When I woke up the next morning I was so disoriented I nearly forgot where I was. A look at the familiar décor reminded me that I crashed in Aiden’s room last night and looked down to confirm with the shirt I was wearing.
I looked around the room and didn’t spot him anywhere, my guess was he successfully crashed in Avery’s room, and he was somewhere asleep downstairs or in the yard. I let out a loud yawn and trudged out of bed to grab my clothes from the bathroom and get changed, but I decided to keep Aiden’s shirt on and tucked it into my jeans.
The smell of eggs and bacon greeted me as I walked down the stairs and I found Aiden in the kitchen cooking up a storm.
“You’re up early. Where is everyone else?” I asked and took a seat at the island counter.
Aiden just pointed over his shoulder with the spatula toward the living room. Sprawled out on both couches and the ground were Avery, Carter, and Noah. None of them made it to their rooms it seemed.
“Sucks to be them, they’re going to miss out on this awesome breakfast,” I said. My mouth was watering by the time Aiden placed the full plate of eggs, toast and bacon in front of me, then joined me with his own plate.
“I still can’t believe for someone of your size, you eat as much as your brother.”
“There is a lot of energy to be put into cheering, and you can’t grow from muscle from nothing, right? As a player, you should understand the fat-to-muscle ratio one needs to carry, it isn’t much different for a cheerleader or dancer.”
He shrugs. “I suppose not. When do you start your first training class?”
“Monday morning actually, we have to prepare for the first game at the end of the week. Speaking of, do you guys know who it’s against yet?”
Aiden groaned. “It’s always the same game. A home game against Jacksonville State, it’s why they always find ways to taunt us beforehand.”
“This isn’t the first time they’ve crashed one of your parties, is it?” I asked.
“No, it’s not. It is the first time Shane has shown up himself.”
“Is Shane the captain of the Jacksonville Gators?”
He narrowed his eyes at me. “How did you know that?”
“I met a friend at the party last night, turns out he also plays for them.”
“What the hell, who is it?” Aiden asked, sounding a little angry.
I frowned and put my fork down. “Why does it matter? He’s just some guy I met at Emma Perry’s party a few weeks ago. Anyway, I need to get back to the dorms and finish setting my stuff up. Can you give me a ride back?”
He nodded but still looked slightly pissed off.
~*~
The first week of Uni went by like a tidal wave. My first cheer practice was a disaster, especially after meeting the supposed cheer captain of the team, Leah Palmer. She ran her team like a drill sergeant and barked insults that would make Gordon Ramsey proud.
By the end of the week, I was completely spent and couldn’t feel any muscle in my body. I really thought the summer I attended cheer camp was the worst I would ever experience, but this definitely topped it.
“Wow, you look destroyed,” Isabelle said when I dragged myself into the room.
I flopped onto my bed and rolled over it to try and straighten out my back.
“Everything hurts. Why didn’t they think to put baths in the bathrooms? It’s literally in the name!” I cried, wanting nothing more than a bath to soak into but all we were blessed with was a single stand-up shower.
“You have an entire frat house at your disposal. Don’t they have a bath?”
I scrunched up my face. “Ew, that would be weird. That house is filled with nothing but drunk and horny guys, I doubt my brother would let me.”
“I’m sure one of them would love to sneak a peek at you.” She wiggled her eyebrows.
I tossed my pillow at her. “What the hell does that mean? Please don’t tell me you’re talking about Aiden?”
“Of course, I am, who else? I can clearly see the way you look and act around him, brother my ass.”
“Please, I’m the last girl he would ever think of that way,” I said, almost with a pout.
“Doesn’t mean you don’t think of him that way. Come on, just admit it, I’m way too good at spotting these things.”
I groaned. “Ugh, alright, yes. I’ve had a crush on him for a long time, happy?”
“Yes, you’ve finally admitted it out loud.” She grinned and threw the pillow back at me. “Now, what has taken you so long to confess?”
“Maybe the fact that we’ve known each other since we were in diapers together, and the fact that he is my brother’s best friend. I could never ruin that, and he has always thought of me as nothing more than a little sister. I’d rather not embarrass myself for no reason.”
She shrugged. “Fair enough. But have you ever talked to your brother about it? I mean, does he even know you like Aiden? He might actually be understanding about it.”
I gave her a deadpanned look. “My brother has warned both of us multiple times that we are never to hook up, he has forbidden it.”
“Oh, well then.”
“Besides, this is my year to start anew. I’m getting over my feelings for Aiden and I’m going to focus on the many other fish in the sea. I’ve lost years of experience waiting on him, that isn’t happening anymore.”
Isabelle clapped. “I can get behind that!”
“Anyway, I have to get ready for the game tonight. Are you going?”
“Wait, it’s only been a week and we’re already having a game?”
“None of the sophomores are playing, it’s just the juniors and seniors. I won’t be cheering tonight either, I’ll just be watching.”
She shrugged. “I never really went to games at my high school, none of my friends really liked sports.”
“Then why not go with me? Even if you don’t like the game, the school spirit and fun of it all is still nice to experience.”
“Alright, why not?”
I clapped with excitement and helped her get ready for her first big game.
When we got there the place was already packed and our only seat options were right at the front which most people tried to avoid due to flying footballs and sometimes players. I tried to look for Aiden and Avery on the field and spotted their numbers, 14 and 24, of course, chosen to match each other.
My eyes also wandered over to the rival team, but I realized Jake probably wasn’t playing this game and my heart sank a little in disappointment. But just as the game was about to begin, I heard someone shout my name and turned to see the familiar bright blue eyes of Jake as he wadded through the aisle dressed in full gear.
“What are you doing here, are you playing?”
“Of course, I’m a varsity player. I wanted to see you really quick before the game,” he said and waited until he was closer. “I wasn’t able to ask you at the party but is there a chance you’d like to go out with me?” he asked with a cute grin.
My first thought was about my brother and the hostile way he acted toward Jake and his team. He would despise me if he found out I went out with a team member of the Gators.
“Are you afraid of what your brother might think?” he asked.
“Kind of, yeah. He can be pretty scary when he’s angry,’” I teased.
“How about this, I’ll make a bet with you. If I lose to your brother, you can reject me, but if I win, you have to go out with me. Deal?” He stuck out his hand.
“Do it, Rylee!” Isabelle egged me on.
I bit my lip in hesitation but shook his hand. “Deal.”
A few people in the crowd behind us cheered a little as Jake grinned and ran off excitedly. It was hard to keep my eyes off of him or the grin from my own face.
I felt as though someone was watching me and turned to the other side of the field to see Aiden standing there and looking directly at me, but I couldn’t tell what expression he was wearing before he turned and walked away.
“What do you think that was about?” Isabelle asked. “Guess it looks like I was right, he was watching you guys.” “Would you stop? He’s probably thinking of ways to tell my brother that I’m hanging out with the enemy. I’ll never be able to live this down,” I groaned. “So, who cares? Jake is a hottie and he seems really into you. Just go for it, don’t care what your brother thinks. He can’t keep you from dating everyone just because he doesn’t like them.” It wasn’t so much my brother that I cared about, it was more Aiden. What would he think of me if I started dating Jake? Would he start to hate me too and think I was a traitor for fraternizing with the enemy? That sounded ridiculous. “Let’s forget about that and just watch the game, I have enough drama to deal with,” I said and thought to when I’ll be on that field myself soon with Leah and her demanding tone. The first game of the year was as intense as I expected, but I couldn’t keep my eyes off two particular numbers the entire
“Ugh, my head,” I groaned. Last night's decisions were a huge mistake, I never should have drunk that much or moved around so much without a drop of water. I blinked my eyes open and was met with the familiar ceiling of Aiden’s room and looked around at the familiar décor.“How did I end up here?” I muttered.I looked around for my phone and spotted the bottle of Advil and a glass of water on the nightstand. A smile spread on my face as I thought of Aiden and how he must have been the one to bring me up here and even made sure I drank something and had painkillers for my hangover.‘Why does he make it so hard to not like him?’ I took this opportunity to steal more of Aiden’s clothes and searched for a pair of jogging pants to change out of my leggings that had been soaked with sweat after sleeping in clothes all night. Once changed I headed downstairs where Aiden was once again cooking breakfast and Avery was passed out on the couch.“I’m starting to enjoy these weekend morning routi
“Is Jake coming to pick you up? What movie are you guys going to see?” Isabelle continued to ask question after question as I prepared for my date with Jake. “Would you like to come with us, Izzy?” I joked. She groaned. “I’m sorry, it’s been so long since I’ve gone out. I have to live it through someone, don’t I?” I just rolled my eyes and laughed. I was just as excited as she was but add on a ton of nerves to that as well. “We’re going to see some horror movie, I can’t remember the name of it, but we learned we’re both huge horror buffs, so this should be interesting.” My phone went off with a text from Jake that said he was out front, and I rushed out the door to see his car parked in the lot. “You look beautiful,” he said and kissed me on the cheek. “This is for you.” He pulled out a single rose. “That is so sweet, and the first flower I’ve received.” He placed a hand over his chest. “It is my honour to give you your first. Is it alright if we go to the movie first and then
I paused and waited as Aiden got out of his truck and stood next to it. I didn’t need to be able to see his face to know he was scowling. I heaved a heavy sigh and dragged my feet over to him. “Why did it take you so long to get back home? It’s almost midnight.” I rolled my eyes and groaned. “And I’m 19 and in University, and it’s a Saturday! I’ll ask again because you still haven’t given me an answer, but what in the fuck is going on with you?” I cried. “You’ve been acting like a super over-protective older brother and it’s really pissing me off.” “I’m just trying to make sure you don’t make some hasty mistake because you feel like you have so much to make up for. You’re the one who has been acting like a completely different person ever since you started here.” I gaped at him. “What are you talking about? I went on one date, Aiden! Just admit that the only problem you have with me dating Jake is because he beats your ass on the field every time!” The silence between us becomes
**WARNING. This chapter includes scenes of attempted sexual assault and may be triggering to some readers. Readers are advised.***The first half of the party was amazing, I almost forgot that I was at a completely different house, and I wasn’t back at my brother’s. Jake was nice enough to ask what I drank and got me a case of twisted tea in advance, which allowed me to quickly let loose and forget all the drama between Aiden and me.We hit the dancefloor, and it was a breeze from there to get caught up in the music and intimate dancing with Jake. He didn’t comment on how awkward my dancing was and went with whatever tempo I went with. We laughed and had a great time, but another hour into the party and things were getting a little intense.Twice I had to politely swat Jake’s hand away as he tried to slip it up my shirt and once more when he grabbed my ass a little too hard. I could feel the shift in his attitude toward me as it had become more rough and demanding.“Are you okay?” he
“Please, don’t tell my brother…” I whispered.I felt him pause, and then he sighed. “I won’t tell him tonight, but I can’t keep this from him. I promise I won’t let him report it, but you should consider saying something to the school.”I nodded. I really just wanted to forget this ever happened, but my silence could end up allowing this to happen again. The best I could do is at least report it to the school and make them aware of the parties that went on right under their noses.Aiden shocked me further when he turned off the truck and carried me inside rather than putting me down once we got out. The front door was already opened as the last few partygoers trickled out and I buried my head in Aiden’s chest again so they wouldn’t recognize me.“Is that Rylee?” I heard Carter shout, but Aiden quickly shushed him, and I pretended to be asleep. “What happened, is she okay?” he asked quietly.“She’s fine, get away from her,” Aiden scolded.I heard Carter scuffle back and Aiden kept movi
I didn’t hear from Jake after that and blocked his number the second I remembered to make sure he never had the chance. If he was smart, he wouldn’t attempt to try and reach out to me or ever show his face before me at future games. I knew there was one more game before the winter break between San Marco and Jacksonville State, maybe that would be the one game I was ‘sick’ for.I had never missed a single day in high school before, whether it was classes or after-school activities, but I was more than willing to say to hell with all of that to avoid this man.Even though he didn’t go to our school, the past couple of weeks that led up to the next game I was practically guarded at all corners of campus. Everywhere I went, I spotted one or more of the guys, whereas before I had barely seen them in the halls or anywhere near my other classes.Aiden was also spending a lot more time with me, and I wasn’t sure if it was genuine, or out of guilt and protection. It was confusing me even more
“Well, with Leah here, the teams are uneven now,” Carter said, but Noah shook his head after counting everyone.“If we split into groups of 5, the teams will be even again.”We then split into two groups of 5 and I had no say over who went where. Noah seemed adamant about keeping me on his team, which meant Ryan joined their group with Leah and Carter, and I got the twins, Isabelle and Noah.“Oh yay, we’re on the same team,” Leah said and threw herself at Aiden.He smiled down at her and it tore at my heart. I don’t know what compelled me to speak after that. “I hope you can keep up.” I had meant for it to come off as a joke, but my tone was too serious.Aiden frowned but thankfully Leah brushed it off like it was nothing and turned her attention back to Aiden. We reset our boards and started our games, but I couldn’t help noticing how much of a distraction and poor player Leah was.I could tell it was taking everything in my brother not to freak out or scold her every time she rolled
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I laid in bed, hung over to shit, and once more regretted my life choices. My phone had been blowing up with messages and calls from Leah, but I ignored every single one of them. I did what she had asked of me at the end of the game. She promised she wouldn’t leak the photos if we acted like a couple, and she was my celebratory kiss if we won the game. It had always been my plan since the day Rylee and I confirmed our feelings for each other, that I would run to her and kiss her when we won the championship game, or even if we didn’t. I wanted to tell the world that we were together, I had already worked on my speech to Avery in hopes that he would’ve understood. But it was all tossed out the window thanks to my dumb ass. I never put a passcode on my phone because I always forgot it when I was drunk, and recently that was quite often. Thanks to that, it was easy for Leah to get to my phone whenever I left it out. We had to leave our phones in the locker phone and I remembered the d
I knew it was futile to chase after him, and I was too numb to do that anyway. I stayed in the boys' changing room for what felt like hours and sobbed to myself until Isabelle eventually found me. She said the twins never saw me come back out of the locker room before they went back to their dorm. She managed to get me out of the room and back to our own dorms, but I was completely numb and was in disbelief for hours after. Everything happened so fast, I had no idea what to do. One side of me wanted to run to him and demand a real answer as to what was going on, while the other side of me was too shocked to do anything at all. “Rylee, what happened? You gotta talk to me, babe.” Isabelle tried her best to get me to talk but I just didn’t feel like speaking about it yet. If I spoke about it out loud, it would make it all the more real. She sighed in frustration. “I’m calling Aiden.” This snapped me out of it. “No, don’t!” “I knew it, it has something to do with him. What is it? Spi
I pursed my lips as Leah went white in the face. “How much of that did you hear?” I asked him. He scoffed; his words and glare directed at Leah. “I heard enough.” “Well, then I’ll leave the both of you to it,” I said and walked back into the house. I could feel the nervous energy from Leah even after I closed the door and couldn’t help but laugh a little before I went back to join the guys at Mario Kart. I kept my eye on the back door and made sure Leah didn’t try anything weird as Noah did, but they stood at a distance and talked for a long time, there wasn’t any yelling even. I looked away again to zone into the game and went I looked back after; they were both gone. “I’ll be right back,” I said and bumped Carter. “We won’t wait for you!” he called back, and I just flipped him the bird. I searched the house for either Aiden or Leah but couldn’t find either of them downstairs. My heart started to pound, and I tried my best to keep my thoughts from thinking the worst case until
I shrugged. “If you say so. I’ll see you there.” I closed my locker with my clothes and walked out the door, not bothering to change anymore and left with my cheer uniform still on. As soon as I was out of distance from the changing rooms, I called Aiden and breathed a sigh of relief when he picked up right away. “Hey, are you almost ready?” he asked. “So, you are still picking me up?” I could almost hear his confusion. “Of course, why wouldn’t I be?” “I’ll tell you later, I’m heading back to the dorms now, I’ll text you when I’m ready.” I groaned after I got off the phone. Why did this girl have to cause so much drama over one guy? I had gone to my own extents in the past to get Aiden to notice me, but I would never blatantly lie about being with someone who barely gave me the time of day. That was asking for that relationship to fail before it even began, but she was going to find out the hard way when I showed up with Aiden at the party. At the same time, I was getting a ba
“There is no use denying it, we’ve been watching the both of you for a while now,” Kendra smirked. “Yeah, and it’s obvious you guys have been secretly hooking up for weeks now.” I scoffed. “Okay, it hasn’t been for weeks.” They gasped. ‘Oh, shit.’ “So, you guys are dating?” they asked. There was no point in denying it after my blunder, so I spilled the beans after I made them promise they wouldn’t breathe a word to anyone, ever. If word got to my brother, it would be the death of us both. “Wow, that is ultra adorable,” Kendra squealed. “Yeah, you guys are living out a fairytale,” Kinsley added. I rolled my eyes but felt my cheeks blush. “Whatever, now that you know you can never repeat anything spoken in this room. I’ll be killed if Avery finds out.” “Or if Leah Palmer does.” I frowned. “Is she still going after Aiden? Were they ever actually dating?” “Wouldn’t you know?” Kinsley asked. I was too afraid of that answer, so I avoided asking him. “Regardless, nothing is hap