"How about me, Sir?" Darren looked down again. Even if he raised his face, he tended to avoid the gaze of everyone in the room.
His principle of restraint had been defeated by the person closest to him.
His fists in his lap unraveled, moving to grip his knees and speak up.
"Look, I already have someone else to introduce to Mom and Dad. I have also talked to Mother about my future."
"Uncle never told me!" protested the occupant of the seat next to Darren.
The shrill voice hurts the ears. If I had to choose, Maureen's breath is much more melodious when it comes to her.
Darren felt even more guilty for remembering it again.
Maureen threw a sofa cushion at Darren's face. Her face was already bright red as she stomped away from the men.
The plan in the big map that Darren had designed since long ago had to be put forward.
"Well, it turns out Darren himself already has a choice." Abra, Maureen's father chose to lean back, much more relaxed than before.
It wasn't that he didn't appreciate his daughter's first moment or wasn't worried about the future of a woman who no longer had her virginity, but there could be much more important things in Maureen's future that required a lot of preparation.
"It's not an official event yet. If it doesn't happen, it will be embarrassing," Darren explains, voicing his thoughts.
A proposal that hasn't been made yet isn't something that should be made a big deal about. It's different from a wedding invitation that has to be distributed.
"So, how do we proceed?" asked Randy, who was still surprised by Darren's answer.
He himself had only just heard Darren's wish regarding his interest in marriage without going through the courtship process. Surprisingly.
"Maureen chose to leave." Abra raised her hand, indicating her resignation to her eldest son's decision. "Well, I can't say anything, Darren. I hope the plan goes well."
A tap on Darren's shoulder ended the conversation. The rest of Maureen's family chose to say goodbye without discussing their mistake again.
All that was left was Darren, who was still at a loss to digest what had happened in such a short span of time.
"Like a dream."
***
Six years have passed since the humiliating rejection Maureen received for dropping her self-esteem.
Usually guys who are given a precious moment the first time can hold on, at least out of guilt. Those were the words of Maureen's friend from high school.
But not Maureen. She felt she had failed to conquer the man who could keep her hope alive.
She hasn't seen Darren since the incident. To be more precise, they both avoided each other.
"Are you coming to the party?"
The question came from Aletta, a fellow lecturer with Maureen in the final semester of college, when the thesis session on that day was completed.
The announcement was final, no one had to repeat the trial again in the next semester for the list of students that day. This meant that they had certainly earned their bachelor's degree in management and were just waiting for graduation.
"See you later!"
Maureen could not promise. Her mind was already too tired of the logic of the distribution scheme spun by the senior lecturers in the courtroom.
She just wanted to lie down, continue to enjoy the days without revisions and scribbles. All that was left was the final touches for printing as a graduation requirement, and then Maureen could officially become unemployed.
"Make sure you come! Your boyfriend already said you would." Aletta's next statement stopped Maureen's movement of gathering the pile of papers in her large folder.
"Really?" It was only Maureen's hesitation because the man who had been her partner for the past few months had not informed her about any party.
Aletta showed her group message before excusing herself. Private Party On Private Pool was listed there, but Maureen knew for sure that the pool they had booked was in the open air of the hotel, one of her step-grandfather's properties.
A pool party, definitely a bikini show with lots of pretty girls. How could the men miss it?
Just imagining it, Maureen was already anxious and couldn't wait to call her boyfriend. However, to no avail. No one answered the call from her cell phone at that number. Not connected, not even out of range.
"Are you tired of your laundry?" scolded Serena, the girl who opened the window when her car stopped right in front of Maureen. "Hurry up and get in!"
"Are you going to the party tonight?" asked Maureen after making sure her butt was in a comfortable place, then pointed at the four-wheeled master. "Lend me your cell phone!"
Serena's eye-tail directed Maureen to take the object attached to the cordless charger on the dashboard facility. "Aren't you leaving?" She asked back.
Maureen threw her overflowing bags onto the back seat and removed the suit and shirt that had been suffocating her for the past few hours, leaving only a thin, sweaty camisole that made the presence of her black underwear clear.
"I was told by Letta just now." She snatched Serena's foldable square object from the charger and began dialing a series of numbers that were also listed from her cell phone screen. "What about Reval? I can't reach him with my number either."
Maureen continued to complain about her messages in the chat room not being delivered. Meanwhile, Serena's phone was just processing.
"What's wrong, Babe?" asked Serena, who was focused on turning the steering wheel onto the city's main highway.
"I can't reach Reval." However, the call she made from Serena's number was immediately connected. "Come in with your number."
Not Maureen's number. She wondered if there was something wrong with her number and tried dialing the numbers of her other friends. Only Reval.
"No need to continue." Serena hung up Maureen's call to Reval on both of their cell phone screens.
"Why?" Maureen asked innocently.
"Do you realize that you're blocked?" It was hard for Serena to hold her tongue if that was the case.
Once again, Maureen felt dumped.
The daughter of a prominent doctor sometimes questioned her own worth, as her relationships had never been smooth and long-lasting.
Beauty? Wealth? She had everything.
The body men wanted?
Maureen was silent on the last stigma that crossed her mind. She remembers the last time she refused Reval's touch, when they were so ready.
The romantic hotel room, the warm dim lights, stripping each other down to their bare bones, the searing kiss.
Maureen shook off the image of her refusal that time. Her mistake in kicking away the evidence of Reval's already hard-on. Reflexively, Maureen's body did not want anyone inside her at all.
"You just need a new guy, Babe!" suggested Serena.
[Another guy, and a repeat of the same incident.]
Maureen rejected the 'need' part. Guys weren't everything when Maureen already had so much in life in her twenties.
She just wanted to entertain herself, thinking that 'drinking' a lot might unleash her wild side towards the opposite sex and give her one chance.
Still in hand, Maureen's cell phone sent a voice message to the party host. "Let! I'm coming! Get your best entertainment ready!"
With the turn of a minute, Maureen's message was returned.
"Ready, Queen!"
Aletta's short voice message was enough to describe the atmosphere behind her. Loud music and a strong gust of wind in between conversations. They were still on their way.
"Maureen..., do you know what kind of party Letta's throwing?" protested Serena, disagreeing with her friend's thoughtless decision.
Security at private parties among students was usually not guaranteed. They were not blind to the bullying case of one of the female students on campus who became the target of irresponsible youths because of an immoral video.
"Let's just say we'll have fun." Maureen was not in the mood to be contradicted. "I want to break up with Reval and celebrate it as well."
“I want to break up with Reval and celebrate that as well.” Maureen couldn't accept being the one left out. She had to make an impression worth fighting over that night.“Again?” Serena turned the car into the parking lot, obeying Maureen's request.The momentary stop gave Serena a chance to argue, “You don't count how many exes you have?”The advice was just an afterthought. Maureen covered her ears with her forefingers until her best friend could be seen taking a deep breath.Maureen picked up her handbag from one of the piles at the back, “Talk to my hand, Beb!” and thrust out a black card with a limit issued by a local bank.Serena immediately cheered in agreement. There was no refusal. Pool parties call for sexy, seductive bikinis, Maureen thought.The hotel location was their immediate destination after shopping for clothes for the next two days.Maureen felt the need for a vacation after the trial and the party. She would not ask her mother for permission for a second reason.“
“Coming too, Say?” Aletta welcomed Maureen under the pergola designed to provide shade for the party hosts.The outdoor space usually filled with sets of picnic chairs was replaced by various colorful waterproof beanbags and beach chairs.“I told you earlier to look atfor a second.” Maureen scanned the faces that passed by her. “Crowded too.”Maureen nodded, following the beat of the music played by the female dj under another pergola.As the night wore on, it seemed like the party atmosphere was getting wilder. Alcoholic drinks circulated easily, picked up from the scent that was very familiar to the nose of the woman who had just turned two-three. The girls were getting bolder and bolder clinging to their men disgustingly.It was no mistake that Maureen and Serena waited for bedtime to pass by by reporting to the parents who still thought they were babies and needed to be watched closely.“Hi, B*tch!” greeted Aletta after seeing the presence of Serena who followed standing next to M
“What else is there to explain, Ima?” Darren grabbed his wife's grip that had slipped. “Seriously, she is my cousin.”Legally, Maureen was indeed registered as the child of Darren's biological aunt, Natasha. The reason is none other than because Natasha and Abra's marriage is legally official and benefits both parties. Meanwhile, Maureen's biological mother, Aya, only got legally married a year after Darren's aunt passed away.Complicated. The majority of the local community still considers biracial relationships to be a close family that cannot marry. So, Darren felt safe referring to the twins as his cousins even though they were not blood.“Suite room only, ma'am, the regular one.” Darren immediately confirmed the room reservation, along with handing over his ID card and cashless payment to the receptionist on duty.“Is there really no secret?” Iqlima's peaceful impression had already turned spoiled when she found Darren's gaze continuing to avoid answering. “You're wasting your fa
"How is she, Uncle?" Serena tried to contact the other contacts in her message room.Her feet kept stomping the floor every time she walked towards the terrace barrier, searching among the crowds of the pool, then quiet again at the change in Maureen's cell phone screen."Oh, My! Aunt Aya keeps calling me again. What do you think, Uncle?"Serena's thin voice tends to get rowdy, disrupting Darren's concentration on checking the suitability of the hotel facilities he had passed through with the typing of the report.[Why must connect with Ririn again?]The name hasn't changed since Darren carried the baby version of Maureen. It's not hard to remember.Disappointed, yes. Maureen seemed to be taking an increasingly distant path from him, heard from his grandfather's complaints every time we met.Parties and parties, not to mention unfortunate expenses.Though for Darren himself, Maureen's consumptive level is still reasonable compared to his wife. All have the same basis, attracting the e
Maureen's nimble fingers sassily explored the lines of Darren's face, savoring the rough sensation of the fine hairs that formed sideburns along the mature man's jawline.Maureen's elbows rest on Darren's sturdy shoulders as her white fingernails dig into each strand of hair that emits a seductive, masculine scent.With one pull, Darren looked up, facing a face without distance. The corners of his sense of smell met as if sharing a breath.In an instant, she savored the sweetness of Maureen's lips.It's not a patch like the first time, but the little sucks Maureen does, luring Darren to explore further in the sweet wine-laced oral cavity.True, Darren liked the taste Maureen gave him. However, the mistake he made went too far.Darren's big hand has already landed on Maureen's unobstructed nub, squeezing her soft nub until consciousness gives way.The wide eyes of the woman in front of Darren seemed to be begging for more, but there was no continuation."You can't do this, Rin." Darren
"Are you crazy, Maureen?" Serena's shouting really disturbed Maureen's sleep.Even though the bright sunlight had already penetrated through the curtains, Maureen pulled the blanket up even further to cover her head, especially blocking her ears even though she knew it would have no effect."You have to tell me! I'm not calm and I've been waiting all night for an explanation from you!" Serena continued to demand, tugging at Maureen's blanket until it fell off entirely. "Do you know what time it is?""You don't need to shout weirdly, ya." Maureen opened her eyes lazily. Her hand reached for the cell phone on the wireless charger on the nightstand and found the screen showing ten past. "Ah..., I'm still going to bed."She grabbed a pillow just to cover her face that still felt numb in some parts. His head was so heavy to shift. However, his stomach was beating the war drums, struggling and collecting taxes early in the day."Are you hungry?" Serena's laughter boomed in her room. The sid
Maureen had just finished stacking five volumes of copies of her two-hundred-page thesis that had passed the post-trial revision at the faculty dean. The temporary graduation certificate was already in hand.The problem was that Maureen's unemployment would end soon if she chose to look for a job.The complaints of her friends who were busy with the waiting period for job applications during her college days were enough to cause headaches, let alone her who had never been in the field with high demands.The title of being the granddaughter of a big businessman alone makes her respected enough to hang his leg in a local company during field work practice."Hi, Maureen!" Aletta's reprimand, who had just placed the box of copies on the academic dean's desk, forced Maureen to put on a friendly face. "I'm so sorry about the party. You must be really shocked."Fake? That's how the environment taught Maureen.At least Maureen was grateful that her parents didn't push her too hard to follow t
"Are you sure wanna go shopping wearing that?"Darren kept asking the same question from the moment they left home until they were in front of a well-known local boutique because Maureen chose to leave without changing clothes. Still in her oversized t-shirt and short jeans with flip-flops.In other big cities or abroad it might not be a problem, but in a city where appearance is still a big deal, she thought Maureen would definitely be labeled badly."Who's watching anyway?" Maureen deliberately squeezed her two assets as she spoke while they were still in the car. "This is freedom! I've been patched up all day.""Your shirt is white, Rin." Darren couldn't deny that seeing Maureen's behavior aggravated the pain in his head. For a long time Darren felt like he was going crazy from holding himself back."You see?" Maureen deliberately cupped hers from below to full view even though she knew Darren would ignore her. "Remember the color and shape of it, Uncle?"Darren couldn't swear even
"Hi, handsome! Looks like you really like Maureen, seeing as my cell phone is still intact," said the young man whose name I didn't remember. Only his face was still familiar despite his long hair. He became Maureen's backrest while sitting on the stool opposite the bartender's table."You can keep my new number. Just type in Aaron."I didn't care about the way he introduced himself. I had only come to pick Maureen up and hoped she was still living where we had last made out.First impression when I opened her room, it was messy. I wasn't used to seeing things scattered all over the place other than our clothes as we stripped each other. The Maureen I knew had miraculous cleaning habits although not as perfect as her twin brother."What's the matter with this, Rin?" My question went unanswered, Maureen was completely stoned as she lay on her bed. I took my place beside her, observing the changes in the contours of her face which looked fuller than the last time we met. The strands of
I was abandoned again this morning. There was no one in my room other than the marks on the wet sheets. The smell of cum was so strong even on my naked body, on my cheeks too.An illusion?I rolled to the edge of the bed, but the pain in my groin made me crawl slowly. Last night's perpetrator really took advantage of the opportunity.I remember Aaron coming in last night, then another guy took me. Aaron said he wasn't interested in women, was last night the same guy he called sexy?His message this morning on the screen of the cell phone I just picked up confirmed the truth. The sexy man still has Aaron's number activated.But does he need to know I'm pregnant?Oh, yes. Do I need to take another test this morning to make sure? I drank so much last night and had so much sex, it should be coming out already, right?Stupid Maureen! I cursed myself as I noticed the large amount of cum coming out of my vagina. There was no blood at all.Looks like the hot guy even played with my hand.I lo
Still having to understand Maureen's busy schedule, I got into another habit. Chatting with a date on an app. It wasn't just about sex, although that was the initial trigger of the introduction.White Fox--she doesn't want others to know her identity when it comes to sex. She never actually met any of her acquaintances, other than me. She said, anyway. What can be trusted from online acquaintances?This time we promised to meet, to make sure the photos we received from each other were real. Without knowing faces, of course.The fox mentioned a club, not the upstairs part of the club where drinking and dancing usually took place, but gambling through martial arts action in the hidden basement of the city's high-rise buildings. She would see me first with a sign, a victory in the new fighter challenge session."Just because I mentioned martial arts, she actually challenged me." My mind underestimated the battle scene amidst the cheering humans.Unlik
My first year here, the fall season that just started, was very busy. Maybe it's the culture shock effect too. Talking to native speakers made me slower to digest other people's conversations. Unfortunately, Zac Efron was in the same room as me, the substitute lecturer.While the man whose real name was Aaron Cohen was busy explaining averaging down as one of the tricks of massive stock purchases, I was imagining what might have happened on the night of our date. He said I was fierce enough to kick his manhood, and then... the fragments of memories of touching a man without remembering a face were troubling me."You sure nothing happened that night?" I asked after our introductory pleasantries when class was over.Aaron gave a long mumble, placing his index book on his chin suspiciously. He clarified, "I didn't do anything with you, but another guy did. He was pretty hot while wrestling with you."Wow! Am I that wild to let someone else see my bed activities? Just imagining it makes m
"It's okay to leave you alone, right?" More like a notification than a request for permission, Maureen was always like that, on her own.I don't know what kind of relationship we had, just physical interaction every time we met, other than that... she and I seemed to be in different worlds. I've come all the way across the continent to see her, through hot nights that I feel like I need a long rest, and she's so noisy unpacking the pile of papers on the desk with the excuse, "I have class this morning."Well, what could I respond to in my half-awake, half-cocked state. The habit on a cold morning, already exhausted and drained from the night, of still being able to stand upright.Maureen is my fiancée, on purpose. There were things I couldn't explain to Maureen about our relationship that changed too quickly. From being just sleeping buddies, without dating, to having a status. Maybe marriage was included? It was also the design of someone who was quite close to Maureen."What time d
I was surprised when Angga-my fiancé-arrived when my date had just left. Our 17-hour-plus-flight relationship did not limit our interactions with the opposite sex, including sex.The agreement from the start of our relationship was openness. There was no way I could prevent Angga from fulfilling his needs when we started out as a one-night stand. Sex. It's a match. I got engaged because there were no other candidates, while my scandal with Uncle Darren needed to be diverted so that Grandpa's company wouldn't collapse due to the drop in stock prices."You didn't tell me when you were leaving!" I protested after our recent struggle. "I was worried, you know?"Even if he sends me thousands of fake roses, I won't easily give in to his apology for surprising me without any news. Yes, fake roses because real flowers make me sneeze.The previous two days I was like a crazy person who kept drinking alcohol because I had no outlet. Usually Angga would invite me to have phone sex in the midnigh
"Uncle, here ...." Maureen's voice was still echoing in my head, even the scene from last night was briefly repeated in the short dream just now."Shit ...." I cursed the front of my pants, which turned out to be damp and sticky. It was only a fleeting dream on the way, but it was enough to make me take another shower.The distance between Boston and NYC should have taken less than three hours, but I needed time to clean up after half the trip. It could have been longer if I'd taken public transportation. Luckily I still had my cell phone to contact the driver, as well as the cell phone of the young man Maureen was dating.Stupidly, I even replayed the video that recorded the vulgar scene between us. When Maureen inserted mine into her very erotically, I woke up too."Is this really like being a widower?" I lamented my reflection in the mirror of the dressing table that was the facility of the motel room at the highway stop.Moving to the dressing table and resting the cell phone ther
"When are you coming out, anyway?" asked the woman on top of me, who was still riding like a horse controller around the stables at high speed. Her hoarse voice sounded tired, but there was no sign that the rider was about to collapse.I just enjoyed the sensual view from the surface of the bed that I thought was too narrow for the two of us to occupy. While removing the hair from her damp face, while touching the softness of her sweat-soaked skin, I... felt deja vu.Eight years ago, when she did the same thing, when I was completely unaware of her existence. My first moment with her could not be replaced by any other woman."Uncle ...." She moans, lowering the speed of her hip shaking as she bends over. Ah, those warm lips teasing the dark circles on my chest. The slight bite there became very stinging in my head.I recognized her amazing stamina despite being under the influence of alcohol. Maureen repeatedly achieved release, felt from how hers clamped down on me, oozing warmth tha
"Angga is a jerk!" The woman at the edge of the bar counter continued to sip the contents of the glass that had been emptied of ice. She connected to another glass that the barista thrust in front of her in between swearing harshly every time she looked at the extinguished phone screen. "Damn it!"Her name was Maureen Jovita Abraham, a college student who made the most of her empty nights by following the habits of her new friends in a foreign land. And the cell phone's low power added to her frustration with her boyfriend, who had not been forthcoming."Where are you going, motherfucker?!" Her palms pounded on the table, fuming at the loneliness. The drinking partner who had invited her had disappeared into the crowd of music lovers."Rin?" The call came from a voice she hadn't heard in a long time, who else could say her name with the distinctive accent of her home country."You are here?" Maureen tried to lift her head, which was getting heavier from the effects of the drink, to lo