks sticking out instantly creates a hunger to pounce. Not to me
"Hey! Hey! What's wrong?" The tall man who climbed the stairs seemed to have rushed down to the point that his wet body was only wrapped in a towel from the waist down. Water droplets emphasized the muscles that had formed on his smooth body."Angga?" Almost mesmerized despite repeated looks, Maureen cleared her throat, ignoring the voice from outside the door. "Are you home?"The man nodded. "Just finished showering."Yes, Maureen saw clearly without needing to explain.Angga walked over and gave her a hug from his cool skin. "Any injuries?" He observed the dry scratches on Maureen's arm."Rin! Open the door!" Shouts from outside alerted them to the fact that someone else kept hitting the sliding door of the shophouse."Angga?" Maureen held Angga's waist to stay with her. It was better to stay away.However, Maureen's anxiety over him made Angga feel cared for."I'll do it." Angga kept both of Maureen's hands behind him, keeping her protected as he opened the door and fired questions
An impromptu visit that I didn't expect, it turns out Angga told me our wedding date so Matthew and Ben came, of course with their spouses. Maybe they're on vacation?Then the arrival of Darren who followed alone with a line of food service workers was enough to confirm that they intended to hold a small party without the host's permission.I only saw him after changing into a looser floral overalls that allowed me to breathe. The dress was too tight although it still didn't cover my pregnancy at all."You weren't invited, but you came." The satire I said wasn't funny at all, but they still laughed when I returned to the center of the conversation with a bottle of champagne ready to open."Ow! How cruel, Sister." Matthew snatched the fun out of my hands and quipped back, "Alcohol is not for pregnant women.""Damn it!" I cursed in annoyance, only to be met with an instantly infectious laugh.Angga had just followed me to where I was standing. He handed me a glass of avocado juice and a
"Maureen!" I faintly heard Angga calling my name, then it was replaced by the echo of air bubbles in my ears.I thought I could die here or wake up somewhere else. In fact, when I gave up, a stream of water replaced the blast of air on my face.I was still very much conscious, just afraid to open my eyes and face reality. The chill of the early spring air washed over my already wet skin along with the pressure behind my shoulders and behind my knees. It was warm on the right side, but instinct demanded that I find a grip.Angga, who I first saw, was also wet. His slender neck becomes the target of my trembling grip. This time, I'm afraid of being dropped.From this vantage point, his parted lips along with the angular movement of his firm jaw create a charisma of their own. Could Angga possibly hide the cruelest side of a warrior like him?Fool. I should have remembered that everyone has a dark side, a poison from their own life experiences. They only need to choose; oppress or be opp
Maureen demanded an explanation, before we had even had a chance to change?She and I had just arrived in our room, barely stripped to the surface of the fabric that covered the entire bed. Dusty, full of sawdust and mustiness. We should have taken down all the protective covering before attempting to use the room.Yes, almost.Just being alone with her could heat up the temperature around us. It felt like breaking free from all the coverings and letting instinct take over.Then, Maureen's question threw everything off. "So..., did you make a deal with Grandpa?"I was still in front of her, on top of her body while supporting myself using the elbows perched on either side of Maureen, avoiding the pressure on her stomach. Our lower waists were already attached as our legs slipped over each other.Argh! She messed up the appetizer.The look of rejection forced me to roll over to Maureen's left side, following her to gaze at the room's ceiling covered with sheets of bright albasia wood. T
Deciding to get married was not on my life list at all, especially under the age of thirty. What's happening now?Just a few months ago I turned twenty-five and within minutes had signed the marriage certificate. Everything I've been through has been beyond expectations, pregnant and married?Still in my simple wedding dress-just a white lace-covered overalls that didn't hide the size of my belly at all, I noticed Angga's figure when dressed officially like now. A clean-cut face and freshly cut hair refresh Angga's look with a black suit overlaying the white suit inside.Even though it was only a few days ago that I saw his face full of bruises, the main reason I made the choice and said yes, so that he wouldn't have to do such menial work anymore.What was I thinking at the time?"Not like this again!" I shifted the conversation from Angga's request to the cause of the bruises on his face, again he said about marriage.Des he really want to tie me up in a commitment? So what, I can't
I was almost desperate as I repeatedly checked my phone screen, waiting to hear from Maureen's friends about her whereabouts in the last two days. Maureen was unreachable, her phone dead.I don't know how many cans of beer I've consumed since returning home from last night's brutal game. I could have killed someone out of disappointment with myself. I felt like a failure.The phone screen lit up, but it wasn't someone I wanted to call. Maureen's sugardaddy was listed there. I deliberately gave him a name like that, so he'd think twice when he needed help. I still couldn't make peace with the past between them.Just glancing at the message display outside, without opening the messaging app, it was clear that each word indicated the address. No pleasantries or greetings.That's funny. He asked me to come there?A few minutes after putting the empty cans into the trash bag, an incoming call echoing the voice of a prominent rapper distracted me. Darren seemed genuinely intent on asking me
"Aren't you in college or doing something?" Uncle Darren was already babbling this early. Even the sky outside the window when he drew the curtains wasn't fully lit yet even though the alarm clock on the nightstand read seven o'clock. "Really, Rin, I'm confused to see you just lying in your room these days."A few days? I've only had a mattress this soft for two days. The sheets were soft and didn't rub against my skin. This time I can somewhat agree with Angga's previous insinuation about our ... well, lifestyle.The only choice is for me to give in and try to lower my standards, or for him to raise his income. Fix, yeah, I don't want to get married yet.In the last month of living together, I can't keep giving in to the future that Angga offers even though everything can be distracted with sex or Netflix and ignore everything.But, how to talk about it? Our fights would only continue to end with unification. I hated that."Why did you wake me up, Uncle?" I squirmed and kicked off th
"Uncle ...." I moan, feeling the ludicrous touch that traverses the skin. It descends from the arrangement of bones that make up my shoulders, collarbone, and then cupping the wedge of the neck divider of the body-wrapping overalls.From where he stood, Uncle Darren must have clearly seen the puffs that were getting denser as a result of his actions. I reflexively tilted my head to the right side, letting his warm breath caress the recesses of my neck without being covered by hair."You're always delicious, Rin." Uncle Darren's whisper sounds lulling behind my earlobe. The mint-scented exhale and woody-herb traces were replaced by the wetness of a taste bud that was beginning to venture out.Some seconds were fun to savor, but the next, what I was doing was more like an escape to get recognized. It felt like being a traitor.The corners of my lips twitched, realizing Uncle Darren wasn't doing anything more than that. Even though I liked the way he treated me, I still couldn't deny tha
"Move on, Is." Angga was seen patting the woman's cheek. What is her name? Isma? I could hear Angga talking casually through the barrier like that. "Anyway, stop following me."I was close enough to hear their conversation. It was just a stack of boxes at the turn of the foyer facing the exit of the supermarket.At first I thought Angga was still asleep because all my voice messages and calls had gone unanswered. Well, I should have sent a short message about going shopping before going home and asked Angga to ignore my request.Turns out he was in this place and met a 'flower snake' like that Isma. She really used to be a campus slut, right?Angga just told me about his habit of fighting in the arena just to buy time with Isma in the past. No wonder Angga didn't complain about getting a woman like her to support him.Well, I guess any man in Indonesia would always think of ways to get a virgin, but he chose the hardest way by capitalizing on feelings. Including me.Are there still peo
"Raka!" Isma waved from where she was pushing the shopping trolley towards me.Even though this monthly shopping business is usually the part of Maureen who understands best, but this morning when I woke up, there was already a note stuck to the refrigerator door. Correction, noon. I even got home early in the morning after last night's battle."Please, you do the shopping," accompanied by a heartfelt emot, a very long shopping list with special notes, and her black card. Including an incoming message on my phone explaining why Maureen was in such a hurry. Company research."Shopping too?" asked Isma after aligning the trolley she was pushing with mine. She even took the note I was holding and nodded, as if she understood.Why did we have to meet here, anyway? I'm even more uncomfortable with Isma around."Feeling better?" She still asked after returning the shopping list along with a few things taken from the shelves in the left row to my cart."When was the fight?" I arranged each i